Chapter 189,/.



Shi Wang looked at Zhu Mian. Gu Qingxu's hand was just on her shoulder. She had no expression and was still cold and indifferent, but she did not dodge.

If she doesn't like it, she will avoid it immediately.

Gu Qingxu's action of putting his arm around her shoulders was natural, as if even if no one knew about their entanglement, it was a matter that they didn't need to ask or hint.

He thought Gu Qingxu had already been eliminated, but it turned out that he was the one who was eliminated.

After taking the photo, Gu Qingxu seemed to have work to do and left in a hurry.

There was no ripple in her daytime sleep either. She chatted with other members in the backstage, and it was rare for them to talk and laugh. Even if the smile was very shallow, he had a feeling that she was finally relieved.

While everyone was chatting and celebrating, Shi Wang went downstairs and sat by the flower bed, not coming back to his senses for a long time.

Under the cold and cruel moonlight, the past few months of getting along seemed to be close yet distant. Sometimes it seemed that they were a couple, liked each other, and were just waiting to be together. Sometimes it seemed that she had a grudge in her heart, waiting for him to melt it. But no matter what, he always felt that she at least did not treat him as transparent.

At least in her eyes, he was not a friend, a classmate, or an enemy, but a man. Whether it made her happy or made her hate him, it was all out of love.

The crowds dispersed like water, and the night became quiet.

The actors had already left the show, and Zhuomian took off her makeup and changed her clothes backstage before coming out.

When she came down, she saw Shi Wang standing under the white street light waiting for her.

She was still tall and graceful, bathed in moonlight and lamplight, just as she had loved at the beginning.

She had liked him before, passionately, eagerly, and joyfully. Just a casual glance at him could make her secretly happy for the whole day.

Those things that were out of reach seemed to have passed in an instant.

But at this moment, what is out of reach is daytime sleep.

She walked down the stairs, and as she was about to pass by him, Shi Wang's voice was hoarse: "Do we still have a chance?"

Zhuomian had her coat draped over her arm, but she was wearing a thin V-neck shirt. Under the dim light, she looked cold and distant, but her tone was gentle and light.

"What do you think?"

The voice slipped past his ears, and Shi Wang smiled bitterly, not daring to reveal his feelings. He only dared to test it jokingly: "Venus, can I still ask you to love me now?"

Just an hour ago, he said this line in front of thousands of people.

But this is not acting.

Facing his long, clear, willow-shaped eyes, his eyes were red, but she remained calm: "If I could go back to the past, back to when nothing had happened, I would probably be willing to do so, but is it possible to go back?"

Shi Wang felt as if he was being burned by a wildfire, burning so hot that it hurt his heart, but her indifferent eyes made the fire burn even more vigorously, growing densely like weeds.

"I'm willing to make up for what's missing between us. I'll give you everything you've ever wanted. Isn't that okay?"

Her eyes were as dark as frost, but dark yet empty, without any trace of love for him, which hurt his heart.

"I don't need you to give me everything. Even if you gave me nothing, I wouldn't hate you. Liking you is my own business. I never blame anyone."

But his score was negative.

She whispered, "After all, I really liked you once."

If she hadn't liked him so much before, perhaps he could have forced himself to let it go.

But he knew that her love at that time was only more passionate than his now, and her love was just as strong and urgent, so he felt the regret squeezing his heart and tear glands.

I wanted to go up and hug her, but for the first time I felt that I couldn't.

It turns out that even if two people miss each other and like each other, they really cannot be together, simply because their love is not in sync.

The moonlight that bathed him when his heart was beating was not from the same night as hers.

The clear light in those crescent eyes was no longer for him.

She said calmly, "You can go back now. You don't have to take care of me anymore. We are even now."

Shi Wang couldn't help but take a step forward, but his steps stopped abruptly.

Under the cool moonlight.

He saw the necklace around her neck and the flower ring he had seen when he caught the thief.

The flower ring encircles Venus, as if warning of ownership.

It's like being buried in deep snow and unable to breathe.

It turns out that Venus chose Gu Qingxu.

What you act out is always fake and can never become real.

Zhuo Mian took out a peace dove olive ring and a bracelet with her name printed on it from his coat pocket. She handed them to him and said, "I'll give them back to you."

Her eyes are so clear and calm.

It seems like there has never been any past with him.

Shi Wang's fingertips were cold, and he reached out to take it.

The equally cold jewelry fell into my palm, freezing me to the bone.

She started to leave, but Shi Wang suddenly grabbed her.

Before Zhu Mian could react, a hot and wild kiss fell on her lips, plundering and snatching her breath, and Shi Wang's face was no distance away from her.

Zhuomian struggled, but Shiwang held her waist tightly, pressed the back of her head, and did not let go no matter how she struggled and slapped.

There was a huge difference in strength and size between the two men. Zhu Mian bit him hard, but Shi Wang did not stop. The ring and bracelet fell to the ground. Shi Wang just hugged her tightly, as if he could really possess her at this moment by forcing her.

The nails of her sleeping daughter dug into his arms, but he was completely unaware. However, her strong rejection suddenly woke him up.

The moment he was released, a slap hit him hard in the face.

Shi Wang's face was knocked aside.

He turned his head, his eyes were red, tears rolled down his frosty skin, there were messy bloodstains on his lips, his clothes were wrinkled, and he looked at her with bitterness and pleading in his eyes.

The voice was hoarse and rough:

"Give me another chance, okay?"

Xiaomian was still as cool and calm as ever: "If you think you can win a woman over just by kissing, that's too naive. My mate selection range doesn't have such a level."

He smiled bitterly, the corners of his mouth red from the bleeding, looking even more miserable and dejected: "Then how can I change my mind?"

She simply took out a tissue from her pocket and wiped her lips. She was so calm that she didn't feel embarrassed or humiliated by the forced kiss, nor was she shaken by the kiss with her former white moonlight.

She smiled, gentle and nonchalant: "You are really annoying. Even if I lie in bed with you today and something happens, it won't change anything, because you are no longer attractive to me. We are all adults, so don't do these childish tricks."

She reached out and patted his face: "Love-brained people don't end well, just like me before."

Her smile was cold and seemed no different from usual.

Shi Wang suddenly felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife.

It turned out that she had always looked at him with this kind of eyes, but he thought it was ambiguous and was always being self-indulgent.

From the day he started to fall in love, there was actually no room for turning back.

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