Chapter 77 Heart Knot
The next day, Yang Mingxi came out of the room with dark circles under his eyes. Ever since he was humiliated, Yang Mingxi has been doubting his sexual orientation. Even if a straight man doesn't feel disgusted by a man's voice, he shouldn't be excited. Yang Mingxi didn't want to admit that he was a little excited. He comforted himself that they were all boys and it was okay to be a little restless.
But when he saw Cheng Che sitting on the sofa, Li Zimai holding his ankles to help him put on socks, his thumb and index finger just happened to be stuck in Cheng Che's foot sockets on the left and right, Yang Mingxi started bleeding from the nose, and the blood flowed down in bulges and dripped onto the floor.
Li Zimai frowned and asked, "Are you angry on New Year's Day?"
Yang Mingxi quickly took some toilet paper to wipe the blood from his nose, his face flushed. Damn, he really couldn't look at this gay couple directly.
While eating breakfast, Li Zimai said: "Yesterday you..."
"No! I didn't hear anything!"
Yang Mingxi glanced at Cheng Che opposite him. He was sitting upright with a blank expression on his face, but all that flashed through Yang Mingxi's mind were those soft and greasy echoes, and his face turned red again.
Li Zimai interrupted his gaze, "If you keep looking at him, I'll doubt your sexual orientation."
You don't have to doubt it, I will doubt it myself.
Yang Mingxi wanted to cry but had no tears. He just came to get a free meal, why was it so serious that he doubted his sexual orientation? He wanted to forget everything that happened last night, all of it.
But Cheng Che didn't give him a chance.
The first few times Cheng Che came, he was like a little kid, holding Li Zimai's hand, tugging at his clothes, and at most asking Li Zimai to hug him. But on the first day of the Lunar New Year, Cheng Che didn't know whether his illness had healed or gotten worse, but he wanted to sit on Li Zimai's lap and kiss him at any time.
Yang Mingxi just went to the bathroom, and when he came out, he saw the two of them sitting on the sofa and kissing. It was Cheng Che who asked for it. Li Zimai was completely speechless, so he glanced at Yang Mingxi and signaled him to leave quickly.
Yang Mingxi was shocked. It was not like he had not seen them kissing before. The last time he caught them in the dormitory, Yang Mingxi was just shocked and had no impure thoughts at all. But this time, Yang Mingxi got hard.
It was so scary that he got hard early in the morning watching two men kissing.
While changing shoes at the entrance, Yang Mingxi couldn't help but take another look inside out of curiosity. His heart was pounding even more than when he was in high school hiding under the covers and watching porn movies.
Cheng Che is not short, but has very good proportions. He has lost weight and become whiter recently. When he sits on Li Zimai's legs, Li Zimai can wrap his arm around his waist, and his butt rubs against the other's thigh, forming a beautiful arc. He also holds Li Zimai's face and lowers his head to kiss him this way and that.
Yang Mingxi just happened to see him sticking out a small piece of his tongue to lick the tip of Li Zimai's nose.
It's too fucking exciting, I can't watch it anymore, if I watch it again I will definitely become gay, he is straight, he is definitely straight, he wants to pass on the roots of the Yang family.
It’s all because these two are so good-looking. When they kiss, they look like they are in the adult filming industry.
Li Zimai felt that this was not a good way to go. He had to ask the doctor what was going on. If he continued like this, he would get sick sooner or later. But he really couldn't bear to do it. Cheng Che insisted on kissing him, licking and sucking. Yesterday, he didn't know how to kiss and could only nibble on him. After Li Zimai kissed him at night, Cheng Che got the hang of it. He would hang on Li Zimai and kiss him anytime and anywhere. When he was tired of kissing, he would sleep for a while, and when he woke up, he would kiss again, torturing Li Zimai a lot.
When the doctor arrived home, Li Zimai finally coaxed the child to sleep.
The doctor was a student sponsored by the older generation of the Jiang family. He is now an internationally renowned psychology expert. Li Zimai had to use his family connections to get an appointment with the doctor and to persuade the doctor to come to their home on New Year's Day.
"When did these symptoms begin?" the doctor asked.
Li Zimai briefly described what happened at the mall, thinking that was the trigger, but the doctor then asked, "Where was the intimate act with you?"
Li Zimai said bluntly: "In the car yesterday, but I've driven him many times before and never had this kind of reaction."
"What was different about driving yesterday compared to usual?"
"He got scared in the mall and kept pulling me. I couldn't drive, so I asked a friend to pick us up, and then I took him in the back." Li Zimai speculated, "Maybe he was scared because my friend was there."
The doctor thought for a moment and then asked, "Have you ever had sex with him in a car before?"
Even though Li Zimai felt embarrassed by the question, he wanted to do it, but his Cheche was more conservative than anyone else. Although he wanted to be wild in bed, the time must be limited to night and the space must be limited to home, never outside.
"Or maybe he was in the car with someone..."
"Impossible!" Li Zimai interrupted the doctor and said righteously, "He only had sex with me."
The doctor said calmly, "I understand. I just want to know what triggered his intimate behavior towards you. I hope you can remain calm."
"...I'm not excited." Li Zimai said in a low voice.
Doctor: "Have you ever had sex with someone in a car?"
Li Zimai couldn't help but get angry, "I didn't! He didn't either! We just... "
Li Zimai suddenly thought of something and said, "The night his grandmother passed away, I was drunk and a boy took me home. That boy said Cheche saw me and him in the car..."
It totally makes sense. No wonder Cheng Che got angry when he sat in the back, and even bit him, and turned around to see if Zhou Xumao was looking at them. Wasn't that exactly what happened that night?
"After you came back, was there anything unusual?"
"He seemed to be clinging to me more than usual. I thought it was because my friend was here and he was a little scared. But at one point during the night, he kept looking at me. I coaxed him to sleep, and he woke up midway and wanted to kiss me and... even have sex with me."
"Did it happen?"
Even though Li Zimai was so thick-skinned, he was embarrassed to discuss his and Cheche's sexual affairs with a third person, even though the third person was a doctor.
The doctor asked again, and Li Zimai replied with a shy face, "No."
"Did you make any noise?"
Li Zimai was about to ask this question, "Yes, he made some noises. Is that a sign of improvement?"
The doctor nodded. "Of course. What kind of sound is it exactly? Is it intermittent, continuous, or is it just accompanied by gasps?"
Li Zimai hinted that he was treating a patient. He could talk dirty to his Cheche all day, but he had never discussed such a shameful topic with anyone else. He answered with difficulty, "It's intermittent. There's panting and noises. It's different from before. Before, he'd kiss me when he wanted to... when he wanted to scream, but last night he just screamed... and the noises were louder than before... It seemed like the more he panted, the more excited he got."
"You don't need to tell me the details, just tell me the results."
Why didn’t you say so earlier?
Li Zimai decided to give up and asked, "Is his current body suitable for sex, or ejaculation? How often is appropriate? I'm afraid of hurting him, but he's been wanting it for the past two days. Does he know he wants it? Is this also a sign of improvement?"
The doctor quickly scribbled a few lines of words on the report and concluded, "Yes. It appears he's responding to the outside world and has the ability to learn, but his dependency symptoms are worsening. Considering you're the only trigger for his reaction, I suggest you start with simple scenarios and slowly try to untie his knot."
"As for having sex, from my professional point of view, it's okay. It can help stimulate his response to the outside world, but whether his body can handle it, you can consult your previous internist."
"So what exactly is the simple scenario method?"
"Like if you had sex with him in the car."
“!!!”
The doctor said seriously, "Just kidding. You just need to sit with him in the back seat and talk to him. If the patient doesn't mind, you can move on to intimate actions, but you must give him enough sense of security. For example, try to tell him you love him more often. If you need it, I can provide guidance."
Li Zimai: "I'll try. I won't bother the doctor yet."
It would be too embarrassing to have a doctor watching him flirt with Cheche. Cheche would scold him to death when she woke up. Li Zimai thought again, it has come to this point now, it doesn't matter whether the doctor sees it or not. Cheche sits on his lap every day, and even sits on his lap in front of Zhou Xumao and the others, and Yang Mingxi heard it... Cheche will probably die of shame when she wakes up.
With a treatment direction in mind, Li Zimai decided to try it with Cheng Che at night. He originally wanted to do it directly in the underground garage, but was afraid that someone might come and scare his Che Che, so he drove the car back home. There was a large area of grass and water outside his house, and there was no one there, so it was a good place for flirting.
Li Zimai drove the SUV that night. Cheng Che sat in the passenger seat and didn't react. Li Zimai wanted to pull him to the back, but he resisted a bit, but got in obediently. Once in, he sat on Li Zimai's lap, hugged his neck, tilted his head, and stared outside with dark eyes, as if he was watching out for thieves. Li Zimai was both angry and amused, and asked him, "Who are you looking at?"
Cheng Che said nothing, lowered his head and kissed him. Li Zimai comforted himself that this was treatment, not a kiss, and then he opened his mouth and lingered with him, calling his name while kissing.
Cheng Che stopped and looked at him, frowning slightly. It was the first time in a long time that Li Zimai saw his expression. He hugged him and called out, "Cheche...Brother Che...baby...?"
Li Zimai was sure that there were different reactions to calling someone "baby". He suspected that Cheng Che thought they were in a relationship, but they did not have an intimate relationship, which made Cheng Che feel insecure.
Li Zimai acted like a spoiled child to him, rubbing her head against his neck and saying in a sticky way, "Baby... I want you to say I love you..."
Cheng Che moved the corners of his mouth, but didn't make a sound. However, it was enough to make Li Zimai happy. He put his arms around his waist and kissed him affectionately, "Cheche, Cheche, do you recognize me? I'm Li Zimai, your Li Zimai... I'm yours. Please come back soon, okay? I miss you, I miss you so much, I love you."
Cheng Che cried.
It was the first time in such a long time that Li Zimai saw him cry. His eyes looked straight at him, red, and tears fell from the corners of his eyes and along his handsome cheeks, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, as if they were going to fall into Li Zimai's heart.
"Where have you been? I looked for you for a long time that day but couldn't find you. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you alone."
Li Zimai choked up and said, "I didn't know you were looking for me. Our peace locket was lost, and I went to look for it. There was no one else. You misunderstood, you know? Little Maimai only recognizes you. How could you, a little fool, misunderstand so easily?"
Cheng Che touched his eyes, as if to tell him not to cry. Li Zimai held his hand tightly and said in a trembling voice: "Do you know how scared I was that day? I was afraid that I would never see you again, afraid that you really didn't want me..."
"Baby, I love you, I love you, how many times do you want me to say it before you believe me..."
Tears wet Cheng Che's face. He still looked at Li Zimai with that ignorant expression, and leaned over to lick Li Zimai's eyes, asking him not to cry.
Li Zimai held on for months, but finally gave up. He had never experienced separation or death since he was a child. Coming out to his family and giving up his cello was a big deal, but his Cheche had lost two close relatives at such a young age and almost lost himself. He told himself to be strong and protect his Cheche, but one day he would give in and need Cheche to respond. He missed his Cheche so much.
Cheng Che didn't know what was happening. He just felt a tightness in his chest, and something was slowly breaking apart inside him. He didn't want to see the person in front of him cry. He felt uncomfortable. He wanted to tell her not to cry, but he couldn't say anything.
He could only rely on his body's reaction to kiss him and lick his face clean. He didn't want to see any expression other than a smile on that face.
Li Zimai instinctively opened his mouth to accept his chaotic kiss. Cheng Che held his face and kissed him more and more rapidly. He almost felt short of breath, and saliva overflowed from the corners of their lips.
The leather under him made a sizzling sound from the friction of their movements. Li Zimai came back to his senses and saw that Cheng Che's eyes were red, just like in countless previous passionate moments. He missed making love with Che Che so much, missed Che Che calling him brother with a blushing face in bed, but Che Che couldn't speak. It had been a long time since he heard Che Che's voice.
"Can you please call me? I want to hear you call my name..."
A hoarse voice came out of his throat, and Cheng Che suddenly froze. His tears fell heavily on Li Zimai's face, making Li Zimai feel extremely uncomfortable. He wiped his tears and said in a trembling voice, "Don't cry, baby, don't cry. Don't worry, I'm not in a hurry. I just..."
Just miss you.
You are right in front of me, why do I miss you more and more?
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