Chapter 78 Don't Go
Cheng Che was completely out of control. He kissed Li Zimai without any rules, from his eyes, nose tip, lips to his neck. Seeing the red peace locket on his neck, Cheng Che paused for a few seconds, then bit Li Zimai's Adam's apple hard and deeply. Biting and licking was not enough, he also stretched out his tongue to lick his ears, like a puppy being affectionate to a person.
Li Zimai held his butt and changed him into a comfortable position, then took off his coat, but did not take it off for Cheng Che. After taking it off, he exposed the skin from his neck to his shoulders for Cheng Che to kiss.
He knew that Cheng Che would not go any further. As long as he did not do it, Cheng Che could only quench his thirst in this way. Although the psychologist said that sex could stimulate him, Li Zimai had not had time to consult the doctor whether Cheng Che's body could withstand it. He also did not want to have sex with Cheng Che when he was not conscious, because that would make him feel that he was really a dirty bastard with a horny mind.
Just when Li Zimai was thinking about how to end this chaotic kiss, Cheng Che suddenly buried his head in his arms, curled up and trembled slightly. Li Zimai panicked and asked him what was wrong, but he didn't respond and just trembled.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."
Li Zimai suddenly stopped and saw someone who shouldn't be in the rearview mirror. Perhaps wanting to see clearly if there was anyone in the car, the person tentatively approached and knocked on the dark car window.
Cheng Che was completely frightened when he heard the voice. His beautiful face, which had just been rosy, turned pale and his lips were trembling.
Li Zimai never thought that he would see Bei Yiqing at home again. He only found out in the afternoon that that night had left a psychological trauma on Cheng Che. He saw the culprit at night, when Cheng Che was about to get better. He didn't dare to act rashly and didn't dare to let Cheng Che see Bei Yiqing, but the people outside refused to leave.
Li Zimai heard someone calling Bei Yiqing, and the other party replied: "It seems that there is no one. Didn't Auntie say he wouldn't be back? Why is the car parked here?"
This voice completely made Cheng Che collapse. He got off Li Zimai and looked like he was going to run away. In such a long time, he had never taken the initiative to escape from Li Zimai like this.
Li Zimai subconsciously hugged him back and coaxed him anxiously, "Don't be afraid, baby, don't be afraid, there is no one else here, no one else."
Bei Yiqing realized something and immediately fell silent. Just as he was about to leave, the car door was pushed open with force. A shadow pushed him aside and ran straight forward. In front of him was the frozen artificial lake.
"Clear!"
Bei Yiqing saw Li Zimai running out of the car in disheveled clothes. He was only wearing a T-shirt in the cold weather and ran out to chase him. He looked extremely embarrassed.
Li Zimai didn't expect Cheng Che to be so scared. What he thought was an ordinary misunderstanding turned into such a deep psychological shadow for Cheng Che at that particular time that he completely lost control as soon as he heard Bei Yiqing's voice.
Fortunately, there was a patch of artificial landscape stone outside the artificial lake. Cheng Che tripped and fell on the stone road. Li Zimai caught up with him and hugged him tightly, saying, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Cheche, don't be afraid."
Bei Yiqing originally wanted to catch up with him to see what was going on. He had come back for the New Year a few days ago and heard from Li Zimai's uncle that Cheng Che, a very talented student in their college, had an accident at home last semester and was also sick. He didn't even take the final exam and didn't know when he would be better. The words between the lines seemed to express what a pity it was for such a good seedling.
But when he approached, Li Zimai hugged Cheng Che, looked at him with the coldest eyes, and said cruelly: "Get out!"
Bei Yiqing stopped there, with a sinister expression that was really incompatible with Li Zimai. He was a gentle gentleman who could get out of his car to help an old lady, so how could he use such a tone to stop everyone from approaching Cheng Che?
Maybe they made too much noise, or maybe someone saw the second young master running shirtless in the snow, so the Jiang family, who had hosted a banquet for several close relatives on the first night of the new year, came out.
A servant tried to put a coat on the second young master, but before he got close, he was yelled at to stay away. They had never seen the second young master lose his temper like this, and they were so scared that they dared not move.
Li Qing looked at her useless son with a cold face, and had very little affection for the child in his arms. She was very dissatisfied with her son's behavior of not returning home for three months.
Li Zimai picked up Cheng Che and walked away without saying a word.
Li Qing called out to him, "When did you become so rude? Everyone is standing here because of you, and you just leave like that."
Li Zimai didn't look back. He said sorry and carried Cheng Che back to the car. He patted his head and said soothingly, "Wait for me in the car first. I'll go say hello to Mom...Brother and the others."
He took back the word "Mom" in time. He was not sure if he could mention it at this moment.
Cheng Che hugged his legs and looked at him, his eyes red, as if he understood what he said and would wait for him obediently, but also as if he didn't understand and didn't want him to leave. He always made Li Zimai feel distressed like this.
"Don't be afraid, I'm right there, you can see me."
Li Zimai put his hat on him and turned up the heater in the car before opening the window and pointing to the figure not far away. "Wait for me over there, okay?"
He still looked at Li Zimai pitifully. Li Zimai sighed and placed a soft kiss on his forehead. "We will be able to go home soon, don't be afraid."
The moment Li Zimai turned around, Cheng Che suddenly reached out and grabbed him. The corners of his mouth opened slightly, and a hoarse sound came out of his throat intermittently, as if he wanted to speak.
Li Zimai's eyes locked onto his face, he held his hand, and asked in a trembling voice, "What's wrong, baby? What do you want to say? Tell me..."
Cheng Che moved his lips again, and finally two difficult and hoarse words came out of his throat. He said: "...Don't go..."
At that moment, it was as if something suddenly exploded in Li Zimai's chest, and his heart was about to jump out. The world outside was obviously black and white, and every breath he took turned into white mist that quickly disappeared, but Li Zimai could feel the fresh and hot blood flowing in his body more clearly than ever before.
"...What did you say? Did you speak? Cheche, did you speak?"
He held Cheng Che's head and kissed his cheek, his eyelashes wet. "Can you say it again? Call me by my name, call me Li Zimai, call me okay."
Cheng Che didn't respond again.
Jiang Xun saw his brother standing by the car and saying something, then jumping and spinning around, not sure if he was happy or angry. He walked over and confirmed that it was a happy reaction, then he subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.
"Are you really not going back to apologize to your mother?"
Jiang Xun warned him kindly, "You've embarrassed your mother in public many times. She's already very dissatisfied with you."
"Also, I'm not satisfied with Cheng Che."
Li Zimai put on his coat and let Cheng Che grab the hood of his coat from the car before he replied, "I said I had to take good care of Cheche before I could go home. I will apologize to her and grandma. And today she brought Bei... someone home again, and scared Cheche, so I overreacted."
Jiang Xun explained, "It was because you said you wouldn't be coming back that Mother and Uncle accepted Uncle Bei's invitation and invited them to a dinner at home today."
Li Zimai realized that he had misunderstood his mother and said in a weaker tone, "I will apologize to her. I hope she will blame me for her dissatisfaction and not be dissatisfied with Cheche. He is sick and that's why she is like this."
Jiang Xun sighed, "You can bring him back. Mother and grandmother will be with him. You need to take care of your own business. Uncle said you haven't been to his project for a long time. Don't you want to continue on this path? Why are you being irresponsible with your own life now?"
"I have my own plans and I will take responsibility. My current task is to take good care of Cheche. We can deal with other things later."
Jiang Xun glanced at Cheng Che, not knowing whether it was good or bad. His younger brother had learned to take care of others, but also learned to lose his temper. He had never spoken harshly to anyone or done anything rude before.
"You decide for yourself."
Jiang Xun advised, "If you want to bring Cheng Che home in the future, it's best to coax mother first. You know she's the one who makes the decisions in our family."
"I know, thank you, brother."
After returning home, Li Zimai immediately called the doctor to describe what happened in the evening in detail. The doctor warned Li Zimai that although Cheng Che started talking, he had a severe stress reaction before that and he could not judge whether the situation was good or bad. He asked Li Zimai to pay special attention to Cheng Che's condition in the next few days and he would come to the house for follow-up visits regularly.
What Lizimai didn't expect was that he fell ill before the doctor arrived.
His emotions have been fluctuating greatly in the past few months. Li Zimai gets up early and goes to bed late every day without getting enough rest. In addition, he ran naked in the snow in a short-sleeved shirt on the first night of the New Year. It was already the limit for him to be able to hold on until now without falling ill.
At first, he just sneezed a little, so Li Zimai took some cold medicine. He was afraid that the medicine was too strong and he would fall asleep and scare Cheng Che, so he also wore a mask in the house all day for fear of infecting Che Che.
Cheng Che seemed to know that he was not feeling well, and he was very well behaved these days, not clinging too much to him. Sometimes he would sit on the sofa and watch Li Zimai busying around the house, sometimes he would stand against the wall with his hands behind his back as if he was being punished, and sometimes he would go into the kitchen and touch Li Zimai's hands as he washed dishes in the sink.
The only thing that is not so well behaved is that he always tries to pull Lizimai's mask and kiss Lizimai randomly. Sometimes he would stick out a small part of his tongue before he put his mouth to Lizimai. Lizimai did not want to infect him with the cold, so he always found ways to avoid his kisses. Most of the time he would block his mouth with snacks. If he could not avoid it anymore, he would just give him a quick kiss to complete the task.
Cheng Che was not well-behaved when he slept at night. He always liked to ride on Li Zimai and rub against him. He didn't know how to continue rubbing against him. Li Zimai just let him do it. Anyway, he was almost dying, and he probably wouldn't be able to satisfy Cheche even after he recovered.
Li Zimai felt uncomfortable when he thought about this. In the past, he wanted to fuck Cheche anytime and anywhere, and he could even make Cheche cry. Now, he could actually let Cheche ride on him and rub against him like this, and he endured it without any reaction. He really became an impotent monster.
That night, after Cheng Che finished riding him, he nestled in his arms obediently. Li Zimai reasoned with him, "You can't do this. You're a boy. How can you ride on a man every day? That's shameless."
"You can't take off your pants casually, understand? You can only take off your pants after Xiao Cheche tells you. You can't take off your pants just by riding on me."
Li Zimai thought in a daze: You rode me, but I couldn't fuck you, so you were just messing with me. Now that you've made me impotent, are you satisfied?
Later, Li Zimai didn't know whether he fell asleep or Cheche fell asleep too. He just felt that Cheche was hugging him so tightly and Cheche's body was still so hot. He finally opened his eyes to see if Cheng Che was sick, but Cheng Che was not in his arms.
Li Zimai woke up suddenly, sat up from the bed and gasped for breath, his forehead covered in sweat. He realized that he had a fever. He called out "Cheche" in a hoarse voice, but Cheng Che did not respond to him.
Li Zimai turned on the bedside lamp and wanted to look for Cheng Che, but his dizzy head could not support his body at all. He could only walk out with difficulty while holding on to the wall.
In the pitch-black space, there was no sound and no one. Li Zimai shouted "Cheche" and then a figure suddenly rushed out from the corner of the restaurant and bumped heavily into his arms.
After holding Cheng Che in his arms, Li Zimai's panicked heart finally calmed down. He touched Cheng Che's head and asked, "What's wrong? Can't you sleep? Do you want me to play the violin for you?"
In the past, when Cheng Che heard that he wanted to play the violin, he would obediently give up his seat and even take him to the piano room. But now he hugged Li Zimai tightly and refused to let go. He seemed to be afraid of something and his body was shaking violently.
Li Zimai took a moment to relax, feeling that his body couldn't support the care of Cheng Che. He wanted to call someone over, but the phone was on the bedside table in the room, and he couldn't move his feet. He tried to guide Cheng Che, "Baby, can you go get your phone? That little board you often play with... go get it..."
Before he could finish his words, his body had already gone limp and he fell to his knees. Fortunately, Cheng Che supported him, so he didn't fall completely to the ground.
When Li Zimai regained consciousness, his shoulders were already wet, and he could hear a very soft, sad whimper that seemed to come from his throat.
He realized that it was Cheng Che crying. He held up his face with difficulty and saw Cheng Che's expression clearly. It was a pale and desperate expression. He wanted to say, "Baby, don't be afraid," but he couldn't say it. Distress was entangled in every nerve of his. He really couldn't hold on any longer.
The last scene when Li Zimai lost consciousness was: Cheche ran away. She ran out in his pajamas, as if she was going to leave him forever.
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