Chapter 82: Too Fierce
Cheng Che insisted on taking Li Zimai to the hospital.
Li Zimai felt embarrassed and refused to go. Cheng Che looked at him coldly and said that Yang Mingxi knew everything, so there was nothing to be embarrassed about. If there was an illness, it should be treated.
Li Zimai once again made up his mind to castrate Zhou Xumao.
When they arrived at the hospital, Li Zimai didn't want to make an appointment because it was too embarrassing, so Cheng Che took his ID card and went to the men's department. Li Zimai hid in the corner of the hall and watched his Che Che walking around. Although he was depressed about his impotence, he was also happy that Che Che was back.
"Let's go, we have to wait in line for a while."
Cheng Che felt very sorry for Li Zimai and said, "Next time, let your brother make the reservation directly."
As soon as Jiang Xun said this, there was no need to make an appointment. The experts lined up to see if the second young master was impotent.
Li Zimai was shocked and said, "There's a next time? I will never come again, and I absolutely cannot let my brother know!"
The two found a seat in the corner and sat down to wait. Cheng Che asked him if he wanted some water. Li Zimai said he had just drunk some at home and was not thirsty. He also asked Cheng Che if he was thirsty.
Cheng Che suddenly fell silent, as if he had remembered something. Li Zimai quickly held his hand and asked softly, "What's wrong? Didn't you say you should tell me directly if you have anything to say?"
Cheng Che replied sullenly, "When my mother brought me to the hospital before, she always asked me if I wanted to drink water."
Li Zimai gently put his arm around his shoulders and comforted him, "Next time you come to the hospital, I'll ask you if you want to drink some water, okay? No, please don't come to the hospital. I hate hospitals."
He felt sad as he spoke, "When you were in a coma in the hospital last time, I had already thought of my suicide note."
Cheng Che patted his forehead and said, "Don't talk nonsense."
When someone saw them, Li Zimai reflexively wanted to take back the hand that he was holding on Cheng Che. Cheng Che looked back at the man, pulled Li Zimai back with a cold face, and shook hands with him. The man turned his head away and stopped looking.
Li Zimai said with a grin, "Brother Che is so brave."
Cheng Che pushed his face away and said stiffly, "You are not allowed to say anything like a suicide note again."
"Then you can't scare me anymore."
"Please ask patient number 122 to come to the consultation room."
Li Zimai took the number and wanted to go in, Cheng Che also wanted to follow him in, Li Zimai whispered that he wanted to go alone, Cheng Che turned around and left, saying that he didn't want Li Zimai to follow him when he went to see a doctor in the future.
Li Zimai was really worried about his tendency to leave without a second thought, so he quickly brought him back and said, "Okay, okay, let's go together."
The doctor performed a series of tests on Li Zimai and found nothing wrong. He said the performance was normal and that it might be caused by emotional and psychological stress. Li Zimai asked, "It's not broken, right?"
"To be precise, that's it."
Li Zimai quickly took Cheng Che away, saying that if it wasn't broken, it could be used, if it could be used, it could be used very well, and if it could be used very well, it could be extremely powerful, so Cheng Che didn't have to worry about their sex life at all.
In the evening, Li Zimai wanted to try again, so he turned on the projector in the room and watched a movie with Cheng Che. He found the 200G again and graded it.
Cheng Che was so embarrassed that he almost died. When he was watching the movie alone, he was so embarrassed when he thought of Li Zimai. Now he was watching it with Li Zimai.
Li Zimai played a plot-heavy video, but watching other people fall in love was too tedious. She kept complaining about how the guy was so slow. Cheng Che said, "Aren't you also slow?"
Li Zimai explained: "Is this what I call ink? I'm respecting Brother Che."
Cheng Che ignored him and continued watching the movie. He didn't expect the movie to have a twist. It was a suspense thriller. When he finished watching, Li Zimai had already fallen asleep. Cheng Che curled up in his arms and sighed, "When will you get better like this?"
Li Zimai really didn't take the impotence issue seriously. What he thought was: It's not broken anyway, I can always use it in the future. The most important thing is to keep Cheche's body in good health. It just so happens that he can't get an erection now, so Cheche won't want to ride him all day and ruin his body.
One time, a psychologist came to Cheng Che's home for a follow-up consultation. Cheng Che casually asked about Li Zimai's condition. The doctor replied: "Since there is no physical problem, it is most likely mental stress. He is probably afraid of hurting your body, so he has been holding it in. As a result, he subconsciously does not want to have an erection now. You need to solve it yourselves."
Cheng Che glanced at Li Zimai who was busy in the kitchen, his eyes welling up. He was always like this, always willing to be kind to Cheng Che even if it meant he would be wronged. Cheng Che used to blame God for being unfair to him, but now he felt that God might be fair, taking away many things from him in exchange for Li Zimai.
After that day, Cheng Che's mood improved a lot. He rarely lost his temper, ate and took medicine obediently, and rarely felt anxious when meeting strangers when going out.
Li Zimai took him to several classes, but every time they entered the classroom they would be stared at by all kinds of eyes. Li Zimai used to be used to these looks, but now he was afraid of scaring Cheche, so he looked back with a cold face. Over time, people in the school started saying that Li Zimai had a bad temper and looked down on others.
Li Zimai was too lazy to pay attention to them, but Cheng Che felt uncomfortable when he heard it and asked Li Zimai to be more polite as before. Although Cheng Che was often unhappy because Li Zimai was too good and was liked by many people, he also didn't want Li Zimai to become bad because of him and be disliked by everyone. He wanted his Li Zimai to always be the most beautiful and dazzling.
There were still people watching them, but Cheng Che never let go of Li Zimai's hand.
Gradually, everyone in Huazhong University of Science and Technology knew that the two top geniuses in the School of Architecture had been internalized, and that the cool and aloof Cheng Che was also a gay who liked men.
Before Cheng Che returned to school to attend normal classes, he prepared himself mentally, saying that he had to get used to those strange looks, but when he really got to school, he still couldn't get used to it.
At least he was not used to being stopped on the road by boys and asked for WeChat. In the past, it was girls who were shy and would understand his rejection if he said he didn't have WeChat. But it wasn't the same with boys. Boys were thick-skinned and Cheng Che had to rely on his fists.
Cheng Che didn't know how to characterize the boy in front of him. He decided to call him a boy for now because his hair was very short and he was wearing boys' clothes, but he was wearing makeup.
Yes. Even Cheng Che, a “straight guy”, could tell someone was wearing makeup.
"Brother, add me on WeChat. I won't harass you. Come out and chat when you're free. I'm from the School of Economics and Management."
Cheng Che said no three times, but the other party seemed not to understand him. He thought about beating him up. With so many people watching, no one would dare to stop him after beating him up. But this boy was not even as tall as him and was wearing shorts. He looked as weak as a girl. What if he couldn't get up after beating him up?
The boy was very happy to see Cheng Che taking out his phone. Just as he was about to say something, the phone was taken away by another person. The other person smiled and said, "Why are you stopping my boyfriend in broad daylight?"
The boy stared at Li Zimai intently. After a while, perhaps unable to bear the other's straightforward gaze, he lowered his head and said goodbye embarrassedly.
Li Zimai was very dissatisfied. Why did everyone come to flirt with Cheng Che even though they knew he was his boyfriend? Moreover, the number of people was increasing, and there were more people coming to flirt with him than those coming to flirt with him.
“You still have to give him WeChat.”
Li Zimai still kept dwelling on this issue when he returned home.
Cheng Che explained again: "I didn't, he kept stopping me, I just wanted to give it to him and he didn't agree."
"Do you think he won't harass you if you don't agree?"
Li Zimai showed him his phone. The interface of new friends was full of expired verification information. Every word he said was more and more explicit, which made Cheng Che frown even more.
Li Zimai hugged him and taught him: "Brother Che, next time you encounter something like this, don't take out your phone, otherwise your phone will become an advertisement station, or a pornographic advertisement."
The cell phone was newly bought by Lizimai for Cheng Che, and it was a couple's model. But this time Cheng Che didn't buy anything to pay for it. He began to learn to be as close to Lizimai as possible.
Li Zimai casually flipped through Cheng Che's phone. "Just wanted to see how many contacts you have... only 67?"
A small half of them are micro-businesses.
Li Zimai was touched. "I didn't expect it would be so hard to add Brother Che on WeChat. No wonder it took me so long to ask you before you agreed."
He accidentally flipped to Duan Rui's message board and saw that the chat at the end was from the day before yesterday. Li Zimai poked his finger at the profile picture and said, "Brother Che, I want to click in and take a look."
Cheng Che took a look and said, "Why do you care so much about him?"
Li Zimai said calmly, "Of course I care. He's one of the few brothers you have."
When he said "brother", the sourness in his tone almost drowned Cheng Che, and Cheng Che couldn't help but laugh, "Can you stop being so sarcastic?"
Li Zimai felt itchy when he smiled, so he reached in and pinched his waist, mumbling, "I shouldn't do that, I hate it most when you call others 'brother'."
Cheng Che turned around and hugged his neck, saying to him the same words he had said before: "You are different from other brothers. You are my lover."
Li Zimai exclaimed, "This is what his clear skin looks like! He loves it so much!"
The two of them became sticky again. Cheng Che hung on Li Zimai and kissed him, licking Li Zimai's ears and calling him brother.
In the past, Cheng Che was always embarrassed to do this or that, and even felt ashamed to call him brother. But ever since Li Zimai became impotent, brother would just open his mouth and seduce him anytime and anywhere. Li Zimai never failed to control himself, but he never got an erection either.
......
After kissing for a while, Cheng Che asked, "Is there any reaction?"
Li Zimai said dejectedly: "...No."
"Cheche, am I useless? I'm already my mother's good-for-nothing son, and now I'm also an impotent monster."
Cheng Che blocked his mouth and took a bite at the end, "Nonsense, you're just under too much pressure."
Li Zimai carried Cheng Che to the kitchen to watch the fire and said disdainfully, "I even think this medicine stinks."
Cheng Che was quite depressed. He drank every day, every day. What was the point of recovering? Li Zimai would never recover. He leaned on Li Zimai's shoulder and said, "Don't be afraid, okay?"
Li Zimai was confused: "What are you afraid of?"
"...nothing."
Cheng Che jumped off him and said listlessly, "You do it. I'll go draw for a while."
Li Zimai felt that the situation was quite serious and that he needed to take his impotence seriously. Just as he was about to talk to a psychiatrist, Jiang Xun called and the first thing he asked was, "Are you impotent?"
The second sentence is: "I'm coming to find you."
Li Zimai was really going to get furious. Zhou Xumao, this gossipy woman, had made all their friends know that he was impotent, and now even his brother knew about it!
Jiang Xun learned about this from a psychologist, and immediately contacted the top experts in the field to take Li Zimai for a consultation.
Li Zimai said three times: "I won't go. It's too embarrassing. I've seen a doctor. It's just psychological pressure. It will be better after a while."
Jiang Xun, with the care of an old father, said, "Don't take it lightly. This matter could be serious or minor. I've discussed it with my mother. If you can't be cured in China, we'll send you abroad."
Li Zimai sat up with a thud, "You even told Mom! It's fine if you like to tell tales normally, but why did you tell her about this? I'm grown up, and I'm still a boy!"
Jiang Xun said seriously, "If you are sick, you must get treatment. Just because you are grown up doesn't mean you can hide it from your family."
Cheng Che heard some noise outside and came out to see Jiang Xun. He felt a little uneasy. Li Zimai took him by the hand and greeted Jiang Xun. After greeting him, he continued, "She already thinks I'm her useless son. Now, I'm really useless."
Cheng Che whispered, "...Don't say that."
Li Zimai couldn't help but complain: "Cheche, you don't know, he has been telling tales about me since he was little. He would stand outside and take a video to show my mom when I went to play ball, and he would even complain to my mom about eating crabs."
Jiang Xun explained: "You were the one who had to play basketball even though you had a match, and you ate crabs right after having diarrhea."
"Okay, I don't want to hear it."
Li Zimai chased him away, "I'm very upset that you told her about this. I won't go to the doctor."
Jiang Xun ordered coldly, "You must go. If you don't want your father to know about this, then resolve it before he comes back."
"You're using Dad to scare me again. I'm not afraid. I've grown strong."
Cheng Che: “…”
"I told you last time not to make Mother angry again." Jiang Xun glanced at Cheng Che and hinted to Li Zimai, "You know she's the one who calls the shots in our family."
Cheng Che saw the warning in Jiang Xun's eyes and answered for Li Zimai: "We will go."
After everyone left, Li Zimai was still angry. "Look at my brother, he's acting like a boss. I hate it the most. He always says must, no, can't."
Cheng Che was also quite afraid of Jiang Xun. Although Jiang Xun never spoke loudly and was very well-mannered, his eyes were scary. Cheng Che never dared to look him in the eye.
"Did Cheche scare you?"
Li Zimai noticed that Cheng Che looked unhappy, and quickly carried him to sit on the sofa, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"
Cheng Che shook his head, pulled him to sit down, leaned into his arms and whispered, "Does your brother dislike me?"
"No, he's just like that, don't think too much about it."
Cheng Che suddenly asked: "When I couldn't remember things before, were you worried because of me and..."
"no."
Li Zimai quickly interrupted his wild thoughts, "Don't let your imagination run wild. My brother has always been like this."
Cheng Che was no fool, and he saw the problem right away. He was silent for a moment, then asked Li Zimai, "Can you take me home on your birthday this year?"
Li Zimai: "Really?!"
He immediately forgot all the unpleasantness and carried Cheng Che around the house several times. He only let Cheng Che go after he got dizzy and asked repeatedly, "Are you sure? You won't regret it, will you? I'll tell my grandma later. I've always said I'd take you back to see her."
When he mentioned his grandmother, Cheng Che suddenly lowered his head and stopped talking. Li Zimai hugged him tightly and said, "Cheche, from now on, my mom, my dad, my grandma, my brother, everyone in my family will be your relatives, and they will all treat you well."
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