10 Chapter 10
When Zeng's mother knocked on the door at night, she found Zeng Yun was already asleep.
He still held the photo album in his hands.
Zeng's mother felt sorry for him not having eaten, but she also knew how tired he was.
Having gone a whole day without rest and being in so much sorrow and pain, even a man of steel would not be able to bear it.
Zeng Yun saw Gu Yue again in his dream, and when his memory came back, he felt as if he were in another world.
I clearly saw you a few days ago, but today is different.
In an instant, Zeng Yun's eyes were filled with tears, but he didn't dare to say anything, as if the person in front of him was a beautiful dream that would end if he opened his mouth.
Gu Yue just smiled and then said, "Don't worry, the goods are genuine and the price is right. Guaranteed replacement."
But the next thing she said was, "I came to say goodbye to you."
Farewell? Why?
Even though they had met in dreams for so long before, how could this count?
He is incomplete without his memories. For Zeng Yun, today is their true reunion.
Zeng Yun thought of what Xue Mingyi had said before. He shook his head desperately, trying in vain to resist parting again.
But the rules of the world cannot be changed by human will. Separation is the ending that has been determined long ago, and the extra chapter of reunion is the surprise.
"No...I don't accept..."
Zeng Yun said this, but didn't know how to change it.
Is it true that as long as I stay in the dream, I can never be separated from you again?
Just when Zeng Yun was lost in thought, Gu Yue's words were like a good medicine, calming him down in an instant.
"Zeng Yun," Gu Yue said, "Do you know that after death, people really do go to the underworld?"
She had seen many dead souls waiting for their relatives and friends there, so she was not afraid of separation.
But what does it matter? Zeng Yun still couldn't accept it.
"Even so, it will take a very long time..."
When his heart was broken, Zeng Yun finally understood why many people choose to commit suicide because of the departure of their loved ones.
That kind of pain is too unbearable. As long as the heart is still beating, the pain of separation will torment that beating heart.
"Yes, it will take a long time."
Gu Yue was standing among the flowers. It was the same look as Zeng Yun had remembered long ago, which made Zeng Yun a little dazed for a moment.
"I can't do this," Zeng Yun shook his head painfully. "I can't lie to myself anymore. I feel sad when I think about never seeing you again. I don't know how I can get through this."
"Why?"
"Because I like you!"
Zeng Yun said the words hidden in her heart in a crying voice.
"I know it's too late for me to say this, but I really like you and I can't bear to leave you. I don't want to open my eyes and never see you again."
The surging emotions could no longer be restrained at this moment. A flash of surprise crossed Gu Yue's eyes, and then she smiled.
"It's not too late, not at all."
At least she finally heard it.
Gu Yue hugged Zeng Yun and said, "So you have to live well."
Zeng Yun felt like there was a gust of wind in his arms. He looked at the scene in disbelief, and then his tears fell even more uncontrollably.
Tears smelled bitter. Zeng Yun shook his head, "You have to be like everyone else, saying you want to move on and that you don't want me to be sad."
In Zeng Yun's opinion, those words were too frivolous, and anyone who got caught up in such a thing would not be able to get out of it.
To come out is to betray the deceased.
"Of course I wouldn't say that! It's normal to be sad. When I was a kid, my kitten died and I cried for her for a long time."
"and you……"
"It's normal to be sad, and it's okay to not be able to get over it."
Gu Yue always has her own set of "heresies", but Zeng Yun never knows how to refute her.
"But I want you to live well, because I really want you to live well..."
Gu Yue suddenly stopped, and Zeng Yun thought that Gu Yue must be saying that she wanted him to live well.
“Because I really want to live a good life.”
Gu Yue had never said such words before because she knew that it would make everyone sad.
"I really want to live. I want to go to college, see the scenery I've never seen, and see what the world will be like in the future. The world is so big, and there are so many places I haven't been to. I really can't bear to leave."
"But I can't go anymore. Those things in life that I haven't seen or experienced will really become a regret."
As Gu Yueyue spoke, Zeng Yun felt more and more heartbroken.
"I love hearing the stories you tell me about your roommates and the things you encountered on your way to class, those are the ones I will never have the chance to meet again."
"So you have to live well, experience life well, and live a wonderful life."
Gu Yue showed a longing look, then said with a smile: "When you become a white-haired old man, when you come to see me again, I will know what those worlds that I have not experienced are like."
Zeng Yun smiled for a moment as she said this, then started crying again, "That'll take a long time."
Gu Yue replied briskly, "I can wait a long time."
What about me?
Zeng Yun thought so, but didn't ask.
He knew that separation could not be changed, so he looked at Gu Yue quietly, wanting to completely imprint this dream and the person in front of him in his mind.
"Just think of it as working hard for me."
As Gu Yue spoke, she couldn't help but shed tears.
Zeng Yun didn't want to part, so how could she accept it calmly?
But she still smiled and said: "The next is a long period of separation, but every day that passes, we are one step closer to seeing each other again."
Death can separate us, but it can also bring us back together.
Therefore, during this time of separation, we need to accumulate a lot of stories so that when we meet again, we will have many stories to tell each other.
As the familiar white light appeared, Zeng Yun knew that this was their last dream.
He hugged Gu Yue for the last time and whispered in her ear, "Goodbye."
"Well, bye."
Please wait for me and see you next time.
At that time, I will travel across mountains and rivers to tell you the stories I have accumulated over the years.
It was just a long dream, and when I woke up a whole day had passed.
Zeng Yun walked out of the room and saw his mother busy in the kitchen and his father watching TV in the living room.
"Mom, I'm hungry!"
The next day, Zeng Yun came to the cemetery according to his memory.
He brought a bouquet of flowers, which were the sunflowers that he used to love to draw.
Gu Yue’s tombstone was clean, and it was obvious that someone came here often to pay their respects.
Her smile was so bright, Zeng Yun smiled and put down the flowers in his hand.
There was also a bouquet of flowers next to it, a bunch of daisies.
"I'm sorry it took me so long to see you."
"I talked to my mother for a long time yesterday. She said that my uncle and aunt are doing well now. My aunt has planted a lot of flowers on the balcony at home. It looks very beautiful from outside."
"I forgot to plant the seeds you gave me before. Don't be angry."
"The flowers I brought you today were bought from a flower shop. You know what, flowers in winter are a little expensive."
"It's not that I feel bad about the money, but I just remember that every time I went to your house, you always asked me to bring some flowers back. So it seems that I really owe you a lot of money for buying flowers."
"When the cherry blossoms bloom in W City, I'll bring you a bouquet, but I guess it won't make much difference."
"Don't worry, I remember everything you said."
"I will live a good life."
When Zeng Yun finished his rambling and stood up, he suddenly felt as if there was someone there, but when he turned around, there was no one there.
How strange.
"Hehe, you didn't expect me to be here, did you?"
Gu Yue smiled complacently, but finally lowered his head and took a deep breath to adjust his state.
Gu Yue watched Zeng Yun leave and whispered, "Thank you."
Thank you for coming to see me, and thank you for telling me this.
When Gu Yue was about to leave, a voice suddenly came from beside him.
"So you're here."
Gu Yue suddenly turned around and found that it was the owner of the store that Zeng Yun went to.
But how did he appear here? Gu Yue looked around, but couldn't figure out where he had been hiding.
Gong Lingyao didn't waste any words and said directly, "My senior brother asked me to help him, but I didn't expect it to be such a mess."
It's a common thing, and it's not a good thing to say that it's helping.
But... Gu Yue frowned. What does this have to do with her, a ghost?
Gong Lingyao then continued, "I don't know many people... no, ghosts. So I wanted to ask you, would you be willing to work for me?"
"ah?"
Gu Yue couldn't believe her ears. No way! No way! As a ghost, she still had to work?
Seeing that Gu Yue didn't answer, Gong Lingyao continued to persuade her, "Since you're not in a hurry to reincarnate, why don't you go to the underworld and become a civil servant? With insurance and housing fund?"
Five social insurances and one housing fund... Gu Yue has not lived to the age where she needs to think about this matter. Although she has heard of this term, she has no idea what it is.
Gong Lingyao wasn't good with words and was at a loss for words. He scratched his head and said helplessly, "Anyway, please consider it."
Gu Yue looked at Gong Lingyao, and then thought about his own life plan.
It seems that it is not impossible?
"Okay, I promise."
In W City in May, Zeng Yun sat on a bench on the campus, with the cherry blossoms above his head in full bloom.
Zeng Yun smiled gently. He raised his head, not looking at the cherry blossom tree nearby, but looking at the distant sky.
"Did you see it?"
No one responded to his words, but at this moment, a gentle breeze rolled over, rolled up several petals, and brushed past his cheek.
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