The ward became even quieter. Song Qing stared at him with wide eyes, but it was too dark to see the expression on Lu Yang's face.
"……sorry"
The couple opened their mouths at the same time, and Lu Yang paused before reaching out to brush her eyes away.
"I didn't think that way, I..."
He opened and closed his mouth several times, then suddenly sighed. Ignoring her struggles, he rested his head on her neck, his hot breath tickling Song Qing's neck.
"I'm sorry, I'm a little scared."
He thought a lot at home that day. He was afraid that Song Qing only chose to live with him because of their daughter, but he was also glad that they had a daughter.
He had barely slept for the past two days, wanting only to get to her side as soon as possible. He forgot all his hesitation and fear, until he saw Chen Yuqi at the door of the ward.
He dared not say that what he hated was precisely what he feared most.
He was afraid that Chen Yuqi was Song Qing's unrequited love, and that if he just beckoned, her heart would return to him.
The love he experienced in his youth was broken up at its most passionate moment, and the thought of it terrifies him.
"I know the bond you share from growing up together is something I can't compare to; we haven't spent enough time together..."
He attributed their relationship to growing up together, and was unwilling to even admit that they had once loved each other.
“When my dad told me that the Song family’s daughter wanted to marry me, you have no idea how happy I was. I wanted to marry you.”
His head was buried in Song Qing's neck, and he didn't see the few tears that slid down his wife's face until his cheeks felt warm.
Lu Yang quickly let go of her.
He looked tense and somewhat at a loss, his face tense.
I wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears on her cheeks, but after raising my hand several times, I put it down again.
At first, Song Qing silently shed tears, not noticing Lu Yang's helplessness. Later, she reached out and hugged his neck.
She cried for a long time, until her shirt was completely soaked. Lu Yang pursed his lips, feeling a little regretful. He shouldn't have said those things to her.
"Lu Yang, I can't deny our past relationship, but Chen Yuqi and I are just friends now."
"……I know."
"You don't understand, what I mean is, I will only love one person, and you shouldn't..."
Before he could finish speaking, Lu Yang understood, paused for a moment, and then kissed him with overwhelming joy.
He used to be like a dark, petty person, resenting God for being unfair to him, for making them meet so unexpectedly.
I also hate the years we grew up together.
He knew he was like a resentful woman, full of grievances about many things.
He could only tell himself over and over again that it was okay since they were married anyway, and that in another ten or twenty years, he would definitely spend more time with Song Qing than they had spent together.
Now that Song Qing says she loves him, Lu Yang's heart is floating in mid-air, feeling dizzy as if he's dreaming, and he can only confirm that it's real through constant physical contact.
Song Qing wasn't oblivious when it came to relationships. At first, she genuinely just wanted to live together as a couple. As long as the man didn't divorce her and go back to his ex, everything was fine.
She always thought they were just a couple who were living together out of convenience, but she was also puzzled by the passionate love he expressed.
She couldn't believe it and kept making excuses, perhaps just because she was An'an's mother and they were family.
Song Qing repeatedly attributed her feelings to illusions until the misunderstanding between the two was cleared up, and it turned out that the relationship between him and Bai Jiaying was not what she thought.
Her feeling was not wrong.
But she didn't expect Lu Yang to be so insecure. How could she not love him?
A man who respects her pursuits, is tolerant of her, and provides her with the necessary support; a gentle, principled, and protective man.
Song Qing was touched by his meticulous care for her and her son, but she truly loved him because he respected her.
I understand her pursuit of her career, and I didn't object at all when I knew she was going away from home for a month for business and study. I was willing to take care of the child by myself.
He is also very responsible, not only towards his family but also towards his younger sister.
He was principled and did not try to smooth things over between his mother and sister or maintain so-called family harmony.
Since Rong Hui came here, he has never let her have any contact with the family in front of her sister.
He respects everyone he loves, and anyone he loves can feel that love from him.
How could I not love such a wonderful person?
Lu Yang felt as if he were soaking in warm water, listening to Song Qing whispering her love for him in his ear.
His wife nestled against his chest, whispering the most beautiful words in the world.
"I'm sorry, maybe I haven't told you this before, that's why you're like this..."
Lu Yang didn't speak, but laughed out loud from the bottom of his heart. Song Qing, lying on his chest, could naturally feel the vibration.
"you"
"I love you too." So much love, my favorite right now.
The two stared at each other in the darkness for a long time, then suddenly couldn't help but laugh.
Lu Yang grabbed her finger and gently bit it until Song Qing cried out in pain and pinched his waist. Only then did Lu Yang smile and kiss her.
"I thought I was dreaming, but it seems the pain is real."
Despite the wonderful atmosphere, Song Qing was speechless the moment he opened his mouth.
"Then why don't you bite yourself?"
He didn't speak, knowing he had done something wrong, and only let out a muffled laugh.
The two of them laughed like idiots in the dark hospital room for a while, and Song Qing moved to the side to make room for him.
"Go to sleep!"
It had been so long since he'd slept. Lu Yang lay down, not daring to touch her legs, but his hands were anything but still moving.
"……sleep"
"Um"
He pulled her into his arms, surrounded by the scent of her hair, and fell asleep with a smile on his lips.
He fell asleep quickly, after all, he hadn't slept for so many days. Song Qing listened to his breathing and fell asleep with a smile on her face.
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"Yang Hua? What are you doing here?"
With his daughter's life hanging in the balance on her sickbed, Fang Tianhai stayed by her side for several days, aging considerably and his hair turning completely white.
These past two days, my wife has been blaming herself so much that she wants to go in and lie down with our daughter. It's all her fault for not taking good care of her.
"It's my fault. Why didn't I go into the room to be with her? I shouldn't have let Tang Yuan meet with her that day."
"...It's not your fault."
The couple hadn't slept for days; they hated Tang Yuan and Chen Yuqi.
But that bastard Tang Yuan said it was his daughter's idea, that she wanted to kidnap Chen Yuqi's sister to threaten him.
How could that be? His daughter isn't that kind of person. Tang Yuan must be shifting all the blame onto his daughter to escape punishment.
How dare he?
When Fang Tianhai arrived that day, he saw his daughter lying in a pool of blood. He wished he could kill Tang Yuan. He trembled for a long time and could not believe that the one covered in blood was his daughter.
He hated those two people, but his feelings for Yang Hua were complicated.
Yang Hua was Chen's apprentice. If it weren't for her, Chen wouldn't have been able to get into the machinery factory, and his daughter wouldn't have known him.
But her youngest son was also lying in a hospital bed.
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