Why is the forehead red?
"If I were a fool and Aye could be spared from so much pain, I would be willing." Gu Pei's hand stopped at the side of Lin Xunye's head, resting lightly there, without crossing the line at all.
"Gu Pei, you're not a fool, you're a lunatic!" Lin Xunye tightened his grip on his collar, forcing Gu Pei to bow his head. He patted Chengzi's back and comforted Lin Xunye: "Aye, I'm really fine."
He is willing to do anything as long as it can relieve Aye's pain.
Lin Xunye closed his eyes sadly, the tears in his eyes being squeezed and sliding down. He turned his head away, avoiding Gu Pei's fingers that were wiping his tears. Lin Xunye wiped the tears from his face vigorously, and raised his head stubbornly, unwilling to shed another drop.
Orange stayed quiet the entire time, not even crying.
He was being patted gently by Gu Pei, smelling the pheromones of his long-missing Alpha father, and gradually became sleepy. His little hands went from hanging down to tightly grasping the corner of Gu Pei's clothes. It was not until he whispered "Dad" that Lin Xunye suddenly remembered that there were more than just him and Gu Pei in the bedroom.
Lin Xunye was so immersed in his emotions just now that he forgot that Chengzi was there.
For fear of scaring the child, Lin Xunye wiped his face carefully and hurried to pick up Orange, who was sitting drowsily on the carpet.
Orange was sniffing the pheromones of her Alpha father comfortably. When she was picked up by Lin Xunye, she just twisted her little body obediently and closed her eyes peacefully.
Gu Pei lifted up Chengzi's little butt and pushed her into Lin Xunye's arms.
Lin Xunye changed to a more comfortable position and held the orange without even glancing at Gu Pei.
He couldn't help himself if he took another look.
I couldn't help but pounce on him, strangled Gu Pei's neck, and kissed him hard until my tongue tasted blood. Then I asked him over and over again: "Why don't you live well? Why do you keep struggling in the quagmire of pain!"
But if he really kissed her, Lin Xunye thought, he wouldn't be able to ask these questions.
He might cry while biting, and the two of them tasted the same salty taste, then he lay on Gu Pei and whispered: "Is it worth it?"
Is it really worth it to love me?
In fact, Lin Xunye knew the answer, he just couldn't face it. Gu Pei didn't even have that memory, so why should he blame him for not taking himself seriously?
In his subconscious, it was he who saved Gu Pei, and it was also he who killed Gu Pei.
Even without the death of the □□.
Gu Pei stood beside him, showing no intention of leaving. Lin Xunye simply turned around, looked at Chengzi tenderly, and hummed a little tune, coaxing him to sleep.
Orange fell asleep quickly, and with the soothing effect of the Alpha father's pheromones, the frown that usually formed when he fell asleep relaxed.
Lin Xunye laid him flat on the small bed, and when he stood up, the back of his head hit Gu Pei's chest.
Lin Xunye turned around angrily and lowered his voice: "What are you doing!"
Gu Pei still leaned forward: "I want to take a good look at you."
Lin Xunye was speechless.
He pushed Gu Pei, trying to push him out of his territory, but his wrist didn't exert force and Gu Pei didn't retreat.
Just like Lin Xunye couldn't bear to remove Gu Pei from his heart from beginning to end.
That would be too painful, he couldn't do it.
Gu Pei held his wrist, his eyes darkening: "Aye, don't push me away anymore. This is so contradictory, and I feel so uncomfortable."
Lin Xunye's eyes dodged, "Gu Pei, we can't do this."
Gu Pei refused to give up this opportunity, he pressed on step by step, and because of Chengzi, Lin Xunye did not resist and was obediently pushed into the corner by Gu Pei.
In the small bedroom, the two of them leaned against the narrow corner of the wall.
Lin Xunye was completely blocked by Gu Pei's tall figure. All he could see was the person in front of him and Orange sleeping peacefully on the bed in his peripheral vision.
"Gu Pei, if you have anything to say, go outside and say it, not here!" After he said that, he carefully glanced in the direction of the bed, and only felt relieved when he saw that Chengzi was still sleeping soundly.
Orange hasn't slept so soundly for a long time.
Gu Pei leaned over, breathing back and forth between the glands of the person under him. Lin Xunye pushed him, but gave up when he saw that he couldn't move him.
Gu Pei looked at Lin Xunye who forced himself not to look at him, and his heart softened, but more of it was heartache.
His A Ye must miss him too.
Lin Xunye thought he had hidden it well, but in fact, his endless longing and love for Gu Pei had already shown through his eyes.
The mouth can lie, but the eyes cannot.
Gu Pei saw it clearly. He remembered Lin Xunye's glance and smile, and even the curve of Lin Xunye's mouth when he was really angry and impatient. How could he not see it?
His A Ye must be afraid of being hurt, so she doesn't want to recognize him.
He won't back down anymore.
Then, Lin Xunye's chin was lifted up, and he raised his head out of habit, facing Gu Pei's sharp eyes that were so cold that they made him feel cold. Without waiting for him to struggle, he was given a crazy and paranoid kiss that had been brewing for three years.
Lin Xunye was caught off guard by the kiss. Gu Pei controlled his restless hands, twisted them behind his back, pulled him into his arms, and kissed him passionately. Lin Xunye's tightly clenched teeth were pried open, and citrus-flavored pheromones rushed in, fearing that his lover would abandon him again.
Lin Xunye lost his temper after being kissed, and his inner desire was completely released, temporarily freeing him from the shackles. He completely collapsed in Gu Pei's arms, his ten fingers naturally stroking Gu Pei's back, and the light cream pheromones also quietly slipped out.
The tip of her tongue, which was trying to resist Gu Pei's attack, was sucked again and again until it became limp and allowed the other party to tease her.
In between kisses, Gu Pei put his arms around his waist, lifted his hips, and turned him to the sofa in the living room.
Lin Xunye was dazed and couldn't tell the direction. When he came to his senses, Gu Pei was already on top of him.
"Orange, Orange is still inside..." Lin Xunye said weakly, his hand was caught by Gu Pei and kissed from fingertips to bases.
Gu Pei kept moving, stroking Lin Xunye's cheek, stopping at the place where he had lip piercings.
He bent down and held Lin Xunye in his arms: "Let me hold you for a while, just for a while, I really miss you so much, don't be angry with me, I really miss you."
At the end of the conversation, Lin Xunye heard a hint of nasal sound, which was a precursor to crying.
Lin Xunye could no longer say no, and he was reluctant to leave.
After struggling internally for a while, Lin Xunye hugged Gu Pei tightly.
Let him be greedy for a while, just for a while.
......
Lin Xunye couldn't remember how long he held him, but Gu Pei's body temperature was very hot, so hot that it burned his heart.
In this happiness and pain, Lin Xunye slowly closed his eyes.
When he woke up again, it was dark.
Orange was lying next to him with a lollipop in her mouth.
Lin Xunye stood up and held Chengzi's face. "Didn't you say you can only eat one candy a day?" He glanced at the dark sky outside. "Why did you eat another one so late in the evening?"
Orange showed an expression of being wronged, with a pout so big that you could hang an oil bottle on it: "Orange is very obedient, I only eat one a day."
Seeing Lin Xunye's serious expression, Chengzi stopped playing suspense and said, "It's not yesterday anymore, it's today. I didn't eat anything today, so I asked my uncle to get me one."
At last, Orange added: "I said thank you to my uncle!"
Chengzi is not a child who lies, but Lin Xunye doesn’t quite understand what he said about yesterday and today.
He took out his phone, looked at the date on it, and frowned: "Orange, have you eaten?"
Chengzi nodded, sucked on the candy for a while, and walked out holding Lin Xunye's hand.
The two stood in the living room.
Gu Pei rolled up his sleeves and busied himself in the kitchen, wearing the orange-patterned apron that Lin Xunye had bought for him.
Chengzi looked up, smiled, and whispered to Lin Xunye, "My uncle cooked for me, but it's not as delicious as my father's. My uncle always cries while he cooks, and the rice is salty. I've seen it happen several times."
Lin Xunye clenched his hanging hands, then released them after a moment.
My chest felt like it was being cut by a knife, and it was so painful that I couldn't even move forward.
He touched Orange's head lovingly, poured him a glass of water, and reminded him: "Remember to rinse your mouth after eating the candy. Dad has something to ask your uncle."
Orange had candy in his mouth and ran back to his room with the cup of water when he saw this.
Lin Xunye took several breaths before slowly walking towards the kitchen.
Gu Pei was blanching spinach and heard the noise, thinking it was an orange: "Don't worry, uncle will cook the meal soon."
Lin Xunye continued walking without saying a word.
Gu Pei was busy cooking, thinking that Chengzi was just starving, so he changed the subject and asked, "Is Dad awake?"
Lin Xunye stood behind Gu Pei, watching the man's slightly unfamiliar movements, just like when he first started making complementary food for Orange.
Gu Pei will definitely be a good father.
"Gu Pei, I'm awake." Lin Xunye said after two minutes of silence.
Gu Pei stopped chopping vegetables and said, "Aye, you must be hungry. I'll be ready soon. Don't worry. If you don't want to eat what I cook, we can still go out to eat."
Lin Xunye listened silently to Gu Pei's stressful words, afraid that he would say a word of refusal.
Lin Xunye could leave resolutely once, but he couldn't leave a second time.
Gu Pei continued to cut the spinach, but his movements were stiff. Lin Xunye's heart was beating rapidly. Gu Pei's back in his eyes faded into pieces of pixels, filling his heart.
That was the person he had missed for a long time.
Like a beast trapped in a cage for a long time and longing for freedom, Lin Xunye's love burst out. He stepped forward regardless of everything and put his arms around Gu Pei's waist.
Gu Pei put down the knife and didn't turn around. He looked down at his lover's arm around his waist and rubbed it gently: "Aye, are you too hungry?"
The head leaning against his back shook, and Gu Pei asked again: "What's wrong?"
Lin Xunye stood on tiptoe, resting his chin on Gu Pei's shoulder, and then he lay on the back of the person in front of him like a koala: "Gu Pei, let's go out to eat."
"I want to go out to eat."
I don't want you to be too tired.
Gu Pei held Lin Xunye's hand, forcefully opened it, and then squeezed his fingers in, interlocking theirs. "Okay."
After getting the answer, Lin Xunye still didn't move. He maintained this posture, sniffing around as if he was greedy for Gu Pei's scent.
The citrus scent mixed with the whipped cream on his body, making him smell like citrus-flavored whipped cream.
Gu Pei turned around, hugged him face to face, kissed his forehead, and then carried him out of the kitchen.
In the living room, Orange, who had just finished eating candy, was standing by the door drinking water. His big, rolling eyes just happened to meet Gu Pei's.
Orange tilted his head, "Dad, are you sick?"
Lin Xunye didn't expect Chengzi to come out so suddenly. He instantly withdrew from Gu Pei's arms and said, "Dad accidentally fell down, but he's fine now."
Chengzi seemed to understand, and pointed at Lin Xunye's forehead. "Did Dad fall on his head? His forehead is red."
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