53. “I just want to be good to you”
Wenhua looked at the originally simple guest room, which had newly added a dressing table, wardrobe, small sofa and bookcase. The bedding was also in her favorite style. She nodded with satisfaction and prepared to unpack her luggage.
"What? You're planning to separate right away?" Lin Zhengze pulled the person into his arms and said hatefully.
"Hehe, no, Lin Zhengze~ Then if I become neurotic and don't want to pay attention to you for no reason in the future, won't you be angry?" she asked.
"You don't know how to handle intimate relationships. Being with me day and night makes you feel suffocated, and then you suddenly become irritable or even annoyed with me, and want to run away and be alone. When the emotions pass, you will feel that you have gone too far and blame yourself for hurting others. You want to apologize and want to make amends, but you feel that you are hopeless. Why should you let others endure your emotions again and again? Why not just walk away and let both of you feel at ease?" Lin Zhengze hugged her and said slowly.
Wen Hua opened her mouth into an O shape and nodded like pecking at rice, "Wow, how do you understand me so well!!!"
"I also know that you won't want to talk to me for some reason, but that doesn't mean you don't love me anymore. You just need some space of your own. You'll be fine once you calm down, right?" he said again.
Wen Hua almost cried, "Wow~ Lin Zhengze, you understand me like a farmer understands manure!"
Lin Zhengze laughed at the indecent metaphor, and the two of them walked towards the living room step by step, hugging each other.
"I'll give you space, and I won't be angry, but you have to promise me that your space is in the guest room. You can be my silent roommate, but you can't just leave without saying a word, okay?"
"Yeah," Wen Hua's heart softened after hearing what he said. She jumped up and hung on him, hugging him like a monkey. She didn't even want to pack her luggage. Why leave? If she left in this life, she would never find another Lin Zhengze.
Their conversation unfolded intermittently while they were packing their luggage. Wen Hua couldn't believe that anyone could tolerate her to this extent. They were all mortals, and everyone had a temper.
"If I get angry at you, you won't hold a grudge against me. Instead, you will feel that you deserve to be scolded and try to excuse me, right?" Lin Zhengze raised his eyebrows in response.
Wen Hua almost wanted to kneel down in front of him. Good boy, it would be a shame if you didn’t go for fortune-telling.
"Why do you like me? Don't you find it tiring to get along with someone like me?"
"How complicated do you think you are? There is no one more stupid and innocent than you." Lin Zhengze pinched her face and kissed her, then continued to pack his things.
Smelling flowers is so simple. She will be very childish when she is happy, and will resist being praised. When she is in a bad mood, she will act pretentiously. When she is embarrassed and nervous, she will rack her brains to liven up the atmosphere. When she doesn't say a word, just ignore her and wait for her to digest it herself, then she will come over and be doubly nice to you in her own way. If she says no, then she really doesn't want it. If she says yes, then she must have it immediately. If she can't get it, then she really doesn't want it. She will smile the whole time when she calls home, but she is patient and filial like a caring daughter in front of her future mother-in-law. When she is doted on by Lin Zhengze, she will inadvertently reveal the attitude of a little girl, delicate and weak and lovable.
Wenhua felt that she could not keep her lover, but her lover was holding the Wenhua brand product manual in her hand. If it broke, she would repair it and had no intention of throwing it away.
In the middle of the night, Wen's mother called to ask about her relationship and how old she was. Wen Hua showed her a photo and her mother said the boy was good-looking. Wen Hua told her his age and her mother said he looked more stable as he was a few years older. Wen's mother then asked, what kind of job did he do? Wen Hua thought about it and said he was an ordinary white-collar worker. Wen's mother said to bring him back for the New Year. Wen Hua said let's wait and see, in case they break up.
After hanging up the phone, Lin Zhengze stared at her with a dark face. Wen Hua snuggled into his arms and acted coquettishly, "I was just kidding."
"Why do you say I'm an ordinary white-collar worker?"
Wen Hua got off him and knelt on the sofa facing him. "My mother has been suffering from depression since she gave birth to my sister. She has been taking medicine for so many years. Our family's style cannot distinguish the boundary between mental illness and neurosis. One year, I went home on vacation and bought a book. It was a best-seller at the time, "The Genius on the Left and the Madman on the Right". My father's face changed when he saw it. He asked me why I read such a book and threw it away."
Lin Zhengze picked her up and put her on his lap and kissed her temples, "I understand."
"I don't have a good relationship with my family, and I have a lot of problems..." Wen Hua said to herself with her eyes closed.
"It doesn't matter. I'm good to you. No matter what you are like or what you do, I'm willing to be good to you," Lin Zhengze interrupted her.
"Why are you crying?" Lin Zhengze lowered his head and wiped her tears.
Wen Hua threw herself into his arms and cried silently.
When was that? It was probably the summer vacation of her freshman year. Something happened at home and she didn't want to talk to anyone. Xiao Ma came to her house angrily to complain, but when she saw her like that, Xiao Ma lost her temper.
It was a nice day that day, and Xiao Ma held her in the same way, saying to her one sentence after another, "It's okay, I'm good to you, no matter what you are like, I am willing to treat you well."
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