Chapter 396 Imperfect


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Chapter 396 Imperfect

"I've always been curious about what kind of person you, such an excellent and perfect person, would like."

"That day I finally saw the person you called out for help even when you were nearly fainting."

"To be honest, he's very ordinary. I can't understand why you like him, and I don't understand why he doesn't like you." Nova commented sharply.

Xu Yanze felt heavy in his heart when he heard this, his eyebrows drooped, and he felt a sharp pain in his chest.

He once liked me. Xu Yanze muttered softly in his heart.

"You asked him for help. Did someone hurt you?" Nova asked.

"Yeah. They reject and hate me, even my family is no exception, because I am a homosexual." Xu Yanze replied.

"Did he save you?" Nova asked.

Xu Yanze opened his mouth when he heard that, but then paused. The words lingered between his lips and teeth for a while before he spoke with sadness in his eyes.

"He reached out his hand to me, but I couldn't hold it." Xu Yanze replied.

"Can we talk about him?" Nova asked curiously.

"What do you want to know?" Xu Yanze replied.

"About why you fell in love with him." Nova said.

There was a hint of obscurity in Xu Yanze's eyes. He suppressed his surging emotions and spoke.

"The toad had been crawling cautiously in the dirty mud, but one day he suddenly discovered that the swan could fly freely in the blue sky." Xu Yanze said.

"Although I don't understand what you are saying, I heard the words toad and swan. I think you are talking about the toad wanting to eat the swan meat."

"Love makes people blind, and you are so perfect."

"In fact, you are the elegant white swan. You can fly higher and farther than anyone else," said Nova.

"I'm not as perfect as you think." Xu Yanze said.

"Your humility will not be recognized by me, your defeated opponent." Nova complained.

Xu Yanze looked back, unbuttoned his cuffs, and stretched out his left wrist in front of Nova.

With the help of moonlight, Nova saw the criss-crossing wounds on Xu Yanze's wrist. They were ugly and bumpy, and some of them had not yet healed. It was obvious that they had occurred not long ago.

Nova looked stunned and her heart tightened.

"What are these?" Nova asked.

"As you can see, I'm just a coward who escapes reality by hurting myself." Xu Yanze replied.

Nova was unable to come back to her senses for a long time, and she felt that the scar on Xu Yanze's hand was really shocking.

"Are you sick like me?" Nova asked.

"Yeah." Xu Yanze replied softly.

"Have you ever committed suicide like I did?" Nova asked again.

"Yeah." Xu Yanze replied.

Nova's mouth was open, her eyes blank.

"But you're so good, so perfect! Why would you want to commit suicide?"

"Besides, you are Mr. Gu's student. As long as you want, you can get everything you want." Nova asked doubtfully.

"You are very good. You are not like me. You have also tried to give up on yourself." Xu Yanze replied.

Hearing this, Nova lowered her head and pursed her lips, with a look of loss on her face.

"We are different."

“Not only am I hurting myself, I’m also hurting others.”

"I slashed Auntie Amy, and I also slashed other people's doors with a knife many times when I lost my mind. People in the villa are afraid of me, even Emma is no exception."

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