The children have been sick these past two days, both the younger ones. Today, the second son was hospitalized in the city with pneumonia and suspected encephalitis. My wife and I have been busy all day and have just taken a break. The child is still on an IV drip.
My youngest son is doing better, but he is also sick. I really don’t know how to describe myself now.
be terribly upset?
Still feeling dizzy?
I don't know, I really don't know. It's been two days and I haven't had much rest. I updated two chapters yesterday. I'm afraid I will have to stop updating today. My child is still on an IV drip, so I really don't have any time at all.
It's my fault that I stopped updating. Everyone should scold me and say what they want. No one has any complaints, and no one will say anything else in a hypocritical way.
The performance of this book is really average. I know it’s my own problem. Some friends also advised me to finish it and start another one.
I thought about it a few days ago, and it’s still the same thing. Now I have fallen, and I will go back to the starting point and continue. When I reach this pit, I will fall again. I don’t want to succumb to difficulties or complain.
Therefore, it is impossible for me to become a eunuch, not in this lifetime. Writing books is so heartwarming, my book friends are so nice to hear, and the book review section is filled with so many comments. It feels like home, so how can I bear to become a eunuch?
I want to grow myself, I want to earn more money for my children, to ensure their living, and I want to continue on this path, so I want to persevere!
Even if there is a wall in front of me, and Bafang is hit and bleeds, or even dies, I will still move forward!
I didn't dare read the book review section because I knew it would be full of criticism.
Actually, I don’t want to explain, because if I do, some friends will say that I’m making excuses, that I’m being pretentious, and that I’m talking nonsense.
But if I don’t explain, it would be nonsense!
If you don’t write books, you will have no money. If you don’t write for a day, you will have no money for a day. This principle is very simple. In fact, it is just like going to work. If you don’t make money, you are a fool. If I can write, how can I not write?
This is my responsibility and my job.
After having a child, I finally understood that the only thing parents want is for their children to grow up healthily and safely. They don’t ask for wealth and fame, but only for safety!
Bafang is not pretentious. I am a man. What I did is what I meant. If I stop updating, I stop updating. Even if I have excuses, they are all bullshit. Bafang remembers the chapters I owe you. I will make up for it to you double the amount after the child is discharged from the hospital.
Everyone remember, if you don’t make up for it double, brothers, you should quit the game, scold us, beat us, and even send us razor blades!
But, feel free to scold me, but don’t involve my family or my children. We are all made of flesh and blood. I hope you can understand a little. Thank you!
Thank you all from all sides!!!
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