Chapter 48 I never had good intentions towards you...
Meng Qingyan's voice was not high, and even the ending tone was deliberately pressed down, but the oppression and aggression in his words became stronger and stronger.
He bent down slightly, and his hot lips brushed across Bai You's sensitive ear tip, and he confessed to him without any concealment his ambition that had been suppressed for more than ten years.
"Teacher Bai is really simple," he said, "but Teacher Bai is also really cold, so she can never see my true feelings, and can't see that I never have good intentions towards you."
The scorching breath brushed past his ears, like a raging flame that could melt everything, burning Bai You's brain into a blank.
He couldn't tell whether Meng Qingyan's words were a confession or a declaration of war.
But I am sure that the arguments I had thought of over and over again, the logic and reasons I had pieced together over and over again, completely collapsed and shattered at this moment.
I finally realized how ridiculous it was for me to think I had "touched the truth".
He did touch upon a corner of the truth, but at this moment the "unknown" before him was infinitely magnified.
This unknown situation not only shocked and touched him, but also caused him to feel an indescribable panic in his heart.
He didn't know how well Meng Qingyan knew him, but it was obvious that he knew he wouldn't be willing to throw away the bouquet of roses.
He had no idea how Meng Qingyan knew him when he was young. Although he couldn't remember whether the incident happened in the fourth or fifth grade of elementary school, it was obvious that Meng Qingyan was only six or seven years old at that time.
A child of six or seven years old could not only understand that others were pursuing him, but also understood how he should deal with it. He kept it firmly in mind and avoided it until now.
Bai You was not sure which stroke or painting in his twenty-plus years of life was written by Meng Qingyan.
The gang of hooligans who bullied Jin Baobao when he was young and left scars on his arm never appeared again; or the Jin family encountered a crisis later, but it was inexplicably alleviated after he entered the entertainment industry, and everything finally returned to normal, leaving only the four words "false alarm"; or all these years, he always thought that he relied on his own efforts to save himself in the trough; and the arrival of Building No. 8...
He raised his eyes and looked into Meng Qingyan's deep and unfathomable eyes, unable to tell how long these eyes had been staring at him.
Naturally, the man in front of me is far from being as heartless as he usually appears to be. His hormones are running high...
His breathing almost stopped and his chest ached slightly. Under the pressure of those eyes, Bai You unconsciously pushed back half a step.
"Did I scare you?" Meng Qingyan asked, pursing his thin lips until they were straight, and stubbornly suppressing the hurt look in his eyes.
Bai You shook his head.
Many people are afraid of Meng Qingyan, in the group, outside the group, in the circle, outside the circle...
When the scene was most tense, Sun Tong brought his partners over more than once. Everyone was very respectful to Meng Qingyan and had an unspeakable fear of him.
But Bai You has never been afraid of him.
Because he had seen his most passionate and unrestrained side, his most defenseless side in front of him.
I've also seen him working hard, cooking, or standing up to me, showing his responsible side.
But precisely because of this, Bai You built a higher defense line in his heart.
Because only he himself knows that when he thinks about the inevitable separation in the future, he will feel sad and want to escape.
But he has never wavered from the life path he planned when he was six years old.
He also didn't want to follow in Fang Zhi's footsteps, and he didn't want Meng Qingyan to fall into Zhou Xing's predicament.
He is a child of destiny and should have walked this path with high spirits instead of getting entangled with himself and falling into a vortex of pain.
Bai You was shocked to find that faced with the same dilemma, his choice was exactly the same as Fang Zhi's, without any change.
He took another half step back and lowered his eyes, all the momentum he had accumulated before opening the door gone.
He did not ask Meng Qingyan for answers to the doubts in his heart, for fear that the more he knew, the harder it would be to extricate himself.
There was just one question that he still wanted to figure out.
"That night in Yige," he asked, "Did you really not recognize me?"
"Of course I recognized him," Meng Qingyan said bluntly, but there was a moment of silence, "I was too drunk that night, I thought it was a dream."
Seeing Bai You's puzzled expression, Meng Qingyan laughed at himself.
"Because you never go to that kind of place, and I often see you in my dreams," Meng Qingyan raised his eyelashes slowly, "In my dreams, I will be bolder."
His heart felt like it was being burned and tortured by something, and Bai You couldn't help but feel a little sore in his eyes.
He nodded to show that he understood.
"It's just," he clenched his palms and spoke with great difficulty, "I haven't considered falling in love, and I'm not ready to accept other people into my life."
His drooped eyelashes trembled very slightly. He felt guilty and sad when he thought that Meng Qingyan had developed that strange feeling for him since he didn't know how old he was.
For him, getting out of it might not be that difficult, but what about Meng Qingyan?
He was not sure what Meng Qingyan liked about him, but he was sure that it was not just his appearance.
After all, there are so many handsome men and beautiful women around him. If it was just appearance, he would not have been obsessed with me for so many years.
He lowered his eyes and looked at his toes. For a moment, it seemed as if he was the child who had made a mistake.
"You are still young, it's not too late to make any changes now," he heard his own voice, very softly, "or, you don't like me anymore, right?"
After he said that, he turned around and wanted to escape from the room immediately, but his wrist was tightly held by someone behind him.
"What about you?" Meng Qingyan asked, his voice hoarse, restrained and forbearing, "You are also young, can you guarantee that you will never change in your life?"
Bai You didn't say anything, but just pursed his lips tightly.
One second, two seconds...
The air was extremely quiet, but Bai You seemed to be able to hear the sound of the second hand ticking, like a countdown to their end.
I don’t know how many seconds passed, but finally, Meng Qingyan slowly loosened his grip on his wrist.
"This is your room," he said, "and I'm the one who needs to go."
He bent down, took his things, and placed a room card on the table.
In order to avoid being seen, Meng Qingyan would come over very late most of the time. Bai You was too lazy to get up to open the door for him every time, so he got an extra room card and left it with him.
At this moment, the room card was back in his hands, and his door would no longer be open to Meng Qingyan.
Bai You lowered his eyes and watched Meng Qingyan walk out of his world step by step, as if he was watching all the hustle and bustle in his life disappear from his life.
Life is really strange.
It is obvious that there was no Meng Qingyan in my life before, and it is obvious that the situation before was much more difficult than it is now, but it was far less obscure than it is now.
With a click, the door opened, but Meng Qingyan suddenly stopped.
"Teacher Bai," he asked, "Didn't I tell you that I will never let go of the person I like in this life?"
Bai You raised his eyes, his heart pounding, and his hands clenched into fists at his sides.
Meng Qingyan looked at his stiff body, slowly lowered his eyes, and closed the door for him.
The room became empty and Bai You felt a little cold. He took the remote control and turned off the air conditioner. He finally gave up his disguise and slumped down on the sofa.
After a long time, he put away the room card, opened the screen of his mobile phone, typed the three words "Meng Qingyan" in the web search box, calculated Meng Qingyan's age, and added the word "primary school".
The school he attended at that time had a very obvious class chain.
Most of the students in the school are also keen on this, and it is common for them to flatter the powerful and bully the weak.
The ones that everyone adores in school and treats like celebrity idols are always the kids at the top of the food chain.
The only exception is Bai You.
He hated those people and hated that kind of environment, so he always kept to himself and never took those people seriously.
And if Meng Qingyan had paid attention to him when he was six or seven years old, Bai You could not think of a second possibility other than that he was his schoolmate.
However, when he clicked the search button, he stopped again and threw the phone far away.
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If you are frustrated in love, you may be more successful in your career.
One morning a few days later, while having breakfast in his room, Bai You received a call from director Liu Ben's personal assistant.
The assistant's surname is Zhang, and her name is Zhang Meng. She has been with Liu Ben for many years. They knew each other during the filming of Feng Hua, so they can be considered semi-acquaintances.
After a few brief greetings, the other party stated his purpose.
"Teacher Liu's next play will probably be released at the end of the year," Zhang Meng said, "There is a role that is very suitable for you. Teacher Liu's intention is to ask you to save some time for it."
Originally, Bai You had no plans to take on any new roles before his contract expired.
But Liu Ben is different.
Liu Ben was his mentor, so even if he was asked to be paid to act in the film, he would agree without hesitation.
The other party did not give more details, so Bai You guessed that it should be a supporting role or a cameo in the movie.
However, he was still happy to be able to work with Liu Ben again.
But soon, he thought of Meng Qingyan and remembered that this drama was invested by Meng’s Jewelry.
Bai You slowly chewed the rice in his mouth, and his emotions suddenly became very complicated.
If he didn't know Liu Ben well enough, he might have suspected Meng Qingyan of interfering with the crew's casting.
Since that day, although Meng Qingyan kept his room in the hotel, he rarely stayed overnight there.
Bai You wasn't sure whether he changed hotels or went home every day.
The scenes in recent times are also relatively warm. From the initial awkward avoidance to now, the two have gradually adapted.
They were very close in front of the camera, but as soon as the director called cut, the atmosphere between them immediately became polite and courteous.
In front of others, they have always been like this.
It’s just that it was all pretend before, but now it’s sincere.
In mid-August, after half a year of intensive filming, Building No. 8 was finally officially wrapped up.
When Bai You packed up his things at the hotel and was about to go downstairs, he met Meng Qingyan in the elevator.
This was the first time the two of them were alone in such a long time, and for a moment, Bai You was a little nervous.
He lowered his eyes, his gaze fell on the hand that was holding the handle of the suitcase, and tried to remain calm.
But the elevator car was not big, and the familiar cedar scent on Meng Qingyan quickly spread over and lingered on Bai You's nose.
Bai You took a deep breath quietly, and suddenly heard Meng Qingyan speak.
"Xiaoliang has been sick recently," he said.
"What's wrong with him?" Bai You asked hurriedly, forgetting to avoid suspicion.
Baiyou is very loyal and grateful, and he even misses a cat.
But at the same time, he was too self-aware, so even after his fingerprints were recorded, he never went to his home once.
Meng Qingyan looked at him, a hint of smile appearing in his eyes.
But soon, his eyes fell on his overly thin jaw.
The chin is small and more pointed.
"Cat plague." Meng Qingyan said, and then said, "I have been accompanying it to treat it recently, and it has recovered."
Bai You's heart finally relaxed a little and he lowered his eyes again.
"Thank you for your help." He said softly. Thinking that Meng Qingyan had not been in the hotel recently, perhaps he had gone home to take care of Xiaoliang, he felt a little guilty and grateful in his heart.
"No trouble." Meng Qingyan looked at him, "I chose him myself, I like him, and I take care of him as a family member. I will never regret it."
It's hard to tell whether this is talking about a person or a cat.
Bai You actually wanted to ask about Xiaoliang's situation, but after thinking about it, he fell silent.
The elevator reached the first floor. Bai You waited for Meng Qingyan to get off the stairs first before he came down with his suitcase.
The phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated. He took it out and saw the message from Meng Qingyan.
These are two videos of Xiaoliang.
[MY: I will send you videos every week. If you miss it, you can still come to my house to see it. My promise to you will always be valid for me. 】
promise?
Thinking of Meng Qingyan's previous confident words, Bai You was stunned for a moment.
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