Chapter 7
Luo Huaizheng finally looked at her, his eyes were clear, his nose was red, and his expression was calm: "I have asked myself more than once whether I still want to be with you, and I found that there is never a second answer. It's not that I am a great lover, I don't think I am that naive. It's not that our first love, the love at the age of 18, only lasted for half a year, but it was so deep that it will be unforgettable for a lifetime.
But Li Qingyao, I just kept thinking that we clearly didn't break up in that summer seven years ago. When I loved you with all my heart, when I thought we would never be apart in this life, everything suddenly came to an end, my life, our love. Before I could even react, I had lost all contact with you. My love, seven years ago, the pause button was pressed, not the clear button. I don't think I ever stopped loving you. ”
Li Qingyao's face was covered with tears. She lowered her head, took out several tissues, and pressed hard against her eyes.
Luo Huaizheng looked up at the sky, then smiled and said, "I'm sorry for making you cry again. But I will never be willing to forgive myself for not saying these words. Can you just go easy on me this time?"
Li Qingyao cried and then laughed, but his expression was still very sad. Luo Huaizheng quickly wiped his eyes with the back of his hand and looked at her. God knows how much he wanted to reach out and touch her face, her tears. Or hold her tightly in your arms like you did when you were a teenager, that's what it feels like to truly own someone. But he knew that he couldn't do that now.
After a while, Li Qingyao threw the paper into the trash can, poured himself a cup of tea, and poured him a cup with a lowered eyebrow. So Luo Huaizheng knew that the time had come to wait for the verdict.
At this point, she seemed to be the same as before, with sincere emotions and honesty. But he can calm down quickly, and no matter whether it was seven years ago or seven years later, he always takes the initiative in their relationship. She can always see the road ahead and her own heart clearly. This made him both happy and sad.
But Luo Huaizheng knew that if he gambled everything today, no matter what the result would be, he would get spiritual satisfaction and true relief.
Because only when it is expressed, the love will be complete.
Because seven years ago, they hadn't broken up yet.
"I understand how you feel." Li Qingyao raised her head and looked at him with the clearest and gentlest eyes. "We were so good seven years ago." Her tears welled up again. "Who wouldn't miss you? I will never forget you until I die. But Luo Huaizheng, seven years have passed. These seven years are not a concept, they are real, made up of nights, days, pain and despair.
When I was going through the most difficult time, you were not by my side; when you were most desperate, I also decided to leave. The most precious thing around us is no longer each other. We are no longer the same people we were back then and are no longer familiar with each other. I don’t want to look back. I want to completely detach myself from the people and things in the past and never look back again. What about you, Luo Huaizheng, do you really want to turn back? Do you really think we can go back? ”
Luo Huaizheng stared at her in silence.
Li Qingyao added: "I have walked on a completely different path from before. This path is completely different from the life we once planned together. This path is difficult, but I am willing to take it. In my future life plan, you are no longer included.
The same is true for you. Now that you have made up your mind that you want to study at Tsinghua University, don't hesitate any longer. Don't let a relationship from seven years ago become a burden for you, and don't stop for me. Leave this painful life, leave Xiangcheng, and follow the path in your heart. You will definitely go far and fly high. I think only in this way can you get true freedom and happiness. How I wish to see Luo Huaizheng standing in the place that truly belongs to him in this world. I am not important at all. Your life and your wishes are the most important.
Luo Huaizheng, keep moving forward and never look back. ”
Luo Huaizheng laughed, tears silently falling from the corners of his eyes: "Okay."
Li Qingyao also looked at him and smiled.
Two people were crying at each other, but they were both laughing.
"I really liked you before." Li Qingyao sighed.
"Me too." He raised his red eyes, "I'm unlucky in this life, maybe in the next life. Don't promise others."
"well."
He sniffed finally, and Li Qingyao handed him a wet wipe. He took it, wiped his face, and stood up. Li Qingyao also stood up and stretched out his hands: "Can I hug you one last time?"
Li Qingyao smiled and nodded with tears in her eyes, took a step forward, stretched out her hands, and hugged him tightly. He lowered his head and hugged her back with greater force, almost pressing her to his heart. Li Qingyao smelled the light scent on him and closed his eyes. He buried his face in her thin shoulder, took a deep breath, turned his head, pressed the back of her head with one hand, and gave her a deep kiss on her forehead.
Li Qingyao lowered his head, did not move, and did not look at him.
After Luo Huaizheng left, Li Qingyao seemed to have used up all his strength. He sat silently in the house for an unknown amount of time. He picked up his clothes and took a thorough bath in the bathroom. He bathed for a full hour before coming out.
She looked listless, but eventually she regained her composure and picked up her cell phone. It was already 10:50. At the same time, she also saw 5 missed calls and 6 text messages on her mobile phone.
All from Chenpu.
Li Qingyao's heart tightened: A big case happened?
Before I could open the text message, there was another knock on the door. Li Qingyao ran over quickly and saw Chen Pu through the cat's eye, looking panic-stricken and distracted.
She immediately opened the door: "What happened?!"
When she opened the door, she was stunned.
Chen Pu has a good-looking face, but he is usually sloppy. He wears black clothes, black pants and black shoes. He buys five pieces of the same style, without paying any attention to the matching or pattern.
But at this moment, at 10:50 in the evening, at her doorstep, he was wearing a brand new white T-shirt, a dark brown short-sleeved shirt, and light-colored slim-fit casual trousers, which were tailored to fit him and exquisitely made. He looked younger and more energetic than ever before. His figure and face, which had been hidden for a long time, suddenly appeared clearly in front of Li Qingyao's eyes. The whole face exudes a refreshing luster as if it has been washed with water, and there is a little bit of white, unevenly spread milky substance at the end of the eyebrow, which is suspected to be a face cream.
But for Li Qingyao, this was a bit scary.
As soon as Chen Pu saw the person, his expression calmed down and he suppressed all his bad guesses. He made a desperate move and gave a very stiff smile, and asked, "Can I come in and sit down?"
Li Qingyao: ...
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