I once sincerely liked you
"Okay, stop peeling it, I'm full."
Lin Lei stopped, wiped his hands, and picked up a "Da Fu" for Qi Yue.
"How do you know? I like to eat something sweet after dinner."
Ever since her father passed away, Qi Yue always loved to eat sweet things, especially when eating out, she always had to have something sweet.
Maybe life is too hard.
"Boss, I'm being careful. The brown sugar rice cake you ordered yesterday was for after dinner."
It has a brain, but it seems that it has not grown well.
After I went out, the moon and stars all hid themselves, and the night in late autumn was still very cold.
"Okay, we're done eating, you can go now."
"Leader, you are so cruel. You are kicking me out so late."
"That's right. Goodbye."
After saying that, he left without looking back.
"Don't look back, don't be soft-hearted. Behind him is a family, not yourself."
Lin Lei looked at Qi Yue's back. Even if he had thousands of words to say, they would all be drowned in the moonlight.
For Qi Yue, no matter if it was the person in front of her or her sweetheart, she didn't want to hear anything he said. She had been just coping with things these past two days, completing things just for the sake of completing them.
Just like Qiyue said, "We are just classmates, that's all."
Lin Lei looked up at the sky. The moon was so round and bright!
"But why can't I catch it?" Lin Lei sighed.
After standing there for a while, Lin Lei walked alone in the opposite direction of Qi Yue.
"Yueyue is back. How's the food? Has Jiang Yiheng changed?"
"Mom, you are not a kid anymore. We are all adults now."
Lan's mother explained, "No matter how old you are, you are still a child in my eyes."
"He's pretty good. He's tall, eats well, works hard, and is very motivated."
"Is he married?"
"Mom, what are you thinking about?"
Qiyue's tone was clearly impatient. Lan's mother noticed her daughter's change of mood and quickly changed the subject: "Yueyue, Mom, I don't mean anything else, I just asked."
"Then Mom, if you have time, you can ask him yourself. I'm not interested, and I won't ask."
"Okay, Mom won't ask any more questions. Go to bed early." After saying that, she turned around and went back to her room.
After washing up, Qi Yue turned off the lights and put herself in darkness. Qi Yue liked this feeling and felt at ease. No one would see her joys and sorrows, and no one would disturb her. She didn't need to talk or think, and she felt very relaxed.
Qiyue remained the same, completely resistant to the idea of marriage. Even when her senior colleagues and her younger sister introduced her to boyfriends, she rejected them all. Initially, she was very tactful, but after hearing so much and getting annoyed by the questions, Qiyue lied and said she already had a boyfriend, a classmate at Xinghai.
Since there will be no results, it’s okay to borrow his identity, make use of his remaining energy, and solve the urgent problem. Lin Lei is still of some value.
Qi Yue tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep. Even when she did fall asleep, she felt uneasy, always feeling like a text message would suddenly come in, and she was afraid of missing any news about "him".
Isn't there no result? Why does it still disturb the heart? Rational restraint is not allowed to be scrutinized in unknown corners, because it is too fragile.
It turns out that people who are forgotten by time cannot withstand meeting again.
A vibrating sound woke Qi Yue up.
Lin Lei? One in the morning?
Qi Yue hesitated for a long time before finally answering the phone: "Tell me?"
"Leader, I miss you."
When Qi Yue thought about the time now, especially since she had to go to work tomorrow, she couldn't help but yell, "GUN."
"Leader, I'm downstairs at your house. I have something to tell you. Can you give me a chance so we can talk it out?"
Qi Yue lowered her voice and said, "We have nothing to say. Just do what you need to do."
"Leader, I must see you today. I can't spend my life in regret. I must take charge of my own life."
"Your choice is already very good. You have found the best solution for your life. Go home quickly after the wedding." After saying that, he hung up the phone.
When her phone vibrated again, Qi Yue chose to ignore it. She walked to the French window under the moonlight, trying to find the figure she wanted to see.
"Brother Lei, why did you have to come here? You were drunk so you could just sleep in the hotel. Why did you bring me here with you in the middle of the night, blowing in the cold wind and feeding mosquitoes?"
"Just shut up. My sweetheart is upstairs, and I'm willing to squat downstairs and wait for her to come downstairs to see me." Lin Lei yelled impatiently at his friend who accompanied him.
"Don't blame me for not reminding you, brother. Don't forget about your sister-in-law."
After listening to this, Lin Lei's tone became a little impatient: "Don't tell me this now. I know what's going on. I've already made plans."
Brother Lei, what do you mean? You won’t give up everything you have now for the people upstairs, right?
"Brother, you know how difficult it has been for me over the years. I've worked so hard to buy two houses, a car, and even got married, but I'm still not happy. I always feel like there's a piece missing from my heart. I keep searching for it. I want to fill in this missing piece. I don't want to feel lost every day."
"What about your mother? Don't you want to think about your mother?"
"Why do you keep asking me to think about this and that? Have you ever thought about me? Have you asked me what I want? All I want from the beginning to the end is her."
"But you're married."
"I am married, but so what?"
"You and your wife have been in love for more than ten years now."
When Lin Lei heard "more than ten years", his eyes dimmed noticeably.
"I, Lin Lei, will do what I decide. No one can stop me, not even a single one."
Qiyue, Qiyue, sometimes you can choose not to listen. The people downstairs are really too noisy.
Qi Yue couldn't stand it anymore and decided to cut the Gordian knot.
Qi Yue wore a white nightgown, put on a black coat, took a mosquito repellent roller, and sneaked downstairs.
When they reached the building door, Qi Yue took a deep breath and said, "Lan Qiyue, you must do the right thing and don't be soft-hearted."
Qi Yue pushed open the unit door with a cold face and saw Lin Lei and Lin Lei's friend who was responsible for driving.
Qi Yue made a "follow me" gesture with her hand and led Lin Lei out of the residential building and to the side of the road.
Qi Yue looked at the grinning Lin Lei, feeling angry and reluctant, but what else could she do? There was no better way.
"Drunk and acting crazy, huh?"
Lin Lei approached Qi Yue with a grin: "What boss? I just don't miss you. I want to see you and talk to you."
Qi Yue still had no expression on her face: "I don't have time to see you, and I don't want to talk to you. You should talk to the person you should talk to."
Just as Qi Yue was teaching Lin Lei a lesson, a friend walked past them and wisely went to the other side of the street, as if he was watching a free show.
While listening to Qi Yue, Lin Lei walked up to her, squatted down, and held her ankles with his hands: "Boss, it's so cold, why don't you wear socks? I'm not in a hurry. As long as it's you, I can wait as long as it takes."
Qi Yue felt the warmth, but this warmth did not belong to her. What was stolen had to be returned.
Qi Yue took a step back and broke free from Lin Lei's grip: "I'm not worthy. You should go home quickly. Your mother will be worried about you."
Lin Lei stood up slowly: "Then you, will you worry about me?"
Qi Yue looked in another direction: "I don't deserve it."
"Leader, can you please talk to me properly? I didn't provoke you."
You stayed up late at night, drove all the way from Lin County, and made a loud noise in the residential building. Are you afraid that you won't be famous?"
"No, I don't need to be famous. I just want you to have my name in your heart."
"No, no, I'm not worthy. The person who has you in his heart can be anyone, but not me."
Lin Lei was finally driven to the limit by Qi Yue's repeated "I'm not worthy".
Lin Lei yelled like crazy: "Lan Qiyue, Lan Qiyue, why do you always say that you don't deserve it? You don't deserve it. What do you not deserve? I said, in my Lin Lei, you deserve everything."
"But, Lin Lei, whether I am worthy or not depends entirely on you, doesn't it?"
Looking at the angry Lin Lei, Qi Yue said, "Go back and be careful." Then she turned around and walked towards the community.
Seeing Qi Yue turning around, Lin Lei took a step forward and grabbed Qi Yue's wrist tightly. Qi Yue tried to break free, but Lin Lei's force was too great. Qi Yue's wrist became more and more painful. Qi Yue had no choice but to stop moving forward and turned around.
Qi Yue looked at Lin Lei and said calmly, "Let go."
Lin Lei said nothing and continued to hold on tightly, as if if he let go, they would never see each other again in this life.
Qi Yue shook her hands vigorously: "I said let go."
Lin Lei still didn't respond.
Qi Yue said helplessly: "Lin Lei, it hurts."
Lin Lei regained his sanity after hearing Qi Yue's word "pain". He quickly let go of his hand, rolled up his sleeves, checked Qi Yue's wrist, and rubbed it gently.
But the sun hasn't come out yet. Even if we check, what can we see? It's just like the ending of two people. It's obviously destined, but they still get together, which will only result in both sides suffering.
"Lin Lei, go back."
Lin Lei seemed not to hear, still gently rubbing Qiyue's wrist, and nervously comforting her: "I'm sorry, Yueyue, I'm sorry, I was too hard, I just, just..."
"I'm just afraid that you'll leave and I'll never see you again. I'm so scared."
"Lin Lei, I'm telling you again, go home quickly and pretend you've never been here. Don't contact me anymore."
Lin Lei stopped what he was doing, his eyes twinkling with excitement. "Why? Why are you so nice to everyone but me? I just want to ask you why. Can't you just give me an answer?"
"The answer, I gave you the answer, who will give me the answer?"
Qi Yue looked at Lin Lei quietly without saying a word.
"Because I once sincerely loved you, even now."
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