Lan Qiyue, I regret it
After returning home, the two people switched to home mode. One sat on the sofa and continued to draw the blueprint for the project he was about to start, while the other sat on the cushion next to him, quietly playing with the Lego that he had not finished before, looking extremely comfortable and relaxed.
"Yueyue?"
"Um."
"Yueyue?"
"Um."
"Yueyue?"
Qi Yue, who was getting impatient with being called, finally raised her head, but before she could utter the word "what", her mouth was blocked.
If the kiss just now doesn't count, then is this the first kiss between the two of them? Obviously, this is the first kiss between the two of them, and it is so awkward that they can't feel anything except each other's heartbeats.
When Yi Shiwu let go of Qi Yue, Qi Yue looked at the person in front of her, blushed, lowered her head shyly, looked at her unfinished product, and pretended to be very busy.
"52."
Qi Yue raised her head curiously.
"This is the fifty-second thing between us."
Qi Yue became more and more confused. It was only a month and a half since the Chinese New Year, but how could it be 52 already? She always felt that Yi Shiwu had remembered the number wrong.
"You still don't believe me? Let me count for you."
Just like that, the two of them forgot about the embarrassing situation just now and began to count seriously like elementary school monks.
"No more, no less, exactly fifty-two things."
"Really? What kind of brain do you have? Why is it different from mine? How do you remember it?"
Qi Yue said this while touching Yi Shiwu's head.
"What a genius brain! But, just because I can remember it now, I can't guarantee I'll still remember it years from now. When that happens, you'll have to remind me!"
After listening to this, Qi Yue sat back in her seat.
"No, you remember it yourself. My memory is not as good as yours."
After saying that, Qi Yue seemed to suddenly remember something, stopped what he was doing, and looked at Yi Shiwu.
"Didn't you say you were going to be gone for seven days? Why are you back so early?"
After Yi Shiwu thought about it, he suddenly moved closer and put his whole face in front of Qi Yue. Qi Yue looked at this handsome face, then looked at the lips she had just kissed, and her heartbeat involuntarily accelerated again.
It turns out that the feeling of love is first verified by the heartbeat. The moment you get close to me, your heartbeat can prove my love for you better than I can.
"Um, aren't you hot? So close."
"Yueyue, why are you blushing?"
"Well, I just think the heating is too strong."
"I miss you."
After hearing this answer, Qi Yue looked at the person in front of her. Yi Shiwu was still the same as when they first met. He never hid anything in front of Qi Yue and said whatever he wanted to say, giving her a sense of security.
"I said I miss you." Seeing that Qi Yue didn't answer, he repeated it.
"I heard it." Qi Yue pushed away the face in front of her.
"I thought you didn't hear that."
"It's so close, and I can't hear it. I'm not old."
"Okay, then when we're in our seventies or eighties, I'll use this decibel level too. I'll see if you, old woman, can hear it."
"Okay, then let's high-five and swear to stand together through thick and thin, and stay together for a hundred years. We don't ask for wealth, but only for health and peace."
Yi Shiwu gently patted Qi Yue's palm, then held Qi Yue's hand tightly.
"I, Yi Shiwu, only love Lan Qiyue in this life. I only wish to spend the rest of my life with you."
The promise cannot stand up to scrutiny, but when it is made, it is still touching. Whether it is right or wrong, it does not matter at the moment, but there is hope for the future.
"Yueyue, you must lock the door after I leave, okay?"
"I see. It's just routine, I'm familiar with it. Let's go. We have to go to work tomorrow."
"Yueyue, I'll call you tomorrow after I finish making breakfast."
"knew."
"Yueyue..."
"Let's go now."
After saying that, Qi Yue pushed Yi Shiwu towards the door.
Just when Qiyue opened the door manually, Yi Shiwu turned around and hugged Qiyue in his arms.
Qi Yue felt that Yi Shiwu was being particularly coquettish today, but not in a coquettish way. It seemed as if she was feeling uneasy. Qi Yue thought it was because he had been on business trips for too many days and she missed him so much that she became sick.
"Okay, if you keep holding me, I won't be able to go to work tomorrow."
"Heartless, see you tomorrow."
Yi Shiwu turned around and pulled the luggage at the door towards the door opposite. It was obvious that Yi Shiwu had not entered the house since he came back.
After returning home, Yi Shiwu sat on the sofa, and the light outside the window illuminated the direction of his heart.
I will go to Xinghai in April. No matter what, since I have made the choice, I must go on with determination. We only have one life, and we cannot leave nothing behind.
"According to the contract, how much is the liquidated damages?"
This was the only sentence Yi Shiwu said about Mr. Wan's project on the way back in the car.
"Ten percent of the investment."
In other words, it is 10% of 80 million.
"I see."
After saying this, Yi Shiwu closed his eyes and rested.
"I'm finally going home. I've been exhausted these past few days."
Zou Muchu knew that Yi Shiwu already had a plan in mind, and it was a plan that did not require his help.
Regarding April's work, there's another difficult question: Qiyue. Should I let her go to the resort with me? After all, the working environment was really tough up front. I wonder if Qiyue, who's just recovered a bit, can handle it. Also, once I start school later, I'll have to juggle both jobs, and I'm not sure if she can handle it.
Secondly, I am about to "go back to the days before liberation", should I let Qiyue live a hard life with me for the sake of my dream and to realize the value of life?
The girl you care about will not be allowed to suffer even a little bit, even if it is inflicted by you.
It has to be said that Yi Shiwu has never been vague when it comes to Qi Yue's issues. He considers all possible factors and prevents all possible problems. What he wants is for Qi Yue to be safe and worry-free.
"Should I let go? How could I let go of the girl I've kept in my heart for so many years so easily?"
"That person came back today, and I don't know what he said to Yueyue."
"Shouldn't we let Yueyue choose for herself?"
"Forget it, let's finish the exam first!"
Life is always full of various choices, but the right to choose must be in your own hands. No one can make decisions for you, and no one can influence your thoughts to make you make the final decision. You must always follow your heart.
Walking on the streets of Yangbin and looking at the people walking in groups of three or two, Lin Lei seemed like a person who was out of tune with the world. He walked on the roadside lonely and desolate, with his heart already full of holes.
Looking back on what happened before, I suddenly realized that I had missed too much. I was always the closest to the answer, but why were the results not satisfactory?
Is it really fate? If it is fate, then why did two people who should never have met intersect again and again, and entangled with each other for twenty years?
"I'm sorry, brother."
A pedestrian who was hurrying along accidentally bumped into Lin Lei.
"No, dear, I wasn't talking to you. I just accidentally bumped into someone." The pedestrian explained into his phone.
Lin Lei continued walking forward without any reaction, not knowing where he should go or who he should meet.
"Yueyue, can we really not go back?"
Looking at the bottle in his hand, Lin Lei felt that the weight in his hand was so heavy.
When was the last time I felt so lonely? It seemed like the day my father abandoned me.
Lin Lei returned to the hotel and turned on all the lights, as if only the warmth of the lights could clear away the haze in his heart.
I poured all the stars in the bottle onto the table, no more, no less, exactly 222. I don’t know if this number is a satire on myself.
Through the light, Lin Lei discovered that stars of different blues had different light-transmitting properties. The light blue stars clearly had black traces, but when they were not facing the light source, they were just ordinary stars.
Lin Lei, who had the answer in his mind, picked up a few stars and opened them one by one according to the folding marks.
When the truth comes to light, neither you nor I will be the winner.
“If my longing is overwhelming, I choose to look at the sky.”
"I wish you happiness, not just today."
"Every stop has its own unique scenery. You have your sights, and I have my heart's desires."
“Perseverance is the most important thing for a person. Never forget your original intention.”
"Today, I seem to miss you a little bit."
"I'm sorry for being the bad guy in your mind."
"Lin Lei, are you lucky enough to walk with me in this life?"
......
"I'll give you a bottle of baby's breath. Can it buy the rest of your life?"
"I loved you."
It is not difficult to see that the word "过" was obviously added later.
Looking at the stars one by one, the July in front of me becomes clearer and clearer, and everything in the past is repeated in my mind. Time will dilute the pictures of memory, but the feeling of heartache is strengthening the bond between us.
"Lan Qiyue, Lan Qiyue, you really have a cruel heart."
"But who am I to say that to you? I am the executioner. I was the one who handed you the knife, allowing you to torture the one I love with your own hands."
At this moment, Lin Lei was on the verge of collapse, with a splitting headache. He reached out and knocked over the bottle on the table. The moment the bottle fell, fragments flew everywhere.
Lin Lei looked at the broken wreckage, then at the scattered stars on the table, and quickly reached out to pick up the pieces of the bottle. However, with his blurred eyes, how could he see the position of the glass clearly? In a moment of carelessness, the transparent glass was stained with red marks.
It must be painful, but how could it be more painful than Qi Yue's at that time? Qi Yue swallowed all the pain silently by herself. She thought she was the pitiful one, but unexpectedly, in the end, she turned out to be a joke.
The unconscious ridicule made Lin Lei have a deep understanding of his own "scumbag".
"Boss, you said I'm not a scumbag, but what does my past really count for? In this battle, I thought I was the victim, the one you abandoned, so I blamed you. However, the final truth is truly cruel."
"I was wrong, I was really wrong. Can you give me another chance, just once?"
The whole room was filled with Lin Lei's soliloquy and endless tears. There was no unbridled crying or silent sobbing, only the continuous flow of tears and the unspeakable love and not love.
"Lan Qiyue, I regret it."
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