It's dawn
Zou Muchu looked at the man who was injured but still sentimental. His eyes became hot. He raised the corners of his mouth, shook his head, and said nothing.
At this time, the ward was so quiet that only the sound of thunder and rain outside the window could be heard. The people in the room were no longer restless, but felt a calmness unprecedented in the past two days.
"Why, don't you want to take a look?"
If it weren't for the fact that they were classmates for three years, even civilized people would have the urge to kick them out.
Lin Lei could see that Qi Yue's heart was already wavering, but she just needed a final push.
"He gave this to me personally."
After Lin Lei finished speaking, Qi Yue suddenly stood up. It might be because of low blood sugar. The moment she stood up, her eyes went dark for a moment.
Another flash of lightning cut a big gash in the night sky, just like Qi Yue's heart now, bleeding drop by drop in an invisible corner.
It seemed like Lin Lei was born to hand Qi Yue a knife, and every time he did it, he was precise and ruthless.
"You're not drunk, are you? Put the things away later."
After saying that, he turned and walked towards Fifteen's home.
"Leader, do you trust him so much?"
Being drunk cannot relieve a thousand sorrows, being sober is the greatest punishment for regrets.
"I believe in myself."
When Qi Yue entered the house, her last line of defense was broken by Lin Lei. Could it be that she was abandoned again?
Qi Yue recalled every moment she had spent with Yi Shiwu in her mind, and Lin Lei's words kept echoing in her ears. Unable to stand, she squatted down with the support of the door, and hugged herself tightly in the pitch-black night.
I don’t know how long it took, but I couldn’t hear any sound outside the door, and even the rain outside the window was not as heavy as before.
I could hear footsteps at the door and the sound of clothes rubbing against each other.
"I'm sorry, Qiyue."
It was Lin Lei, a Lin Lei who knew his actions were inappropriate. But isn't extreme love the epitome of paranoia? In love, everyone is a selfish individual, doing selfish things in the name of love, seeking an ending, an ending that can belong to you and me.
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"Zhiyi, why do I feel like you seem to be worried about something?"
Chu Zhiyi was very different today than usual, not only because he was worried about the affairs of his own studio, but also because of Shi Ge's injury, and he knew the purpose of Lin Lei's visit.
"I was just thinking about the studio. It's been pretty troublesome lately."
After saying that, he took Xiao Beier's hand.
"Zhiyi, you don't have to always think about coming back to accompany me. Work is more important."
It has to be said that the cynical Chu Zhiyi has a very good eye for choosing a girlfriend. At the beginning, Xiao Beier thought that Chu Zhiyi was a cynical second-generation rich kid, so she always stayed away from her. After all, she was just a girl from an ordinary family.
Deep affection is not as good as long-term companionship, deep love needs no words, and love often appears in families that have no worries about food and clothing.
"But?"
"But what is it? Are you afraid that I will run away, or that I will lose my composure and be kidnapped?"
"That's definitely not the case. My love for you is evident to all."
After saying that, he looked out the window, but unfortunately the weather was not good. It was thundering and raining today, and not even a single star could be seen.
"Love is something I dare to give to you. I'm not afraid that you'll change your mind. At worst, I can take it back. At most, you'll be sad for a while, but you won't be sad forever."
"You're not going to abandon me!"
Chu Zhiyi's weather suddenly changed from sunny to cloudy, or to be more precise, to heavy rain.
Xiao Bei'er looked at the man with a wrinkled face and found it extremely funny.
"What are you thinking? Breaking up is not an option. After all, you have to cherish the fruits of your labor, and I have to respect my choice."
Chu Zhiyi's face was full of expressions.
"Okay, if you want to go back with Qiyue, go ahead. I'll be waiting for you to take me to see your achievements."
Sure enough, mutual understanding is the booster for moving forward. Chu Zhiyi's morale is now high, and he has a determination not to return to the court until he wins the battle.
In the ward far away in Xinghai, Zou Muchu had already fallen asleep. Only Yi Shiwu was watching the incessant rain, missing the person far away.
"I don't know if Qi Yue will believe me. Maybe I made a mistake this time."
Yi Shiwu, who has always been confident, is also a primary school student in front of love, and will bear the subsequent torture because of his momentary playfulness.
I looked at my phone, but there was no message.
No news is the best news, but a phone with no messages is also a scary thing.
I don’t know how long I sat there, but what is certain is that the elevator had been cleaned up by Lin Lei.
Qi Yue calmed down her anxiety, slowly stood up, walked to the window, looked at the sparkling rain outside, and touched the rain-wet window with her hand.
It turned out that it was outside the window that was wet.
Qi Yue was walking around the room blankly, and for some reason she stopped in front of Yi Shiwu's bookshelf.
There were so many books, but Qiyue had never carefully looked through Yishiwu's bookshelf. After all, their styles were completely different. Qiyue liked emotional books, while Yishiwu's books were all rational and technical, with so many words that you would stop at nothing.
Suddenly, a flash of lightning flashed across the sky, illuminating a book on the bookshelf.
The Shawshank Redemption
This is Qiyue’s favorite foreign movie, and it is also a movie that Qiyue has watched many times, including the book.
Any place you don’t like but can’t leave, any life you don’t like but can’t get rid of, is a prison.
"Am I not a prisoner of my emotions now?"
I reached out to pick up the book, and perhaps because the light was too dim, I accidentally touched the globe next to it, a globe that looked no different from the outside.
If there is any difference, it may be that it is transparent and can reflect the color of light.
"Fifteen, why did you put the globe here? Aren't you afraid it might accidentally fall over?"
Being able to see is like seeing you. I want to see you every day."
The sound of the globe falling to the ground pulled Qi Yue out of her memories.
He hurriedly turned on the light to see the miserable state of the globe, but accidentally discovered Yi Shiwu's secret.
"Mom, what is this? Why is it in my box?"
This is what Qiyue saw when she was sorting out her things after growing up. This box is filled with all the things Qiyue loved when she was a child, and she treasures them very much.
"Isn't this your baby?"
"How could that be? Who would keep a candy box and candy wrappers?"
"It's you."
Lan's mother was busy with the work in her hands and answered Qi Yue without even raising her head.
"But I've never seen this candy box in any supermarket, and I can buy this Bulao Lin candy wrapper in any supermarket now."
Yes, you can’t buy the uncommon ones at all, but the common ones are available if you want to buy them. After thinking about it, it doesn’t seem like they should be specially preserved.
"Isn't that what you exchanged with a little brother when you were a kid?"
"Changed?"
"Yes, you were still little at that time. I took you to grandma's house, and you forgot everything."
"I really don't have any impression."
"Look at you, you're a little confused. You kept it like a treasure until junior high school. Later, when you rarely came home in high school, the box was just put in the corner."
Humans are truly forgetful creatures, and time is truly the best fabric for concealing memories.
When Pandora's box is opened, the fate that you could never have imagined is taken around in circles by God, who is willing to bet years to fulfill your waiting time.
The rain stopped, and the stars came out from behind the clouds, blinking at you.
Now, for Qiyue, the file bag is no longer important, and the contents inside are no longer important.
"I love him. At this moment, I am sure that I love him."
That’s enough. It’s your own business, so why should you be disturbed by information from the outside world? Love can be given, and at the same time, it can be let go.
Enjoy life to the fullest when you are happy. The long river of life is neither too long nor too short, just enough for us to live the life we want to live. Instead of worrying about it, it is better to cherish it.
Cherish every day we love each other until we forget each other. If one day, we no longer love each other, then we will turn around and turn away. Since we have loved, we should not regret it.
After all, that day, that time, and that moment, love was real.
Instead of being a trapped beast in life, it is better to be your own master and choose to spend your life the way you like, without wasting time or squandering it, making the most of your life and not letting this life down.
Doesn’t Shawshank tell us a lesson?
If you feel painful and unfree, I hope there will always be a flame in your heart that will never go out. Don't be numb, don't be fooled, and strive to become a person who has the strength to burn his boats.
Life is given by parents, and we have to fight for rebirth by ourselves. In the previous thirty years, I was a daughter, and in the short nine months, I was a wife. For the rest of my life, in addition to being a mother, I think we should be ourselves.
Tidy up the fragments on the ground, take out the glue, and piece them together bit by bit according to the original appearance.
"I must do my best to restore you to your original appearance!"
Time passed minute by minute, and the globe gradually returned to its original appearance. A brand new figure was working quietly in the living room.
"I'm sorry, but it's still a little different. When your master returns, he'll give you a new home."
Before I knew it, the distant sky had turned pale. Time really caught me off guard.
"It's daybreak."
After a sleepless night, Qi Yue saw her favorite sunrise, and the sky finally cleared up.
People who have struggled in love also need to walk out of love. They do not need any guidance. Just by chance, they can fulfill themselves again and reshape themselves.
"Ishigo, Ishigo, you are so childish."
No matter what, an explanation is needed. Go back to where the problem occurred, find out where the knot is, and either "untie it" or "cut it".
"I'm sleepy, go to sleep."
He brushed off the dust on his body, turned around gracefully, and fell asleep.
Let July, whose time is reversed, go on.
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