I want to live
Lan Qiyue, Lan Qiyue, you must only please yourself in this dazzling life.
"Who are you?"
Qi Yue opened her eyes weakly and saw a black figure. This figure gave her a sense of déjà vu.
"Sister, sister, sister, look at me!" Lan Damei hurried over and looked at her sister nervously.
"Aunt, aunt, look, my sister is awake." Qi Jia said happily.
"Yueyue, Yueyue, mom is here, mom is here, don't be afraid!" Mother Lan's eyes were full of joy and worry.
Qi Yue looked in the direction of her mother's voice.
"Mom, Mom."
Maybe because she was still very weak, Qi Yue fell asleep again after seeing her mother.
"Auntie, don't worry. I asked the doctor, and he said that my body is still recovering and I'm a little weak, so it's normal for me to be sleepy. You don't have to worry."
"Thank you, Xiaoshi. I'm sorry to bother you again."
"It's okay, Auntie. As Qi Yue's leader, this is my responsibility."
After Yi Shiwu finished speaking, Lan's mother looked at the big boy in front of her, and always felt that the other party had something else to say but had not expressed it.
"Child, do you have anything to say? Auntie doesn't treat you as an outsider. If you have anything to say, just tell her!"
After thinking about it, Yi Shiwu decided to tell the kind mother in front of him everything he knew.
"Auntie, this is what happened. When I came here last night, I happened to run into Dr. Mu Xin who was visiting Qi Yue, so we chatted for a while."
"I've been causing a lot of trouble for Mu Xin lately. Their department is very busy, and I've been coming over from time to time to check on Qiyue. Yueyue is a child who is blessed by God. She doesn't have many friends around her, but they are all very reliable."
"I still remember when Qiyue attended high school's graduation banquet. Mu Xin clearly had a schedule conflict and couldn't make it from the city to the county seat. That time, it was Mu Xin's parents who drove Mu Xin there. They just had dinner and left without even asking to stay a day to have some fun. Yueyue's father always said he didn't even know Mu Xin's parents were there that day. If he had known, he would have treated them to a meal to express his gratitude."
"Auntie, don't worry. Yueyue is such a good girl. Good things will come to her and she will live a hundred years without worries."
"You've been listening to me rambling for a while now, but I don't know what you want to say to your aunt?"
Yi Shiwu looked at Qi Yunyi and Lan Yuezhi who were sitting opposite him, thought for a moment, and told them everything he knew.
"What? My sister actually suffered from PTSD?" Lan Yuezhi stood up excitedly after hearing this.
"Brother, don't get excited. Doctor Mu was also very surprised when he first found out. But according to Doctor Mu, Qiyue has improved and is not as serious as before."
"Auntie, why don't you seem surprised at all? My sister was sick and I didn't even know it." Surprise, astonishment and self-blame filled Lan Yuezhi's face.
"Nephew, your sister has indeed been quite unstable since your uncle's incident. It was very serious at the beginning. She was anxious, impatient, and irritable. She even engaged in self-harm. But in the past two years, perhaps because of her studies, she has stopped thinking about so many things. Her emotions have gradually calmed down and she has become much calmer."
At this moment, Qi Yunyi was like all mothers in the world, extremely strong, and just narrating calmly.
Women are weak by nature, but they become strong when they become mothers.
"But, Auntie, why didn't you tell me such a big thing?"
"Your sister is pretending very well. I know she doesn't want me to worry. Similarly, we don't want you to worry. Your sister has neglected you before, and she feels very guilty about it. So, she doesn't want to burden you."
"But, Auntie, Grandpa is gone. I am the man of the family, the pillar of the family. How could you not tell me about such a big thing? What if, I mean, what if..."
Lan Yuezhi couldn't say anything more at this point. His heart was aching. Knowing his sister was in this state was more painful than being stabbed by a knife. This was his sister, the person closest to him in the world besides his parents. This was the sister who held his hand to go to school since he was a child and always stood in front of him when he was beaten.
Lan Yuezhi wiped away her tears, held Qi Yunyi's hand and said, "Auntie, no, my sister will be safe and live a long life. Our family has been through so much, we will all be fine. Our family must be together, happy, and live a long life."
Qi Yunyi touched Lan Yuezhi's head and placed it on her shoulder, just like when she was walking with her son and daughter at the entrance of the alley near their home when they were children. These were the two most precious treasures of the Lan family, children that the whole family held in their palms.
After calming down, Lan Yuezhi looked at Yi Shiwu.
"Brother Shi, what else did Doctor Mu say? What's my sister's health condition like now? What do we need to do? If you need money, don't worry, I'll take care of it. I just want my sister to be healthy and safe."
"Brother, Doctor Mu said your sister is fine. It's all over, isn't it? This incident was just an accident. When your sister wakes up and has a good rest, she will be your loving sister again."
"real?"
The Lan siblings are just as suspicious as each other and always want positive answers to everything.
"Don't worry, it's guaranteed."
After hearing the satisfactory answer, Lan Yuezhi took Qi Yunyi's arm and shook it.
They really are all children who never grow up, Lan Qiyue is one, and so is Lan Yuezhi.
When the sun sets, Qi Jia comes to deliver food and takes Qi Yunyi home.
Today, Yi Shiwu's studio had something to do, so only Lan Yuezhi was with Qiyue. Lan Yuezhi sat blankly beside her sister, feeling unusually at ease. She looked at the sky outside the window, then looked down at her hands.
"This is the hand that my sister held, the hand that my sister took me to school."
Lan Yuezhi looked at his sleeping sister and put his sister's hand on his face.
"Sister, you must stay healthy. I will lead you on the road ahead, and I will protect you until you are a hundred years old."
"Uncle, don't worry, I'm at home. Your beloved nephew has grown up."
Under the dim light, there was still a black figure, looking at the scene inside the house through the gap.
"It seems that today is not a suitable day to accompany you, right? Junior sister, look, there are so many people who love you, you must live a carefree life like everyone hopes."
Yi Shiwu took out a candy from his pocket for a long time.
"You really can't eat too much sugar. If you eat too much, your teeth will hurt."
After saying that, he walked towards the elevator while tearing the candy wrapper.
"I'll accompany you from now on, okay?"
The next day, early in the morning, a beam of sunlight penetrated the window and shone onto the Lan siblings.
"Auntie, look, Damei is sleeping next to his sister, and he's quite deep."
"Maybe he's tired. This kid is already working very hard outside. His sister must have scared him to death this time. I don't know how long it has been since he had a good rest." Qi Yunyi said with concern.
"Aunt, you said my sister can't be like before after she wakes up. She starts to become depressed again."
Qi Yunyi looked at her niece, then looked at her daughter lying on the hospital bed, shook her head and said nothing.
Seeing that his aunt was silent, Qi Jia did not ask any further questions, but followed his aunt to continue to organize the breakfast he brought.
Clear porridge, side dishes, steamed buns and wontons are what Qiyue and Dameier often eat. How can I not know what my own children like to eat?
As if she heard someone talking, Lan Damei woke up and stretched.
"Auntie, you're here so early."
"Nephew, you must be hungry. Come and eat something."
Just when Lan Damei got up to have breakfast, Qi Jia, who was not far away, was the first to see his sister slowly open her eyes.
"elder sister."
Qi Yue felt the warmth and the brightness, and opened her eyes with difficulty.
Mother, sister, and brother all stood beside Qiyue's bed. These were the people Qiyue loved, and they also loved Qiyue.
"Mom, Mom." Qi Yue opened her mouth and shouted with difficulty. Maybe she had slept for too long, so her voice was unusually dry.
"Sister, sister." Lan Damei was afraid that her sister couldn't hear her, so she shouted loudly.
"Sister, you finally woke up. You scared my aunt."
"Mom." Qi Yue shouted while stretching out her hand with difficulty and grabbing her mother, like a child who had suffered great injustice and was looking for her mother to complain.
When Lan's mother saw her daughter wake up, her eyes also turned red. She held her daughter's hand with one hand and gently stroked her daughter's head with the other hand. This is the care of an elder for the younger generation, and this is the love of a mother for her daughter.
"Yueyue, does it hurt? Mom is here, don't be afraid." Lan's mother said in a hoarse voice.
Qi Yue heard it, heard her mother's worry. During the days when she was asleep, Lan's mother must have been extremely worried.
"I'm sorry, Mom. I wasn't watching the road. I was so careless. I didn't listen to you."
Lan's mother always reminds her children, "Don't look at your phone while walking, always wait for red lights, be humble and polite when you go out, and always pay attention to safety."
In fact, what Qiyue wanted to say to her mother the most was, "I'm sorry, Mom. I didn't listen to you and wanted to find someone who loves me, not someone I love."
"It's okay, Yueyue. We will have another blessed child in the future. No taboos, no taboos. My daughter will surely be blessed in the future."
"Sister, why are you crying? I am fine."
"Sister, you scared me. I have to keep a close eye on you from now on."
Qi Jia said this with a sense of grievance. It was not so much grievance as fear, because this was his sister who was only a few months older than him, and who had been with him all his life.
"Sister, that's great, you're okay."
"Lan Damei, what are you talking about? I'm fine. I still have to take care of your child in the future. I'll be your aunt in the future."
"Sister, as long as you're alright, whatever you say is what it is. You're our eldest princess and eldest daughter, I dare not disobey you."
"Look at you, you're so stupid, it's embarrassing."
The more Lan Yuezhi heard his sister scolding him, the happier he became, and he was determined to be his sister's "bodyguard" for the rest of his life as always.
"As long as my sister is fine, you can scold me if you want, but if my sister is unhappy or hurt, then I won't tolerate it."
After hearing what her brother said, Lan Qiyue smiled happily.
"A sister slave who is supreme for her sister."
In the moment of life and death, what is your first reaction? Is it the past that you are unwilling to accept? Or the meaningless waste of time?
No, no, none of these are the case. In the moment of life and death, Lan Qiyue’s thoughts were very simple.
"I want to live."
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