It turns out it was really my problem
After Qi Yue finished the project, she gave all the films to Mu Xin.
Mu Xin looked at Qi Yue and frowned.
Qi Yue felt a chill in her heart, and her heartbeat slowed down.
"You came here to make trouble because you saw I was not busy."
Teacher Qiyue replied, "Really? I don't have the guts to lie to the class representative. I'm not smart enough."
After saying that, Qi Yue gave Mu Xin the medical records from the traditional Chinese medicine hospital: "Look, the Yangxin Decoction I prescribed before has been taken well. It will help for a while after you drink it, and you can drink it again when you feel pain again."
"Well, you were feeling hazy and had palpitations before, so drinking this won't be a problem. It's mainly for replenishing Qi and blood, nourishing the heart and calming the mind."
As expected of a top student, he is also well versed in Traditional Chinese Medicine. Qi Yue listened to Mu Xin's explanations attentively, much more attentively than when she was in school.
"Little Strawberry, don't you really love studying? You cried every day when you were in school. If you hadn't cried, you could have been admitted to the liberal arts class."
Qi Yue looked at the representative and said: "You are suitable to be a teacher. You always tell me embarrassing things."
"Wait for me outside the room for a while. I'm going to take a nap soon. I'll take you somewhere."
Qi Yue looked at Mu Xin through her large framed glasses, as if to say, "I'm not very good, but don't try to trick me."
After arriving at the place, Mu Xin said: "Let's go in."
Qi Yue looked up and saw the psychiatric department, then looked at Mu Xin and walked in.
"There's no need for someone with a high IQ to deceive me, a person with a low IQ."
"Hello, relax, I just want to communicate with you briefly." said a beautiful doctor.
"Hello."
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"Okay, you can go see Dr. Mu."
Qi Yue asked doubtfully, "You won't tell me the result?"
The beautiful doctor smiled and said, "Doctor Mu will tell you. He said that your heart is fragile now."
Qi Yue smiled awkwardly: "Thank you, sorry to bother you during your lunch break."
After thanking the beautiful doctor, he walked out, muttering, "Bad friend."
After a brief communication with the beautiful doctor, Mu Xin took Qi Yue away.
Back in Mu Xin's office, "Qiyue, your condition has persisted for so long, why did you only tell me about the heart pain? If a doctor doesn't have a detailed understanding of the patient's condition, it will affect the diagnosis."
Seeing the representative's seriousness, Qi Yue was so nervous that she dared not breathe. "Of course not, I just feel heartache."
"Heartache is just your most intuitive feeling. Your most important problem is not the heartache, but your emotions."
"What do you mean? I don't understand. I just can't control myself sometimes and behave strangely. But this is a minor problem. It's not like this all the time."
"Qiyue, your problem is medically called PDST (post-traumatic stress disorder)."
"What is that?"
"Simply put, it's a stress-related disorder that occurs when you encounter certain problems, such as experiencing a natural disaster or the death of a loved one."
Mu Xin looked at Qi Yue with a puzzled look and said, "What you and Dr. Li said about irritability, anger, self-harm, overeating, nightmares, etc. are all manifestations of this mental disorder."
"However, these situations are occasional, and I don't have any other discomfort."
"Qiyue, some things are not obvious. Take you for example, you know, you are also very different today."
Qi Yue shook her head: "I'm fat? I think I was even fatter in high school?"
"Your eyes are still those beautiful, large ones, but they're dull, hollow, and soulless. The reason you haven't had any other particularly intense reactions is probably because your social circle has shrunk. You've either deliberately avoided or excluded factors that could affect you, reducing the sources of stimulation. And the heartache you've experienced again this time is probably caused by some other issue or factor."
After listening to this, Qi Yue lowered her head silently: "It turns out that this is really my problem."
Although Qi Yue used to love crying, she knew what she wanted. Now, it seems she has lost her direction. "If you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask. Some things are not practical, so I can't help you. I'm just a cardiologist. Of course, you should also be thankful that I can't help you. It proves that you are healthy. My friend, this is something worth being happy about."
Qi Yue smiled faintly, thinking to herself, "I understand, but I still can't get over it."
Mu Xin didn't prescribe any medication for Qiyue. He knew she wouldn't take it even if he did. In the past, Qiyue could go home whenever she got sick. Back then, she'd been eager to get sick. Besides, medication was irritating, and he didn't know what the side effects would be. Qiyue's condition wasn't serious enough to require medication. As a friend, Mu Xin hoped she could slowly recover on her own.
After saying goodbye to Mu Xin, Qi Yue still hadn't walked out of the hospital gate.
Ring Ring Ring
"What's up, Representative? I just walked out of your office."
"Little Strawberry, I'm just reminding you that I don't even have a lunch break today. Don't forget to treat me to a meal. This isn't just a one-meal deal."
Qi Yue smiled and said, "I see, the representative of stinginess."
This is probably the precious friendship between classmates. Even though they haven't seen each other for many years, they are still very precious in each other's lives.
“I’m very fortunate that my classmates are all excellent.”
Although it is winter, it seems a little warmer.
"It turns out I'm really sick. I'm so ignorant. It seems I really can't do without studying."
Looking at the information and precautions in his hand, Qi Yue already had a plan in mind.
"Sister, where did you go today? Did you go to the studio again?"
"It's all over, why bother going? But I really did go to the studio."
Qi Jia looked at him with big eyes and tilted his head, waiting for his sister to solve the mystery.
"I went to look for my old studio, the one where I stayed during the art exam. I searched for a long time. Luckily it wasn't cold today and I was wearing plenty of clothes, otherwise I would have given up."
"You were gone for so long, almost a day."
Qi Yue said vaguely, "Because I couldn't find it, I looked around again and again. Finally I found it, but it was closed. It looked like it hadn't been open for a long time."
Qi Yue did not lie to her sister. After coming out of the hospital, she really went to look for her. Qi Yue didn't know what she was looking for. Maybe she wanted to see the strong and brave self she was back then.
"Except for the locked door, nothing has changed here. It's just the same as before."
As people get older, the days of reviewing things go by quickly, and another year has passed in the blink of an eye.
It is a new year, a year without any improvement, a year in which everything remains the same as before.
"Sister, why didn't you review at home? Why did you choose to go back to Yangbin? Is it to accompany me?" Qi Jia looked at Qi Yue cutely.
Qi Yue smiled and said, "You're overthinking it. I'm just worried that studying will make you irritable and you won't have anywhere to vent your anger. Look, your company is renovating, so you don't have to go to work. I can beat you up to vent my anger."
After saying that, Qi Jia gave Qi Yue a few small flying punches, and said as he hit her: "You hit me again, I will hit you first, and I will see if you dare to hit me, I will kick you."
The two sisters played and fought together, as if they were back in their childhood, back to that carefree childhood.
"I used to like winter and summer vacations the most because I could go to my grandmother's house and play with my sister. But it's a five-hour drive from my home to my grandmother's house, which is really far."
"There are many fruit trees at grandma's house. My sister and I can't eat all the fruit even if we try our best. Grandma would pick fruit for us in the yard because we were too short to reach it. My sister and I grew up wearing the bib trousers and flowery cotton jackets that grandma made for us. They kept us warm. She really loved us, and we are growing up healthy, beautiful, and well, just as she wished."
"Later, my grandmother passed away half a year after I took the art exam in high school. She never saw me, her most beloved grandson, until she closed her eyes. My sister said that her grandmother seemed to be looking for something at the time. I thought, was she looking for me? My father told me this in person after I finished the art exam. I understand that he was worried that I would suffer from my old illness and didn't want to delay my studies. My grandmother's death was the first time I felt the impact of death, and it is also the first of my only two regrets."
Growing up means constantly accepting, constantly letting go, constantly breaking your bones, and then you have to piece them together bravely, and then move forward bravely with pain and happiness.
With no one at work, my younger sister worked from home, and Qiyue studied from home, marking the beginning of a nearly year-long stay-at-home life. I occasionally video chatted with my family, but most of the time, Qiyue studied while my younger sister worked. The rest of the time, my younger sister did laundry, cooked, and cleaned the house, while Qiyue ate, slept, and attended classes. The division of labor was clear, and we didn't bother each other.
"Sister, why were you lazy and didn't study today? I found out."
"I'm hungry, let me order a cake."
Qi Jia understood, but remained silent. "Every year on this day, my sister insists on eating cake, because it's my uncle's birthday, and it's the most difficult day for my sister."
Boom boom boom
"Hello, takeout."
Seeing that Qi Jia, who was cooking, didn't hear anything, Qi Yue went to open the door.
"Sister, you ordered milk tea."
"No."
"Then why was it sent to our house? Could it be that a bad guy poisoned it?"
"Sister, your paranoia has been getting worse lately. Try to get treatment sometime. It's useless."
Qi Yue rolled her eyes at her sister who had no sense of crisis: "Young, still young."
Qi Jia picked up the phone and looked at it, then said to Qi Yue, "Drink it, sister, it's not poisonous."
Qi Yue said with a sly smile, "Oh, I understand now. It was the milk tea that Xiao Nai Cha sent. The supermarket has recently sent chicken, duck, fish, meat, fruits, vegetables, and so on. Oh, yes, and yesterday's hamburger was also sent by Xiao Nai Cha, right?"
Qi Jia blushed and said sternly, "Do you want to drink it or not?"
Qi Yue patted her sister's head and said, "Actually, I don't like milk tea because I'm afraid of getting fat. After all, the price I paid for eating too much before was fat. I have to lose weight now. But, I have to drink this."
After she finished speaking, she picked up the phone. Qi Jia said that she snatched the phone away as quickly as possible because she knew that this sister who couldn't keep secrets was going to tell the secret to her mother and her aunt.
Seeing her phone being taken away, Qi Yue turned around and said, "I made that fish for lunch. I want to eat it. Eating fish makes you smart."
Qi Jia walked into the kitchen with clenched fists.
Qi Yue sat down at the desk and shouted at the door: "Put the Wahaha in the cabinet, I will drink it tomorrow."
There has been a lot of AD calcium at home recently.
There will always be someone who will silently observe you, quietly pay attention to you, secretly remember your preferences, and regard your preferences as their own.
"But I'm a very stingy person. I can't let go of my sister, who is so dear to my heart. Young man, there is still a long way to go. We will meet again."
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