(Parallel Time and Space)
My name is Wu Xiaoli.
I was sold by my parents.
Until my death, I never understood why I was sold by my own biological parents.
I was tied up like an animal in the buyer's kitchen and he took his liberties with me.
I don't even deserve a bed.
I showed weakness and escaped while they were letting their guard down.
How many times did you run?
Once or twice?
Or three or four times?
Every time I was caught, endless torture awaited me.
I never thought there were so many ways to torture people.
I want to die...
I hit the wall as I wished, but I didn't die.
Continue to be tortured.
The man who bought me was called Lao Shi, a wretched man in his forties.
He said I was beautiful and clean, and he didn’t want to give me to anyone else, he wanted to have me all to himself.
He said that as long as I gave him a child, he would not give me away to anyone else.
He bought me together with a man named Lao San.
Because the kidnapper said I sold it too expensively, asking for a thousand yuan.
He couldn't afford it alone, so they bought it together.
He pays a lot of money, so I will give birth to a child for him first.
When a boy is born, I will be sent to the third brother's house so that I can have a child for him.
I am calm.
Day after day, I wish someone would come down from the sky like the prince charming in the picture book and rescue me.
I'm willing to do whatever he wants me to do.
However, it did not.
I continued to be tied and trapped.
I'm pregnant.
But because I was a premature baby and had been malnourished for a long time, I was too weak to keep the baby and had an abortion.
I can’t remember how many children there were.
I only know that I have lost my uterus and the ability to bear children, and therefore I have no value.
The men in the village came in a line.
Five dollars a time.
Because they want to make back the money they spent on buying me.
When you make the money back, you can sell me.
I was tied up and could only bite those hideous men with my teeth like a madman.
However, they pulled out all his teeth.
I cursed them and they cut out my tongue.
I was tortured all day long and was no longer recognizable as a human.
I think even if my biological mother stood in front of me, she wouldn’t be able to recognize me?
I'm numb.
I think sooner or later I will be killed like this.
Well, the sooner I die, the sooner I'll be free...
But one day, when I opened my eyes, I found myself lying on a comfortable and soft big bed.
There is no pain or itching on the body, and no illness or disaster.
The pure white sheets and quilt covers and the pleasant fragrance lingering in my nose made me so flustered that I didn't know what to do.
I was so scared that I rolled under the bed.
Keep wiping the pure white sheets.
I am too dirty and I am afraid that I will dirty this purity.
The door of the room was opened from the outside, revealing a kind and gentle but surprised face.
She calls herself "Mom" and she calls me "Baby".
She held me tightly in her arms and patted my back gently, as if I were her baby.
I nestled in her arms, listening to her heartbeat, not daring to move.
She is so gentle.
It was so gentle that I was overwhelmed.
She whispered in my ear, "Don't be afraid, baby. Mommy is here."
I cried.
I cried so hard that my lungs were torn apart.
When I was trapped in that hopeless little village, I thought countless times, how wonderful it would be if one day I opened my eyes and my mother could hold me like this...
She took my hand and led me to sit at the table.
I looked at the clean and tidy house and was terrified.
Although the house is small, it is extremely warm.
She cooked dumplings for me.
It was my first time eating dumplings, and the first time I had eaten such delicious food.
I'm very hungry and I want to eat a lot.
But I don’t dare to eat it.
I'm scared.
What I'm afraid of, I don't know.
I'm just very scared.
Soon, I learned the name Sui Yuzhu.
Sui Yuzhu is her daughter, her treasure.
But I occupied her precious body.
So where did her baby go?
Is her baby going through what I went through?
Thinking of this, I panicked.
How desperate is that?
Even though I don't want to go through those things, I don't want another girl to go through them for me.
If possible, I don't want any girl to suffer the humiliation I suffered.
Sui Yuzhu is a little princess cared for by her mother.
It is so pure.
But how can I return my body to her?
what do I do?
So desperate...
Even more desperate than when I was trapped and tortured in that small kitchen.
Mother and daughter are connected by heart, and my mother quickly realized that I was not her baby.
I watched her crying her heart out in front of me, and she asked me harshly where I had put her baby.
I went up to her and wanted to wipe her tears, but she slapped my hand away.
I looked at the red back of my hand, and a feeling of sadness came over me.
Yeah, I'm persona non grata.
It's the same no matter where you are.
I committed suicide again.
I thought that if I died, her baby would come back.
As for me, just pretend I never existed!
I shouldn't exist with such a dirty past...
But I didn't die.
I am alive again.
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