Many people have never even seen cotton.
Even when they saw cotton, they thought it was just an ordinary flower.
I wouldn't associate this with a winter coat!
This stuff is just like pepper.
Only nobles could possess these!
Now that the problem of food has been solved, the problem of clothing should be solved as well.
She has now found a way to completely eliminate her inner demons: to make these people worship her from the bottom of their hearts, believe in her, and pray for her.
This will counteract some of the inner demons.
Since she took in those refugees, she has taught them how to grow corn, potatoes, and crops such as pepper, Sichuan pepper, and prickly ash.
Make sure these people have enough to eat, give them shelter from the wind and rain, and provide them with a job to make a living.
These people would silently pray for her in their hearts.
Moreover, this power of prayer became increasingly potent after she completely took control of Changzhou, Mianzhou, Luzhou, and Jianzhou.
Her current ability to be free from inner demons is largely due to these people.
If we can also solve the clothing problem...
Then this inner demon can probably be completely eliminated.
Thinking of this, she felt that she could do it again.
Then she secretly swallowed the painkiller and then used the spiritual spring water to wash it down her throat.
After taking the medicine, I don't know if it was a placebo effect or what, but I felt much better.
Meanwhile, the group of people outside continued arguing, all wanting to stay and keep her company.
Lin Ru poked her head out from under the covers.
"that……"
"You really don't need to argue anymore."
"I'm really fine."
Don't worry!
"Lin Bai! Be good and take your younger brothers downstairs first."
"Sister, this is normal. You'll understand when you get married."
"Old Yu! Could you please prescribe some medicine to help me regulate my body?"
"Is my pain so bad because there's coldness in my body? I was always hungry and cold when I was little, could that be part of the reason?"
Mr. Yu nodded.
"Your Majesty is wise."
"Your body is indeed very cold."
"Moreover, this kind of constitution cannot be improved later in life."
"It must have been there while she was still in the womb."
"In addition, I didn't take care of my body after birth, which led to my current situation."
"Didn't I tell you before that you shouldn't always eat and live with the soldiers?"
Be kind to yourself.
"As a woman, living in the same place as them and eating the same food as them is not good for your health."
“Those strong young men are all young and full of energy.”
"Even if you spend some time in the freezing cold, it's fine, but you just have such a strong personality. You always have to lead by example. Even in battle, when you're charging into battle, you have to be at the forefront."
"How can you be okay if you just lie there in the snow like a man every day?!"
"Besides, I prescribed you a lot of medicine to help you recover, but you didn't take it seriously. Now that you've remembered, it's probably too late."
Lin Ru smiled somewhat embarrassedly upon hearing what Old Yu said.
But the tears that Bai had just shed welled up again.
"It's all my fault! I was too lazy when I was young."
"She must be blind to have fallen for that beast."
“When I was pregnant with Ru’er, I had to wash clothes and cook for those people with cold water every day.”
"Everyone has to go up the mountain to chop firewood."
"But they couldn't even get a full meal."
"That person always told me to bear with it."
"I brought too little stuff, and even what I did bring doesn't really qualify as a dowry, since it's not a proper dowry."
"It would be better if I had a son."
“But when I left with him, I never asked for any dowry. I thought he was a good person and wanted to spend my life with him.”
"Looking back now, it was really stupid."
"Later, I gave birth to Ru'er. Because she was a girl, I didn't even get a proper postpartum period. I was constantly being beaten and scolded."
“Even Ru’er suffered with me. She didn’t get any breast milk and was so hungry that she drank cold water every day.”
"I was really blinded by shit at the time."
"Otherwise, my poor daughter wouldn't have suffered such a terrible torment."
Bai thought about how stupid and foolish she had been back then, and she really wished she could go back and kill that version of herself.
Even killing them wouldn't make up for the pain my children suffered during their childhood.
If her daughter's health is truly compromised because of some underlying medical condition, then she would be guilty beyond redemption!
She cried and pounded her head with her hands in a fit of rage!
Lin Ru felt a little sad seeing her like this.
But what Bai said was indeed correct.
If it weren't for her own weakness and incompetence, perhaps the original owner and her brothers wouldn't have suffered so much.
But all of that is in the past now.
Despite the physical pain, she comforted her, saying, "Mother! I'm really fine, don't blame yourself like this."
"You'll scare your younger brothers like that."
"And if you really feel guilty towards me, then live a good life, take good care of your health, and earn money for me for a few more years."
Lin Bai, Lin Mo, and Lin Qing quickly stepped forward and surrounded their mother, embracing her tightly.
"Mother! It's all over now."
"Don't worry, we will definitely take good care of our sister in the future."
"We will do everything in our power to make it up to my sister in the future."
"Mother! Don't hit yourself."
"It breaks our hearts to see you like this."
For many years, Bai has lived in constant guilt.
Every night she would think about how foolish she had been, and she couldn't understand why, even after being so oppressed, she still followed that damned man so devotedly.
So what if I had a child? So what if there are rumors and gossip outside?
Only you know if the shoes fit or not, and only you know if life is good or not.
We shouldn't let others cause us and our families to live such miserable lives.
If she were given another chance, she would definitely kill all those who bullied her children and then run away with them.
Old Master Yu actually knew that His Majesty and his wife had a very unpleasant past, but he was still quite surprised to hear it with his own ears.
In his view, his wife was an excellent woman with a very strong character, unlike the type who would never talk back when hit or scolded.
Moreover, given His Majesty's personality, even if he was young at the time, he would not have tolerated those beasts bullying them.
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