Chapter 97 096. "I just suddenly feel like I love you so much"
"You really don't want to kick me out and divorce me?"
"?"
Lei Li was stunned. You're asking me this after I've taken off my clothes?
"Really not."
"Really?"
"Really, really, can you finish and then ask?"
“…”
“???”
Lei Li stood up, hooked his arm around Zhou Yi's neck, frowned, and asked him, "Why aren't you moving?"
"I was wondering..."
Zhou Yi looked at him dimly, "Do you like me as a person, or do you like me because I'm older, or do you just like me because I make money for you and also like me as a person?"
"I can't just like them all?"
Lei Li was puzzled. "Aren't you the one who can make money? Aren't you the one who's big? Even before, when I first found you, I didn't know you could make money."
"As for whether it's big or not, I took off my pants to look at it before deciding to pick it up. But after all, I'm a husband. If I pick up a small one, do I have to be a widow?"
“…”
Zhou Yi was speechless.
Seeing that he didn't say anything, Lei Li's suppressed impatience surfaced again. He grabbed Zhou Yi's collar, turned him around and pressed him under him.
"Ask me after you've finished what you've done."
—
In fact, Zhou Yi didn’t have anything to ask.
But Lei Li was always careless with his words, had a frivolous expression, and spoke ambiguously, always toying with Zhou Yi. He didn't seem to be shy at all in bed, and he was at ease in doing whatever he wanted.
——I feel very experienced.
——And got to know a lot of people.
——I can chat with anyone.
In addition, now that "A Sichuan Restaurant" is so popular and the herbal tea shop is doing well, Lei Li is able to interact with officials, nobles and children of wealthy families like a fish in water.
Zhou Yi couldn't help feeling a little uneasy.
He is not a passionate person. On the contrary, he is very dull and slow to warm up. He is also ignorant about the emotion of liking someone. He has never liked anyone and cannot notice the liking of others.
He didn't even know someone was pursuing him until his friend told him, and then he realized that it seemed like this was the case, but that was all.
Zhou Yi doesn't like her, so it's even more impossible for him to look for her after she gives up.
What do you want to say to others?
Said: "I'm sorry, I didn't realize you liked me before, and I didn't know you were pursuing me. Now I know, how about you pursue me again, and I'll see if I can like you?"
If this isn’t sick, what is?
If it weren't for this personality, Zhou Yi wouldn't have been single for twenty-eight years in modern times.
But they got married within two days of coming here.
Forced to agree to the marriage.
Without even giving Zhou Yi a chance to react, he stamped his name with the seal of "Mr. Lei Li", and now he had a husband and a pair of parents.
Faster than a love break-in.
Just like a tornado, there is no time to escape from the storm circle, and there is no chance to escape.
And it has come to this.
Zhou Yi had no choice but to accept it.
Therefore, his definition of Lei Li from the very beginning was "partner", "someone who must be liked, must be loved, and must be together for life".
Starting from this definition, find Lei Li's shining points, find the places where Lei Li makes your heart move, and then, repeatedly ask yourself -
Do I like him?
Do I care about him?
Have I decided to be with him forever?
Zhou Yi's answer was also very clear at the beginning. He had no sexual liking for Lei Li. His concern for Lei Li was only because he was his savior. He didn't want to be with Lei Li as a partner for the rest of his life - it would be okay if they were just friends.
But Lei Li was too enthusiastic, too clingy, and too boisterous.
Being kissed, hugged and held like that, Zhou Yi would occasionally have the illusion that they were in love, but as soon as they restored social distance, his mind cleared up again.
He thought.
It was wrong for him and Lei Li to kiss like that.
It was wrong for him to sleep with Lei Li in his arms like this.
It's also wrong for him to help Lei Li this and that, and for Lei Li to help him that and that.
These are things that only lovers and married couples can do. You should not cross the safety line for the sake of momentary pleasure, and you should not develop the illusion of love because of overly close communication and frequent ambiguity.
He wanted to know whether his blushing face and heartbeat were due to the ambiguous contact beyond social distance, or because of Lei Li himself.
After repeated attempts, he finally confirmed that it was because of Lei Li. It was because of Lei Li that his heart beat faster and he blushed and felt embarrassed.
Because he wanted to kiss Lei Li.
He likes Lei Li.
That's why he didn't refuse when he did that kind of thing with Lei Li for the first time.
Have love.
To have sex.
This is Zhou Yi’s bottom line.
But he wasn't sure if this was Lei Li's bottom line. Lei Li always talked nonsense and sometimes kissed or touched him while he was talking.
Studying and doing homework are procrastinations.
Going to bed is a must every night.
Some of Zhou Yi's former friends also watched pornographic videos and read pornographic books and told obscene jokes. His police friend also said that some people, especially some girls who looked quiet and gentle, could not be seen in the browser or album, as they were all unspeakable things.
I've seen all kinds of people.
But it was the first time Zhou Yi saw a man like Lei Li, who was consistent in appearance and reality, lustful and serious, and who had no trace of dissoluteness or embarrassment at all, and was as self-righteous as a fish born to swim in water.
Zhou Yi wasn't sure whether Lei Li was just attracted to him temporarily or really liked him, just like he wasn't sure which of Lei Li's nonsense words were true and which were false, or whether they were all true or false.
perhaps.
Lei Li loves his.
There are many definitions of cute.
Salinger once wrote in his work "The Heart of a Broken Story":
"Some people think love is sex, marriage, kisses at 6 a.m., and children. Maybe that's true, Miss Lester. But you know what I think? I think love is wanting to touch and then pulling back."
Zhou Yi felt that he probably belonged to the last sentence.
He is always reserved and restrained.
Lei Li should belong to the former, with a simple and universal view of love, because love can never escape sex, will always lead to marriage, can never be separated from children, and always makes people greedy for small and imaginative details like a kiss at six in the morning.
This is normal.
But Zhou Yi always felt that there was something higher than love.
Even if there is no sex, no marriage, no children, no such worldly-defined things, and even no details of mutual support, love itself is enough to move people and keep them going forward.
But what does Lei Li think?
Maybe Lei Li himself doesn't know, because he never thinks about these things. These are redundant and unnecessary future branches. He just needs to grasp the present.
Lei Li only believes in the present.
Zhou Yi suddenly paused.
In such a dark, moonless night, he suddenly had an epiphany.
Now.
This is the present moment between him and Lei Li.
If every moment is him and Lei Li, the future is the present, and the past is also the present.
"Thunder Li."
Lei Li was a bit slow to respond, and uttered a sleepy nasal sound, "...Hmm?"
"fine."
Zhou Yi touched his head and said, "I just suddenly feel that I like you very much... No, I just feel that I love you very much and want to stay with you forever."
“…”
Lei Li fell silent.
When Zhou Yi thought he was asleep again, Lei Li suddenly raised his head. In the dark night, he could not see his bright dark eyes, but he could feel his suspicion and confusion.
"Are you possessed by a ghost?"
"……No."
"You want to do it with me again?"
"……no."
"What do you want to buy now?"
“Neither.”
"Um?"
Lei Li seemed a little confused, but turned over and sat on Zhou Yi, laughing in his nasal voice, "Why are you saying such nice things in the middle of the night? No matter how much I bothered you before, you refused to say anything. What's wrong?"
"I just suddenly figured out some things."
"What's up?"
"I just think it's good for us to be together. I like you and you like me. There's no need to think too much. Just live in the present."
"that's all?"
"right."
"What the hell is this..."
Lei Li couldn't understand why he stayed up late at night thinking about such useless things, and it surprised him so much that he couldn't sleep either.
“This is very important.”
Zhou Yi said seriously, "A marriage without love is a grave. We must maintain our love in order to maintain a healthy marriage."
"Don't always think about doing that. Besides these, we can do a lot more, such as eating together, watching the stars together, studying together..."
"Like having lots of babies together?"
“…”
"Let's make a lot of money together?"
“…”
Zhou Yi was silent for a moment, then asked Lei Li, "Tell me the truth, what is it about me that you like? Besides making money, having children, and doing things like this, why do you like me?"
Lei Li and others can do these things, so there must be a specific reason why he likes him, right?
"I like you to be fun."
“……?”
Zhou Yi was stunned. He liked his playfulness? What kind of play? The kind of play he wanted?
"I just like you for fun."
Lei Li smiled, like a naughty cat teasing a little bird or plucking its feathers. "Look, you blush when you're teased, and get angry and ignore me when you're just a few words away. But if you kiss me, I'll be nice to you again. How funny, don't you think?"
Zhou Yi: “???”
He couldn't help but ask again, "Didn't you like me in the beginning because you wanted to have a child and thought I could have one? Didn't you like me more because I'm good at making money?"
"Other men can give birth too. If I really just want to have a child, I can just find a man I like and sleep with him for a few times, and I'll have one, right?"
Lei Li said honestly, "Although you earn more money, I can earn it myself, so raising you is not a problem. You eat less, so you're easy to raise, just like a dog."
Then, she touched his face and said, "You are obedient, which I like."
“…”
Zhou Yi was silent again, then asked him, "So you always said you wanted to have a baby? Every time you pushed me into the room, you said you wanted to have a baby, as if the baby was more important than me."
"It's fun to tease you."
Lei Li laughed heartily. "You blush when I talk about having children. I can tell what you're thinking. You even discussed the number of children with me so seriously."
"but……"
He suddenly became serious again, "Even if we don't have children in the future, I still like you."
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