Chapter 043 High School Student Misery

Uzumaki Yoya looked very bad.

He couldn't even support himself to sit up and could only lean on the pillow. From his weak voice, it was obvious that he had difficulty speaking.

But he was not ferocious. Even though he was seriously ill, Ubuyashiki Yoshiya's calm and steady temperament remained, making him look like an immortal who was about to ascend to heaven in the next second.

As for Chidori herself, she was wearing a thin inner garment, and there were stains on her hair that might have not been wiped clean, making her look messy and dishevelled.

Obviously, Ubuyashiki Yoshiya's appearance made him even angrier, and he wished he could use the hidden knife to kill him right now.

But it was not enough. The little bit of rationality he had left was pulling him back. As someone who had received an excellent education since childhood, he understood that he had to determine his own interests first before doing anything emotionally.

If he was driven only by emotions, then he would be no different from an animal like Muzan Kibutsuji.

What’s hateful is that this kind of education was also given to him by Yoshiya Uzumaki from another world.

Chidori took a deep breath and took the knife. He had never really killed anyone, but he thought he would not have any psychological barriers to killing.

He walked closer to Ubuyashiki Yoshiya, sat down, looked at the man who was breathing lightly, and finally spoke in a deep voice: "I can let you choose how to die."

Although I felt that my emotions had calmed down, I couldn't help but feel a little resentful when I spoke.

This time, he really won't let the other party go. No one can play tricks on him like this.

Ubuyashiki Yoya lowered his head slightly, as if to hear more clearly what he was saying, and his black hair fell down.

After hearing it clearly, he smiled and said calmly: "It's all right. Use whichever is more convenient."

It seems that Kouyashiki Yoya doesn't care at all about how his life will end. Although he does want to persuade the other party, he is more relieved.

After his death, Muzan Kibutsuji Muzan will be completely destroyed, and Kaname Kaoriya of the Uzumaki family will be able to take charge of the situation, and his family and children will be safe.

There is nothing better than this, right? His indifference is not because he can escape today, but for a better future for everyone.

Thinking of this, the smile on his face became softer, without any regret or unwillingness on his face.

No, how could this be possible? Why is this person still so indifferent? Doesn't this make his behavior meaningless?

Kouyashiki Yoya didn't hear any talking for a long time. If he hadn't been able to feel the breathing, he would have thought the other person was gone.

Just when he was about to open his mouth to ask again, a strong force pushed his shoulders, causing him to sink into the soft pillow.

Chidori's strength is not great, but she is able to suppress Ubuyashiki Yoshiya.

As he couldn't see, Uzumaki Yoya was unable to judge the situation, and could only feel Chidori's anger through his increasingly heavy breathing.

There was a slight sound of a dagger being unsheathed, and the next second, he felt a slight pain on his cheek as the knife cut his face.

"What's your reason? Why did you use me and play tricks on me? And why are you making decisions for me so calmly now? Do you think I'm easy to fool? Am I your dog?!!"

The young man's voice filled with hatred rang out. He couldn't figure it out, just like he once didn't understand how he felt when he stood in front of the operating room. He also didn't understand why he had to achieve his long-cherished goal without feeling the slightest bit of satisfaction.

You should be in pain, you should be desperate, you should...struggle in the shadows like me!

Chidori is questioning Ubuyashiki Kōya. Not only is he in this world playing tricks on her, but she is also questioning and yelling at the person in her own world.

Anyway, he has been tricked by this person and has become such a wolf. No matter if he is out of control or crazy, he just wants to understand the existence that even he himself does not understand.

Sanuyashiki Kazuya seemed stunned. After a while, he raised his hand with difficulty and touched the wound on his cheek.

It felt like a lot of blood was lost, but maybe because I had been sick for so long, the pain was not that strong.

"Alas." Uzumaki Kazuya sighed helplessly. He held Chidori's wrist holding the knife and guided him to move little by little.

His strength was very strong, but Chidori just looked at him coldly and slowly moved down along with his strength.

Finally, the knife stopped at Ubuyashiki Yoshiya's neck. The angle was not controlled well, and the sharp blade scratched his skin a little, causing blood to flow.

"I understand," Ubuyashiki Yoshiya said, his voice soft but somewhat helpless, "Do you think that I am suffering enough now that I am cursed and dying?"

He asked Chidori, but he did not wait for the other party to answer. He just continued, "If you cling to pain and hatred, you will only sink deeper and deeper, and finally become part of the mud and never see the light of day again.

Every moment of my life is in pain because of the curse, but I am not in pain because I have so many existences that are enough to support me.

You managed to remain human before becoming a demon, didn't you, Wuhan? In this game of chess, you didn't lose."

Chidori can directly control demons, or kill all the members of the Demon Slayer Corps based on his own knowledge. He can even really dominate the world through these.

But he didn't do so. Even if he didn't realize it, it might be because of the little kindness and the education he received from childhood to adulthood.

"You're a bad boy, but you're just a bad boy."

Finally, Ubuyashiki Yoya said this with a sigh, but he actually didn't know whether what he said was useful or not.

But he still said so. Many times in the past, every time Umayashiki Yoshiya spoke, he had thought it over carefully.

Muzan Kibutsuji is an evil man who has committed all kinds of evil and destroyed countless families without any sense of shame. However, he is also timid, irritable, and afraid of death.

What about Ubuyashiki Munehara? He was a bad kid who did and said a lot of disgusting things, but maybe someone was holding him back, so he never really crossed the line, just like a child who had never grown up.

Can we say he is a good person? Probably not, but should we judge him as a damned evil person?

He didn't want to be alone in his own abyss, and wanted everyone to suffer as he did, so he did all this.

Contradictory and self-centered, ignorant and painful, this is the current Sanyashiki Munekatsu.

"...Every time you do this, I feel disgusted," Chidori finally spoke, her voice unusually calm, "You seem to just treat me like an immature child. This kind of tolerance is disgusting."

He didn't know what Uzumaki Yoshiya was thinking, but he knew it wasn't right.

At least in his heart, he didn't cross the line only because he was no match for Uzayashiki Yoshiya, and it had nothing to do with any other messy reasons.

But he didn't know how to refute it. After all, even he himself couldn't clearly explain what kind of person he was.

He was unwilling to be compared with the likes of Muzan Kibutsuji Muzan, nor did he want to say something disgusting like he was a good person.

He just wants to be happy, wants to live a better life, wants to have money and power, and become the so-called superior person.

This has been his ideal since he was a child, and it has not changed even now.

I just suddenly felt very bored, like the feeling of superiority I had learned some time ago, or the excitement of mocking others and seeing their ugly faces, but it would disappear very quickly and I felt bored.

The entanglement and pain he was feeling now had deviated from his original desire to be happy, so there was no point in continuing to be entangled like this.

Even now, he still hasn't figured out what's behind every vague change in his feelings?

But maybe there is no need to find out clearly. Although what Uzumaki Kazuya says is disgusting, he is sometimes right.

He still has a lot of time to explore, and at least now, he has not lost, so his interests have not been disturbed.

But... Chidori set her sights on Ubuyashiki Yoshiya. He would not let Ubuyashiki Yoshiya go just because of these words.

Kouyashiki Kōya's breathing became weaker and weaker, and his doctor had originally determined that he would not live more than three months, but he has managed to hold on until now, and it has been half a year.

Chidori knew that if she ignored him, the two shallow bleeding wounds on his cheek and neck would kill him completely over time.

"I was right. It's easy to get distracted when I'm with you for too long." He rolled his eyes, and his tone returned to his usual mocking tone.

Ubuyashiki Yoshiya's stern criticism woke him up immediately, as if he was not the one who was wild and out of control just now.

He casually played with his knife and put it away. He looked at Ubuyashiki Yoya, who was coughing and slowly sitting up, and said condescendingly: "I know you won't ask anyone to come in advance. If you are still alive when you are found, then you are really more stubborn than a cockroach."

This also means that if Ubuyashiki Yoshiya were still alive, he would no longer be obsessed with killing the other party because it is meaningless.

There is really no point in killing someone who voluntarily dies without regret.

After saying this, Chidori knelt down on one knee, and as if to make things difficult for him because of his poor hearing, she said again in a very soft voice: "If you die, then die. But if you are still alive, tell me how to make my world, Uzumaki Yoya, heartbroken."

It's not the cursed pain of physical torture, but the real heartache that makes people sad, just like Chidori's collapse not long ago.

After she finished speaking, Chidori stood up and took one last look at Ubuyashiki Yoya. Without saying anything else, she turned around and left.

The moment he closed the door, he actually breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't know whether it was because Ubuyashiki Yoshiya was not dead or because he had finally regained his composure.

The wisteria flowers around him were in full bloom, but he was disgusted with the filth and ugliness on his body.

Let's go back to the Demon Slayer Corps and change clothes. Those people won't really touch him anyway, he thought without any psychological worry.

After a petal fell on his shoulder, the last thought that came to his mind was the evil creature Muzan Muzan.

This guy would never say such nonsense anymore, and even if he killed Yoshiya Uzumaki, he couldn't be blamed.

Then, think about what you should do to that guy and make him regret coming into this world.