Once a person harbors evil thoughts, they are prone to making mistakes. Li Luyao never imagined that he would have such terrible thoughts about an innocent child.
He must restrain himself and, no matter what, absolutely must not do anything to harm the child.
Otherwise, not only would Jiang Yilai not forgive him, but he himself would not be able to forgive her either.
Seeing that something was wrong with his expression, Jiang Yilai stepped forward and asked, "Lu Yao, are you alright?"
Li Luyao glanced at her, her eyes filled with endless disappointment.
That disappointed look was like a sharp knife, piercing Jiang Yilai's heart.
She had clearly promised herself that she would never be with Fu Nanxiao.
But now, seeing the happy picture of their family of four together, I feel like a joke.
I'm leaving now!
Li Luyao turned and left without saying anything, and Jiang Yilai quickly chased after him.
It can't be said that he misunderstood; she did have some thoughts in her mind, so she felt that she had let Li Luyao down and betrayed her promise.
"Lu Yao, wait a minute. He came here because he was injured. We're not going to have him stay here."
Li Luyao stopped in her tracks. It was good that she still chased after him, which meant that he still held a place in her heart.
Li Luyao must hold onto this point firmly and never let her escape from him.
He turned back dejectedly, saying sadly, "You know how much I hate him, but now I see you two laughing and talking happily together. I can't accept it."
"It was my lack of consideration, but I assure you, I will not pursue anything further with him."
Jiang Yilai was worried that his hatred would resurface and cause trouble for Fu Nanxiao. If she could sacrifice her own feelings to quell his hatred, she was willing to do so.
Li Luyao looked guilty. "Lai Lai, don't you think I'm being selfish?"
"Without you, I wouldn't be who I am today. This kindness is irreplaceable, and I am willing to accept it."
Jiang Yilai was speaking from the heart; she had always been filled with gratitude towards Li Luyao.
Both she and her child were able to survive thanks to him.
These are three lives lost; she could never repay this kindness in her entire life.
It's still because of repaying a debt of gratitude. When will she finally be able to face herself honestly?
“Lai Lai, I don’t need you to treat me like a benefactor. I want to be an ordinary person in your heart. You need to look at me squarely and get closer to me.”
"But I've been living like this for the past few years, and it's probably too difficult to change."
"I can help you if you want. We've never tried dating before, so maybe we should give each other a chance now."
Unless Jiang Yilai had never had this idea before, she should have agreed if he brought it up.
If he had made this request a month earlier, Jiang Yilai would definitely have agreed.
But now she understands Fu Nanxiao's feelings and knows that she only has him in her heart, so how can she accept anyone else?
This is unfair to both myself and Li Luyao.
"Or is it that you never even thought about this question from the beginning? I need you to answer me honestly."
It was inappropriate to say anything now, so Jiang Yilai could only choose to remain silent.
But silence is often the answer, and Li Luyao nodded.
"I understand, he's still the only one in your heart."
"I will not be with him."
Li Luyao sensed a hint of charity in Jiang Yilai's words. Was Jiang Yilai worried that he couldn't beat him, or was he afraid that his beloved would get hurt again?
But no matter what, he had to restrain Jiang Yilai.
"Lai Lai, I only have one request for you."
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