Chapter 220: Vicious, affection is indeed the most unreliable
Song Qingyun took a deep breath, slowly raised her head, and met the man's gloomy eyes.
This sight made her whole body tremble.
She suddenly found that the man in front of her was so strange, so strange that it frightened her.
In her memory, Beigong You was always handsome and gentle. Even though he was a master of the battlefield and had a bloodthirsty and cold aura, in front of her, he was always gentle as jade and obeyed her in everything.
She was cold and reserved, and that was his special favor to her. It had once made her obsessed, but now it was gone.
She covered her eyes, her eyelashes trembling slightly, "I am the same to the prince, isn't it?"
He once loved her so much, but in just a few months he fell in love with someone else. How could she express the disappointment and grievance in her heart?
She risked everything to marry him as his concubine, and this is how he treated her?
She thought Beigong You would be shocked when she said this, after all, she had never spoken to him like this before. But he curled his lips in self-mockery and said, "I was wrong about you. I was wrong about you back in Wudang Mountain."
At first he thought that Song Qingyun had changed and was unrecognizable to him.
Later he found out that he was wrong, and extremely wrong.
Song Qingyun has not changed. She has been planning every step from the very beginning, but he just didn't notice it.
Even after he found out, he was unwilling to accept the reality and instead made excuses for her everywhere.
After that, he couldn't even find an excuse, but he still didn't want to give up.
He is still craving for the kindness she once showed him.
Even if it's fake, if she can pretend for a lifetime, isn't it true?
But he was wrong.
Hypocrisy will never stand the test of time.
Hearing his evaluation of herself like this, Song Qingyun would be lying if she didn't feel touched. She felt a sour pain in her heart. Before she could speak, her eyes were red and tears flowed uncontrollably. "It was obviously the prince who changed his mind and moved his feelings, but now it's all my fault?"
"We were childhood sweethearts and promised to be together for life. Not only did Lin Miaoyin take advantage of the Empress Dowager to interfere, but you even had feelings for her... I became your concubine, but you gave up on me. Have you ever considered my feelings? Your Majesty, it's not that I'm not good enough, it's that you betrayed our love." She gradually couldn't control her tears.
If he still had the slightest affection for her, they wouldn't have come to this.
It was all because of him that she became what she is today.
Amid Song Qingyun's aggrieved and miserable accusations, Beigong You's rage was gradually extinguished by her tears, and the determination that had been hovering on his lips could no longer be expressed.
After a long while, he said in a cold voice: "The child is innocent. Why do you want to do this to an unborn fetus?"
He has already found out that it was Song Qingyun who instigated Ye Lanyue.
It was also she who revealed the situation of Duke Song's Mansion and Ye Lanyin to the Marquis Yongchang's Mansion.
"Innocent? How can it be innocent?"
Song Qingyun suddenly became excited, "This child should not have been born into this world. The prince kept saying that he was forced to consummate the marriage with Lin Miaoyin in order to marry me into the palace. If that was the case, why didn't you prepare contraceptive soup?"
As long as he wanted, there would be no possibility for this child to come into the world.
Beigong You was stunned for a moment.
Just because of this, she wanted to kill the fetus in Lin Miaoyin's belly?
At that time, he and Lin Miaoyin consummated their marriage in a hurry.
He hated Lin Miaoyin so much that touching her was already the limit of his tolerance, so how could he release it inside her?
But how could he say this?
Later, before he left Shaohua Courtyard, the guard came to inform him that Song Qingyun had a relapse of her old illness. He left the house in a rage and forgot about Lin Miaoyin.
By the time they remembered it, it was already after their wedding.
It's too late.
He firmly believed that he would not let Lin Miaoyin get pregnant, and the contraceptive soup was just a double protection, but an accident still happened.
Song Qingyun's questioning once again echoed in her ears, "Lin Miaoyin is innocent, so am I not innocent? In this freezing season, I lost my qualification to be a mother forever in order to save the prince..."
She cried so hard that she could hardly speak. "I volunteered to save the prince. Even if I can't be a mother, I don't regret it. The prince is a noble, a rare talent. It's impossible for him to have children in the future. I accept you having children with other women, but why did that person have to be Lin Miaoyin?"
"The prince clearly knew that Lin Miaoyin had humiliated and hurt me, but he still did it..." She was crying so hard that she couldn't continue.
After a long pause, she bit her lip and said, "I thought the prince would abort the child himself when he found out Lin Miaoyin was pregnant, but you were happily waiting to be a father. Half a year after entering the mansion, the prince has already started a new life, but I am still stuck in the past..."
Crying blood.
It is not an accusation, but it is better than an accusation.
If it were in the past, Beigong You would have been filled with shame and remorse.
Every time he made Song Qingyun sad, he felt worse than a beast when he saw the tears on her face.
She is so weak, how could he bully her?
But now, after knowing the truth of what happened back then, he felt only irony when he heard Song Qingyun's complaints again.
"The person who saved me was a little girl in red, not you. You just picked me up from the ground. As for your cold and infertility, it has nothing to do with saving me. It was caused by your father's punishment for kneeling in the snow all night."
It would be fine if Song Qingyun was just asking for a favor, but even this favor was fake.
When he learned about this, he found it hard to accept. Her gentle and kind image was completely shattered in his heart.
I wanted to question her, but I held back.
She was in poor health during that period, so he kept the matter to himself and did not expose her.
No matter how disappointed he was in her, he would still give her a place to stay and ensure she had enough food and clothing because of their past friendship.
However, he never expected that she could be so cruel.
No, he should have thought of it earlier.
In a fit of anger, she actually poisoned Maidong and wanted to cripple his legs.
Poison Dingxiang and Lin Miaoyin and destroy their faces.
He used vaccination to gain a good reputation, but put the blame on Lin Miaoyin... and there were all kinds of tricks to frame Lin Miaoyin in the past... There were too many things.
Song Qingyun has always been like this.
He was blind and thought too highly of her.
He had once doubted himself before, wondering what on earth he liked about Song Qingyun?
Could it be that after so many years of relationship, he has always loved the beauty she showed and the illusion he imagined?
Song Qingyun looked at the man in front of her in horror, with a hint of panic in her eyes.
He knew it, he actually knew it!
Her heart sank. "When did the prince know about this?"
Beigong You didn't answer, his voice was weak, "When did you know, does it matter?"
"Of course it's important!" Song Qingyun pulled the corner of her mouth in self-mockery, "It turns out that the prince no longer loves me and even asked someone to investigate me."
She had carefully woven this beauty, but now he had to verify it.
This is a humiliation to her.
From the moment he decided to investigate, she no longer had any meaning in his heart.
Deep affection is indeed the most unreliable thing.
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