Chapter 328: Arrangement, You'an is handed over to the Queen for care
"you?"
Lin Miaoyin looked him up and down before looking away, saying firmly, "No."
Beigong You's heart tightened, "Why? Do you think I'm spying on you?"
"What can you spy on me?"
Lin Miaoyin looked puzzled. After thinking for a while, she explained to him, "It's been a long journey, and you can't handle it. I managed to keep you alive, so don't let yourself get killed."
"Just stay in Shengjing and recuperate. Don't think about anything else."
Beigong You was choked and was unable to refute.
His current physical condition really made it impossible for him to travel long distances, and he even began to pant after walking for a long time.
But he really didn't feel comfortable letting Lin Miaoyin check it herself.
Dayan is in danger, she can do it alone.
Beigong You considered it and suggested, "I know my health is not good, but if you and I travel together, I can use my illness to cover your whereabouts, and I can also arrange people to help you track down."
"Although I am useless now, I still have some secret agents in Dayan who can find out the information you need."
Lin Miaoyin blinked her eyes. She didn't expect that Beigong You had planted secret agents in Dayan.
She really needed it, but Beigong You really couldn't go with her.
In order to prevent Beigong You from causing trouble, she patiently analyzed the situation with him, "If you and I go together, we will be too conspicuous. I need to hide our whereabouts and track us down secretly."
"The longer we delay, the more dangerous Fanfan will be. If you come with me, I will have to take care of you, which will take quite a while. If you are really worried, you can send some help to me."
Going to Dayan requires careful planning and investigation, and it will require a lot of manpower.
She did not build up her own power and could only borrow from Beigong You.
"But……"
Beigong You wanted to say something else, but Lin Miaoyin interrupted him.
She looked at the man in front of her with a serious face, "I must do what I want to do. I tell you this out of respect. I will only tell you one word. Whether you agree or not, I will do it."
"If you must follow me, then I can only leave in secret."
"Okay, this matter is settled. If I want to leave, I can only leave after the princes are married. You can think about it carefully during this time."
If she wanted to leave, she had to be fully prepared. It would be okay if she didn't go to the wedding of one prince, but if she didn't go to the wedding of three princes, it would attract attention.
Her sudden disappearance would arouse Chu Junyue's suspicion.
There is also Beigong You's physical care and Lu Zhizhou's legs.
The most important thing is Youan...
She had to arrange a place for Youan to go.
She couldn't take Youan with her on this trip.
After Lin Miaoyin expressed her final thoughts to Beigong You, she went to the yard to think about the next arrangements.
Lin Miaoyin turned around and left. Beigong You's words were stuck in his throat. Looking at her departing back, he felt that she was clearly in front of him, yet it seemed as if there were thousands of mountains and rivers between them.
No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get through.
For some reason, he felt vaguely uneasy in his heart, as if she would disappear once she left.
He saw how important Meng Zhiyun was to her, so important that he was willing to give up everything for her.
There was nothing in Shengjing worth remembering for her, except her daughter...
Is he going to use his daughter to tie her heart down and prevent her from leaving?
Beigong You asked himself if he could do such a shameless thing.
He was really worried about letting her leave like this. Beigong You smiled bitterly. If he was still the invincible god of war, he could clear all obstacles for her, but now...
I can only make more careful arrangements for her trip to Dayan.
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After Lin Miaoyin decided to go to Dayan, she started to get busy. The first thing she had to arrange was Youan.
After careful consideration, she decided to entrust You'an to the care of the Queen.
Although there are a nanny and Beigong You in the mansion, the daughter still needs a blood relative, a female elder, to take care of her. The queen also truly likes You'an and is extremely relieved to leave her in her care.
In addition, the Queen's days in the deep palace were uncertain and she had no hope, which would be bad for her health in the long run. If she had a child to take care of her and distract her, perhaps she would be happier.
After Lin Miaoyin told Beigong You this idea, Beigong You was silent for a moment and finally nodded in agreement.
"The Queen loves You'an so much, I feel relieved to leave You'an to the Queen's care."
"Okay, if you miss You'an, go visit her more often."
After discussing with Beigong You, Lin Miaoyin went to the palace to tell the Queen about the situation.
When the Queen learned that Beigong Youan was going to be taken care of by her, she was surprised and asked, "What's wrong? Are you going out?"
Lin Miaoyin nodded, "Yes, although Beigong You's life is hanging on, he won't last for a few more years according to his current physical condition. I want to go out and find some medicinal herbs for him so that he can slowly recover."
Finding medicinal herbs to treat Beigong You's illness was the best excuse for her to disappear.
Everyone knew how poor Beigong You's health was. As the Princess of Ning, it was not surprising that she had been away for several months to find medicinal herbs for Ning Wang, not to mention that she left her child behind.
The queen was also worried about Beigong You's health. She was a little worried when she heard that she would be away for a month or two. "You're going to be away for so long? What if You'an misses her mother?"
When it comes to this, Lin Miaoyin couldn't help feeling uncomfortable and blamed herself.
Youan is only two months old. Her mother is so cruel to abandon her at such a young age.
But Fanfan’s situation cannot be delayed.
Youan is the most important person to her in this world, and Fanfan is also an indispensable person in her life.
If there is a way, she also wants to keep Youan by her side, and after finding Fanfan, let her hold Youan and let her be her godmother.
Now they can only hope to find Fanfan as soon as possible, bring her back, and have a good reunion with her.
Lin Miaoyin touched Youan's little cheek tenderly, "I believe that auntie will take good care of Youan."
"I don't feel comfortable leaving You'an to anyone, but I feel very relieved to leave her to my aunt. My aunt will definitely take care of her as if she were her own granddaughter."
The queen sighed softly and looked at her lovingly, "Thank you for your hard work."
Miaoyin has paid too much because of Beigong You's health, and now even the child has to be temporarily left to her to take care of.
As a mother, she knew how difficult this decision was.
She couldn't help with Beigong You's health, the only thing she could do was to take good care of Youan so that Miaoyin would have no worries.
The queen became more loving, "Don't worry. I will take good care of You'an and make sure she is plump and fair. You won't be able to recognize her when you come back."
She hugged Beigong Youan, her heart melting, "I originally thought that there was no hope in this life, but I didn't expect that I would have a child to raise by my side."
As the queen spoke, tears welled up in her eyes. "Miaoyin, thank you. If it weren't for you, I'm afraid my life would be boring for the rest of my life."
As a woman, Lin Miaoyin knows the sorrow of women in the deep palace and the sorrow of the queen.
The mother of a country, although seemingly glorious and honorable, is just living her life guarding a cold throne.
My aunt is only forty years old. She has been trapped in this deep and majestic palace for twenty years of her life. She can only see the square sky, and will live her life day after day in the future.
The position of empress trapped her life and buried all her joys, sorrows, anger and happiness, becoming a mascot that Emperor Ming displayed to the world.
Lin Miaoyin sighed softly through her eyes which were filled with sadness.
Perhaps before entering the palace, my aunt also had her own life.
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