Chapter 334: Live, one day you will get what you want
Lin Miaoyin knew that the queen was thinking about herself and didn't want to implicate her, but seeing the queen in such a state, she really couldn't bear it, "Aunt, please believe me, I can arrange it."
"No!"
The queen shouted, tears streaming down her face, "Miaoyin, you don't understand him. Once something happens, there will be endless blood and lives..."
He will kill all those who know about it, leaving no one alive!
"But your body..."
Lin Miaoyin's eyes turned red, "Aunt, I don't want you to leave, and Youan doesn't want to let you go either."
The queen's tears flowed even more violently, but she turned her head away, looked inside, closed her eyes and let the tears flow.
How could she bear to do that, but...
If you want to be free, this is the only way...
Lin Miaoyin held back her emotions, gently wiped away her tears, and whispered, "Aunt, I know what you think in your heart. You think that as long as you die, you can leave this palace."
"But even if you die, you are still a member of the royal family. The Queen of Beiliang will still be buried in the imperial mausoleum, but it will be moved from a large place to a small place. That place will never see the sun and will be extremely cold."
When the queen thought of that scene, she couldn't help but tremble all over and felt even more sad.
Lin Miaoyin changed the subject and whispered: "Aunt, if you really want freedom, you might as well live well. Miaoyin promises you that one day, you will get what you want."
“Death is the easiest thing, but only by living can there be more possibilities.”
The queen trembled and clenched her palms, but remained silent.
Lin Miaoyin did not force her to express her opinion right now. Her goal was to let the queen slowly let go of her worries. Her aunt's current worries were largely due to that person.
"Aunt, someone asked me to bring you a message."
"He said his life was in the hands of one person. If that person was gone, there would be no meaning for him to live."
The queen's eyes suddenly opened, and tears flashed with shock, regret, pain, sadness, and finally calmness.
…
I don’t know whether Lin Miaoyin’s persuasion was effective or Jiang He’s words were effective.
After that night, the queen's health gradually improved.
The walnut-like eyes of Aunt Xu gradually faded away, and the dark clouds hanging over Ganquan Palace finally dissipated a little.
When Aunt Xu saw that the queen was getting better, she lay down beside her bed and wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "My queen, you really scared me to death."
"I am too old to be frightened. If something happens to me, who will take care of you, Madam?"
The queen knew that she had caused a big fuss during this period, and she even felt guilty. "Don't worry, Madam. It won't happen again in the future."
Aunt Xu was still worried and continued to cry, "If the queen is not happy, just punish me. Why torture yourself? It's all my fault. It's all my fault."
"no."
The Queen comforted Aunt Xu softly, "It's not our fault. We are just pawns being pushed around."
The ones who are wrong are those who treat them as pawns.
After the serious illness, she thought a lot of things through.
She was blinded by one thing and only saw the bloody lives and deceptions.
She should have seen how so many people died because of the superiors, and the suffering inflicted on Jiang He and others.
She has shouldered so much, and this life is no longer her own.
Only when she is alive will people remember those who died in vain.
She wants to make this life worthwhile.
The queen's eyes gradually became firm, "Madame Xu, I will cherish this life more in the future."
I want someone to know that she will fight on.
…
The news that the queen's condition had improved reached Chengqian Palace.
After listening to this, Emperor Ming looked sad and asked, "Is the Queen recovering from her illness?"
Sun Changhai was a little trembling, "Yes, Your Majesty, I have checked, and the queen's complexion has indeed improved a lot. She looked scary last time."
He thought that the Queen would not survive this time, and even the Ministry of Rites came to him privately to sound him out, asking whether he should prepare for the Queen's funeral.
Fortunately, things took a turn for the better and the queen gradually recovered.
But why does His Majesty appear to be unmoved?
Emperor Ming didn't care much after hearing this, and said indifferently, "It's good as long as the queen recovers from her illness."
Sun Changhai was unsure of the emperor's attitude. Thinking that the power of the harem was in the hands of Concubine Chen, he carefully asked after careful consideration: "Should the affairs of the harem be handed over to the queen?"
He has to ask about this.
Since the Queen is in poor health, it is reasonable for the Imperial Concubine to assist in managing the harem.
It is unreasonable that the power of the harem is still in the hands of the imperial concubine now that the queen is in good health.
As a result, the Empress was left vacant, and in the eyes of outsiders, it seemed that the Empress had lost her virtue and the Empress was ashamed.
But the queen did not make any mistakes, and this would shake the court and the harem.
Emperor Ming leaned back against the dragon throne, his eyes were heavy and it was hard to tell whether he was happy or angry. "Concubine Chen has made great contributions in assisting the harem during this period. Since the queen is not well yet, let Concubine Chen continue to assist."
Sun Changhai's heart skipped a beat and he thought to himself that something was wrong.
Could it be that the Queen has offended Your Majesty?
But he didn't dare to ask or speculate, and his face showed no sign of responding and he went down to announce the decree.
Concubine Chen was overjoyed when she received the news.
She had been fighting with the queen for most of her life, but she didn't expect that she would seize the power of the harem at this time.
Since she became the assistant manager of the six palaces, people inside and outside the palace have been rushing to curry favor with her, and the ladies have become much more attentive to her.
In order to show off and perhaps to slap the Queen's face, she suddenly became enthusiastic about the Prince of Qi's marriage, although she had originally been indifferent to it.
The King of Qi's wedding was scheduled for the sixteenth day of February.
She originally wanted to give this date to King Jing, but the Ministry of Rites insisted on giving it to King Qi on the grounds of seniority, and her Yu'er's date was scheduled for April.
Having robbed King Jing of his good fortune, she originally wanted to deal perfunctorily with the marriage with King Qi.
Now that he holds power, in order to save face and prove that he is not inferior to the queen, he starts to hold lavish celebrations.
Everyone in Ganquan Palace could see what Concubine Chen was thinking and was secretly angry. However, after an illness, the Queen had become calmer. When she heard her subordinates complaining about injustice, she consoled them and went about her life behind closed doors.
Seeing that the queen was in stable condition, Lin Miaoyin finally felt relieved, but...
She stayed in the palace for more than half a month, which was too long.
The original plan was to stay in the palace for three or four days and then leave to check on Lu Zhizhou's legs. But now it has been delayed for too long, and I don't know how Lu Zhizhou's legs are.
She suddenly felt a little guilty towards Lu Zhizhou. Every time she showed him her legs, she would always delay his work because of other things.
After lunch, Lin Miaoyin said goodbye to the Queen and took Beigong Youan back to Prince Ning's Mansion.
Beigong You in Prince Ning's mansion had been waiting for her for a long time. When he saw her coming back, he came to greet her and asked, "Is the queen mother feeling better?"
After the queen fell ill, he went to the palace to visit her several times. He was a little scared and thought she would not survive.
They, mother and son, are really unlucky.
One is fine and the other one falls.
The only thing they could be thankful for was that they met Lin Miaoyin.
"It's much better now."
Lin Miaoyin knew that he was worried about the Queen's condition, and after thinking about it, she decided not to tell him about the Queen and Jiang He.
He was born into a royal family and naturally valued the interests and reputation of the royal family.
Even though the queen raised him and was kind to him, his background meant that he could not understand the queen's thoughts and actions. If he let something slip, he would bring disaster upon themselves.
The less people know about this, the safer it is.
But he should take care of Ganquan Palace more.
"Recently, Concubine Chen has been controlling the harem. She and my aunt have a lot of old grudges. She might trip me up after she gains power. After I leave, if you have time, go to the palace more often to visit my aunt and You'an."
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