Chapter 348 Guilt, will Youan blame his father?
In Chang'an City, Beigong You rushed back from Luo City after traveling for several days.
As soon as he got off the horse, he lost his balance and stumbled, almost falling to the ground. Feng Ming was so scared that he quickly stepped forward to support him.
"My Lord, are you okay?"
Beigong You looked pale and weak. He breathed a sigh of relief and waved his hand, "It's okay."
Feng Ming looked concerned, "Where is your medicine, Your Majesty? Have you taken today's?"
As he said this, he went to look for the medicine bottle, opened it and saw that it was empty, and he immediately became anxious.
"Your Highness, why didn't you tell me that your medicine was gone? Dean Zhang told you to keep taking the medicine."
The princess left behind a bunch of medicinal herbs before she passed away, but the prince was so devastated after the accident that he almost died.
Fortunately, he was treated by Dean Zhang and survived. Dean Zhang continued to take care of him afterwards.
Dean Zhang has devoted his entire life to the prince's health, and now he is finally back on track.
The prince's health has recovered well now, but he has a problem with blood clotting, and once injured, he will bleed profusely. In addition, he has to take medicine every day, and for convenience, he grinds it into pills when he is outside.
I didn't pay attention this time and this thing went wrong.
Feng Ming was so anxious that he turned around and around. "I'll ask someone to prepare it right away."
Having said that, he left and no one could stop him. Beigong You felt helpless and relieved at the same time.
Feng Ming has become more stable now. He can understand many things on his own and complete them perfectly without him saying anything.
Beigong You missed Youan, so after entering the Princess's Mansion, he did not go to see the Princess first, but went to Chu Youan's yard instead.
Chu Youan was playing on the lawn in the yard at this time, and a few maids were waiting not far away.
Seeing that Chu Youan wasn't paying attention, the maid started to mutter secretly.
"Hey, do you think the little princess is really mute? I've been in the Princess's Mansion for so long, but I've never seen her speak."
"I think she is not only dumb, but also a fool. No matter what others do, she doesn't respond and looks stupid."
"That's right. Last time, when I was pouring hot water, I accidentally poured it on the little princess. She didn't even scream. It seemed like she wasn't afraid of the pain."
"Oh, how pitiful! Such a lovely child, but I didn't expect that she was actually a moron. Only the eldest princess was kind-hearted and thought that there was nothing wrong with the little princess, so she invited so many doctors to come and see her."
"The princess spent a lot of money on the little princess. She really felt sorry for her. It's a pity that she can't be cured in this lifetime."
"Do you think if we talk secretly here, will the little princess hear and complain?"
"No matter what you complain about, she won't say a word..."
The maid's muttering voice reached Chu Youan's ears, but she pretended she heard nothing and concentrated on folding her own straw dragonflies and straw boats.
The fairy sister gave her a lot of little gadgets and she liked them very much.
Not only do I like the little gadgets given as a gift, I also like the fairy sister.
Only the fairy sister would not treat her like a fool.
In fact, she heard what others said behind her back. Everyone said she was a fool.
She is not stupid, she knows whether others are sincere to her or not.
Her grandmother was a little fierce, but she was genuinely kind to her. Although people around her tried to please her, they all secretly disliked her and thought she was a fool who was easy to fool.
Even the two beautiful sisters who often came to play with her were there for their father.
The two sisters seemed to do everything to please her, to please her everywhere, to flatter her in front of their grandmother, and to be very nice to her, but in fact they didn't like her at all.
She knew that every time they left, they felt unlucky and wished they would stay away from her, and would take their anger out on the people who served them.
She also didn't like her two sisters. They thought she was stupid and didn't understand anything. In fact, she had already seen that the two sisters wanted to find out their father's preferences from her so that they could marry him.
My grandmother also wanted my father to remarry and often tried to match them up.
My father is away from home all year round. Besides wanting to find my mother, he is probably also trying to avoid my grandmother.
She didn’t know whether her father had found her mother. She really missed her mother.
Her father was very good, her aunt the Queen was very good, and her current grandmother was very good. They were all very kind to her and took good care of her, but she also wanted her mother...
They thought she knew nothing, but in fact she knew everything. She knew that her mother had an accident and lost her whereabouts, and that her father loved her mother so much that he risked his health to travel all year round to find her.
Aunt Yuzhu said that her mother was the smartest, most resourceful, kindest woman in the world, and the person who loved her the most in the world.
If their mother hadn't had the accident, they would definitely be the happiest family.
A hint of sadness appeared on Chu Youan's young face, and he felt even sadder.
Suddenly, a greeting came from outside the door.
"Meet the prince."
Chu Youan immediately turned around, and when he saw Beigong You, his eyes suddenly lit up and he ran towards him.
When Beigong You saw Chu Youan, he opened his arms and embraced her in his arms.
Returning to his father's arms, Chu Youan almost didn't want to let go, burying his little body in his arms like a baby bird.
Beigong You felt her emotions, and his heart ached and he was overwhelmed with guilt.
"Youan, do you miss daddy?"
Chu Youan didn't say anything. After a pause, he nodded slightly. Beigong You's heart melted instantly.
Beigong You reached out and touched her head, then took out a string of candied haws from his arms, "Look, Daddy brought you something."
When Chu Youan saw the candied haws, his eyes suddenly brightened. He reached out to take it and then handed it to him without blinking.
"For Dad?"
Chu Youan nodded.
Beigong You's loving heart was about to overflow, "Give it to Youan, Youan, eat it."
After Chu Youan thought about it, he decided not to force it and started eating happily.
Seeing that Chu Youan had no intention of blaming or complaining, Beigong You gently stroked her head and couldn't help feeling a little guilty.
Youan is only three years old and he is often not around. Instead of blaming him, Youan is affectionate with him and wants to make him happy.
He is not a qualified father.
Thinking about the diagnosis in the letter, I felt even more guilty.
Perhaps it was because he had never seen his mother and his father was not around for many years that Youan had psychological problems.
At her age, she needs the company of her family.
She doesn’t want to talk because there is no one around her to talk to, and she doesn’t want to interact with others because the person she wants is not here.
He left Youan behind and went to find Lin Miaoyin regardless of anything. Was this really right?
Just as he was thinking about it, his finger was hooked, Beigong You lowered his eyes and saw Chu Youan tilting his head, looking at him with big eyes and smiling at him.
Chu Youan didn't say anything, but Beigong You understood what she meant.
She was comforting herself.
It is really ridiculous that he, as a father, actually needs his daughter to comfort him.
Beigong You looked into her eyes and asked softly, "Youan, Daddy is often out and not with you, do you blame him?"
Before Chu Youan could answer, a voice came first.
"How dare you ask such a question! If you hadn't been away from home all year round, how could You'an become what he is now!"
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