Chapter 372: Calm, no feelings for Beigong You
Shen Yu was slightly surprised and glanced at Lin Miaoyin. Seeing that there was no grudge on her face, he knew that she really didn't care about her marriage with Beigong You.
Perhaps to Lin Miaoyin now, Beigong You is just a stranger.
He didn't know whether this was cruel to Beigong You. He knew that Beigong You had been looking for Lin Miaoyin for the past three years.
He gave his all, even bringing people to raid the lair of Old Poison and Chu Xiaoxiao, all for Lin Miaoyin.
It’s a pity that he was not recognized.
Shen Yu didn't know what Lin Miaoyin was planning, so he asked tentatively, "Now that you know you have a husband and daughter, what are your plans for the future?"
Lin Miaoyin thought about it carefully, and after a moment, she shook her head, "I have no plans. Maintaining the status quo is fine."
The most important thing for her right now is to find Fanfan's whereabouts, um...
Now there is another disease, Chu Youan's.
Lin Miaoyin sighed heavily and said with guilt: "And accompany Youan."
Knowing that Chu Youan was her daughter, she felt happy but also felt a deep sense of guilt and uneasiness.
It is because of her lack of identity that Youan suffers from autism, and it is she who has affected Youan's healthy growth.
Thinking of that well-behaved and lovely child, Lin Miaoyin's heart felt like it was being pricked by needles, and it was filled with pain.
No matter how she makes up for it in the future, she can't make up for the three years she missed.
Fortunately, she can often be with Youan in the future.
Shen Yu nodded in agreement, "Yes, I heard that Princess Ronghua was not in good health. Is she better now?"
"Better."
Speaking of Chu Youan, Lin Miaoyin couldn't help but smile, "She drew a picture for me a few days ago. I'm not exaggerating, but her painting is really good."
"I didn't expect that I could give birth to such an amazing daughter. It's really great."
Looking at Lin Miaoyin who suddenly showed off her daughter, Shen Yu: "..."
"After your poison is cured, will you follow him back to the Princess's residence?"
After hearing this, Lin Miaoyin suddenly hesitated, and after thinking for a moment, she said, "No..."
It is true that Chu Youan is her daughter, but to the rest of the people in the Princess's Mansion, she is a stranger.
"I still want to live with you guys and go to the Princess's mansion to play with her every day."
Shen Yu was secretly relieved when he heard it.
He didn't know how much the eldest princess was involved in the affairs of the aliens. If the eldest princess knew that Lin Miaoyin was very important to Chu Xiaoxiao's research, he couldn't guarantee that the eldest princess would hand over Lin Miaoyin for power.
Shen Yu talked about some other things to distract Lin Miaoyin and relieve the pain in her bones.
The two of them had no idea that their entire conversation had fallen into Beigong You's ears.
Beigong You stood outside the door, his hands clenched into fists with veins bulging. He stared at the door with his lips tightly pursed, his face pale and his eyes full of hurt.
Lin Miaoyin lost her memory and didn't remember him...
Even though she knew that he was her husband and had been looking for her for three years, she still didn't want him and only wanted You'an.
No matter what efforts he made, there was no place for him in Lin Miaoyin's heart.
Upon learning the truth, Beigong You covered his heart and was almost unable to breathe due to the pain.
“Your Majesty…”
Feng Ming looked at him worriedly, full of heartache.
But he couldn't blame Lin Miaoyin. After all, the prince had really hurt the princess back then.
Beigong You waved his hand, "It's okay."
He swallowed all the bitter pills, took a few deep breaths, and quickly got rid of the sadness.
Listening to the noise inside, his eyes became clear and he had a plan in his mind.
Lin Miaoyin had lost her memories and had no resentment or dissatisfaction towards him, which meant that he still had a chance to start over.
If he can treat Lin Miaoyin well this time and impress her in their daily interactions, will he be able to make her accept him?
Beigong You took a deep breath, calmed down his emotions, pushed the door open, pretended to know nothing, and said to Shen Yu: "The required medicinal materials are ready and can be developed."
Shen Yu glanced at Beigong You and was slightly surprised to see that he looked normal and not a bit excited.
How could he stay so steady?
But it was only a moment of surprise, Shen Yu nodded and said: "Thank you, Your Majesty."
After saying that, he looked at Lin Miaoyin, without saying anything, and asked her with his eyes if she could be alone here.
Lin Miaoyin understood what he meant, nodded, and urged: "You go, Qianji is very toxic, even if it doesn't hurt now, I feel very uncomfortable."
Shen Yu was relieved to see her like this, and left her with Beigong You.
After everyone left, Beigong You kept staring at Lin Miaoyin. He moved his lips several times as if he wanted to speak, but when the words came to his lips he didn't know what to say.
He was not liked by Lin Miaoyin before, and now he was even more at a loss as to what to do with her who had lost her memory.
He was worried that he would say something that would displease her as soon as he opened his mouth.
Lin Miaoyin naturally felt his burning gaze. She tried hard to ignore it, but the deep affection and tenderness contained in it were like a silent sea that was about to drown her.
She had never felt such emotions since she was a child.
After a while, she couldn't stand it anymore, so she asked, "Are you going to stand there like a piece of wood?"
Beigong You looked at her deeply and said in a hoarse voice: "I thought you didn't want to talk to me."
Lin Miaoyin was a little surprised. "That's a little strange. You saved me tonight. You are my savior. I can't even thank you enough. Why would I not want to talk to you?"
Beigong You remained silent and did not answer.
Lin Miaoyin understood after thinking about it.
Maybe the two of them didn't get along very well before, at least she didn't think much of this man.
It’s a pity that she has lost her previous memory and doesn’t know what he did to make her dislike him back then.
But amnesia means that she no longer has the emotions she had before, and she doesn’t want to let her past emotions trap her present self.
Lin Miaoyin said calmly, "You can see that I have lost my memory. Not only can I not remember what happened between you and me, I have also forgotten everything."
"You should know my identity."
Beigong You nodded, "I know."
"You don't mind?"
"Why should you mind?"
Beigong You looked at her deeply, almost as if confessing, "I like you just because you are you, and it won't change because of anything outside."
Lin Miaoyin was stunned on the spot, not knowing how to react for a moment.
She blinked, the shock of the words making her forget all the discomfort she felt.
Suddenly she had an outrageous idea.
This man must be madly in love with her.
Otherwise, even if they are husband and wife, they would not necessarily say such disgusting words.
Beigong You saw that she didn't say a word, and he became uneasy. He was afraid that she didn't believe him, so he took two steps forward and looked at her with burning eyes, "You don't believe what I said?"
Lin Miaoyin looked at him seriously for a few times, and saw that there was a hint of hurt between his eyebrows. She guessed that if she said she didn't believe it, it might really hurt his heart.
After hesitating, she nodded gently, "I believe it."
Beigong You relaxed visibly.
The corners of his lips curled up in a trace of mockery, and he comforted himself: "I know you don't believe it, but I am satisfied that you are willing to lie to comfort me."
Lin Miaoyin really didn't know what to say at this moment.
She had studied medicine for so many years, but had never taken a course on love. She had no idea how to respond to other people's affection.
Fortunately, Beigong You let her continue to be embarrassed and changed the subject, "You take a rest first, and I will call you when the antidote is developed."
Lin Miaoyin heaved a sigh of relief and immediately closed her eyes and dozed off.
I thought she wouldn't be able to sleep in front of strangers, but she fell asleep in a short while.
After making sure that she was asleep, Beigong You sat in front of the bed and reached out his hand to carefully trace her face, even daring not to touch her for fear of disturbing her.
He gazed deeply at the person in front of him, and the wandering heart in his chest finally found a home.
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