Yun Wei spoke slowly, his tone gradually becoming firm, "Because I don't want to explain to you."
He believed he had a clear conscience.
However, he only explained why he was avoiding Isaac, but not why he didn't want to explain to Isaac.
Like one tangled mess entangled with another, one mystery leads to another.
These words of rejection, to Isaac's ears, were like his master solemnly declaring that he no longer had any patience for him.
This filled the usually composed knight with disbelief.
Isaac turned around and stared intently at Yun Wei, his chin clenched, remaining silent.
"What are you doing? You look so fierce. Are you trying to hit me?" Seeing her boyfriend, who was clearly quite angry, Yun Wei stepped in front of him.
Isaac is really too tall, probably almost 20 centimeters taller than him.
Now that he was right under the other man's nose, Isaac's previously held-up head remained unshaken, his gaze still firmly following him, so much so that at this moment his eyes were lowered, revealing an exceptionally cold and disdainful expression.
Although he looked fierce, Yun Wei knew that he was actually exceptionally gentle.
So he stood on tiptoe and placed a gentle kiss on Isaac's tense chin.
Then he took another step back and stood in front of the other person.
Seemingly moved by his own actions, the man's expression softened slightly, but he still maintained a hint of arrogance.
Yun Wei noticed that Isaac's full lips were now pursed, like a level line. Only his eyes remained stubbornly fixed on him, as if determined to demand an explanation.
"Not going to talk, huh?" He raised an eyebrow at the other person, then suddenly raised his hand and commanded, "Lower your head."
On a whim, he wanted to pat the other person's head.
Just like how the other person often ruffles his hair.
But Isaac was disappointed. He remained unmoved by what he heard, standing straight with a cold look in his eyes.
Yun Wei suddenly lost interest.
He reluctantly withdrew his hand, lowered his eyes, and said, "Fine, since that's how it is..."
At this point, Yun Wei quietly stopped talking.
What can he do?
So he chose to walk around his boyfriend who was standing in the middle of the road and walked towards the bed.
As he passed by, he whispered, "Goodnight, Issa."
It was a haphazard attempt to fill in the gaps in the first half of the sentence.
Generally speaking, in this situation, there is a high probability that the other person will hug him unwillingly, and once Isaac does so, the two will most likely be able to make up.
But if Isaac didn't do that...
Yun Wei didn't know what to do either.
So finally, when he had exhausted all his tricks and passed by the other person, he suddenly stopped in his tracks.
In the silent room, the two people who were clearly in love stood back to back in a stalemate.
“Isaac,” Yun Wei said with a hoarse voice, his voice strained.
Seeing that the other party still did not answer, a self-deprecating expression appeared on his face. He said listlessly, "Although I don't want to explain to you, if you really want an answer, then you'd better listen carefully, because I will only say it once."
He found it difficult to explain to the other party.
The root cause lies in the unequal concept of love between the two people.
Yun Wei thought that he might never love someone to the point of life and death, just as he had told Sid, he would always put his own feelings first.
Although he may appear to be a people-pleasing person on the surface, in reality, once he turns cold, he will definitely turn around and leave without looking back.
He was willing to indulge Isaac because he liked him.
In essence, he remains a heartless, cruel, and ruthless person who is utterly unworthy of the other's passionate love.
And once he suddenly wants to start explaining, it often foreshadows the end. A countdown-like number will flash in his mind, and that number will uncontrollably accelerate to zero for various reasons.
This stems from his clear self-awareness.
After all, self-criticism is the game he's been playing most skillfully since he was a child.
Even though he didn't want to break up with Isaac, once he started talking, the sharp knife aimed at his heart brought a strange sense of exhilaration.
"First of all, I am who I am, not your appendage or toy. I will always belong to myself... So, even if I can understand your possessiveness, I do not agree with it."
In his view, jealousy is similar to the animal's protectiveness of its food, not to mention that his blood might indeed be the food the other animal craves most.
The more he thought about it, the more suffocated he felt, and even his shoulders seemed to be trembling uncontrollably.
But he clenched his fists tightly, forcing himself to calm down.
"That's not what I meant! Yun, let me explain!" A panicked voice came from behind. Yun Wei thought that Isaac must have turned around and was looking at him anxiously.
But he said without any mercy, "Please let me finish, Isaac."
He felt as if he were holding a sharp blade, and the scars on his palms seemed to throb faintly.
Seeing that the other person obediently shut up, Yun Wei bit her lower lip and continued:
"Secondly, your jealousy—I'm sorry, please forgive my narcissism, but allow me to believe that it stems from your affection for me," he couldn't help but take a deep breath, "your jealousy may cause you pain, but have you ever considered that it also makes me feel terrible?"
"Because it makes me feel that you don't trust me. I can't help but wonder if, in your eyes, I am a fickle man who is easily swayed by others."
During his brief pause, he felt the other person's hand on his shoulder, but Yun Wei suddenly shook his body and flung the other person's large hand away.
“Finally,” Yun Wei said in a deep voice, “Sid is my friend, but you, Isaac, are my lover.”
"Chatting with friends is naturally carefree and I can say whatever I want, but when I'm with you, I always put your feelings first..."
“I’d rather talk to you about topics that interest you, but you haven’t said you’re interested in my past.”
At this point, Yun Wei shut his mouth with a complicated expression.
Although he hadn't initially intended to explain to the other party, and after he recklessly told them everything, he didn't feel relieved at all.
Instead, in the eerie silence, a growing sense of unease arose in my heart.
“I’m done speaking,” he emphasized deliberately.
Yun Wei thought, if Isaac remained unmoved—
He'll really be angry then.
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