Isn’t he...a God?

Because of what Kudo Yusaku said, the black-haired boy's ocean-blue eyes revealed a bit of inappropriate confusion.

Of course, it is impossible for him not to understand that he is not God, and he is not so arrogant as to think that he is God.

On the other hand, he didn't think that he couldn't save Ah Yang and Sister 01. If he just...just tried harder, wouldn't it be all right? Why didn't he think of it at that time? Why didn't he do that?

Thoughts like these kept appearing in his mind, making him feel guilty and disgusted with himself for messing up the situation.

Obviously, all we need to do is this.

Kudo thought.

I don't know how long I was in this mood, but when I came to my senses, I saw Kudo Yusaku's slightly serious expression.

The boy subconsciously sat back, with an unknown fear in his heart prompting him to avoid Kudo Yusaku's hand that was trying to comfort him.

No...it shouldn't be like this.

How could he...how could he be treated like this...isn't he a sinful and evil man?

Kudo Yusaku sighed as he looked at his dazed look.

It seems he didn't listen.

When I wanted to say something again, Conan spoke first.

The shrunken high school student detective tried to enlighten his counterpart with a serious expression, "You can't do so many things. Besides, even God can't do everything... If that's the case, why don't you just take these things as your own fault?"

Conan looked at the boy in front of him, at those eyes that seemed to be calm without any disturbance.

He knew that what he said was actually not very convincing, because he himself was such a person, and he hoped to save everyone - at least, those he could see.

Should we say that he is indeed a counterpart? Conan saw in him the same characteristics as himself.

It's just that I still have lofty ideals, and he has compressed his hopes to the minimum.

Maybe it's because he doesn't have strong empathy, but Conan is more inclined to the fact that he clearly knows that he can't save many people, so he consciously reduces his hopes and consciously doesn't look at other people.

After all, if I can't see, I can deceive myself, right? Rather than kneeling in the darkness with blood dripping from my body, gripped by the pain of not being able to save others, it is better to close my eyes and sink into the darkness.

However, the rationality belonging to "Kudo Shinichi" still kept him hanging and prevented him from sinking; however, his body was pressed down by the reality and could not float up.

The black-haired boy looked at him with a calm expression as if he was stating a fact, but the content seemed to have put himself in a bottomless prison.

He said: “But, these are things I should be able to do.”

Upon hearing this, Kudo Yusaku looked at him, opened his mouth and seemed to want to say something, but stopped himself. In the end, he said nothing, but just reached out and patted his shoulder to comfort him.

Those people occupied too important a place in the boy's heart, and his personality also made it impossible for him to ignore the death of his friends.

All of that was caused by the outside world, but it was undeniable that it was inextricably linked to the boy. It was impossible for the boy to get himself out of such an emotion, so instead of forcibly pulling him out and making him suddenly lose his self-awareness, it would be better to keep it like this and slowly influence him.