Chapter 160
After reading the whole story, Nan Yan was speechless and the only words left were "Haha".
The original owner was never a bad person. She was just an ordinary female cultivator in the world of cultivation. She didn't have any outstanding talents, but she was a little scheming and would use some tricks to please others. She would also work hard to cultivate on weekdays, but not that hard.
She did not regard self-cultivation as the most important goal in life. She would be ungrateful if she got an advantage, and would share any good things.
She is not a fool. She has her own purpose in doing things. Sometimes she is selfish, and sometimes she pretends to be magnanimous. She is definitely hypocritical, but does hypocrisy mean she is a bad person?
She hopes to live a happy life and wants everyone to like her, but all her good luck and good relationships are earned through her own hard work, and are not obtained for no reason.
Especially when it comes to treating fellow brothers and sisters in a sect, no matter what one's real thoughts are in the heart, one must show respect and love on the surface. Isn't it normal for a pretty little fellow sister who smiles at everyone and has a sweet manner to be likable?
How many people in this world can truly say what they mean? Of course, those cold-hearted, selfish people can definitely do it. Isn't it abnormal for those ordinary people who are not good but not bad to do this?
But why did the heroine's younger sister's past actions become scheming and hypocritical after she was reborn? Was everything she did just a false act to gain a good reputation? Even if that was true, wouldn't what she did be a good thing?
That's really strange.
These people say that they want to survive by their own strength, but why did she become a flatterer and a shameless person when she relied on her own strength to please the eldest senior brother, had the eldest senior brother's protection and escort, and could walk all the way in the world of cultivation?
Isn't everyone in the world of cultivation sucking other people's blood? You are using the formation method to accumulate spiritual energy, and snatching other people's spiritual energy. Isn't this plundering other people's resources?
Why is it that the strength of others is strength, but her strength is that she can only rely on men and is shameless? Isn't good luck and good relationships a kind of strength?
Such a little junior sister who was originally loved by everyone in the sect was squeezed out by the reborn eldest senior sister, and was eventually beaten to death in the secret realm and buried in the mouth of a monster. After that, the eldest senior sister's inner demon finally disappeared.
Even her good senior brother just said coldly when he heard the news:
"Life and death are common in the world of cultivation. She should have anticipated this outcome if she wanted to enter the secret realm without enough cultivation."
Yes, the younger sister had indeed anticipated this outcome. When she secretly followed the older sister into the secret realm, she had already given up on living. She wanted to end it all.
The original owner had a very strange and bizarre feeling, as if this senior sister was born to be against her. No matter what she did, this senior sister could predict it in advance, and then expose her little tricks on the spot, tearing off her face and dignity and then trampling her into the mud.
Let her true face be revealed in front of many of her classmates, so that others can see her inner "nature" thoroughly.
She didn't target you directly, but just made a few remarks from time to time. Then, those seniors who originally supported you and stood on your side would become suspicious of you and wonder if you had ulterior motives because of her calm and appropriate words.
But those were obviously just trivial matters, like borrowing flowers to offer to Buddha, taking the eldest senior brother's things as a favor, hiding behind many fellow disciples when dealing with monsters, and taking advantage of her favor to get on par with everyone when dividing the spiritual plants and herbs... It was really funny, even the people involved didn't say she was excessive, but this eldest senior sister who couldn't stand brought it up inadvertently.
It's just that there are some things that it would be fine if she didn't say them, but as long as she deliberately provokes them, both parties will turn around and think about it carefully, and it seems to be true, and then they will feel dissatisfied with her, and then they will think that this little junior sister is indeed like that. Over time, no matter how good the relationship was, it will become gradually distant and separated.
There is such a person who will be pressing down on you all your life, giving you a little sign of breaking out of the cage, but when you are about to break out, she will give you a fatal blow. It seems that you can't get rid of her shackles and shadow no matter what, and you are entangled by her endlessly.
There are always some people who advise her not to go against the senior sister. The senior sister is just hard-mouthed but soft-hearted. In fact, she is very kind-hearted. Don't you see that the senior sister is very nice to other junior sisters? If there is a chance, you can share it with everyone. If the senior sister only treats you differently, then there is something wrong with you.
That's ridiculous.
Her reputation was ruined by the exclusion of the reborn eldest senior sister. I don't know how she spread criticism, but under the manipulation of her followers, the reputation of the little junior sister as a scheming Bai Lian was completely spread. Later, because of the Qiankun bracelet incident, the news that she was shameless and secretly kept the senior sister's artifact was also spread. In addition, the senior brother abandoned her because of the love pig incident.
She had lost everything in the entire sect and had become almost a rat crossing the street, wanted by everyone to kill her.
No one would believe what she said, and everything she did had ulterior motives.
How could she not retaliate?
And she didn't know what those people who asked her to calm down, leave the sect and live a peaceful life, and give up opposing the eldest senior sister were thinking.
If you put yourself in their shoes and imagine yourself experiencing these things, can they be so generous as to let bygones be bygones? Giving up is not easy. You will feel extremely sad and regretful if you give up an opportunity that is within your reach. What's more, the sect is her home. If she leaves the sect, where else can she go?
Do you really think that everyone in this world is the protagonist?
If the orthodox sect does not accept you, will you be treated like a treasure by turning around and joining the rival sect? Will you have adventures wherever you go, and then be loved and cared for, and treated like a guest of honor?
She had no golden fingers and no special plug-ins, so she was afraid that she would be robbed clean by a group of casual cultivators and evil cultivators who were out to kill people and rob treasures before she even left the sect, and her death would be beyond death.
Everything she had worked so hard to build up in the sect was destroyed just like that. How could she not feel resentment?
She followed the senior sister into the secret realm just for revenge. She originally wanted to settle the feud between her and the senior sister, but in the end, she didn't even touch the corner of her clothes. In the end, she died at the hands of that powerful and mysterious man.
The man who was so high and mighty looked down at her as carelessly and unconcernedly as if he were looking at an ant. She felt unwilling but was powerless to do anything.
Because she has no talent, she was not chosen by that damn artifact from the beginning, and her mark was erased from the beginning, so from the beginning, she has never seen the true face of this person. It is really ridiculous and hateful...
I have to say that the existence of the control group is really tragic. The original owner is indeed not a pure person. He can see right from wrong and has no great evil. He has a lot of little thoughts, but he has never used these little thoughts to harm others.
Her only fault was probably that after her senior brother whom she loved fell in love with, he fell in love with her again, and then she was targeted by the senior sister from her previous life.
But the original owner is not a soft persimmon. If she is targeted, she will naturally seek revenge. If she can't beat him, then she will naturally rely on her lover to seek justice. Others can rely on their own strength to bully the weak, so why can't she rely on the strength of her senior brother to retaliate?
It was precisely because of this that she was regarded as a demon by the reborn senior sister and was completely obsessed with her.
What a pity…
Nan Yan entered this world not long after the story began. Of course, Lin Qingshuang had been reborn, and relying on the memories before her rebirth, she obtained abundant spiritual herbs and medicines in this Qingxu secret realm. She also shared half of the opportunity with the junior brother whom she had once whipped, which slightly changed her previous reputation of being cold and unkind.
It seemed that everything was slowly changing. Now that the Qingxu Secret Realm was about to close, these disciples had also gained a lot and came out under the guidance of their senior brothers and sisters.
The risk is great, but the reward is naturally great. The fellow disciples who came out were naturally very happy and exchanged their experiences with their respective spiritual herbs. However, there were also many fellow disciples whose soul lamps disappeared and were never seen again.
As for this secret realm, the original owner knew that he was weak, so he did not join in the exploration.
Su Nanyan knew that the risk in this secret realm was quite high and that it was a place of trial for many Jindan stage disciples, so she did not go to the Qingxu secret realm this time.
Although the Qingxu Secret Realm is rich in medicinal herbs and spiritual plants, there are also many disciples from other sects who have gone there this time, including some demon cultivators and independent cultivators, all of whom have reached the Jindan stage or above. She is just a minor foundation-building cultivator, and she does not have the luck and strength. If she insists on coveting those resources, it will most likely be a dead end.
The principle of cultivation she followed has always been that opportunities can be slowly sought, but one only has one life. Even if she gets a great opportunity, if she doesn't have the life to enjoy it, then it would all be in vain.
This is exactly the opposite of the eldest senior brother's cultivation philosophy. The eldest senior brother was born with a sword bone and practiced the way of killing swords. Sword practice emphasizes moving forward courageously and never giving up. No matter how big the obstacles ahead are, sword practitioners can rely on their swords to cut through everything. The cultivation principles that sword practitioners follow are to never give up and never regret even if they die.
Although they have different cultivation concepts, this does not prevent him from caring for his junior sister. Feng Jixue also knows that his junior sister is not talented, so he never forces her to do anything difficult. Besides, his junior sister has a very good temper. Anyway, no matter where she is, with him protecting her, no one dares to bully her.
But because of this time in the secret realm and some abnormalities of Junior Sister Lin, Feng Jixue gradually realized that something was wrong. After returning from the secret realm, he went to Tianchi to soak his whole body, and then found that there was indeed a double-petal flower mark on his chest. Then he went to the library to read the classics, and finally figured out that it was the mark of a love slave.
So he fell into the trap of love without realizing it.
Love pig, you can understand what it is just by looking at the name. It is a bug that was specially bred by a certain demon cultivator in the legend in order to control his beloved.
Feng Jixue's heart is now conflicted and complicated. He no longer knows whether his love and care for his junior sister is genuine or is the result of being controlled by a lovesick man?
If it was the love-sucking insect that was controlling him, then how terrible it would be for a monk like him to be controlled by a tiny insect in terms of emotions and reason? It was simply disgusting.
If one really wants to calculate, the love-sucking incident of him can be traced back to more than half a year ago.
At that time, he should have been leading many fellow disciples to chase a phantom monster in the misty illusion, but they were accidentally led into a cave. The cave was the residence of a demon cultivator after his death. There were some messy mist formations set up in the cave. He killed the phantom monster with one sword, and the sword energy pierced an ash jar in the cave, and a group of small insects the size of mosquitoes and flies flew out of it. Feng Jixue burned them all with fire talismans, but accidentally missed one.
Finally, he was bitten by the small flying insect, and a slight itching sensation came from his neck. He didn't think it was a big deal at the time, and even felt that it was no different from an ordinary mosquito bite. But afterwards, Feng Jixue swallowed a detoxification pill for safety reasons. After letting the spiritual energy sweep through his body to make sure that there was nothing serious, he left the demon cultivator's cave.
After coming out, he returned to the jungle he had been to before. The first woman he saw was the little junior sister who was climbing on the tree to pick fruits. The little junior sister climbed up and down to pick a lot of bright red spiritual fruits. She smiled and distributed them to many fellow junior brothers. Finally, she held the washed fruits and handed them to him.
He remembered clearly that he didn't really want to eat it at that time, but when he saw the happy and expectant look on his junior sister's face, he didn't know why, the refusal at the mouth turned into "thank you".
It was from that time that he began to care more and more about his junior sister, and he also became more and more soft-hearted, patient, and tolerant towards her.
He wanted to see his junior sister all the time. When he saw her, he would feel an unconscious soft joy in his heart, but he did not have this feeling at all when dealing with other people.
Eventually, that concern probably turned into liking.
But now, reality told him that it was all an illusion. He didn't really like the little junior sister at all. He was just a love pig.
Even he himself did not realize that there was something wrong with this change. If it were not for the reminders from Junior Sister Lin in the Qingxu Secret Realm this time, and the things he found out from reading the classics when he came back, he might not have known these things in his entire life.
He was like a puppet, controlled by a weak insect, whose emotions and reasoning made him unable to help feeling happy whenever he saw his junior sister. He felt this feeling was wonderful when he didn't know he was a love-sick pig. But once he knew he was just a puppet on a string, the feeling of being manipulated and unable to control himself left him with only one thought in his mind, which was that it was too disgusting.
He knew that this love-sucking pig had nothing to do with Junior Sister, and that he was the one who got involved inadvertently. However, he still couldn't help but get angry.
His mind told him that the junior sister was not the one he liked at all, but because he was a lovesick man, he felt inexplicably concerned and soft-hearted towards that person.
He sorted out his emotions and thoughts over and over again, and vaguely remembered in a trance that before he fell in love, the person he cared about most in his heart was actually Junior Sister Lin.
They entered the sect together to practice magic, explored secret realms together to gain opportunities, and practiced Taoism together to exchange experiences. The person he cared about in his heart was obviously Junior Sister Lin all the time, so why did she become Junior Sister out of the blue?
No one would like to be controlled and dominated by a insect. His current liking for the little junior sister was not out of his heart, but was influenced by the insect.
Thinking of this, Feng Jixue felt even colder in his heart. He didn't know whether it was mockery or disgust. In short, he even felt a little bit of inexplicable disgust towards his current lover, and the emotions in his mind were extremely complicated and contradictory.
He even wondered in his heart, if his junior sister died like this, would his love pig still be under his control?
At the same time, on the other side, Nan Yan was thinking in her heart that, judging from the time, Feng Jixue should have discovered that he was a love pig after Lin Qingshuang's reminder. This group of people had just come out of the Qingxu Secret Realm and had no time to do other things, just like the broken bracelet on her wrist.
After Lin Qingshuang came out of the secret realm, she was in an unstable state of mind. She also got an opportunity and was temporarily busy consolidating her cultivation, so she had not had time to ask her to return the bracelet.
But this broken bracelet doesn't want her to be its owner, and she doesn't want it either. Since the heroine wants this thing so much, she can just return it to her when the time comes. But before returning it, she has to make this piece of shit return all the spirit stones it swallowed.
And as for that arrogant man, she still didn't believe that there was no way to force him to show up on his own?
After adjusting her mood, Nan Yan headed towards her senior brother's courtyard. It was obvious that something was not right with senior brother Gou these past two days. He was probably tormented by the love-sucking incident. It was estimated that the two villains in his heart were fighting each other.
Just beat her up, she won’t be the one suffering.
Moreover, under the influence of the love snake, even if Feng Jixue doesn't want to care about her, it is probably impossible.
But that's not necessarily the case. After all, most sword practitioners are mentally strong and able to endure. He might actually be able to control his emotions.
So even from a distance, the servants in the courtyard could hear the sweet and obedient voice of the little junior sister outside. The calls of "senior brother" coming from there made the people's hearts soften.
"Brother, eldest brother, my good brother, I'm here to see you..."
Feng Jixue frowned slightly when he heard the voice. He was in a very complicated mood at the moment. His mind told him not to see her, but he also felt a little happy in his heart.
In the end, he forced himself to suppress the joy in his heart. Feng Jixue was just about to find a reason to deal with the person, but as soon as he turned around, a soft body suddenly rushed into his arms.
It was soft and had the unique sweet fruity aroma of her junior sister. All the spiritual fruits on her mountain were brewed into spiritual wine by her. Over time, the aroma on her body remained.
The man rushed over with great force, causing Feng Jixue to take a step back uncontrollably before he could steady himself.
He breathed a sigh of relief, suppressed the tenderness in his heart, frowned and gently scolded, "Why are you so reckless? Junior Sister, you are not young anymore, you can't be so careless anymore."
When Feng Jixue said this, he stretched out his hand to push the person in his arms away, but the other person was clinging to him too tightly, and he didn't have time to avoid him at first. Now it was obviously difficult for him to push him away again.
Ever since the senior brother came out of the secret realm that day, he has been distancing himself from her.
It's not that the original owner didn't feel it, but she thought that her brother had just come out of the secret realm and might be feeling unwell, so she didn't come over to disturb him. But she wasn't going to care about him, she just wanted to go over and make a fuss to show her presence.
Haha, when I liked her, I felt that I had my protection over my little junior sister, so I could do anything for her. But when I stopped caring about her, I felt that she did nothing but act without consideration.
Well, she has seen through these men.
Nan Yan was thick-skinned anyway, so this little blow didn't matter. She stayed in her brother's arms and refused to get up. Then she raised her head and glared at him with her glass-like black eyes, with a slightly depressed expression, "What's the point of being so careless? Wasn't it always like this before? Besides, Senior Brother, why didn't you come to see me after you left the secret realm? You don't even know that I couldn't eat or drink without you during this period of time. You can touch my little face, I've lost a lot of weight due to hunger, and I don't look as pretty as before."
Nan Yan took the other person's hand and put it against her face. She felt that the man's fingers seemed to pinch twice subconsciously, and suddenly she smiled at him with a curved eyebrow.
Then he stretched out his hands, directly wrapped his arms around the other's neck, and threw his whole body over, "Also, why don't you hug me? In the past, when I threw myself at you, you would hug me subconsciously. Senior Brother, tell me the truth, do you have another junior sister outside?"
Nan Yan would strike back at the snake anyway, especially when she felt that Feng Jixue was not so repulsive and restrained towards her, so she naturally took advantage of this period to make his presence felt.
It would be better to make a fuss and torment him so that he would no longer have the energy to think about those messy things.
Feng Jixue was really entangled and lost his temper. Perhaps it was because of the influence of a lovesick girl, he inexplicably had a desire to indulge the little junior sister in front of him. All the chaotic and complicated emotions in his mind were thrown away after hearing these words.
His eyes paused for a moment, then he lowered his head to stare at the little junior sister in front of him, raised his hand and knocked on the person's head twice.
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
As he spoke, he frowned again and subconsciously pinched the soft flesh on his chin with his fingers, "You have become thinner due to hunger. All the brothers and sisters in the sect have gone to the secret realm. You are the oldest in the entire inner sect, and you are still thinner due to hunger. I see that you have gained a lot of weight. Hurry up, what does it mean to hug yourself like this?"
In front of other people, Senior Brother Feng is so cold and indifferent that he is unkind. Only in front of Junior Sister does this ice-sculpture-like Senior Brother behave a little like a human being, with a hint of fireworks. Like all ordinary men, he will frown and scold when he is annoyed, and will compromise helplessly when he is upset.
Nan Yan's face wrinkled upon hearing this, and she immediately let go. Her white and tender hands were busy gazing at her waist, and she said with a depressed expression, "Is it really heavier? No wonder, I was wondering why I couldn't turn over smoothly when I was practicing sword in the Purple Bamboo Forest recently, and it's also a lot bigger."
Feng Jixue saw her sad face and couldn't help but asked subconsciously, "What's bigger?"
Hearing this, Nan Yan couldn't help but smile at him. When no one was paying attention, she grabbed his hand and pressed it against her chest. "It's right here. It's obviously a lot bigger, isn't it, Senior Brother? Does it feel different from before?"
Feng Jixue felt the soft touch of his palm, and that hand, as white as jade, was pressed against his junior sister's chest.
For a moment, my whole palm felt numb.
It is true that he and his junior sister were closer than others, but not to this extent, because he was introverted and restrained by nature, and the most intimate times were just slightly restrained kisses and hugs. If it were not for the Hehuan Sect's cultivation method, most cultivators would be abstinent and restrained, because Yuan Yang was also a method that cultivators had to abide by.
Feng Jixue followed her line of sight downwards, and his lips straightened instantly. His thin lips, if you looked at them for too long, would easily make you want to take a bite.
But the man below was quite proud, winking and smiling at him with curved eyebrows, "Brother, you are shy, your palms seem to be burning, your ears are red, but why do you still look so serious?"
The eldest senior brother had never encountered such a situation before, and right now was the most chaotic and complicated moment in his heart. Even if he was calm, now there were ripples in his heart, probably due to shame, which made him more and more uncomfortable, and his jade-like earlobes were slightly flushed.
Feng Jixue moved his lips, suppressed the surging emotions in his heart, and almost subconsciously pulled his hand out, then turned his hand behind his back and scolded with a little annoyance, "Stop messing around, Yanyan, when have you ever become so... shameless?"
As expected, sword masters are a bunch of stupid people who don't understand romance. Nan Yan turned her face away and snorted twice, her fingers entwined with his sleeves again, "When did I become shameless? It's obvious that Senior Brother is the most shameless. Don't think I don't know that my most beautiful bellyband was torn by you and then secretly hidden."
Hearing this, Feng Jixue paused.
Then he thought of something, and his jade-like face turned slightly red, but it was just because he was angry. "It wasn't me who broke it, it was the Snow Wolf who accidentally scratched it."
He was a little anxious for a moment, and the airs of a senior brother that he had just put on were completely gone.
The Snow Wolf was a fourth-level pet beast that he raised. When it was born, it was only the size of two palms, with a silvery-white body, round and soft. The little junior sister liked this little monster very much, so she often stayed in his bedroom to meditate. But she had very little patience, and often in the middle of meditation, she and the Snow Wolf would hug each other and fall asleep soundly.
Snow Wolf liked to chew things and grind his teeth when he was growing up. He had bitten the mattress, table legs and clothes in the house. But he didn't know what happened that time. While the little sister was asleep, Snow Wolf bit open her clothes and took away her bellyband, then happily took it and covered his scabbard with it.
Feng Jixue still felt embarrassed when she thought of that scene. What's more, she brought it up so recklessly, which made her feel even more embarrassed.
Of course Nan Yan knew that it was the snow wolf that had bitten it. She was not a fool. How could she not feel anything when the snow wolf took it away? But she had to play the whole game. She wanted to put the blame on him and she couldn't get rid of it.
So Nan Yan raised her eyes and glared at him, her watery eyes full of accusation, clearly not believing him, "You still slander the Snow Wolf, how big is the Snow Wolf, just the size of two palms, what bad things can it do? Besides, the Snow Wolf is your pet, it is in tune with you, even if the Snow Wolf did something bad, wasn't it you, Senior Brother, who ordered it?"
Feng Jixue: “…”
He was speechless for a moment.
Who told her that it was possible to calculate like this, and how could humans and pets be able to communicate with each other?
Before he could explain, the man opposite him pursed his lips and suddenly glanced at him, his eyes clearly showing some emotion. "And the red marks on my chest when I woke up that morning, could that also have been caused by the bite of a snow wolf? Senior Brother, I really misjudged you. Do you still want to deny it now?"
When did he ever resist?
That was clearly not his doing.
It was also the first time that Feng Jixue was speechless. He usually didn't want to talk when facing other people, but this time he was speechless because of the accusations made by his junior sister. However, he was not good at speaking, especially when it came to things that he couldn't explain clearly. In the end, he could only turn his head away and didn't want to pay any attention to her at all.
Nan Yan saw Feng Jixue like this and continued to struggle.
"Oh, Senior Brother, why don't you dare turn around and look at me?" Nan Yan laughed secretly, "Is it because I hit the nail on the head, so you feel guilty and embarrassed?"
"I've heard a long time ago that there are many men in the cultivation world who like to collect women's bellybands. Could it be that Senior Brother is also like this?"
She nodded thoughtfully, then looked him up and down and smiled, "Now it seems possible. Why don't you let me take a look at the bag on your waist? Anyway, you only care about the sword. There is nothing else in the bag except spirit stones, spirit plants and elixirs."
She smiled at the people, her eyes curved into crescents, "I'll just take a look and see if my stolen bellyband is there, and then I'll know the truth."
As she spoke, she reached out to touch his waist and really touched the storage bag. Just as she was about to take it off, the senior brother held the back of her hand. She looked up and blinked twice.
It's as pure inside as a pool of spring water.
Then she saw the usually cold and aloof senior brother turned around uncomfortably and stared at her. After their eyes met for a moment, a blush appeared on his icy face. "Stop it..."
His voice was obviously lacking in confidence.
Nan Yan was now very confident and even more unreasonable, "Well, Senior Brother really did hide my things, didn't he?"
Feng Jixue felt even more annoyed. He had indeed put the torn bellyband into his storage bag. When he finished his meditation, he saw the snow wolf lying on his legs with a proud look on its face. When he turned around again, he saw the scene again: the cold sword was covered with a bright red bellyband.
The hardest and the softest, two completely opposite things in the world, when put together, they also match each other in exceptional harmony. Later, after hearing the noise coming from the inner room, he didn't know what happened, and he hid the bellyband for some reason, and has kept it hidden until now.
He thought that no one would know about it, and that incident had been completely buried by him as time passed. However, he never expected that his junior sister would bring it up again today. He suddenly felt ashamed and embarrassed, as if he was back to the past.
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