Chapter 180
When Jing Wuyan walked away and his figure completely disappeared, Nan Yan immediately stopped crying. She was very tired after crying for so long.
Now that the bastard was gone, there was no need for her to continue acting, and the aggrieved and sad expression on her face disappeared completely.
Nan Yan turned over and climbed down from the bed quickly. She picked up the pillow on the floor and patted it, then turned over and lay back down on the bed.
However, this bastard was quite ambitious and tough today. She had to think about how to torture him next.
Perhaps the quarrel was too intense this time, Jing Wuyan was really angry, and for more than ten days, the two did not say a word after meeting each other. Even if they met by chance on weekdays, both sides ignored each other.
Nan Yan originally thought that she was cruel enough. Whenever they met, she would glare at him angrily. It was impossible to expect her to admit her mistakes!
But she didn't expect that the bastard was even more cruel, cold-blooded and unreasonable than her. He was so cold that he didn't even bother to look at her. His face was expressionless and his eyes didn't show any emotion at all. It was as if they had never met each other before.
Jing Wuyan was indeed a very restrained person. He restrained himself from caring about the little girl's affairs and put all his thoughts on cultivation and improving his cultivation. But somehow, no matter how calm he was and how he told himself rationally, the little girl's face kept appearing in his mind uncontrollably.
Perhaps it was because he had received it before, or perhaps it was because he had never been rejected so recklessly before, so he became more and more angry and unwilling.
When had he ever been rejected like this?
He was determined to ignore her for a while. He knew that the little girl had been spoiled by her senior brother in the past, and had become arrogant, willful, reckless, and ignorant of the immensity of heaven and earth.
When something goes a little bit unsatisfactory, he starts to take it out on the people close to him. How is this different from those disobedient children in the real world of cultivation?
If she doesn't change her temper, there will probably be many more quarrels in the future. He likes her and cares about her, but that doesn't mean he will indulge her without any bottom line. He is different from her senior brother. There are some things that should be done and some things that should not be done. He will not change all his principles just because that little girl cries a few times.
Simply obeying her wishes, pampering her and coaxing her will only make her more and more complacent. It would be fine if he was by her side watching over her in the future, but what if he was not by her side?
The murderous intention in the world of cultivation is invisible. By that time, that little girl probably won’t even know how she died!
So this time, he will not admit his mistake until that little girl changes her bad temper, haha!
On the other hand, he was probably irritated by Jing Wuyan's indifferent and ruthless attitude.
Nan Yan locked herself in the house for several days and refused to go out. She refused to talk to anyone who came to visit her and tried hard to act as if she had been wronged and hurt by love.
Perhaps her pretense was too successful, and instead of attracting that bastard, she attracted her senior brother whom she hadn't seen for a long time. After the last quarrel, she accidentally injured the senior brother in a fit of impulse, and since then, the two have never seen each other again.
Feng Jixue looked at his junior sister who locked himself in the house, refusing to eat or drink and refusing to go out for cultivation. In the end, he couldn't bear the longing in his heart and came to find her.
The moment the door was pushed open, a pillow was thrown at him, "Go away! Who asked you to come here? Didn't you say you would never come to see me even if you died? Jing Wuyan, get out of here. I will never forgive you again in my life."
Feng Jixue reached out to catch the pillow and paused at the door for a while. He knew that the junior sister in the room had recognized the wrong person.
But listening to her familiar and caring tone, I couldn't help but feel a slight pain in my heart, a dull sadness, as if it was being pulled by something and was slightly painful.
In the end, there was a feeling of numbness.
He knew that during this period of emotional turmoil, another man slowly occupied her mind.
Yanyan said that she hated that man, but deep down she couldn't help but look forward to him, so she mistook him for someone else the moment he appeared.
He didn't know how he felt now, whether he was feeling resentful because of jealousy or regretful because of the mistakes he had made.
Or maybe it was both, but in the end, all my emotions turned into longing the moment I saw her.
"Yan Yan..."
The moment he called out her name, he was surprised at how hoarse and dry his voice was.
Feng Jixue recalled in a trance that when he finally saw the true feelings in his heart, he seemed to be tormented by regret and pain every day. Those things seemed to be very far away, but every time he thought of them, it seemed like they happened yesterday.
During this time, he was in a state of disorientation and didn't know how to adjust his emotions. The junior sister who once depended on him and loved him became more and more repulsive and resisted him, and he even didn't dare to see her again.
He was afraid of hearing those resentful words from her again, so he was avoiding her. He thought that as long as he avoided her and stopped thinking about it, things between them would remain the same as before.
But at this moment, when he heard her calling out someone else's name with his own ears, he knew that he had really missed her and it was too late to regret.
When Nan Yan heard the voice, she realized that she had recognized the wrong person again. She immediately got up from the bed and sat up. Seeing her senior brother's pale face, she bit her lip, feeling a little uncomfortable, as if she wanted to apologize to him.
But when he thought of what happened last time, a hint of uneasiness and fear flashed across his eyes.
The eldest senior brother naturally did not miss the emotion that flashed across her eyes, and his hands slowly tightened. He thought he could ignore it, but seeing her eyes like that, he still felt a suffocating feeling in his chest.
Feng Jixue pursed her lips, paused at the door for a while, and then walked over with a normal expression.
Nan Yan also subconsciously took a step back, away from the bed, and then called out softly, "Senior Brother..."
The person with whom she once had such a close relationship is now not as good as a stranger. She is afraid of him.
Feng Jixue didn't raise his eyelids. After putting down the pillow, he responded softly. There was no strange expression on his face, but his body paused uncontrollably.
Feng Jixue sat next to her. He didn't make any extra moves, and his voice was normal, except that it sounded a little hoarse. "Why don't you come to practice swordplay recently?"
Nan Yan didn't seem to expect him to say this. She thought this man was going to do something even more outrageous. But when she heard this, her hands clenched involuntarily and her head lowered naturally, just like when she was a child and was caught by her senior for skipping classes and fighting. She felt inexplicably guilty.
After a long while, her voice finally rang out faintly.
"I didn't get enough rest these days, and I was always very tired, so I didn't practice. I wasn't being lazy on purpose..."
In fact, it is just deliberate slacking.
Her voice got lower and lower towards the end, and she couldn't help but steal a glance at him to see if his expression changed or if he got angry.
Feng Jixue actually didn't hear much of what she said, but looking at her honest look, his memory suddenly went back to the past. This was the look on the junior sister's face when she made a mistake or did something shameful.
The elder brother's voice became much lower.
"I don't think you are avoiding me, but even if you are, you shouldn't relax your practice. Practice cannot be slacked off. Also..."
Nan Yan originally thought that he was going to teach her a lesson in the airs of a senior brother, but he suddenly changed the subject and said, "...Are the wounds on your body better?"
"Hmm? Injury?" This is such an abrupt change of subject.
What wounds? Oh, she remembered, those were the wounds on her neck that he bit impulsively that day.
"Well... the force that day must have been quite strong. I bit it accidentally when I was impulsive. It was my fault. I know you didn't want to do that. I won't do those things to you again in the future."
Nan Yan seemed to relax after hearing this. She looked up at her senior brother who had recovered as usual, subconsciously touched her neck, pursed her lips, shook her head, and then said, "It's okay now."
Feng Jixue hummed softly, his voice slightly hoarse, "Come here and let me take a look. The bite was pretty severe that day."
Nan Yan felt a little uncomfortable when she heard that. She raised her eyes and looked at her senior brother. He seemed so calm, so calm that it seemed as if nothing had ever happened between them.
This man seemed to be unable to sense her rejection of him at all, and treated her like a brother, which made her feel a little uncomfortable, but she found it difficult to refuse.
Nan Yan bit her lip, touched her neck and shook her head, refusing, "It's really okay, brother, don't worry."
As soon as she finished speaking, she saw that the brother opposite her still had a calm expression. He looked over at her, sized her up, and then said, "Don't worry, I said I won't force you, and I won't force you. I'm your brother, don't you believe me?"
Nan Yan still refused and kept silent on purpose.
Feng Jixue pursed his lips, trying his best to calm the emotions in his chest, and suddenly said, "When you were a child, you were bitten on the butt by a snow wolf, and it was me who applied medicine to you. Why, now you can't even let me take a look at the wound on your neck?"
Hearing this, Nan Yan's face instantly turned red.
The eldest senior brother smiled slightly and couldn't help telling her embarrassing story, "And when you were a kid, you fell into a zoo and a crane pecked you on the head..."
Before he finished speaking, Nan Yan couldn't hold back any longer, and subconsciously rushed over to cover the man's lips, obviously a little angry, "I didn't, you're talking nonsense, that's not me at all!"
大師兄伸手握住那只捂在嘴唇上的手掌，将人拉過來坐好，“嗯，不是你，是我記錯了，可能是哪個不聽話的小師妹。”
他說着便伸了手，南嫣往後躲了兩下沒躲開，幹脆也就随他去了。
風寂雪瞧着那脖子上還殘留着絲絲淺淡粉紅的印記，确實已經好的差不多了，他手指往下翻卷着襟口，他那日咬得地方不止這處，越往下，眸色便越深。
風寂雪的眼裏閃過眷戀，又有不舍，怕吓着她，最終忍住了自己想輕吻上去的沖動，将心頭那些繁雜的情緒全都壓下。
微涼的指腹輕輕撫過那片肌膚，聲音低啞地問，“咬你的時候，很疼嗎？”
南嫣郁悶點頭，“又不是石頭做的，當然疼了，而且那天你對我那麽兇。”
“那我給你咬回來好不好？”
南嫣擡頭，驚訝的看着這人。
風寂雪說這話的時候還将衣襟往下壓了壓，聲音溫和低緩，“是我的錯，師兄給你咬回來，就不生氣了好不好？”
南嫣抿了抿唇，瞧着這人遞過來的脖子，忽然悶悶推開人，“我不要，我又不是小狗，這種丢人的事情我才不做。”
風寂雪動作停住，怔了下，随後眼裏閃過一絲緩和，他的小師妹素來嘴硬心軟，即便他那天對她做了那樣過分的事情，她也沒有記在心底。
是他的錯，僅僅是想着，往後他再也無法觸碰她，擁抱她，風寂雪就有些抑制不住心底深處湧出的無盡悔意。
可現在，他根本不知道該怎麽回轉？
嫣嫣早就放棄他了，在他欺騙她的那一刻，她就已經不要他了。
他現在根本做不到不顧她的意願強迫她，她哭的時候，會讓他有種心如刀絞的痛感，他現在只能放手，甚至連一句多餘的話都說不出來。
只能老老實實的當她的兄長。
因為只有這樣，她才不會抗拒怨恨自己，只有這樣，他才可以偶爾的稍微觸碰一下她，将她擁進懷裏，像從前一樣。
風寂雪看完了傷口，又替她将衣襟整理好，從頭到尾沒有一絲過分的舉動，南嫣摸了摸發涼的脖子，悶悶問他，“好了沒有，脖子涼絲絲的，不舒服，你的手也是冰的。”
“快了，馬上就好。”
“那你快點，翻個衣襟還磨磨蹭蹭的。”
“嫣嫣，不要着急，給你塗了些祛疤的藥，會好的更快些。”
……
兩人吵吵鬧鬧的，一時間也沒注意到庭院裏多了一道黑色的身影。
鏡無延最近确實是一直在克制着自己不去找她，可今日也不知道是怎麽回事，在白日裏聽到林清霜有意無意地說了幾句，小師妹已經連續幾日都沒有出過庭院了，據說不吃不喝也不修煉，也不知道到底是怎麽了？
他原本是想克制着自己不去管的。
說不定又是那個臭丫頭故意使出來的招數，她騙人向來很有一套。
可是越是不去想她，腦子裏便越是想她，到最後根本不受自己掌控，心中也越來越覺得煩悶擔憂。
于是他便想着，他只過來瞧一眼，等确定那臭丫頭沒事之後他就會離開。
可他現在瞧見了什麽呢？
她躲在庭院裏不肯出來不是因為別的原因，而是因為屋裏有她的心上人在陪着她。
鏡無延眼神慢慢冷冷下來，他聽着那屋內模糊不清的聲音，待他走近時，果然就看到裏頭的兩人親密的場景。
嫣嫣衣襟松散，臉龐有些微紅，在她身旁坐着的是她的好師兄，那男人的手還按着她的脖子上，兩人之間的狀态很是親密。
鏡無延看着那場景，眸色漸漸清醒冷凝，越是面無表情，心裏的那團越是不受控制地燒了起來。
呵，果真是個雲心水性的女子！
與他分開不過才半個月的時間，轉個身便又跟她的好師兄攪和到一起了。
這女人到底是将他當作了什麽？
傷心難過時消遣的玩意兒嗎？
她怎麽敢的？怎麽敢這般耍着他玩？
将他當個利用工具，從頭到尾對他都是虛情假意！
鏡無延捏緊了手指，心中那股怒氣怨氣忽然有些難以抑制，他擡手直接就朝着身後的風寂雪襲了一掌。
風寂雪防備不及，又要護着懷中的人，那一掌結結實實的正中他的肩膀，雖然傷得不重，卻也實實在在的讓他吐了口血。
等他轉身想要回擊之時，卻發現鏡無延根本沒有搭理他。
鏡無延一手攥起南嫣的衣襟，直接将人拽到面前來，盛怒中的鏡無延已經徹底失去理智，他的面容愈發淩厲，眼神也愈發冰冷刺骨，“就這麽缺男人？我沒有滿足你嗎？”
南嫣被他扯得一陣不穩，腦袋差點撞上他的胸口，眼裏不受控制地湧出一點水光。
“你說……什麽啊？”
南嫣明顯還沒弄清楚事态發展，她用力拍打着這人的手背，“你撞疼我了，混賬！”
她瞧着這人面容冰冷的模樣，眼裏明顯有些氣急，“你好端端的又在發什麽瘋啊？”
鏡無延冷笑一聲，發瘋，沒錯，他确實要沒這個女人弄瘋了。
他的眼神愈發冷了，薄唇輕啓，“混賬？對，你說的沒錯，你确實是個混賬！告訴我，誰給你的膽子，讓你敢這般玩我的？”
“我有沒有告訴過你，男人是不能随便玩的，你把我的話全都當耳旁風是嗎？”
“跟你師兄厮混，你真是了不起。從頭到尾都将我當作是你的利用工具是嗎？”
南嫣像是被他這副冷漠的口吻氣到了，她很快紅了眼，咬着唇不甘地瞪回去，“關你什麽事啊，你不是說了要跟我劃清界線的嗎？我跟旁人厮混跟你有什麽關系？”
南嫣當然是故意氣他，就是要他誤會才好。
鏡無延聽了這話，周身的氣息果然更冷了，他低頭瞧着人，嘴角忽然掀起一抹冰冷的弧度，眼神忽然就變得陰冷嘲諷起來，
“跟我有什麽關系？”
“怎麽，那你的好師兄知道你在我床榻上是什麽樣的嗎？你這般戲耍于我，是真的覺得我不會殺了你嗎？”
話剛說完，南嫣臉上血色盡失。
她咬着唇，眼淚也不聽使喚的落了下來，直接就砸到了鏡無延的手指上。
後來實在是忍不住了，擡手便是一巴掌扇在了對方的臉上，聲音沙啞，“你住口！”
鏡無延眸色暗了暗，腦袋被她打得偏過頭去，白皙的面頰有些微紅。
他轉頭看着她又是這副裝模作樣的可憐模樣，冷嘲一聲，直接将人往身後的床榻上一甩，“住口？你做的出來為什麽還要怕人說？蘇南嫣，我真是瞎了眼了，居然會為你這種水性楊花不知羞恥的女人感到心軟。”
“你……”
後面的話南嫣還沒有說完，鏡無延便又伸手捏住了她的臉頰，眼神陡然變得兇狠陰冷，“我現在告訴你，不是你玩的我，現在是我不要你了，跟你的好師兄成雙成對去吧，從今往後，我不會再在意你分毫！”
說完這句話後，鏡無延便再沒看她一眼，轉頭就朝着門外走去。
這下好了，徹底斷了。
他讨厭自己因為這個女人三番兩次的猶豫心疼，他甚至想過，将林清霜徹底掌控住，不會讓她有任何傷害她的機會。
可是結果呢？
他三番兩次的妥協，換來的永遠都是那女人的肆意妄為，從頭到尾都是耍着他玩，偏偏他還一腦袋紮了進去，覺得自己可以擁有她。
簡直可笑！
大概是這次的沖擊力太大，南嫣原本還算嫣潤的唇色瞬間變得慘白起來。
她眼圈微紅，猛地起身，想要與對方理論一番，卻因為這起身的動作太沖太急，導致眼前一片發黑，腦袋一陣眩暈刺痛。
那一瞬間，渾身上下的力氣好似都被抽走了一樣，她咬着嘴唇，強撐着身體，用力甩了甩頭，卻還是沒能堅持住，整個人不受控制地朝地面墜去。
風寂雪一直注意着她的情況，但也被這突如其來的情況驚得怔了一瞬。
他幾乎來不及反應，身體就已經下意識地就做出了反應，直接伸手将人接住，牢牢抱進了懷裏。
“嫣嫣！”
風寂雪一連重複喊了好幾聲她的名字。
然而懷裏的人卻已經陷入了昏迷之中。
這在以前是從未出現過的情況。
風寂雪一時間也有些緊張，尤其看她唇色是不正常的蒼白，整個人都是一副氣息奄奄的，生機黯淡的模樣。
大師兄立刻擡手輕撫她的眉心，一股柔和的清光瞬間湧入南嫣的身體，靈力在周身各處游走一圈，但懷中人依舊是毫無反應。
這情況有些不太對勁，這下風寂雪是真有些急了，不可能這樣都毫無反應的，除非是有什麽更嚴重的問題？
他慌忙抓住了那只垂落在身側的手掌，稍微探了一下脈搏。
這一探，臉上的表情便瞬間凝滞住了。
他轉頭有些不可置信的看向懷中人昏睡的臉，看她眼睛微微閉着，整個人一副昏昏沉沉的，毫無知覺的模樣，手指再三探了兩遍，等确認自己真的沒有看錯之後。
風寂雪的表情這才慢慢變了，變得微沉難堪，面色也變得有些發白，他心中嫉妒憤怒，但最終情緒還是慢慢被平複，大師兄抿了抿唇，摟着南嫣的手瞬間收得更緊。
不論他心中如何嫉恨還是怨怪，也改變了如今的這個事實！
嫣嫣……她，有一個多月的身孕了。
算算時間，只怕是她與鏡無延雙修那晚……那晚他将她氣走了，那晚所有的事情都變了，他的小師妹成了別人的了。
大師兄将懷中的人摟得更緊了些，目光緩慢落在她平坦的腰腹上，他看了許久，最終還是将人打橫抱起，直接帶回了自己的庭院，然後又去藥園請來了藥修長老。
風寂雪只會一些尋常探脈，并不會什麽保胎醫術，他剛剛粗略察看了一番，也隐約察覺到了嫣嫣此刻的身體狀況不太好。
興許是這腹中胎兒有異，才導致她如今出現的這些情況。
想着想着，他此刻又不得不怨恨起鏡無延來，怨恨那個占了嫣嫣身子，卻又那樣對待嫣嫣的混賬，那樣的人又如何配當她腹中胎兒的父親。
他守了那麽多年的小師妹，連根手指頭都不舍得碰她一下的珍寶，卻被人這般輕視欺負，他怎麽可能會将嫣嫣再交給他。
這個孩子……來的可真不是時候。
藥修長老是宗門性子最為古怪的一個老頭，除了靈植藥草，這世上幾乎沒什麽他在意的東西，風寂雪将人請來，便也不怕他會将這件事情透露出去。
畢竟以他的修為都能隐隐察覺到那腹中的胎兒有些不對勁，倘若真的是異族血脈，難保宗門其他人不會心存觊觎。
待藥修長老離開後，風寂雪看着榻上昏睡的小師妹，就這麽看了一夜，他想着藥修長老說的那些話，心中頭一次生出了要殺了一個人的沖動，他早該殺了那個人的。
風寂雪死死捏緊了手指，殺了他，他便不會有機會接近糾纏嫣嫣，更不會造成如今這局面，導致嫣嫣陷入這般危險的境地。
只要他殺了鏡無延，從今往後，他會守着小師妹，守着這個孩子，他們會是很幸福的一家三口……
嫣嫣是他的，孩子也是他的。
外頭天色逐漸破曉，白色雲霧環繞着浮山，天邊仙鶴伸展羽翅飛舞，天空中微微泛起一抹淡青色晨光，像被清洗過一般。
等到南嫣意識恢複，醒來時便發覺自己似乎是在大師兄的寝房裏，睜開眼睛，第一眼看到的就是紗帳上垂挂着的凝神藥包。
一簇簇瑩白色的流蘇纏繞着珠串，被晨風吹開拂動，這還是她從前嫌大師兄的屋子太過死板單調特意裝飾的。
她再轉頭看向四周，一道修長挺拔的身影就站在對面的窗口，背對着她也不知道在向外看什麽。白衣勝雪，烏發垂落，好似一幅畫卷中走出來的人，沒有一絲煙火氣息。
南嫣揉了揉發疼的眉心，下意識地朝着站在窗口的男人喊了一聲，“大師兄……”
她聲音沙沙的，帶着些微啞。
風寂雪聽到身後的聲音，這才緩過神來，他轉頭看向榻上剛剛清醒過來的小師妹，看到她面色還略有些蒼白，便立刻朝她走了過去，将人扶了起來。
“醒了，渴了嗎？”
風寂雪轉身又倒了一杯靈茶，動作輕緩的遞了過來，南嫣伸手接過，茶水還是溫熱的，喝完以後，果然感覺胃裏暖和舒服了不少，南嫣抿了抿濕潤的唇，轉頭便朝着師兄露出了一個不太自在的表情。
兩人都有好長時間沒這麽親密相處過了，從那日結契儀式取消之後，就再也沒有這般安靜平和的說過話了，更別說，她上次一時沖動之下還動手傷了師兄。
可如今自己暈倒了，身旁也就這麽一個大師兄還願意衣不解帶的照顧她，這讓南嫣捏緊了手指，臉上忍不住露出幾分低落的神情。
風寂雪還在想着昨晚藥修長老告訴他的事情，一時間沒有注意到南嫣低落的情緒，他想到小師妹的年紀還這般小，平日裏吵吵鬧鬧的長不大，連她自己都還是個孩子，要如何才能照顧腹中這個小娃娃呢？
南嫣自然也察覺到了這人的一絲不對勁，不過依舊裝作沒瞧見的樣子，依舊悶着腦袋不說話，也不知道在想些什麽。
不過她這低落的情緒也沒有持續多久，就聽到身旁的大師兄又說話了，問她，
“好些了嗎？身上還有沒有哪裏不舒服的地方，如果肚子疼要告訴我，我去找藥修長老來替你看看？”
他這副緊張又小心的态度倒像是她生了什麽嚴重的病一樣，南嫣眼眸眨了下，忍不住笑了下，又擡眸看着他，然後搖了搖頭，“我沒有不舒服，就是有些累了。”
說完又故作疑惑地問了句，“對了，大師兄，我身體好端端的，怎麽會暈倒的？是不是哪裏有什麽不妥？”
風寂雪捏着杯子的手慢慢收緊，捏着杯口的手指都微微有些泛白，力道重的差點将手中的玉杯捏碎，等到風寂雪終于将心中的情緒平複下來的時候。
他這才轉頭看向南嫣，看着她疑惑無知的表情，輕吐了一口氣息，然後垂眸說了句，“嫣嫣……你已經有了一個多月的身孕。”
南嫣頓時一愣。
眼睛瞪圓，這句話使得那雙漂亮圓潤的眼廓也微微睜大。
她眨了下眼睛，擡眸看了眼身前的大師兄，确定他不是開玩笑之後，又立馬掀開被子，低頭看了看自己平坦的肚子。
她下意識地伸手摸了摸，确定跟平常沒什麽區別之後，這才迷茫又有些懵然的望着眼前的大師兄。
“師兄，你說……我有身孕了？”
有身孕自然是假的，修士懷孕可沒那麽容易，更何況修為越高的男修越是不容易孕育子嗣，鏡無延便是如此。
她這次可是下了一筆血本，為了搞定那個狗男人，從系統空間那特意買回來的假孕丹，不僅能模拟出化神星君都無法辨別真假的假孕效果，還能根據血脈之間的某種天性塑造的虛假傳承。
也是那晚同鏡無延雙修的時候，她才知道，那人并非完全的人族，他身上還有一半異族血脈，據系統說可能是龍族混血，因為另一半的血脈過于強悍，所以系統的定制的假孕丹也是根據他的另一半血脈傳承來的。
風寂雪看着小師妹自從聽到這個消息就一副迷茫到緩不過神的樣子，心中憐惜更甚，她才二十幾歲，自己都還是個小孩子，如今卻已經為了別的男人孕育子嗣了。
他目光不自覺地落到了小師妹的肚子上，那裏原本該是他的，是他的孩子，可是現在……想到她腹中的那個胎兒。
大師兄的眉頭又皺了皺，深呼吸一口氣，将手中的茶杯慢慢放到了一旁的桌子上，寬袖似雪浪一般滑過床榻。
他轉過頭，眸色微沉的看着靠在床沿不停地摸着自己肚子的小師妹，看她動作小心又輕柔，滿眼都是欣喜與好奇。
他忽然有些不忍心說出接下來的話了。
“嫣嫣……”
風寂雪壓着聲音輕喊了她一聲。
南嫣轉頭應了一聲，臉上忍不住露出欣喜笑容，然後下意識地抓着師兄的手掌貼在自己肚子上，“師兄，你摸到了嗎？”
“我感覺裏頭好像有東西在動了，怪不得我最近總覺得好困好累，還越來越懶了，不想出門，就連吃東西的時候也總是吃不夠，原來是我有小崽子了，你說是男孩還是女孩，男孩女孩都一樣，我都喜歡的……”
她唠唠叨叨說個不停，拉着師兄的手也不放開，像是要将這份歡喜一起傳遞給他。
她笑得眉眼彎彎，實在歡喜漂亮，讓人無法拒絕。
大師兄看着兩人交握的手掌，便也忍不住跟着笑了聲，他手掌貼在她纖細柔軟的腰腹間，輕輕摸了摸，“才這麽點大的小崽子，連手腳都沒長出來呢，怎麽可能會動？”
“會的會的，我就是感覺到了。”南嫣忍不住瞪他一眼，像是在指責他不會說話，她家崽子那麽聰明，當然是什麽東西都會了。
大師兄搖頭失笑，不想跟個小姑娘争個高低，不過看着她這般歡喜的樣子，想到接下來要說的事情，風寂雪心中有些微沉。
他伸手握住了小師妹溫軟的手指，臉上的笑容收斂，語氣也慢慢平和下來，恢複了往日那副成熟穩重的模樣，聲音有些低，
“嫣嫣，先冷靜下來好不好？還有件事情我沒有告訴你，你腹中的胎兒有異。”
聽到這話，南嫣臉上原本還是歡喜的表情瞬間凝固住了。
她眼睛看過來，興許是被吓到了，面色有些發白，手指也下意識地握住了師兄的手掌，抓得緊緊的。
"What's wrong? What's wrong with it?"
"Is it sick, or is there something wrong with my stomach? What can I do to make it better?"
The senior brother put his arm around her shoulders and stroked her back with his big palm, trying to comfort her. "No, it's not what you think. The fetus is different because it is not completely human. It still has half dragon blood, which should be inherited from the child's father."
Feng Jixue's brows were almost never relaxed, especially when he saw her so anxious and concerned, he suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. After a while, he suppressed the jealous and complicated emotions in his heart deep in his heart.
She explained in a low voice, "You know that you have become irritable and impulsive recently. You can't control your temper. Even your emotions have become extremely sensitive. It's all because of this little guy in your belly."
"Yan Yan, do you know? The fetus' blood is too strong, and your cultivation is too low. The fetus in your belly cannot absorb enough spiritual power through external forces to grow. It will automatically absorb your vitality as a substitute."
"That's why you fainted yesterday, Yanyan. With your current level of cultivation, you can't keep it alive. Not only can you not keep it alive, but you will also be in danger."
After hearing this explanation, Nan Yan pursed her lips, her face turned even paler, and even a thin layer of mist filled her eyes. She looked at the person next to her with some worry.
She grabbed her brother's hand and refused to let go. "What should I do? How can I keep it alive? Is it too late for me to practice hard from now on? I won't play around anymore. I will practice hard. Can you help me, brother?"
He lowered his eyes to meet those moist and expectant eyes, shook his head, and explained in a low voice, "No, Yanyan, your spiritual roots are not high, and your cultivation speed is too slow. You can't keep up with the growth of the fetus. It's too late."
Nan Yan's expression suddenly became depressed. She sat helplessly on the bed, looking at her stomach sadly, tears falling without her knowing when.
Feng Jixue looked at her like this, his brows wrinkled slightly again, and he was silent for a moment before he said, "Yan Yan, Elder Yao Xiu gave us two solutions. One is to use medicine to remove the fetus while it is still small and has not yet stabilized in the mother's body. This will ensure that you are safe, but the fetus will..."
Before he could finish his words, he heard the person in front of him suddenly become excited.
She clenched her brother's hand tightly, her nails digging into the skin, and looked at him with red eyes.
"No, no, I don't want to take it away! No one is allowed to hurt it. It's my child. I won't let anyone take it away. Brother, please don't hurt it..."
After she finished speaking, she remembered something and nervously grabbed his hand and looked at him, "There is another way? What is the second way? Brother, please tell me quickly."
Feng Jixue paused for a moment, then he turned his hand and gently held Nan Yan's fingers, "There is another thing. We will find someone to seal the fetus in your body to inhibit its growth. This way, the impact on you will be small. But if the seal is too long, the fetus will lose its vitality, so..."
As soon as she finished speaking, Nan Yan's face turned pale, almost transparent. These two methods were actually dead ends. She couldn't hold back her tears and fell helplessly on her brother's chest, crying heartbreakingly.
"I don't want it, Brother. I don't want to seal it."
"It's still so small and just entered my body. I can feel it. I want it to be alive. This is my child, my child alone. No one can hurt it."
"I beg you, Brother, please don't do this to me, and don't hurt it, okay?"
Feng Jixue's chest felt stuffy, with a mixture of bitterness and pain, as if he was entangled by countless silk threads and was being pulled at will, causing an discomfort that was hard to ignore.
If this fetus is not removed, it will eventually consume the mother's vitality bit by bit, and finally, Yanyan will die of exhaustion of spiritual power.
But seeing her crying so sadly, curled up in his arms with a pitiful and aggrieved look, he couldn't help but feel distressed.
If it wasn't his own fault, none of this would have happened. He was stupid and he pushed his junior sister away with his own hands. Now it's time for him to pay back.
He looked at the little junior sister who was crying so hard that she almost had a stitch in her side in his arms, and held her back with his palm, pressing her head against his chest, "Stop crying, okay?"
"I will find a way to help you. There are countless rare treasures in the world of cultivation. I will definitely find a treasure to keep you alive, and the child will be safe."
Feng Jixue's breathing calmed down, and his voice gradually sounded gentle and peaceful.
"Really? Really?"
Nan Yan suddenly raised her eyes, she was a little bit unbelievable, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and there were a few crystal clear tears hanging on her eyes.
Feng Jixue felt sour in his heart, but also surrounded by a sense of tenderness. He stretched out his fingers to wipe away those tears, and gently stroked her cheeks with his fingers, "Really, I promise."
"Senior Brother never lies to you."
The only time he lied to you was on the day of your marriage, but he couldn't afford the consequences of that.
He really regretted not explaining things clearly to her at the beginning. Until now, he had trapped himself in a quagmire, unable to struggle or escape. He could only look at her and struggle.