Chapter 228
Ji Yanshen's expression suddenly changed. He suddenly took a step forward and grabbed the collar of the man in front of him. He tried hard to suppress the urge to beat the man up. "Are you kidding me?"
"When have you ever been with her? Do you think that sleeping with her for one night will make it right? Lin Shixu, we just had a temporary conflict. I don't believe you can't see what her real purpose is for being with you from the beginning to now!"
What else could the real purpose be?
It was just for revenge and to make him angry. Because of the misunderstanding between him and Zhou Youyou, he did this impulsively.
Ji Shenshen grabbed Lin Shixu's collar fiercely and warned him sarcastically that he thought he could calm down and be more rational, but when things happened, he realized that it was not possible at all. He was now almost going crazy with jealousy.
He now finally understood how Yanyan felt when she saw him and Zhou Youyou entangled that morning. Resentment, anger, unwillingness, loss of control, disbelief, all kinds of chaotic emotions were intertwined together, making it impossible for him to describe the sadness in his heart with words. How could she... really do this?
Especially when he saw the two of them holding hands intimately, it seemed as if she really didn't care at all, as if he had really lost her completely.
The moment he saw that scene, Ji Shenshen felt that all the blood in his limbs and bones rushed to his head in that instant. The extreme shock and discomfort made him almost unable to control himself and he wanted to roar out.
What followed was the rage that he had been suppressing all this time, and finally he couldn't help but burst out.
Ji Yanshen's emotions were out of control, his fingers were shaking with anger, he tightly grasped the other person's collar, his eyes were filled with resentment and jealousy, even though he said it with all his heart, even though he knew Yanyan was with this man for revenge and because of a momentary impulse, he still couldn't stop the fear in his heart.
He didn't know whether Yanyan would forgive him. He was afraid that the relationship between them would never go back to the way it was before. He was even more afraid that he would completely lose Yanyan this time.
The more Ji Yanshen thought about it, the more confused he became. He almost lost control and shouted at him, word by word, "What qualifications do you have to say such things? We have been together for three years, Lin Shixu. You knew that she was in an unstable mood last night, and you knew that she was angry. Why did you take the opportunity to do such a thing to her?"
He was so angry that he could only vent all the unstable emotions in his heart towards the culprit in front of him.
When Lin Shixu heard this, he knew that this person had misunderstood. However, he had no intention of explaining it clearly. Since it was a misunderstanding, then let it be, because he did have this thought now.
Upon hearing this, Lin Shixu said calmly, "You have broken up now." This was a fact, but when someone said it so lightly, it not only showed that he was emotionally stable, but also effectively attacked the enemy.
So the fist once again attacked the opponent's face mercilessly. This time, Lin Shixu turned away very quickly, but his chin was still accidentally scratched.
The intense pain made him cover his chin reflexively, his brows wrinkled unconsciously, and then he counterattacked without hesitation.
Fighting was not his style, it was too embarrassing, but it was even less his style to not react after being punched twice.
The first time, he could still say that it was the tiny moral bottom line in his heart that supported him. After all, he knew that he had indeed gone too far in this matter, and that his behavior could be regarded as "taking advantage of the situation." He took advantage of the conflict between the couple and their unstable emotions to do such a thing.
Under normal circumstances, no one can control their anger. Another thing is that this person helped him two days ago, helping him bring back people when he and Zhou Youyou were in conflict, but he didn't expect things to turn out so drastically.
Both of them were punched in the face, and the smell of gunpowder in the air became thicker and thicker. The situation was about to explode. Seeing the two people's movements becoming more and more noisy, it was obvious that the two girls standing nearby were frightened. Nan Yan was secretly watching the show.
The first person to react was Zhou Youyou who was standing at the door. She simply couldn't imagine that these two people, who were already adults, chose to solve the problem in such an irrational way.
She subconsciously wanted to rush over and pull the two people apart, but in the process of pulling, she was pushed hard by someone and her whole body suddenly fell backwards uncontrollably and hit the entrance cabinet behind her heavily.
Her head hit the cabinet door, and she accidentally knocked over a small orange round lamp and a palm-sized potted plant that were originally placed on the shelf.
It fell to the floor with a loud bang.
Zhou Youyou covered her already injured shoulder, feeling unbelievable pain. Tears instantly welled up in her eyes and then fell uncontrollably one by one.
"Are you crazy?"
The sound of a porcelain vase breaking rang out in the chaotic living room, along with Zhou Youyou's scream of pain, finally stopping the two of them.
But the current situation was not much better. Ji Yanshen's emotions were out of control. Even though both parties had stopped fighting, his hand was still tightly clasped on Lin Shixu's collar and his other hand was clenched into a fist. Just as he was about to hit him hard, Nan Yan suddenly rushed over from the side, reached out and pushed him hard.
Under normal circumstances, Ji Yanshen would not be pushed away so easily, but right now everyone was in the chaos just now, and Ji Yanshen was completely unprepared against her.
This push not only pushed the man away, but also made him stagger. He even uncontrollably crashed into the cabinet behind him, making a dull thumping sound.
Ji Shenshen's expression suddenly changed and he stood there stiffly. After a long while, he raised his head and looked at the person in disbelief.
Nan Yan walked forward and helped the man who was originally pressed against the wooden frame up. She pursed her lips, and the hesitant expression on her face gradually subsided. Then she turned around and looked at her ex-boyfriend opposite her with resentful and rude eyes:
"Ji Lingshen, have you made enough noise by yourself? What are you doing now? Why are you going crazy for no reason? I thought we had made it clear that you and I had broken up. What are you going to do to my boyfriend now?"
As she said this, she tightly grasped Lin Shixu's hand. Perhaps because she was afraid that he would refuse to admit his cooperation, she secretly pinched his palm.
However, as soon as these words were spoken, several people present were stunned, especially Lin Shixu. He lowered his head to look at the two people's hands clasped together, then raised his head to look at his new girlfriend next to him. He didn't say anything, but he had a very strange feeling in his heart. Is this a blessing in disguise?
The relationship between the two...is that certain?
On the other side, Ji Lingshen stared at her blankly. He couldn't believe it. His dark pupils shrank slightly. An indescribable pain quickly surged out from his chest. There was even a moment when he thought he was hallucinating. Boyfriend, she said that man was her boyfriend.
Then what is he?
Are they going to throw away all the feelings they have had for so many years?
How could she say such things to him?
And the attitude of resistance and rejection she displayed, the way she defended another man in front of him, all of this made Ji Lin feel that he could no longer bear it.
He knew that he had done something wrong this time. He did not understand the current situation and did not consider her feelings. However, there was really nothing between him and Zhou Youyou. There were only misunderstandings between them. He could explain it clearly.
But I met those eyes that showed unconcealed disgust.
Ji Shenshen was pinned to the spot by someone. For a moment, he felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped by someone, and then cut by a not-so-sharp, saw-like knife.
A suffocating and unbearable pain instantly spread throughout the chest. Unable to hold it in, and unable to stop, a trembling breathing sound came out of the lungs.
At this moment, no matter how slow he was, no matter how much he deceived himself, he should have known what Yanyan's attitude towards him was.
She had given up on him and no longer cared about him! This realization made Ji Lingshen's body stiffer and stiffer. He suddenly felt cold all over, as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.
He refused to give up and stared hard at her face, trying to find a trace of the same admiration she had for him in her eyes, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find it.
Her hand was still holding another man's hand.
Ji Shenshen came back to his senses from a trance and finally got rid of the out-of-control state, but the pain in his heart became more obvious.
After a long while, Ji Shenshen finally found his voice again, and a dry voice slowly sounded.
"Your boyfriend, you and him..."
Before he could finish his words, Nan Yan interrupted him and said, "It's just like what you saw. We just got together yesterday. He is my boyfriend now."
As soon as these words came out, there was a moment of silence on the scene.
She saw Ji Lingshen's eyes were red. He stared at Nan Yan in front of him, and for a moment, tears almost overflowed from his eyes. When Nan Yan said this, she was looking at him all the time, and her tone was even very calm.
"Ji Lingshen, I told you, it's over between us. Shouldn't you apologize to my boyfriend for bullying him for no reason?"
Nan Yan suddenly said something to him in a cold and harsh tone.
Hearing this, Ji Shenshen was stunned on the spot.
His body suddenly shook slightly, and his face turned visibly pale. He suddenly felt that he could not bear it any longer.
He felt that the scene in front of him looked familiar. It was the same thing on the day he broke up with Yanyan. He protected another woman and asked her to apologize.
Ji Shenshen felt a little suffocated in his heart, and there was a vague pain in his chest that could not be described in words. Even as long as he stayed with the two people in front of him, the pain seemed to become more and more intense and extremely uncomfortable.
It's not like this...it shouldn't be like this.
There was just a misunderstanding between them. He didn't like Zhou Youyou anymore. He just...Yanyan liked him. It was obviously him. He was her boyfriend.
She was just angry, angry that he didn't stand on her side that day, so she wanted to take revenge on him and deliberately said such words to make him angry.
The person Yanyan likes has always been him!
Ji Shenshen could hardly control himself and wanted to shout out in his heart, but when the words came to his lips, he found that he could not utter a single word. His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and even breathing and swallowing were extremely difficult.
It was he who couldn't figure it out, and it was he who failed to maintain the relationship between the two of them.
The images of my past with my girlfriend slowly flooded into my mind. There were so many memories between them, the past, and those intimate scenes. How could I just throw away so many memories?
Why didn't you even give him a chance to explain?
Perhaps the scene was too painful, Ji Shen did not speak again. His mind was in a mess, and in the end, he did not even know how he left.
Zhou Youyou, who stayed where she was, glanced at Ji Yanshen's back, then at Lin Shixu in front of her. She wanted to leave immediately but was unwilling to do so. She suddenly asked:
"Don't you have anything to tell me?"
When Zhou Youyou said this, her eyes turned red again. She was really unwilling to accept this. She had pursued him for more than five years in her previous life. After they were together, he had never changed or compromised for her.
No matter how much she was in agony and suffocation, he was never willing to give up those messy principles and quirks for himself.
But why, why did the thing that she had tried to achieve for so many years but failed to do, was easily obtained by another woman? Why did it end up like this?
It wasn't that she betrayed him. It was clearly him who forced her into this state from the very beginning. If she had been given a little hope, the ending of her previous life wouldn't have turned out like that.
Zhou Youyou was unwilling to accept this. What she was unwilling to accept was the tragic ending of her previous life, where she was the only one suffering such a blow and pain.
But now, her childhood sweetheart began to resent her. Ji Yanshen, who had clearly admitted that he liked her in his previous life, resented her in this life. The boyfriend who had been painfully entangled with her in her previous life, broke all his principles for someone else in this life.
Why were both of her lives so miserable?
She really felt very unwilling to accept the fact. Why did God allow her to be reborn but not give her the ability to change everything? Why did her efforts always go unrewarded?
Lin Shixu turned to look at Zhou Youyou in front of him, then turned to look at Nan Yan, and then said to her, "I have something to explain to her. Can I go out and talk to her?"
Yes, of course.
This is not her home, and this man is not her boyfriend. She is already quite satisfied now that he just cooperated with her to vent her anger on her ex-boyfriend.
Nan Yan glanced at him and immediately let go. She was just pretending. In fact, there was no need to depend on her opinion on everything. They were not a real couple. Nan Yan turned her head and gave him a fake smile, then turned around and walked into the living room alone.
Anyway, she wouldn't know how to clean up the mess outside. Lin Shixu was such a clean person, he would definitely clean it up better than her.
So Lin Shixu and Zhou Youyou walked out of the living room together, skipped the elevator, and walked directly to the corridor where no one would disturb them. "Do you have anything to say to me?"
Zhou Youyou didn't expect him to be so straightforward at the beginning. She looked at her ex-boyfriend in front of her with slightly red eyes. She tried hard not to bring the things of her past life into this one, but she still couldn't control her thoughts.
She pursed her lips and said nothing, but chose another more direct way to prove it. When he wasn't paying attention, she deliberately reached out to hold his hand.
But her fingers had just stretched out, before they touched the other person, Lin Shixu reflexively avoided them.
What is this?
Zhou Youyou looked up at him and saw the unhappiness in his eyes. The tears in her eyes fell uncontrollably and she stared at the man in front of her.
"It's OK for her to touch you, but it's not OK for me to touch you, right?"
"Lin Shixu, if you had treated me with half the tolerance and compromise you have towards her today, our relationship wouldn't have turned out like this. This is all because of you."
Lin Shixu was stunned, and then calmed down. His voice was calm and cold, "So you came to me to verify something?"
Zhou Youyou said immediately, "Yes, I just want to verify why she can do something so easily that I have tried so hard for so many years but still can't do it. Lin Shixu, when you agreed to be with me, did you really like me? Did you just feel sorry for me because I was pitiful?"
Lin Shixu frowned, then relaxed his brows.
"Zhou Youyou, don't you think it's meaningless to talk about this now?"
"I'm not the kind of person who would cling to you forever. I tried to save the relationship when you said you wanted to break up, but now in this situation, I don't think I have done anything to let you down."
Zhou Youyou clenched her fingers. Yes, he had never done anything to let her down. In his two lifetimes combined, he had never done anything unfaithful.
The problem between them was never about a third party, he just drove her crazy with his quirks.
But why can't it change for her?
She had clearly worked hard for so long in her previous life.
Lin Shixu also knew that there were some problems with himself, but he himself didn't quite understand why his resistance reactions were not so obvious when facing Nan Yan?
In fact, it was not unobvious, because in the beginning, he was also very repulsive to her. Every time he came into contact with her, he would feel disgusted and scorned, and would break out in cold sweats. Therefore, he did not completely accept her when they first met.
It's just that by some strange coincidence, the symptoms have gradually become less severe.
"Also, I don't deny that these symptoms of mine have caused you trouble in our past relationships, but these physical instinctive reactions are not something I can control."
"If you couldn't accept it, you should have told me from the beginning, instead of being blinded by the impulse and leaving me immediately after being with me. My feelings are not fake, and I haven't reached the point where I can control them."
He did like her, but the feelings were not that deep and perhaps not pure enough, so when he gave up, although he was reluctant, it was not that serious.
"I don't think I need to verify these situations with you. Also, since we've already broken up, there's no need to regret what happened before. You're just unwilling to accept it now."
He was unwilling to accept that his principles had changed because of others, but he had not compromised because of her. In fact, he had also felt this unwillingness when she had just proposed breaking up.
She couldn't accept why the girl who had always been chasing after her left her for no apparent reason after being with her. Her current situation was similar to his.
Zhou Youyou didn't expect him to say that. Her face quickly turned pale, as if someone had seen through her inner thoughts. She knew that she was unwilling to accept this, but for some reason, when she looked at the man in front of her, her chest was still out of control. She felt a faint pain in her chest and couldn't help but want to cry.
…At this moment, she actually felt a little sad. Why did everything always go against her way? The more she wanted something, the less she got.
After saying these words, Lin Shixu didn't want to continue to dwell on it. The matter had been made clear and there was no need to dwell on it any further. Moreover, he had other things to deal with.
Lin Shixu turned around and left, but Zhou Youyou, who was left behind, didn't know why, but just felt an emptiness in her chest. She was reborn and thought she could change the ending of her last life, but in fact, she got nothing.
…
On the other side, Lin Shixu returned to his room and heard the sound of someone playing games coming from the sofa. He felt a little blocked in his heart for some reason. This person just used him and threw him away.
She is quite good at pretending in front of others. She says nice things and keeps calling him "boyfriend" to protect him very much. But when there is no one around, she completely lets herself go. In the end, she loses all her reserve and doesn't even try to pretend with him.
All in all, it's a bit unpleasant.
However, Lin Shixu endured the unpleasant feeling and frowned as he cleaned up the debris in the living room first, then went to the bathroom to wash himself, and finally walked to the living room with some medical disinfectant to clean the wound, and then sat down next to his newly-married girlfriend.
She was still playing the game, having a lot of fun. After a series of amazing moves, she gave the opponent a kill. Even after she died, she refused to log off. She was both inexperienced and stubborn, and she persisted.
"Yanyan?" Doctor Lin decided to call her.
Nan Yan turned her head, "What's wrong?"
Seeing that she had turned her head away, her eyes still fixed on the screen, Lin Shixu said calmly, "It's nothing. We'll talk about it after you finish. There's no rush for this matter."
After he finished speaking, he probably thought of something else and added, "Don't drink so much next time."
"Oh." Nan Yan responded casually.
But she soon noticed the man next to her staring at her. He said it was okay and he was not in a hurry, but he didn't look like he was in no hurry at all. There was such an empty space on the sofa, but this man just sat next to her and stared at her, which made her feel uneasy and she thought he might explode and hit her in the next second.
Nan Yan couldn't hold back any longer. She stopped the game and quickly gave away a kill. Then she closed the game and turned to look at Lin Shixu. "What do you want to say?"
Lin Shixu was still hesitant at first, and had been thinking about it for a long time. But the longer he thought about it, the harder it became to say it. He realized that something was wrong with him, so he finally spoke up: "There is something I need to clarify with you about our relationship. I want to reconfirm that we are boyfriend and girlfriend now, right?"
Originally, he wanted to wait some time before confirming it, but the opportunity came today, and since she had taken the initiative to say it, Lin Shixu felt that he could not back down.
Nan Yan looked at him strangely, then couldn't help laughing. The term "a shrewd person" probably refers to people like her. "You like me? You want to be my boyfriend? But didn't you complain that I was too dirty yesterday and wanted to throw me out?"
Lin Shixu also felt that his condition was a little abnormal, and his mood changes were a little unbelievable, but sometimes people's emotions are like this, but soon his face returned to normal, "I just want you to be honest, I won't really do that."
Nan Yan's eyes turned, and she suddenly reached out, pretending to touch him, "If I reach out and touch you, will you object?"
Hearing her say this, Lin Shixu understood that the other party probably knew about his obsessive-compulsive disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder. However, this was also normal. Although they met not many times, he always felt a headache every time they got along.
Lin Shixu spoke calmly, with almost no resistance on his face, and said, "You can try it."
After hearing this, Nan Yan immediately stood up from her leaning on the sofa, clenched her hands, pinched his face hard, and then started rubbing it randomly.
It was like a naughty child who had caught a fun stuffed toy and was pulling at the fleshy part of his cheek and refusing to let go.
It seems like this is fake leather.
It was always abnormal for her to get close to him before. Either he was embarrassed or she wanted to cause him to be embarrassed. In that helpless situation, he had to restrain his body's instinctive reactions. But now, Nan Yan reached out and ravaged him, and found that apart from frowning at the beginning, he didn't have much resistance.
What she didn't know was that Lin Shixu frowned because she had just poked the wound on his chin with one of her hands.
Lin Shixu reached out and held the pair of restless hands, but the hands were also restless in his palms.
Lin Shixu felt that this was not okay, so he looked down at her, and then, when she was completely unprepared, he suddenly stretched out his other hand and gently lifted her chin, then kissed her naturally along the direction of her raised neck.
The soft lips were pressed hard, and a long, breath-taking kiss came over and held Nan Yan's lips.
After about three seconds, Lin Shixu immediately left her lips and just looked at the stunned woman in front of him. He said calmly without blushing or panting, "It won't be uncomfortable this way, and it will be very pleasant. I want to get more, but our relationship is temporarily a little confusing and complicated, so I didn't continue. Do you think this situation is tolerable?"
Nan Yan: “…”
Good man, this guy has turned the tables. It seems that Dr. Lin is not as traditional and conservative as she imagined.
Before Nan Yan opened her mouth, she heard him continue, "I do have some quirks and obsessive-compulsive disorder, but it's not impossible to overcome them. It may take some time. Can you accept that?"
He heard the woman across from him say, "After we get together, will you still be entangled with your ex?"
Lin Shixu shook his head, "I have already explained it clearly to her."
Nan Yan continued, looking at him vaguely, "You have so many quirks, who knows if you will have more problems in bed in the future? If I am with you, what should I do if you bully me in the future?"
Lin Shixu's eyelids twitched. He didn't expect her thoughts to jump so quickly, jumping to the bed in an instant, jumping from cleanliness to some special fetishes. He was not that perverted. At most, he just had some small hobbies that normal people have.
"...No, I can guarantee it."
Doctor Lin coughed twice, and for some reason he was embarrassed. This was probably the first time he had discussed such a matter with someone so calmly. Then he said in a low, cold voice, "My sexual preferences are normal, and I don't have any special hobbies. However, if you have any hobbies, I can cooperate."
Nan Yan's eyes widened, and she deliberately asked him, "You are so considerate, so tying me up or whipping me is okay?"
Doctor Lin looked at the man in a somewhat absurd way. His expression was indescribable. "...You like this?"
Nan Yan nodded, "If I like it, will you let me play with it?"
Lin Shixu probably didn't expect her to be so direct. How could a girl who looked so well-behaved and obedient like this? Her thoughts were so unrestrained. He expressed that he didn't understand but could only respect her, "...it will hurt. If you like, we can play something gentler in the future."
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