Chapter 235

Nan Yan nodded when she heard this, kissed his eyelids again, and said in a softer tone, "Okay." This guy obviously responds to soft words and is easy to coax.

Now the last bit of dissatisfaction in Lin Shixu's heart disappeared, and a slight curve appeared at the corner of his mouth. He knew that this was his girlfriend's concession. She was willing to coax him, which showed that she cared about him.

Since he cares, it means that some things can be changed as long as he works hard.

If he just keeps blaming and complaining, the relationship between the two will inevitably fall apart. He doesn't want that outcome, so it's not impossible for both sides to make concessions.

Lin Shixu now touched the black baby's head in his arms with satisfaction. He didn't want to push her too much at once. Some things were useless if pushed too much. As long as she could be a little more honest, it would be enough.

As for what happened in the hospital yesterday, he could just pretend it never happened as long as he didn't mention it. However, his not mentioning it didn't mean that no one else would want to get in front of him.

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The next morning, when Nan Yan just got up from the bedroom, she saw the man, who had already washed up, standing in front of the mirror and tying his tie in an orderly manner. His two white and slender fingers tied the knot very flexibly, and he looked better than most people in this movement. When he turned around and saw her, he greeted her very naturally.

Nan Yan couldn't help but grit her teeth when she saw this.

This man looked gentle and thin, how could he be so shameless when he was awake? Especially at night when he was sleeping, Dr. Lin, who had lost his moral integrity, was even more shameless than her, and he had lost all his polite demeanor.

In the past, he still had a little sense of morality, but this time in bed, he had no manners at all and completely let himself go. This also made Nan Yan clearly realize that men who study medicine should not be messed with, because messing with them would be fatal.

However, Nan Yan saw him adjusting his clothes. Doctor Lin usually wore a tie, but it was not so formal. It was rare to see him so fully dressed.

She walked to the bathroom door, looked at the time on the wall, rubbed her sleepy eyes, walked over, and leaned her head on her boyfriend's shoulder, "Why did you get up so early today? Isn't it Sunday? Can't you sleep a little longer?"

Lin Shixu reached out and pulled her into his arms. He hadn't even finished tying his tie yet, but he bent down and kissed her head. "Did I wake you up? I have to go on duty today. You can sleep a little longer. I'll prepare breakfast for you later."

Lin Shixu glanced at her confused state, thought about it, and couldn't help but say, "Also, don't take what I told you yesterday too seriously, just treat it as usual." Anyway, he would take practical action.

Nan Yan reached out to grab his tie. It was obvious that what he said was a bit redundant. In fact, she was not very bothered by what he said yesterday. She has always been a carefree person. After they talked it out, they fell asleep and slept soundly.

Knowing that his girlfriend wanted to help him tie his tie, Lin Shixu cooperated by bending down so that she could reach his height. After Nan Yan helped him tie his tie, he was hugged and kissed. Not only did his girlfriend not dislike it, but she responded actively. This made Dr. Lin inexplicably want to not go to work, but he suppressed the urge.

Doctor Lin put his arm around his girlfriend's shoulders and kissed her again and again before he asked her contentedly what she wanted for breakfast and he would go downstairs to buy it later.

The two were just lying there when a cell phone rang on the sink next to them. Someone had sent him a text message.

Lin Shixu glanced at the name in the note.

It’s Zhou Youyou’s name.

Doctor Lin looked down at his phone, his expression remained unchanged, but when he saw the message, his gaze paused for a moment.

Lin Shixu, there is something I want to make clear to you.

Lin Shixu frowned slightly, not knowing what this person meant or what she was talking about.

To be honest, the two of them haven't been in touch for a long time since their last breakup. Apart from the meeting in the hospital yesterday, he didn't really want to have too much to do with her. He always felt that there was something wrong with the way Zhou Youyou looked at him.

He turned off the screen and ignored it. The other party probably couldn't wait for a reply and called directly. Lin Shixu frowned slightly, but his girlfriend in his arms heard the sound of the phone and asked him: "Who sent you a message and called you so early in the morning? Are you so busy?"

Lin Shixu hung up the phone nonchalantly, patted his girlfriend on the back soothingly, and said with a smile, "It's nothing. Work is always busy on weekends. Don't worry about it."

After he finished speaking, he carried his girlfriend, who was not fully conscious, to the bed and sat her down. Then he reminded her, "Okay, it's still early. You can go back to sleep. I'll prepare breakfast. If you're hungry, just get up and heat it up."

"If you have nothing to do today, you can stay at home and watch TV. When I get off work, I'll come back and take you out for dinner, okay?"

Nan Yan nodded in agreement, thinking that this person talked too much.

Maybe it's because people tend to feel sleepy in the morning. At least Nan Yan is really sleepy now, not to mention that the two of them had been fooling around for so long last night.

It's impossible for a young couple who have just started having sex not to make a fuss at night. Although they say it seriously, it's not the case in reality. The key is that this person is particularly cooperative, which makes her unable to control herself at all.

Lin Shixu thought for a moment and said, "If you're bored, you can send me a message. I'll get back to you if I see it."

Got it, got it, let’s go.

Nan Yan felt that this man was as nagging as an old mother. It was as if he had gone out for work and never came back. She tilted her head and fell asleep leaning on the pillow.

The speed was so fast that Lin Shixu stopped touching his head. There were still many tender words he couldn't say yet. It felt like all the tenderness he had shown with great difficulty was wasted. He really wanted to see his girlfriend being coquettish and affectionate with him, but his girlfriend didn't give him the chance.

Lin Shixu was speechless for a moment.

The gentle expression on that face was silent for a rare moment, as if this girlfriend was not worthy of being treated so tenderly. However, seeing that this person was really asleep, he still gently covered her with the quilt.

After leaving the room, Lin Shixu saw another message on his mobile phone. It was the time and place Zhou Youyou asked him to meet. He thought about it and still didn't respond. There was no need to reply.

However, his lack of response did not mean that the other party would let it go. It was not until noon, after the lunch break, that Lin Shixu was about to return to the office when he saw Zhou Youyou standing at the door.

The way she looked at him was no different from the previous two days, with a hint of mockery and resentment.

"You won't even see me now?"

Zhou Youyou clenched her fingers. She was unwilling to accept this, and there was an inexplicable feeling of sadness in her chest. The colder he was, the more unwilling she was. Especially after hearing what Xia Nanyue said, she felt so complicated in her heart that she probably didn't even know what she was thinking at the moment.

Lin Shixu frowned when he heard this, but finally made an appointment at a place to talk things out between them.

The two of them met at a nearby cafe. The moody warm yellow light shone on the brown walls, creating a somewhat quiet atmosphere. After lunch break, there were not many customers in the cafe.

The two of them ordered a drink each. When the waiter brought the coffee, Lin Shixu looked up at Zhou Youyou across from him. There was nothing strange in his eyes, and his voice was calm. He asked calmly, "What do you want to talk to me about? I have some things to do in the afternoon, so I may not have that much time."

Zhou Youyou looked at his cold and businesslike attitude, and the memories of their past interactions instantly flooded her mind. An emotion that was neither resentment nor hatred was brewing in her chest.

She didn't know how she had been spending this period of time, especially after her rebirth. She had many opportunities, but everything didn't develop as she expected. She just couldn't accept that he was so cold to her, but accepted all of this from a woman who didn't like him at all. It could have been anyone, why Xia Nanyan?

Thinking of what Xia Nanyan said in the hospital, Zhou Youyou couldn't help but tighten her fingers. She suppressed the deep resentment in her heart and did not hide the purpose of her visit. "Do you know why Xia Nanyan is with you?"

When Zhou Youyou said this, her tone contained an unspeakable sarcasm, probably because she felt that he deserved the retaliation.

Lin Shixu lowered his head and thought for a moment, then said calmly, "I remember you told me some time ago that you didn't want me to bother you, and you didn't want to have anything to do with me. Breaking up is breaking up. What's the point of you telling me this now? Do you think I will believe you and quarrel with my girlfriend? Or do you think this is a good thing for my sake?"

He actually didn't quite understand. From the moment Zhou Youyou broke up with him, there was an inexplicable resentment in her eyes when she looked at him, but he also asked himself if he had ever done anything to let her down.

Zhou Youyou didn't expect Lin Shixu to think this way. Maybe she felt that she was misunderstood. Her expression was a little unbelievable, her chest was slightly heaving, and her fingers were clenched.

"What do you mean by that?"

What does it mean? Actually, he really wanted to ask her. Even though they had some unpleasant things during their breakup, they didn't reach the point where they would never talk to each other again. Why should she care so much about what happened between him and Nan Yan?

No matter what the relationship between him and Yanyan is like, it is a matter between the two lovers. Once a third person is involved, it will only make things more complicated.

Moreover, if you truly want the best for someone, would you really gossip about their girlfriend behind their back?

Zhou Youyou's attitude had obviously made it very clear. If he hadn't heard what Yanyan said on the spot and had decided not to care about those things anymore, what she said would only make the conflict between him and Yanyan even more irreconcilable.

Therefore, he did not think that she came to him privately out of consideration for his own good, and he was not so stupid as to not notice that something was wrong with her emotions.

Lin Shixu was silent for a moment, then he picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip, then continued, "I don't believe you can't feel it yourself. From the moment you broke up with me, you have always had an inexplicable resentment towards me in your heart."

"If you really care about me, you shouldn't say this to me at this time, Zhou Youyou. I'm not that stupid. I can't fail to see through your trick."

Zhou Youyou couldn't believe what she heard. Tears welled up in her eyes. Her eyes were red. She tried her best to calm herself down, but she couldn't control her anger. "So, do you think I'm trying to sow discord?"

Lin Shixu didn't say anything.

Zhou Youyou was obviously agitated. Her fingertips turned white without a trace of blood. "Are you going to blame me for this? Lin Shixu, who do you think you are? What right do you have to say this to me? I just want to remind you that I was just playing with you and taking revenge on you from the beginning to the end!"

Lin Shixu's expression did not change. He looked up at the woman opposite him, then looked away again. "If you came to me today to say these words, then I already know them, and you don't need to remind me kindly. Is there anything else? If not, then I'll leave first."

There really wasn't much to say about the hospital incident. He knew everything Yanyan said. He did care about it at first, but he didn't want to break up, and their relationship became much closer, so he could only pretend not to know.

Zhou Youyou, who was sitting opposite him, seemed not to have expected him to say such a thing. The tears in her eyes gathered deeper and deeper, but she tried hard to hold them back.

What she hated most now was crying in front of Lin Shixu, but she didn't know why. No matter how she avoided it or how she tried to forget the memories of her past life, when she faced this man, she always felt resentment and unwillingness in her heart.

She didn't know whether this man was unwilling to believe her or trusted Xia Nanyan too much, so he remained indifferent after hearing that he was tricked and deceived by his girlfriend from beginning to end! Since he trusted Xia Nanyan so easily, why couldn't he be more accommodating to her in his previous life?

When this thought came to her mind, Zhou Youyou was stunned for a moment, and then she realized what was truly hidden deep in her heart.

She just hated him!

Ever since her rebirth, her attitude towards Lin Shixu has been filled with hatred. She is not that magnanimous, and she doesn't want him to live better than her. From the beginning to the end, she just wanted to take revenge on him.

Whether in her last life or this life, she has always resented him. In her last life, she had the opportunity to express her resentment, but in this life, she doesn't even have the position to blame him. How can she be willing to accept this?

After Lin Shixu finished speaking, he was about to get up. As soon as he looked up, he saw a flash of hatred in Zhou Youyou's eyes opposite him. Lin Shixu paused slightly, feeling vaguely troubled, but seeing that she did not react, he stepped forward and was about to leave.

He had just taken a step forward when he heard the man behind him suddenly say, "Don't you want to know why I broke up with you for no apparent reason?"

A suppressed voice rang out from her throat.

Zhou Youyou's eyes were filled with mist. She looked at Lin Shixu's profile opposite her, and her expression changed from resentment to weirdness. "Do you think I broke up with you for no reason? Do you think you are completely innocent in this matter?"

After saying this, Zhou Youyou clenched her fingers and tears fell uncontrollably.

Lin Shixu paused for a moment. He turned his head to look at Zhou Youyou behind him. He saw that she was raising her head and there seemed to be a strange emotion in her eyes, a kind of undisguised malice, which made Lin Shixu frown.

He didn't know what the point of her saying all this was. They had already broken up. Would talking about reasons change anything?

Lin Shixu thought about it, but still couldn't figure out what her reason was. In the end, he could only calmly say, "It's no use for you to tell me this now. Things that have already been decided cannot be changed no matter how difficult it is."

Zhou Youyou's eyes were sparkling with tears and a kind of stubbornness. She raised her eyes and suddenly met his gaze. She said with both sarcasm and regret, "Who said that things can't be changed, Lin Shixu? In my memory, Xia Nanyan will marry Ji Yanshen in the end. Do you believe it? They got engaged and then married on the Mid-Autumn Festival a year later. You didn't even know her. Do you think it doesn't matter?"

When Lin Shixu heard this, he was stunned at first, then frowned. Then, his eyes turned cold and his expression became a little serious. He thought Zhou Youyou was talking nonsense.

"Do you think I will believe you?"

Not to mention that Yanyan will marry Ji Lingshen, they have already broken up. He is her legitimate boyfriend. What does Zhou Youyou mean by saying this?

What does it mean that in her memory, Yanyan and Ji Yanshen will get married... these messy and confusing memories, is she stupid? Do she think he will believe it if she says this?

Zhou Youyou knew that he didn't believe it, but what did it matter if he didn't believe it? She just wanted to say it, to tell him all the grievances and hatred hidden deep in her heart. Even if she couldn't make him believe it, she wanted to plant a nail in his heart. Why was she the only one who cared? Why was she the only one who felt aggrieved? Since her rebirth, she had no place to vent the resentment in her heart.

Just because she has one more lifetime of experience and memory than others, she is the only one who remembers those things, and she is the only one who cares about those resentments. The pressure she bears is also twice as much as others. Unfortunately, the memories of two lifetimes combined are all messy, without a single good thing.

"If you don't believe it, someone else will. Do you think Ji Yanshen will believe what I say? Will Xia Nanyan believe it?"

Now Lin Shixu's face turned completely cold.

He didn't know why she was so sure, but he just felt something was wrong.

Zhou Youyou stared at him intently.

After her rebirth, she had always thought that these things were the biggest secrets of her life, and she might never tell anyone in her life. But now she was thinking, why was she the only one who remembered them? If possible, why couldn't she tell him about it? Even if she couldn't change anything, she didn't want this person to always look so indifferent when facing her.

So Zhou Youyou told him the biggest secret after her rebirth, telling him why she broke up inexplicably, why she resented him inexplicably, and about Yanyan and Ji Shenshen being together in her previous life... She explained everything very clearly.

She even specified the date of their engagement.

At first, Lin Shixu thought that she was just talking nonsense because of an emotional breakdown, but later he felt something was wrong. Many of the things she said were indeed consistent with reality. Especially when looking at Zhou Youyou's serious eyes, Lin Shixu's expression became colder and colder, and his lips became tighter and tighter. He knew that this person was not lying. Maybe... what she said was true.

This realization shocked Lin Shixu's brain for a while, especially when he heard Zhou Youyou's description of her past life. He finally knew where the resentment came from when she broke up with him some time ago.

But this matter was obviously no longer what he cared about. What he cared about was what Zhou Youyou said, that Yanyan would get engaged and married with Ji Shen in her previous life.

If what she said was true, if that was really the case, there were some things he didn't dare to think about. What happened in his last life, is it possible that it would happen again in this life?

Lin Shixu suddenly felt confused. If Zhou Youyou told Yanyan and Ji Lingshen about this, would they get back together?