Chapter 76 [VIP] Best Friend's Shield (14)
At the same time, Jiang Shaoyan finally saw clearly what he was thinking. He felt waves of regret and panic spreading from the bottom of his heart to his whole body. He wanted to find Nan Yan to explain things, but the bitterness and guilt in his heart almost drowned him, leaving him too ashamed to face her.
But what to do?
Things have come to this point and he can no longer let go.
Jiang Shaoyan wanted to call her and tell her everything he was thinking from beginning to end. He wanted to tell her that he regretted it. He really regretted that he didn't understand his own heart and turned a perfect thing into such an ending.
If it wasn't him... it wasn't because he was unwilling, it wasn't because he was too stupid, so stupid that he couldn't even see who he really liked...
They should be living happily now...
But the happiness that was within reach was destroyed by him.
He knew that he deserved all of this, that he had committed all of this, but what could he do? He really couldn't forget her now.
Why at this time?
It is only at this moment that I realize who the most important person is. If I had recognized my own heart earlier, would this situation not have happened?
Jiang Shaoyan felt as if an invisible hand was squeezing his heart tightly, making it impossible for him to move forward or backward. He didn't even know what to do.
And now the only thing that can comfort him is the place where they once lived together. It will let him know that Nan Yan liked him. She once liked him so much that she used up almost all her strength to approach him little by little and cautiously. But it was him who pushed her away.
He still remembered how panicked she was on the day of their breakup. She went from being overjoyed to being cautious. She didn't even dare to ask for anything more. She endured the grievances and apologized to him, lowering herself to the dust. It was he who made her become like that...
How cold he was then, how regretful he is now. It was obviously all his fault, but she was the first person to apologize!
He really deserves it.
Jiang Shaoyan suddenly raised his hands powerlessly to cover his cheeks. For a moment, he felt so heartbroken that he almost suffocated. Feeling the wetness between his fingers, he slowly opened his eyes and clenched his fingers...
He couldn't keep missing it like this. He had already missed it once and couldn't miss it a second time.
Jiang Shaoyan returned to the place where the two had lived. From the moment he stepped into the living room, the past between the two became more and more clear in his mind.
Jiang Shaoyan's emotions were churning inside him. He flipped through his phone and searched for a long time, but couldn't find a single photo of the two of them.
The only photo of the two of them together was a group photo of the four of them together on the day of the graduation party. She stood on the left side of his shoulder, her fingers gently pulling at the corner of his clothes, with a smile on her lips, her eyes bright and full of expectation as she looked in his direction, her heart and eyes filled with only him.
Jiang Shaoyan touched the face in the photo unconsciously with his fingertips, and suddenly a feeling of satisfaction welled up in his heart that he couldn't help but feel happy just by looking at her photo. But at that time, he didn't have her in his eyes. He was looking at the fireworks not far away, and the person setting off the fireworks happened to be Fang Wanrou...
Jiang Shaoyan regained his composure and let out a long sigh. Just as he was about to call Nan Yan to ask her where she was, he discovered that his call to her phone was unreachable.
At this time, the assistant suddenly brought a message, saying that there was an accident at the construction site where Fu Qingzhou worked, and several people were injured. Nan Yan is also in the hospital now...
When Jiang Shaoyan heard the news, his heart suddenly tightened. He didn't hear clearly what the follow-up outcome was, but he knew that Nan Yan must have been with Fu Qingzhou recently. If something happened at the construction site, would she be implicated as well?
When he thought of this result, Jiang Shaoyan had almost no time to think. He quickly asked for the address of the hospital and drove towards the hospital.
Meanwhile, in the hospital on the other side, Fu Qingzhou was dragged by Nan Yan to undergo a full body check-up. Finally, because he had a headache again, he was asked to stay in the hospital for one night for observation. He could leave tomorrow after being confirmed to be fine.
Fu Qingzhou flipped through the medical report, looked at Nan Yan with a half-helpless and half-amused tone and said, "I told you it's really fine, just a few scratches on your arms and calves, you can go back and apply some medicine and it will be fine. How much money is it to stay in this hospital for a night?"
"Didn't you just say you had a headache?" As soon as he finished speaking, Nan Yan glared at him with disapproval in her eyes, "This is not a trivial matter. What's wrong with staying overnight? Besides, can't I pay for your medical expenses?"
As she was talking, she began to mutter non-stop, like a nagging old woman, "Fu Qingzhou, why have you become so stingy? You want to save even this little money?"
Hearing the tone of her voice, Fu Qingzhou couldn't help wanting to laugh. He stretched out his hand and pinched her earlobe, his tone becoming softer, "You know what your boyfriend's situation is like now. He lacks everything, especially money!"
"Besides, won't I still have to support you in the future? I don't know if I can support you if I sell myself."
Nan Yan seemed to be amused by what he said.
She turned her head to look at him, her eyes were clear and bright, like beautiful amber, and when she smiled, her heart and eyes were filled with his figure, "Why don't you just sell yourself to me, and I'll support you in the future. Then you can take a bowl and walk under the overpass singing all the way, and I'll follow behind you with a long stick, and if you don't obey I'll whip you..."
She was happily fantasizing that she would become rich this way. Fu Qingzhou was really angry with her, but he felt a little soft-hearted as he laughed. What else could he do? Of course he spoiled her. After all, he only had such a beloved little ancestor. If she really fell to the point of begging for food, he would not want her to suffer with him...
The nurse left after checking the patient. There was no one else in the ward at the moment. Seeing that the atmosphere was just right, Fu Qingzhou unconsciously took Nan Yan's hand, and his desire to get close to her was obvious.
But it was not good to be too obvious, as it would make him look undignified, so Fu Qingzhou coughed lightly and said in a cover-up, "Yan Yan, the doctor is out, do you want to sit down and rest for a while?"
Nan Yan was studying his medical report. She didn't even raise her eyelids when she heard this. She said perfunctorily, "Well, I'll sit by the bed. You lie down for a while."
Fu Qingzhou glanced at his unmoved girlfriend, bit his finger unwillingly, and hinted more clearly, "What I mean is, you can continue what we didn't finish just now, now that no one is disturbing us..."
He even took a special look at the door. It was quiet, with not even a nurse passing by.
Nan Yan felt amused and teased him on purpose, "Okay then, take off your clothes and I'll apply the medicine on you..."
As she was about to put down the list in her hand, she was pushed down on the bed by this man before she could finish her words. Nan Yan then struggled with a smile. Seeing that she was still not obedient, Fu Qingzhou simply tickled her and the two of them rolled around on the bed. In the end, Nan Yan couldn't stand the itchiness anymore and had to surrender first. She rubbed his neck and cried and laughed several times, saying "My lord, please spare my life. I know I was wrong." Fu Qingzhou laughed so hard that he held her cheek and kissed her fiercely several times.
As they were kissing, she realized something was wrong. He moved lower and lower until he slowly kissed her lips. Nan Yan's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she calmed down, but she still took the initiative to respond...
At this time, Jiang Shaoyan's car finally arrived at the hospital. After finally finding out the two people's ward numbers at the front desk, he hurried to the third floor.
As a result, as soon as he walked to the door, he saw through the transparent observation window two people lying on the bed and kissing each other intimately. They were dependent on each other and very intimate.
No words could describe the shock he felt when he saw this scene. Jiang Shaoyan simply didn't know how to describe the feelings in his heart at this moment.
Shock, pain, anger.
And jealousy, jealous to the point of almost losing my mind.
At that moment, he felt as if his brain was hit hard by a wooden stick. An extreme pain suddenly emerged from deep in his head, making him almost unsteady on his feet.
He bit his lips tightly, his eyes were red, and his face was almost pale with pain, as if countless blood vessels in his head were screaming wildly and uncontrollably, making him almost unable to control himself and rush in directly, separating the two of them completely.
Why did it turn out like this?
He knew he was wrong, he really knew it, but why was he still one step too late? What should he do? What should he do now?
At that moment, Jiang Shaoyan seemed to really feel what it meant to be in excruciating pain. His whole body ached, his head ached, his body ached, there was not a single part of his body that was not in pain. He wished he could die in such pain, but he was extremely sober.
He clenched his fingers tightly, his finger bones turned white from being stretched, and blood dripped onto the ground from between his fingers. But as he watched the two people kissing, his palms became so numb that he could not feel any pain at all.
No, he can't be here anymore...
If he keeps watching, he’s going to go crazy and lose control. He really can’t accept it!
Jiang Shaoyan turned around and walked towards the stairs, stumbling. It was only a dozen meters away, but he almost fell down several times. The nurse next to him wondered what happened to him.
The two people in the room seemed to have noticed something. Seeing that this man was kissing endlessly and becoming more and more aggressive, Nan Yan got so angry that she bit him directly.
Fu Qingzhou then let go of his hand, covered his lips and couldn't help laughing, "You bit me again, are you addicted to biting? You bit me when we first met, and now we're together and you're still biting me, why don't you let me take a look, are your teeth like a puppy's, why do you love biting people so much?"
He said, holding out his hand.
Nan Yan's eyes immediately widened and she stared at him, as if asking him how he had the nerve to say such things, and what did he mean by biting him again?
"How dare you say that? If I hadn't taken care of you that time, you would have been sleeping on the street! But you acted like a hooligan right from the start. I was already very kind of you not to get arrested. How dare you say such a thing..."
Fu Qingzhou pinched her cheeks with joy in his eyes. Yes, if it weren't for her, he would really have to sleep on the streets. This was probably the fate between them.
Nan Yan slapped his messy hands away, turned her head to look at the door, and asked in a strange tone, "Did you really not hear anything just now? Why do I seem to hear someone open the door? Did someone come in just now?"
Nan Yan thought about it and glanced at him, "What should we do? If someone really comes, it will be so embarrassing. It's all your fault!"
Fu Qingzhou held her hand calmly, smiling as if it was a matter of course, "So what? Just throw it away! Anyway, we are a serious couple, and it doesn't bother anyone else. Besides, it's just a kiss, which is very normal. Don't worry, I'm listening carefully, no one has come."