Pei Xiqing already had an idea in his mind.
But there are many difficulties in actually implementing it.
She won't accept her fate.
It is inevitable to blame others and sigh. It is also controlled by emotions.
Negative emotions of entanglement, hesitation, pain... still occupied her mind.
Pei Xiqing sat outside until dark, his whole body unconscious, but his emotions kept fluctuating.
My shoulders suddenly felt warm.
The familiar warm smell enveloped her.
It's his breath.
Duan Xiaolin came over at some point, put a coat on her, bent down and picked her up without saying a word.
He carried her towards home.
There was no one around along the way.
Just the two of them.
Unnaturally quiet.
The man said as he spoke, "Why are you so upset again? It's like I saw you back at the Third Base."
"That's different." She leaned against his chest. "Now it's really annoying."
At least she was just a little confused at the third base, and felt a little melancholy about being an outsider and not fitting in with the people around her. But now it really gave her a headache.
"How annoying is it?" he asked deliberately.
“It’s very annoying.”
Her mind was a mess.
As expected, once people get what they want, they will become greedy and unrestrained.
Desire is indeed a bottomless pit.
It can never be filled.
Before, her idea of giving up was to live one day at a time.
It's a profitable way to make money, and you can also check in and travel, and experience the end of the world like a 3D projection.
Later, I met Duan Xiaolin again.
He brought her to the human base. As a half-zombie, she began to cautiously contact humans and coexist with them in the human base. Later, they developed feelings for each other, which became complicated, entangled, and teased. In the end, she didn't know whether she was more moved or he was.
There is no way to calculate it clearly.
Greed made her move here step by step.
The reality made her unpredictable, and she was unable to predict when the future would come to an abrupt end, without even her having time to react.
I’m even more afraid...that he’ll be suffering and sad alone.
Pei Xiqing was taken home by him.
As soon as my toes touched the ground, it felt like they were poured with more than ten pounds of cement. Not only did I not feel anything, I couldn't even lift them up.
Duan Xiaolin sat on the sofa and massaged her paralyzed legs on his knees.
"Eat something? You've been in a daze all day and haven't eaten anything."
Pei Xiqing smiled and said, "I can't eat anymore, but I don't want you to worry, so eat some more."
Duan Xiaolin took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves, and turned into the kitchen.
Pei Xiqing waited until her body was no longer so numb before going into the kitchen to help.
Duan Xiaolin's craftsmanship really improved during his time in the countryside.
She leaned against the counter and watched his skillful movements with a smile.
Duan Xiaolin couldn't help but laugh along with her, "You're still beautiful when you smile."
Pei Xiqing wasn't easily defeated. She looked at him lazily, "Brother Duan, if I told you I wanted to leave everything to fate, what would you do?"
It's no big deal.
Since he wanted to take away her abilities, she wouldn't force her to stay.
There must be a road in front of the mountain, and there is another village behind the willows and flowers.
There is always a way.
Duan Xiaolin paused in his cooking, his tone as firm as he had ever heard: "I will do my best and do my best. As for whether or not you will listen to fate, we'll have to see if he gives me the answer I want. I'll see if I'm satisfied."
"I don't understand," she said. "What if the crystal core is useless? That thing is really useless to me. I'm afraid you've wasted your time here."
"I'll try again after I get them all."
"just in case……"
"Nothing will happen." He interrupted Pei Xiqing.
Pei Xiqing stopped talking.
Then I heard him say, "I don't want to take the last step."
Pei Xiqing didn't react at first.
I always noticed his faint sighs.
Only then did he suddenly look up.
"Duan Xiaolin, Qiu Chao told me that you shouldn't use my pregnancy to do this."
"This is my last resort." He looked at Pei Xiqing stubbornly, with absolutely no room for compromise. "If there's no other way, I'll make this move, no matter the cost."
"That's your child, your first child. Weren't you expecting it?"
In the village, the children from the neighboring families would run around outside from time to time, and sometimes they would come to play with Xiaobai. Every time he saw those children, his eyes would always be deep and expectant.
She didn't believe that Duan Xiaolin had never thought about it.
Duan Xiaolin fried a dish and started making soup.
Pei Xiqing pressed on: "Brother Duan, please don't take this step, okay? If I really get pregnant, are you really willing to die for me before the baby is even born?"
She had also thought about the possibility of pregnancy. Since she had been with Duan Xiaolin, she also wanted to give him a complete family.
The delicious flavor of the soup has begun to spread.
Without a word, he served the soup.
Pei Xiqing: "Brother Duan!"
The man paused slightly and placed the food on the table, "Come and eat first."
Pei Xiqing sighed.
Sit down and eat with chopsticks.
After a few bites, I heard him say, "I'll think about it. If I'm lucky enough to have that child, I'll do my best to protect him."
He lowered his head, and Pei Xiqing didn't even think about it.
There was a wave of emotion in my heart, but I finally smiled.
"Thanks."
She had indeed gone a bit too far just now, and there was no point arguing about it now.
She wasn't even pregnant, but she was getting angry with him.
Pei Xiqing started to eat and drink soup, but did not notice the man's dark and unpredictable gaze.
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