Long Sa grabbed his thin wrist and locked it in his palm, then said in a slow tone:
"Ye Feng, I guess you... that person was probably quite young at the time and hadn't experienced many crisis trials. If he had gone up there rashly, this would have definitely happened..."
"That's not a reason!"
Ye Feng turned his head away, sniffed, and his voice was a little hoarse.
"What is a soldier? He is a sharp knife that can pierce the enemy's heart at the critical moment!
“What am I? I’m a disgrace. I’m a cowardly soldier that even the enemy looks down upon.
“The man just gave me a mocking look.
"That look was full of disdain. I still remember it clearly."
"I closed my eyes and fired a few shots randomly. I thought, 'I'm going to die.' I deserved to die because I was such a coward."
Ye Feng laughed at himself.
“But unfortunately, I was pushed away.”
"It was a big brother who was lying in ambush there, not far behind me.
“In fact, I only met him once when I was reporting.
"That guy had a huge hole in his chest, and the blood kept flowing out, and no matter how hard we pressed, the bleeding wouldn't stop.
"I was so panicked that I watched the big brother die without saying a word."
"Brother Sa, do you know? He died in my arms.
"The blood was warm at first, and I could clearly feel the temperature.
"I just blinked twice, and the big brother closed his eyes and never opened them again.
"I couldn't even remember his name at the time. I was completely confused."
Ye Feng was stunned, and his eyes seemed to still show the helplessness and self-blame he felt at that time.
There is a faint shimmer in the dark night.
This is the first time I have seen Ye Feng Long Sa like this.
This was the new recruit Ye Feng who had not yet armed himself, not the outstanding soldier he met who was wearing armor and daring to fight.
He used his free hand to rub Ye Feng's head, but Ye Feng suddenly buried his whole face in his arms.
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