Long Sa was stunned. His hand in the air slowly fell down and embraced the man with a sense of unreality.
For a moment, I felt my heart was full.
This was a completely unfamiliar experience for him.
At this moment, he felt that he was very close to Ye Feng.
I was so close that I could easily feel the sadness surging in this person's body and could completely empathize with him.
So close that he could clearly feel the tears flowing from the corners of the man's eyes.
The warmth was silent and yet it seemed to strike directly into his heart, causing him to feel a surge of excitement.
He thought, this is what it feels like to like someone, as if you can resonate with each other.
He gently patted the man's tense body, trying to comfort him with a patience and gentle tone that even surprised himself.
"Ye Feng, everyone has a growth period, it's normal.
“Everyone is weak before they become strong.”
Ye Feng nodded softly, stood up, and wiped his eyes quietly.
"I know, but this process is so damn hard to accept."
Ye Feng wanted to move his right arm, but found that it was tightly held by Long Sa, so he said:
"Brother Sa, I'm fine. I won't move. I just want to show you my hands.
"My little finger was lost during that time. I don't know where it went."
Long Sa let go of his hand, watched Ye Feng raise his arm and shake his right hand.
“I think this is a sign from God for me.
"To make me remember that I have to shoulder my own responsibilities and not try to escape or be afraid.
"The more difficult and frightening the situation, the more I have to grit my teeth and push through it on my own. If I'm not strong enough, I can always get stronger!
“Even if you can’t get through, you’ll just die.
"But once you're afraid and retreat, you've already begun to lose, and you'll never be stronger."
Long Sa once again felt the stubbornness erupting from Ye Feng's thin body, with a determination to go all out.
At that time, it was this uncompromising spirit that made him unable to help but take a step back, wanting to see how far this person could go.
As a result, he retreated again and again, while this person walked further and further and more steadily.
Long Sa thought, this was the real reason why this person didn't want to give up control.
I don't want to be that coward anymore.
He held the finger and stroked it gently, and couldn't help but imagine what Ye Feng looked like at that time.
It must have been like a frightened little animal, staring blankly with its eyes wide open.
If only he were here with me.
He was not good at comforting, but he wanted to hug Ye Feng at that time.
"Brother Sa, this is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me. I never wanted to talk about it, but now it has happened."
Ye Feng sniffed, his voice still a little hoarse, but much steadier.
It's like a person who has walked through the edge of a knife and mud, and finally struggled and reshaped himself.
"So what I'm going to say next is what I really want to tell you."
Long Sa was stunned. Were they just starting to get to the point?
"After I did the same thing as that big brother this time, I realized that people can't think too much at that moment."
Ye Feng unconsciously rubbed his little fingers, trying to speak clearly.
“Think more, maybe don’t do that.
“But if I don’t do it, I might live with regret and guilt for the rest of my life.
"I was so devastated by this incident that I almost couldn't get over it. I still feel guilty and blame myself until now, so I know and understand how you feel now."
"Of course, our situation is indeed somewhat different."
Ye Feng touched his nose.
"It was only after I knocked you out that I realized you were a simulated robot. My work was completely unnecessary."
"But no matter what, for something like this, if it's not you who feels guilty, then it's probably me who feels guilty now.
"After all, no one can say for sure whether your mental strength can return to your body smoothly after being hit like that.
"There's no precedent for our situation, so we can only figure it out on our own.
"At least 10 seconds was definitely not enough at that time."
Ye Feng patted Long Sa's hand in return to comfort him.
“So don’t blame yourself or think too much.
"Like me, choosing to follow my heart and simply bump into it is actually the easiest, most direct, and most peaceful way to live.
"Besides, isn't it good now?
"My injuries aren't serious, and you're fine too. Isn't this the best of both worlds?"
Long Sa looked at Ye Feng and smiled silently.
I thought that the real intention of this person turning off the lights was probably to hide his clumsiness and awkwardness at the moment.
That's quite stupid.
This guy is really stupid.
She went through so much trouble to open her own wound just to comfort him in such a lame way.
He laughed out loud: "Why do you think I would feel guilty and blame myself like you think?"
"No?"
Ye Feng was a little surprised.
Long Sa snorted lightly.
"Like you said, you're not dead, and I'm normal. We have plenty of time to live. Why would I choose such a stupid way of feeling guilty and blaming myself?"
"I've gone through so much trouble, only to comfort a lonely person, right?"
Ye Feng acted frustrated.
"You also know that you're going in circles?"
Long Sa chuckled.
"From now on, if you want to say something, don't beat around the bush. Just say it directly."
There was a hint of fondness in his tone that no one noticed.
"...Take your hands off me. I'm going to sleep. Thank you. Goodbye. I won't see you off."
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