Chapter 46 White Hair

In the sixth chapter of the comic, when He Jingtong raised his knife to face Fu Zexun and the white ghost, he was released.

In the previous comic forum, a comic reader who was discussing the plot was talking about a sword, and it seemed as if it had actually appeared in the plot.

The pure white image similar to Qi Xueyi and the obviously abnormal blue-gray eyes caused the forum to once again burst into discussion about the plot.

It’s still the post discussing the plot.

【111: The eyes of albinos are blue, brown, gray, and red. If nothing unexpected happens, this spirit who should be a brother to Qi Xueyi must have been an albino in his lifetime.】

[112: I am the only one who cares more. In the prophecy, after Song Yu becomes a charred corpse, will Fu Zexun still comment on whether he died a good death? What kind of devil is Fu Zexun? Can he do whatever he wants just because he looks good?]

【113: You know what? You can do whatever you want.】

【114: Maybe it’s because the latest plot of the comic happened to be the point you were discussing, so you ignored the process and forgot for a moment that the scene in the prophecy about Dong dying in He Jingtong’s arms was even more sad.】

【115: I have the same idea as the above. In the prophecy, there are scenes where He Jingtong smiles and reaches out to Tan Dong more than once. In those shots, the surroundings are all dark, except for He Jingtong in Tan Dong's eyes, who seems to be glowing.】

【116: As a person with social anxiety, I am also a little autistic. I always fantasize in my mind that it would be great if someone could give me a hand.

But I habitually think, if I am not willing to help myself, how can I expect others to help me? In short, I have this kind of self-loathing emotion.

If someone could help me in this state of self-loathing, and not in a forceful or intrusive way, but rather like a stream flowing under the sun, pulling me out of the shadows, but not placing me in the sun, but taking me to stand in the shade of the trees, enjoying the fragmented sunlight blocked by the leaves...

If there really is such a person, even if that person does not become my light, he or she will definitely become my lifelong confidant. 】

【117: In Tan Dong's memory, the look in He Jingtong's eyes when he looked at her almost broke my heart.】

[118: I understand. It's like that. Our friendship, what happened between us, is known only to me. I can't tell you. I don't want to get close to you because I'm afraid. The reason you died was just because of meeting me...]

【119: Forget about the above. Tan Dong took the initiative to negotiate with those bad guys who were being held on the pretext. That was the real stab in my heart.

The reason why a socially anxious person takes the initiative to negotiate with a group of bad guys is probably because Tan Dong suddenly doesn't want to die anymore after knowing that he is going to die.

This point in particular was initiated by He Jingtong, a good friend of Tan Dong who was unknown to him.

This reluctance to die was not because Tan Dong was afraid of death, but because she knew that if she really died here, it would prove that what He Jingtong said, "You will die," was absolute and irreversible. 】

[120: I don’t know you, but just because you said I would die here, I suddenly don’t want to die anymore. I want your knowledge, your “vision of destiny” to be broken free and its cage crushed… 彵彵哩哩.jpg Why do you know so much, old thief? Damn it!]

【121: This episode reveals so much information.

1. The spirits controlled by Fu Zexun can use illusion to influence people's cognition.

2. Qi Xueyi’s sister Qi Yuan is an albinos patient and has been dead for a long time. Qi Xueyi dyed himself completely white, most likely because of Qi Yuan.

3. Tan Dong is destined to die.

4. But fate was also determined. Song Yu, who should have died quietly in the fire, was rescued by He Jingtong.

5, 4 means "silent death". These words are very important. They are equivalent to Song Yu's life and death and have no influence on his fate.

Therefore, it would be easy to save her, unlike Tan Dong. Even if she was kept in the academy and protected like Cui Tong's wife, Tan Dong would most likely be sent into the academy and killed by one of the dozens of humanoid spirits behind Fu Zexun.

6. He Jingtong was able to save Song Yu, but he was unable to take the initiative to save Tan Dong.

No, that's not right. The voiceover in one picture says that the two-school league match was supposed to take place in October. Assuming that the fate node is composed of events, then the reversal of the time of this event is actually a kind of destruction of the node.

Secondly, He Jingtong and Tan Dong were not familiar with each other, which refers to the unfamiliarity at the moment. The prophecy that they could become good friends can reflect the influence of Tan Dong's death on He Jingtong.

Let’s assume that the friend you have been helping for a long time and wanted to save suddenly dies at the hands of the enemy. What will He Jingtong do?

I think his self-destructive tendencies will most likely deepen in the future. Don't forget what Qi Xueyi and Jian Zirui told An Lai about the psychiatrist's assessment report on He Jingtong's condition.

Except for self-destructive tendency, other psychological evaluation words are somewhat blurred. Anyone who has played with photography should know that blurring other objects can make it easier to highlight the subject.

In other words, He Jingtong's already crazy fighting style was basically destined to become even crazier as his self-destructive tendencies deepened.

7. Qi Yuan’s appearance was destined to become a catalyst before Tan Dong died in He Jingtong’s arms.

Therefore, if we assume that He Jingtong will become even crazier, we can completely remove the word "assumption".

【122: The big guy upstairs showed up, and I was stunned by his analysis. 】

【123: What I want to know more is, will Tan Dong still die?】

[124: It’s really hard to say. You should have seen An Lai’s inner voice in this chapter of the comic. The programmer thinks that as long as He Jingtong still wants to save people, then he, who has the ability to predict the future, will never go crazy.]

[125: You don’t even dare to go crazy, damn it! You old thief, come out and die. Who would abuse their own son like this?]

[126: Want to go crazy but dare not go crazy - He Jingtong, want to die but dare not die - Tan Dong. Why? The most ridiculous thing is that at the end of the sixth episode, He Jingtong told Jian Zirui to let her and Qi Xueyi take Song Yu away first... Could He Jingtong not know that Qi Yuan is Qi Xueyi's sister?]

【127: How could I not know? Jian Zirui told me directly.

He Jingtong is not stupid. He himself said, "Only my past self would do such a thing." This sentence originally referred to the scene that Song Yu saw where He Jingtong moved forward courageously and was stabbed in the heart in the end.

What past? Where is the past? He Jingtong has only been in school for a little over a month. The so-called past, isn't it the person in the prophecy?

Because he knew that he would be stabbed in the heart if he rushed forward, he stopped, and the final scene became an illusion seen by Song Yu. So he chose to let his teammates take Song Yu away instead of rushing forward in advance. Was it because he saw (predicted) something else? 】

【128: Wow, I'm a little scared now. Trembling.jpg】

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The comics forum flashed by, and He Jingtong looked at the various conversions and finally reached a point balance of 1 million - 1,083,600. He decisively clicked the reverse redemption button.

The 1 million points disappeared quickly, and the new features had already appeared in the system.

[Reverse function designated person, Qi Xueyi, related anchor person Qi Yuan, searching for key past...search successful.]

【The comic world time is currently paused. 】

【The memory starts playing.】

[Memory playing——]

At that time, the seventh chapter of the comic also chose to start from Qi Xueyi's past.

He Jingtong's consciousness was also forcibly pulled into the system space. Everything outside the system was like an animation that was suddenly paused and everything stopped.

Inside the system space, the past from Qi Xueyi's first perspective also slowly unfolds.

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That happened when Qi Xueyi was in junior high school. When his parents informed him that the daughter of a distant uncle would move next door to their house, Qi Xueyi, who was doing math problems, looked confused.

He looked up at his parents, and there was still visible baby fat on their tender faces.

"My distant uncle's daughter has moved next door to us. Does he need to tell me specifically?"

Qi Xueyi's mother rolled her eyes at him and said, "I'm telling you this specifically because I want you to help take care of it."

"Your cousin... should be your cousin, right?" The woman turned her head and glanced at her husband.

The man nodded.

The woman continued, "Your cousin has albinism and is in poor health. Our place is small, but it is close to the big city of Shanghai. It only takes 18 minutes by high-speed rail to get to the hospital. It's a coincidence that we live here. Your uncle from afar said that if possible, he would help take care of her."

Mother Qi glared at her son again and said, "Don't ask me why my father doesn't take care of his daughter himself. Just ask why he is a single-parent family and needs to work to earn money to treat his child's illness. Is that okay?"

Qi Xueyi shook his head and said a little aggrievedly: "But I didn't say anything."

"If I hadn't told you, you would have asked again."

Qi Xueyi smiled foolishly and stroked his black hair.

The first past related to Qi Xueyi, which took Qi Yuan as an anchor, passed away in this simple dialogue.

Afterwards, Qi Xueyi's memory seemed to be covered by fog, and he was directly switched to a new scene.

On a sunny day in early autumn, the leaves turned yellow, the sun shone on the park, and a girl in pure white was sitting on a swing in the park.

There were several children, probably preschoolers, speaking in an inquiring tone.

"Why are you different from us? Why do you have eyes like that?"

"Are you sick?" The child did not know the difference between being sick and having a disease, and blurted out hurtful words.

"The white hair looks like an old lady's. It's so ugly."

The girl sitting on the swing unconsciously tightened her hands holding the swing chain, and the areas around her blue-gray eyes gradually turned red.

Unintentional words hurt the most.

"I am sick, that's why my eyes are this color, I am not sick. If you think the old lady's hair is ugly, then I hope your parents will never grow old and become monsters in the end."

Qi Yuan scared the children rudely.

It doesn't make sense that when you are being hurt, you should patiently explain to your child and understand his or her ignorance.

Education is the business of these children's parents and their future teachers, not the business of Qi Yuan, a passerby.

But the children were not scared. Instead, they picked up a lot of stones from the building stones piled in the park and threw them at Qi Yuan.

It happened that Qi Xueyi was just getting out of school, and he witnessed this distant cousin, who his mother had told him to look after, scaring a child and then being bullied by the child.

Qi Xueyi stepped forward, blocked the stones with his schoolbag, and said to Qi Yuan, "Sister, how can you scare a child?"

Qi Yuan was stunned for a moment, and his already red eyes became even redder.

Then the next second, Qi Xueyi said, "It's boring to scare children, just do it."

Having said that, Qi Xueyi grabbed the child closest to him and slapped him on the butt several times.

The child's howling attracted the parents. Qi Xueyi threw the child aside and told Qi Yuan: "Cry quickly."

Qi Yuan looked at Qi Xueyi stupidly.

“Tsk.”

"Forget it, if you don't cry, I will."

Afterwards, Qi Xueyi really started crying.

A middle school student and several preschoolers who had barely learned to run started crying.

The parents were stunned.

Then I heard Qi Xueyi crying and speaking clearly: "How could there be such a bad child? Not only did he throw a stone at my sister, he also cried and wanted to complain to the bad guy first."

Child:???

Anyway, in the end, the group of kids got beaten again.

Those parents also sincerely apologized to Qi Yuan.

When Qi Xueyi held Qi Yuan's hand and walked home, he told his cousin: "The weak can also become the strong. The country belongs to the people."

"Morality and the Rule of Law" flashed through his backpack, whose two zippers did not align perfectly.

"Don't feel ashamed of yourself for being weak. Those who bully you are destined to be bullied by stronger people when they bully you."

Qi Yuan said hesitantly, "No, I didn't understand."

Qi Xueyi waved his hand and sent the person to the opposite door. "It's okay. It's okay if you don't understand. In fact, I don't understand it myself."

Qi Yuan laughed unconsciously.

There are many more scenes after that.

The siblings played games all night, and when they saw someone trying to grab their spot, Qi Yuan typed, "Brother, I'm about to have surgery, please let me play one more game before I go into the operating room."

Qi Xueyi next to him gave Qi Yuan a thumbs up.

Furthermore, some people say that Qi Yuan, who wears all white, is non-mainstream.

Qi Xue shouted at the person who was speaking: "If you can't speak, donate your mouth to someone who can speak."

After scolding the man away, Qi Xueyi looked at Qi Yuan who was still a little sad, and said that, which made him never avoid the barbershop even though he might miss any place in the future. "Okay, there's nothing to be sad about. White hair looks so good. White-haired characters in anime are very popular. People who dye their hair white on their own initiative in real life are often scolded by their parents."

"…But if it can be dyed white, it can also be dyed back to its original state."

"Then when I have the conditions to dye my hair in the future, that is, there are no restrictions from the school, I will dye my hair white. Then, I will dye it again every three months."

Some scenes of daily trivial interactions kept flashing by until the scene turned to a cloudy day.

Qi Xueyi was walking on the street with his classmates when a student asked him, "The high school entrance exam is coming up soon. Which high school do you want to apply to? I think No. 1 High School is good. They say it has good educational resources or something. Anyway, that's what my parents said, so I don't really understand."

"As for me, let it go." Qi Xueyi put his hands behind his head, "I hope that my cousin can catch up with me and study in the same high school next year after taking a year off."

"That's not bad." Qi Xueyi's classmates nodded.

When the two said goodbye at the intersection, the dark clouds in the sky condensed into rain and finally fell.

The smell of earth lingered at his nose as Qi Xueyi once again set out on the road he had walked countless times.

The four-story building is made of old red bricks, with a narrow and short corridor. The voice-controlled lights are lit up by the footsteps, emitting a warm yellow light.

On the first floor, Qi Xue knocked on the door opposite his own house as usual, wanting to see Qi Yuan, but got no response.

The boy bent down, took out the key from under the mat, and opened the door with ease...

What he saw was the scene of Qi Yuan lying on the ground.

Qi Xueyi didn't know how he walked over. He only knew that when he met Qi Yuan, all he felt was the coldness that symbolized a corpse.

I don't know when my parents arrived, and later my distant cousin also showed up with red eyes and a bearded face.

Qi Xueyi knew that he had secretly used his father's computer to search for information on how long albinos could live a long time ago. The encyclopedia concluded that if there were no other symptoms, the life expectancy was about the same as that of ordinary people.

At most, it's just a little special.

At most, there will just be some nagging idiots who chatter self-righteously.

Qi Yuan came here to recuperate because this city is indeed not big, the population mobility is small, and the quality of the residents is also good.

Originally, Qi Xueyi's parents had said that Qi Yuan would be able to end his leave of absence and return to school next year.

It doesn't matter if we don't go to the same high school.

But what is this now?

Funeral, burial, the seventh day...

Qi Xueyi didn't cry because he felt that the cold body was not Qi Yuan.

He has searched the life expectancy of albinos countless times on his phone and computer. Some say they can only live for 10 years, while others say that albinos suffer throughout their lives.

Qi Xueyi asked his parents again: "Why did my cousin die?

Qi Xueyi's parents didn't know how to explain it to him.

How can you explain to a child that an albino who pretends to be normal but actually suffers from multiple psychological disorders and diseases, after being unable to hold on any longer, chooses to commit suicide by taking sleeping pills on a rainy day, her favorite day with dark clouds over the sky.

Who would believe it?

Qi Yuan obviously looks so polite and well behaved, she can cry, laugh and act coquettishly, and when she is bullied, she never resists like Baozi. She knows how to love herself and protect herself.

She is no different from normal people, she just has albinism, everyone says so.

The distant cousin told Qi Xueyi's parents that he was sorry and that letting Qi Xueyi face such a situation might have a negative impact on him.

The man cried until he collapsed, but he didn't say a word about being reluctant to leave his daughter. He only said he was sorry to Qi Xueyi's family.

Qi Xueyi didn't understand.

I don't know why, the world suddenly changed.

He failed in the high school entrance examination, and his grades couldn't improve to the next level, let alone the first and second middle schools, even the third middle school.

It seems that the future will also become a difficult problem with no correct answer due to unexpected events.

But in a world invisible to ordinary people, inhuman forces continue to accumulate.

The spiritual master's final awakening accumulates in one dark night after another.

I wish I could cure Qi Yuan.

I wish I could suddenly have special powers like the protagonists in those anime.

If only... I had discovered long ago that Qi Yuan's heart was also sick...

The awakening of an ordinary person, or the awakening of every spiritualist, is a choice between forcing oneself to become a spirit and forcing oneself to become a spiritualist.

The same is true for Qi Xueyi.

And finally, enter Elite Academy. !