Chapter 32



The first time they met by chance in a coffee shop near the school, the second time in the library, and the third time in a shopping mall near the school.

Except for the second time when they had other purposes, the areas of the other two times were almost all locked near the school.

After Lin Xu said goodnight to Zhizhi on the Internet as her online boyfriend, he was once again rarely awake, thinking about various things.

If Zhizhi came to him on purpose, after thinking about it, the only address he had ever exposed was the express address given by the original owner when he first asked for the gift, which was the coffee shop.

At this moment, Lin Xu felt a little relieved. The original owner did not give the home address directly at that time, otherwise he would not be able to hide it now no matter how hard he tried.

As for why Lin Xu subconsciously did not want to expose the other party's real identity even though he already knew him. It's not that he completely treats Gu Jinzhi as a stranger. In fact, his feelings for Zhizhi and Mangmang on the Internet quickly transferred to the real person.

Because of his compassion at the beginning of the story, he regarded Gu Jinzhi as more than just an online friend, but a living person in the book, a person with a tragic experience.

Now this living person has come into his reality. They have been together for so many days and nights. No matter how much Lin Xu doesn't understand, he will not be emotionless. He even impulsively did some things that he would not do before.

It's just related to his personality.

He has a kind of feeling similar to homesickness towards Zhizhi. He is afraid to approach him and touch him as a boyfriend. He hesitates and is unwilling to let the hazy veil between them be lifted.

More importantly, in Lin Xu's mind, he has done many extraordinary things. But at least he knew where to focus his mind at the critical moment of the college entrance examination, to be responsible for himself and his family.

He wanted to wait until the college entrance examination was over before trying to deal with it.

Even thinking this way, Lin Xu began to think involuntarily that Zhizhi should be staying in a hotel not far from the cafe, if she wanted to secretly see his true face.

In the next two days, Lin Xu spent some time before and after class in the morning, riding his bicycle expressionlessly around the hotels in the surrounding area, and finally one afternoon he saw Zhizhi coming out of a hotel.

I guess he was stupid, and the other party couldn't speak normally in the morning.

The other party's clothes were no different from usual, and he looked lazy. Sure enough, the image when they first met should be for some reason.

After knowing this, Lin Xu just felt relieved, and did not make any extra movements, as if he was just passing by casually. He rode his bike slowly again, heading for today's original destination.

Last time, he said he would help Mao Jun and the others, and Lin Xu took it to heart. After knowing that they also had to take the three main subjects of Chinese, mathematics and English in their exams, Lin Xu spent some time organizing some notes. The difficulty of their exams is not as great as the normal college entrance examination, but basic skills are also very important.

Today he made an appointment to deliver the things over, because Mao Jun and the others' school ends a little later.

However, the distance is not far, the vocational high school and the affiliated high school are only a few blocks apart, but walking there, the feeling is very different.

Lin Xu seemed to have walked into a busy alley. There were many vendors at the gate of their school, and many vocational high school students were standing there, which was very lively.

Many of their students did not wear uniforms, but wore beautiful clothes of their own, dressed fashionably, with bright hair colors, and laughed boldly.

Compared with other ordinary high school students that Lin Xu had seen, they did look very different.

But perhaps others would think at a glance based on their appearance that this was a representative of poor grades and bad behavior. But for Lin Xu, his only feeling was that he felt that he could not accept this bustle, which was a nightmare of social phobia, especially when he looked out of place.

Lin Xu had to bandage his face and ride his bike through the alleys. He pretended not to hear the occasional whistle, pretending that no one was looking at him strangely, and he didn't dare to turn his head to look at anyone on the street.

Finally, he arrived at the school gate. Their school had no access control, and people from other schools like Lin Xu could come in and out freely, which was considered very free.

But when Lin Xu walked into the unfamiliar campus, the strings in his heart were still not loosened, and he even regretted agreeing to let Mao Jun come to his class to find him. At that time, he felt that he had to carefully explain to the other party the scope of each notebook and some important information. It was not good to stand on the street, and their school had a guard.

So it was natural that the social phobia broke out again.

But it was not the first or second time. Lin Xu had a skilled way to deal with it, which was to turn a deaf ear and pretend not to see anything.

He stood downstairs in the teaching building, but he didn't dare to enter their class, so he sent a message to Mao Jun.

"I'm here. Are you done with class?"

It took a while for the other party to reply him, so Lin Xu was tortured again, and he felt like a gorilla in the zoo.

"Come on, Brother Lin! Our teacher is keeping the class after class."

Lin Xu frowned and continued to wait, using an anxious expression to hide his inner embarrassment.

Finally, the two of them hurried downstairs.

When he saw Yang Zixuan again, she had dyed her hair back to black, returning to the simplest appearance.

But seeing Lin Xu's gaze, she clarified: "I don't have time to take care of it now. After I pass the exam, I won't continue to be so shabby."

Lin Xu smiled. He was not a conservative. How could he think others are better if they are simple and honest just because of this guy wearing tinted glasses? In fact, he thought Zhizhi was not a well-behaved boy.

"Okay, here are the notes, one for each of you..." Lin Xu took out the materials and notebooks from his backpack and introduced them seriously.

Several girls who passed by with heavy makeup stopped for a moment, and Yang Zixuan's face changed slightly, and it seemed that she didn't like them very much.

"Sister Zixuan, is this your friend?" They didn't know Lin Xu, but they couldn't help but want to ask.

"Well, why are you asking so many questions? Be careful that your boyfriend finds out." Yang Zixuan said coldly.

When she said that, the face of the girl in the lead turned a little ugly, but she still turned around and led her people away.

Mao Jun explained: "The one who was leading the group just now is a junior schoolmate who is one grade below us, and is also He Xin's new girlfriend. She has always regarded Zixuan as a love rival." He Xin was the big brother that Lin Xu used to hang out with.

The reason why he explained this was because he knew that Lin Xu had not played with He Xin and the others for a long time, so he didn't know them.

At this point, Yang Zixuan wanted to vomit. He Xin was interested in her before, but she looked down on that guy, and then she got together with Mao Jun, but she didn't know how many times that girl had hated her in the meantime.

"Forget it, don't worry about them." Yang Zixuan shook her head.

Lin Xu didn't care too much, nodded, and continued to talk to them, and then handed the notes to them completely.

"Come on." He encouraged.

Mao Jun also nodded vigorously. He said, "Zixuan promised me that if we can both pass the exam, we will go to the beach together during the holidays." He said and hugged his girlfriend's waist sweetly.

Seeing their actions, Lin Xu was shocked and couldn't help but take a half step back. After all, the last time they met, although the atmosphere was sweet, they were still very formal and didn't have much physical contact.

He asked doubtfully, "Just the two of you?" It was a bit unbelievable. In fact, he didn't object to adults falling in love, and even he himself...

But they are still young now, and it always feels a bit too much for them to go out alone for a few days. It's not like they can go home on time at night. Lin Xu doesn't dare to think about it.

After hearing his words, Mao Jun was puzzled and amused: "What else, Brother Lin, are you going to ask a light bulb to sleep in the same bed with us?" He thought Lin Xu was joking.

Hearing this shocking statement, Lin Xu's heart skipped a beat and found it even more incredible. So they have already planned to sleep together...ah

Is it too young? I always feel a little too impulsive. Lin Xu hesitated to speak. Because he felt that the two of them did not understand his thoughts, he was embarrassed to say it.

He felt that at least when they graduated from college, they could...right, they should take it slowly.

"Brother Lin, are you jealous?" Mao Jun looked at Lin Xu's expression and asked curiously.

He joked again, "Wait until you finish the college entrance examination and meet in person. If you are still together, you can also be intimate with your boyfriend and don't have to envy us, hahaha."

"It's a pity that we can only have online love now, and we don't have the conditions. It's a bit uncomfortable when you can't see or touch each other." He sighed again and patted Lin Xu's shoulder to comfort him.

Lin Xu pursed his lips, not knowing how he nodded and how he walked out of the school gate.

In fact, he can see, and it seems that he can have the conditions.

But just last time he accidentally touched the other person's waist, Lin Xu blushed and said sorry many times in his heart, thinking that it was a bit too much.

He thought about meeting in person, and he would be honest with Zhizhi when he went to college. If the other party can accept him, they can give it a try.

He is willing to open his heart and give it a try.

And if things go well, they might slowly hold hands, then hug...then, the feeling behind that is a bit far-fetched. But they will help each other in life, which must be very good.

But what if Zhizhi is also impatient and wants to do intimate things quickly? Lin Xu felt his heart was burning, half of his arm was numb, and he kept resisting and feeling ashamed.

His thoughts were so weird, and he felt embarrassed for trying to figure out the other person...

but Lin Xu was also more determined not to be discovered by Zhizhi so early, he felt uncomfortable. It's better to wait for the right opportunity silently behind Zhizhi, he also has to prepare for the exam.

Don't be anxious, take your time.

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