cold war
Chu Rong always thought that he was trapped in a book and could not get out.
He would occasionally dream of Su Xingyun, mostly in discordant scenes, slandering, scolding, and questioning him, degrading him to the point where he had no ability to resist at all.
But in reality, such an arrogant young master from a rich family actually confessed his love to him. This feeling could not stand the test, and Chu Rong could not bear it, so he chose to escape.
I feel a lot more relaxed after escaping, but I’m afraid I’ll have to eat the hot pot tonight by myself.
That evening, at the entrance of Liushi Village, Chu Rong and Su Xingyun were staying at the village chief's house. Busy preparing the food, Chu Rong vaguely noticed someone passing by the door. He knew it was Su Xingyun, acting furtively, as if trying to lighten the mood.
Chu Rong didn't intend to pay attention to him. He was so hungry that his chest was sticking to his back. He wanted to eat something early, but he was too busy to prepare the ingredients. He called Su Xingyun's name out of habit, but there was no response.
"I'm such an idiot, I'm in the middle of a cold war right now..." It's best to ignore it at this time, in case others think you're interested and you can't argue with them.
Chu Rong grunted as he finished preparing a table full of dishes, then silently waited for the water to boil and ate everything by himself.
He was so full that he couldn't sit still, so he went out for a walk alone.
At night, the starry sky in the village is extremely bright, dotted with stars, and the full moon is as bright as day.
The village chief was just coming back with a flashlight and said to him, "Chu Rong, I just went to your house. Your mother... well, she's old and has Alzheimer's. What happened is in the past. Do you want to go back and see them?"
"I won't go back. They won't welcome an unfilial son like me. I have some savings, and I will send them back home on time to make up for the loss of not being able to fulfill my filial duties during this period."
The village chief hesitated, "Actually, everyone knows you're back. After all, you're a pregnant Omega, so no one's said much about you privately. It's just that you're with Young Master Su... Also, the money you sent back is most likely for your brother to get married and build a house. It's really not going to go to your mother."
Chu Rong: "Then what should I do?"
"To be honest, Chu Rong, they never really cared about you before. Now that you've grown up and have the ability to make money, it's better to keep it all for yourself. Your mother is still healthy, so even if you give her money, she won't need it."
The village chief has been tactful enough. Even if the villagers knew that he did this, they would probably think that his money came from unknown sources, and even Chu's father and mother would not dare to use it easily.
Omega already had a bad reputation, and his return with Alpha made people even more suspicious.
Perhaps his decision to come back wasn't the right one. Not only would it not be a good thing for his family, it would also be a burden to them...
Chu Rong's mood became even more depressed. He said to the village chief, "I understand. I will go back to the city tomorrow."
"But your legs..."
"It's okay. I can walk."
"Chu Rong," the elderly village chief said earnestly, "these estrangements didn't start when you desperately tried to save that Alpha. Your family no longer wanted you. After all, you...sigh."
Chu Rong continued, "Low-quality Omegas are weak and can't work as hard as Betas, and they also have to deal with symptoms like estrus. I can't help the family, and instead I'm the biggest burden, right? I'll leave on my own, but I'll also prove that I'm not a burden."
The village chief's cloudy eyes reflected the young man's resolute and determined face. He tried to curl his lips, but his heavy words made him look serious. "It's been so long, I should remind you that this matter is not about you, but about others."
Chu Rong thought about it, and some vague memories came to his mind. He remembered some plots in the book, which were so long ago that it seemed as if he had experienced them personally.
As early as ten years ago, despite everyone's opposition, he brought back a dying stranger. At that time, Su Xingyun had lost important memories and only knew basic common sense. He had elegant manners and generous conversation, and was obviously not an ordinary person.
Fearing a potential fallout, the villagers tried to chase him away, but Chu Rong was determined to protect him. The injured Su Xingyun's body functions declined, leaving him unable to protect himself and unsure of where he came from or where he could go. Facing this simple and devoted Omega, Su Xingyun gradually fell in love with Chu Rong, and a relationship developed between them.
The relationship between the low-quality Omega and the high-quality Alpha was not accepted by people, and the process was very bumpy. If Su Xingyun had not recovered his memory, he would probably choose to take Chu Rong, who had no education and no love, to leave the village and develop in a big city.
But Chu Rong dropped out of high school and had not received a good education. He was used to living in the village. He was afraid of being despised after going to the big city. He was even more worried that his parents would have no one to take care of them at home. Moreover, the vegetable fields needed his help, so he did not agree to Su Xingyun.
Su Xingyun didn't understand Chu Rong's worries at all, and they had a cold war because of their disagreement. He tried to coax her back, but it happened that Chu Rong was in her estrus period and was bullied. After Su Xingyun beat the person away, he suffered even more brutal revenge, which affected his family. Chu Rong had to let Su Xingyun leave.
Rumors spread, and Su Xingyun mistakenly believed Chu Rong was cheating. He gave Chu Rong a chance to explain, but the cowardly Omega didn't defend himself, which only deepened the misunderstanding. In an accident, Su Xingyun regained his memory, and after much thought, he decided to leave the ancient town.
After he left, Chu Rong's situation remained grim. The rejection and neglect of his family, and the rumors and slanders of the villagers, all caused him a lot of mental stress. Busy with farm work from morning to night, he gradually found that his body was getting weaker and weaker. He fainted and was sent to the hospital, where he found out that she was pregnant.
The village chief sighed, "Since you learned of your pregnancy, you've been subjected to increasing criticism. Your father even kicked you out of the house in a fit of rage. We never imagined that an Omega like you would actually come to the city alone, just to find the father of your child."
Chu Rong thought, "It's a shame Su Xingyun doesn't think the child is his. His pheromone disorder prevents him from smelling other people's pheromones, so this child is likely his only offspring. That silly boy Chu Rong isn't interested in personal fame and fortune; he simply wants to give the child to Su Xingyun to raise well. Even if he'll be questioned, he remains steadfast in his decision."
After such a long time, Chu Rong's memories of his previous life gradually became blurred. The longer he stayed here, the more he felt that he was the original owner.
Is it really an illusion?
His personality is very different from the original owner. One is straightforward and unrestrained, while the other is cowardly and tender. How come Su Xingyun and others can't see it?
Chu Rong began to doubt himself, wondering whether the so-called traveling through a book was real, or whether he was still Chu Rong?
…
The next morning, Chu Rong packed his things and took the village chief's e-scooter to the county station. Before leaving, the village chief hesitated and asked, "About that child..."
"I was in poor health and couldn't save it."
"Hey...this is probably your first child."
Also the last one.
Chu Rong silently recited this sentence, his heart aching with pain. He picked up his bag and walked skillfully to the station front desk to buy a ticket. He left most of his savings at the village chief's house, leaving a letter for him to give to his mother who had given birth to him.
No matter how harshly they treat him, he is still his parent.
This is his hometown. Although his soul has never been here, his body is familiar with it. Looking at the old train station, Chu Rong sat on the long iron seats with his backpack. He couldn't help but empty his mind and think about how Su Xingyun would react if he knew he was leaving.
Maybe Su Xingyun has already left? He hasn't been seen since last night.
Yes, how could a young master from a wealthy family tolerate the poor life in the backward countryside?
"Ding-ling-ling!" A bell rang out, followed by the deep voice of the ticket inspector: "The 9:40 Qingluan, the 9:40 Qingluan! Those who haven't boarded the train, hurry up, there are no refunds if you miss it!"
It was quite fast. Chu Rong looked at the ticket in his hand. It turned out that he had been in a daze for more than 20 minutes. He thought only two minutes had passed. It seemed that his mental state was getting worse and worse.
He put on his backpack again and went to the gate to check his ticket. The old lady looked at him twice and said, "Hey, young man, you're back so soon?"
"Do we know each other?"
"Last time you were running around, I had to lead you around so you didn't get on the wrong bus. These days, there are a lot of Omegas being trafficked, so you'd better be careful. You look worse and worse, your A isn't taking good care of you. If you don't have feelings for him anymore, then don't bother with him anymore. Just make it a point now."
Chu Rong was full of thoughts and said thank you in a deep voice.
The bus smelled of leather and gasoline, and the seats were yellowed, giving him a familiar yet unfamiliar feeling everywhere. His seat was next to the window, and he couldn't open the window for ventilation, so he had to point the air conditioner vent towards himself.
As departure time approached, more and more people boarded the bus, but it was still not full. The town was sparsely populated, and during non-holidays, the station was sparsely populated, so ten passengers per bus was considered a lot.
"Sir, is this seat taken?"
Although the seat was reserved on the ticket, there were so few people that one could find a seat at will and everyone avoided sharing seats. Chu Rong was surprised to find someone sitting with him. He looked up and immediately understood.
"Sit down."
The man breathed a sigh of relief immediately. As soon as he sat down, the narrow space made him feel restrained. He turned his head and stared at Chu Rong. He didn't know when his eyes turned red and tears were about to fall.
Chu Rong didn't look at him, but looked out the window at the bright sunny day, muttering, "Alphas are treated much better in society than other genders. I thought I'd be in jail for a few more years for committing such a serious crime, but I didn't expect..."
"Chu Rong..." Hearing him say that, Lu Shuo felt even more uncomfortable. His throat slid open with difficulty, and he was finally able to call out his name in person. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I never meant to hurt you at all."
"The Lu family is really well-connected. They even know where I am and when I leave. Isn't it to your liking that Su Xingyun is not by my side?" Chu Rong turned around and said, looking at Alpha's haggard face.
Lu Shuo had changed so much that Chu Rong almost didn't recognize him for a moment, but the look in his eyes when he looked at her was still filled with strong possessiveness, but with a bit more restraint and guilt.
Chu Rong: "If you really feel sorry for me, then you should stay away from me, then I will be safe."
Lu Shuo ran all the way to the ancient town, ready to be beaten and scolded, but Chu Rong was still gentle and ruthless and wanted him to leave.
"I came here not only to apologize, but also to tell you that there is someone else who caused your pregnancy."
"Don't tell me it's Su Xingyun."
"No, it's Gu Zhi." It was Gu Zhi, not Gu Nai, which meant that his identity was exposed and he was being targeted.
"Go on."
"You also know what a ruthless man Gu Zhi is. He took away your true young master status and gradually undermined the Gu Group. However, his conspiracy was discovered by the Su family and he was suppressed. The Gu family was in turmoil, the stock price plummeted, and its reputation was damaged. But they always wanted to take you back, but you were already a member of the Su family and were well protected. Gu Zhi was unwilling to accept you as the one who was arranged to marry, so he tried every means to sabotage it, but he didn't expect Su Xingyun to have such deep feelings for you, and he failed."
"How is he now?"
"He's involved in a high-priced fraud case and has been arrested and brought back for trial. You can also appear as a victim..."
"I don't want to see him, nor do I want to go back to the Gu family. For me, freedom is the best."
"I understand, but what about Su Xingyun? Can you let him go?"
"Nothing is impossible."
"Ha, I don't know what I'm feeling. Maybe I'm relieved, or maybe I'm sad. Almost no one can keep you, Chu Rong, you're so cruel. My brother... at least he developed a new inhibitor, so he made some contribution. The Lu family tried to keep him, but he still had to spend three years in prison to reflect on his actions. I also have to be confined to my home for a year to receive education and at the same time to comfort myself. The Lu family wants me to forget you, but I know that's unlikely."
"Nothing is impossible." Chu Rong said concisely, looking at the street scene that was constantly receding with a calm expression.
Lu Shuo was speechless and looked at his profile quietly.
Chu Rong was much thinner, and there was an injury on his leg. His leg was wrapped in a plaster cast under his pants, making it difficult for him to walk. Even so, he insisted on leaving.
He finally broke up with Su Xingyun.
Lu Shuo had been waiting for this day, but found that he didn't even have the right to pursue him. He continued, "The state will transfer our compensation to your personal account, neither more nor less, enough for you to live a rich life in the future." When he said this, he couldn't help sobbing, and Alpha cried very sadly.
In the past, Chu Rong couldn't stand seeing people crying. Even if it was a stranger, man or woman, he would offer a tissue and say a few words of comfort. But now, he could actually remain indifferent. This kind of indifference was all because of their training.
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