Won't let go
Su Xingyun chose his own hotel and postponed all reservations, so there were very few guests in the hotel. Chu Rong was able to go to the fresh and ventilated room to shower and change clothes. When he came out, he saw Su Xingyun waiting obediently in a wheelchair.
"Can't wait half an hour? You can eat it yourself first."
"I'm waiting for you, Chu Rong." Alpha didn't know what experience he had learned, and this time his smile was much more natural than before.
Since he looked too easy to bully, Chu Rong wanted to test his bottom line in a malicious way.
"Are you picky about food? Is there anything you don't like to eat?"
Su Xingyun answered honestly: "I don't like coriander and celery."
"That's great, these are my two favorite vegetables, go prepare them."
Su Xingyun's brows were tightly furrowed, and he had a premonition of how terrible the dinner party would be.
"If you don't like it, you can eat it yourself."
"No, I will... accept any arrangement you make."
Su Xingyun didn't lie to him and really prepared a table full of green dishes. Chu Rong still liked to eat meat and didn't force Su Xingyun to become a vegetarian.
The beef roll with cilantro was actually quite delicious. Chu Rong pretended to be kind and gave it to Su Xingyun, and the Alpha ate it without changing his expression. He didn't even chew it.
Chu Rong: "Chew it well for me, otherwise I'll have a stomachache later."
His eyebrows twitched as Su Xingyun accepted Chu Rong's celery. It was crunchy and had a strange flavor that filled his stomach. He resisted the urge to vomit and swallowed it. Chu Rong kindly picked up some food for him again.
From the outside, the Omega with a smile on his face naturally picks up food for the Alpha, how "virtuous".
Su Xingyun was startled and broke out in a cold sweat. He said awkwardly, "I'm not particularly hungry. You should eat too, Chu Rong."
"It's okay. It's every Omega's duty to serve the Alpha." This sounds quite comforting, but why does it make people's hair stand on end?
Su Xingyun swallowed his saliva: "I... don't have much of an appetite today. Let's do it next time. I will eat all the food you pick up without reservation!" He was planning to undergo devilish training next time, but Chu Rong's next words made him want to eat up all the food on the table.
"Eat well so you can have strength tonight, dear."
…
Chu Rong's mind hasn't fully recovered yet. He just slowly remembered some things after spending a long time with Su Xingyun. Others may still be a little vague, but the feeling of being abandoned by Su Xingyun is still vivid in his previous life, because he feels a little rejected.
So he wanted to take revenge on this arrogant guy and vent his anger. The best way to do that was to hurt him with harsh words and then leave. However, his sense of morality was too strong and he couldn't really do it. Seeing him crying actually piqued his interest. He wondered if he could cry so miserably in bed.
These two kinds of crying are different, one is psychological sadness and the other is physical pain.
Since Su Xingyun's leg injury had not healed yet, he was unable to take the dominant position. He was pressed down by the strong Omega and felt more urgency, with a cold sweat running down his forehead.
"Chu...Chu Rong, don't tire yourself out...I can move my waist too. If it hurts too much, just take painkillers. I won't let you get tired anyway."
"I am also a man, Su Xingyun."
"Man? What's wrong?" Alpha didn't understand this sentence. The confusion in his eyes was too obvious. Chu Rong smiled and kissed his eyes.
Su Xingyun has a pair of very beautiful eyes, suitable for digging out and using as specimens. When Chu Rong said this from his heart, Alpha kissed him back even more passionately, "You can take them out anytime you want. But before that, can you let me take a moment to remember your face? I don't want to forget it."
Chu Rong pinched his chin, tightening his grip, and watched with satisfaction as the Alpha frowned in pain. It was quite amusing, to be honest. It was much better to see a naturally strong Alpha weep and show weakness than to see them act arrogantly.
I had thought of letting him try the feeling of being zero for love, but Alpha is not like Omega who can tighten and lubricate himself, so he cannot be the one who receives it. If he forces it, Alpha will definitely pay a huge price.
If Chu Rong was an Alpha, he wouldn't be where he is today. Even if Su Xingyun begged him, he wouldn't turn back.
After so long, it would be more accurate to say that he was attracted to Su Xingyun's body temperature rather than falling in love with him. Chu Rong himself was a person who lacked love, and the emotional needs that Su Xingyun gave him far outweighed the material needs. Even if they couldn't become lovers, they could be friends, provided that Su Xingyun could accept a friend who had had sex with him.
It was not a pleasant feeling to have an Alpha holding the scruff of the neck and injecting pheromones. Chu Rong felt both pain and itchiness, and was nailed to the bed, unable to move.
"You...be gentler."
"Sorry, you smell too good." Su Xingyun licked the remaining blood and was kissed by Chu Rong on the head. The long kiss fully expressed his love, and the Omega, who had just worn off the effect of the drug, could hardly bear it.
Chu Rong had a lot of fun riding on the Alpha. After finishing, he licked the sweet lollipop that had an inhibitory effect. Su Xingyun kneaded his waist and whispered in his ears from time to time.
"Are you comfortable?"
"How's the strength?"
"Do you like this technique?"
Chu Rong felt really comfortable, so he nodded. The Alpha lowered his head and kissed the gland which still had fresh teeth marks on it, causing the Omega to tremble and move his body in dissatisfaction.
"Do you like me, Chu Rong?" The awkward Alpha finally asked the question buried in his heart.
"Mmmmm, I like your pheromones."
"That means you like me!"
"I don't like you. You're arrogant and willful. Apart from a pretty face and money, you have no attraction to me."
These were quite hurtful words, especially from a proud Alpha. Su Xingyun's face flushed instantly, and it took him a while to find his voice. He said miserably, "Don't you really like being with me..." After saying this, he realized that such words would only make Chu Rong admit it, so he quickly changed the subject, "Where do you want to go tonight and tomorrow? I can accompany you."
Chu Rong didn't have any place he wanted to go. His only thought was to get his memory back: "I want to go home."
"Okay, let's go back to my mother's house." Su Xingyun said it so smoothly that Chu Rong didn't react for a moment. Seeing that Alpha's mouth was about to grin to the back of his head, he slapped him, and it happened to hit his bandaged thigh, and blood immediately seeped out.
Su Xingyun also broke out in cold sweat, but did not cry out in pain.
Chu Rong asked knowingly, "Does it hurt?"
Su Xingyun shook his head, then thought it was a good opportunity to play the victim, so he nodded. The Omega, with his collar open, looked at him sideways and sneered mercilessly: "I don't think you're hurt at all."
Su Xingyun's gaze drifted down from his handsome face to his collarbone, which still bore traces of marks. Chu Rong's physique was well-trained, even more muscular and graceful than some Alphas. Even when fighting, he never gave up, giving him both pain and pleasure.
Chu Rong is a person with great contrasts. He is abstinent yet seductive outside the bed, but he lets himself go in bed and does whatever makes him feel comfortable, making Su Xingyun think that he has become a different person. In fact, Chu Rong is very charming when he does not hide his free and unrestrained inner self.
"Just do what you want, and be free and unrestrained" is probably the phrase that best describes him.
Su Xingyun likes Chu Rong's personality more and more. He is simple and dares to love and hate.
…
When she returned to the Su family, the old lady who had been discharged from the hospital long ago was sitting in the courtyard basking in the sun. She saw two young men coming from afar. To be more precise, it was Chu Rong pushing the half-crippled Su Xingyun.
"Come here, Xiao Rong." The old woman with completely white hair smiled kindly and waved. Chu Rong hesitated for a moment, but still sat next to her.
"Your memory still hasn't returned?"
Chu Rong, who was being watched by Su Xingyun, answered honestly: "Some came back, but not much."
"Do you still remember Su Xingyun?"
"I remember, and I remember even more how he abandoned me."
As soon as the Omega raised his eyes, the Alpha subconsciously avoided his gaze out of guilt and said nothing.
Chu Rong stared into his eyes and said, "Although I still have physical entanglement with him, I only use him as a tool for comfort."
The deeply humiliated Alpha clenched his fists, his nails digging into his palms. The veins on his neck became more and more obvious, like a raging lion. He restrained his Alpha's aura well, so as not to cause any conflict between them.
The old lady also understood the meaning of his words and patted the back of his hand and said, "I will still treat you as my own child, regardless of whether you accept it or not. Please don't reject Su Xingyun's kindness. He treats you sincerely and sincerely wants to marry you."
"I don't think I need that kind of fake relationship. I should go back to where I came from."
"Is there no room for turning back?" Su Xingyun seemed to have just come back to his senses from the tenderness this morning, his eyes full of sorrow.
Chu Rong said in a gentle tone: "I don't think this is what President Su should say. You have to deal with company matters these days, so you should be very busy. In this case, it's better for me to go back by myself."
"Chu Rong, you should know that I will not let go."
"Don't make me hate you."
"Even if you hate me."
…
Under the persuasion of Old Lady Su, Chu Rong finally agreed to postpone the physical examination for a few days.
The expert from the Su family's private hospital shook his head as soon as he saw Chu Rong's face, and he didn't even shake his head when he took Chu Rong's pulse. His expression was terrifyingly solemn.
Su Xingyun's heart was lifted up, "Doctor Xu, is my wife okay?"
Chu Rong stepped on him expressionlessly.
Doctor Xu: "It's not fatal, but the toxicity has spread throughout the body. It can't be expelled with surgery. The safest way is to follow the hospital's method of daily treatment."
Chu Rong: "Does it take a lot of time and money?"
Su Xingyun: "I can afford it no matter how much it is."
Chu Rong scoffed: "Even if you sell the company?"
"Even if I sell the company, I won't regret it."
Everyone can say nice things, but the key is whether they take action.
Su Xingyun looked into Chu Rong's distrustful gaze and said word by word, "I will give you 15% of my 35% stake. At least you will have no worries about food and clothing in this life and even the next."
Chu Rong opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything out of frustration.
Okay, I admit that you have a little bit of strength.
While waiting for the results, Chu Rong and Su Xingyun stayed in the waiting room.
He rubbed his hair irritably and considered his words for a while. "Well... Actually, I'm not the Chu Rong you used to know. No matter how much you've done to him, no matter how much you want to make amends, you shouldn't come to me. Just feel guilty. Next time... there won't be a next time."
"Are you too tired lately?"
"Don't look at me like I'm crazy!" Chu Rong couldn't convince him and asked bluntly, "I'm not the original owner. You don't need to make up for me at all, so what are you going to do?"
Su Xingyun pondered for a while, then said seriously, "I still need a grand wedding from you."
"You didn't even listen to me, did you?"
The Alpha's eyes curved. He leaned forward, staring closely into Chu Rong's impatient eyes, and said with a smile, "I know what you're worried about. It was wrong of me to abandon your former self, but we broke up peacefully. Don't worry that I'll disappoint him. But I feel guilty because I'm afraid those villagers will be greedy, so I didn't disclose my identity as the eldest son of the Su family, making you mistakenly think I'm just an ordinary person. I've given so much, but I don't want to be taken advantage of. Do you understand me, Chu Rong?"
"Ah? You mean... you didn't abandon him? Why don't I believe that?"
Su Xingyun: "Logically speaking, you still have amnesia, so why are you so sure that I'm the scumbag who abandoned you?"
"Because...it's my intuition. I get angry just seeing you. Don't you know what you did to me?"
Su Xingyun raised the corner of his mouth, "If you really weren't him, I would pursue you regardless of everything."
Chu Rong stood up immediately and asked, "What do you mean, two-timing?" If that was the case, he would really break both of his legs!
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