Chapter 61

Shuji Tsushima's expression looked a little silly.

He seemed to be thinking about why his husband became like this after he cut his wrist. He had an inexplicable sense of déjà vu of "you make trouble and I'll watch you make trouble", which actually made him feel a little powerless.

I even felt like giving up on myself and wanted to just walk away and not buy anything.

"Uh, I, this book..." Tsushima Shuji stammered, "I only saw one copy."

Amamiya Leisei smiled and said, "Then let's go ask the boss if there is a second copy. If not, maybe we can go to another bookstore to have a look. If we really can't buy a second copy, then after Shuji buys this book, can you lend me a copy?"

The young man looked up at the book with the strange name: "Speaking of which, the name of this book is really strange. I also want to see what's inside. Does Xiuzhi-kun mind?"

"No, I don't mind... Sir, if you want to take it, then take it and have a look." Tsushima Shuji said in a daze, "Then, then I'll go ask the boss."

The boy pulled out the "Complete Suicide Manual" from the bookshelf and was about to walk to the front desk as if in a trance.

“Well, there should be only one copy of this book.”

Oda Sakunosuke, who was standing nearby and listening to their conversation, said, "I sorted all the books in the bookcase and the warehouse. I only remember this one. I don't know when the boss got it. When I asked him, he said I could put it on the bookcase and sell it."

Tsushima Shuji paused as he was about to leave and looked down at the book in his hand: "Is there only one?"

The boy sighed and was about to speak to Amamiya Keisei while holding the book, but suddenly he realized something and looked at the boy who had just spoken: "Who are you?"

Oda Sakunosuke blinked and said, "I am an employee here. I was just about to take Mr. Amamiya to look for novels."

"Oh..." Tsushima Shuji glanced at Oda Sakunosuke, then at Amamiya Ruisei, "Then I'll go and take a look too."

"Sir, let me get it for you." He took the first aid encyclopedia from Amemiya Rei's hand and held it in his arms. He followed the wheelchair in small steps, staring down at the encyclopedia with a calm look as if he wanted to tear it into pieces.

Oda Sakunosuke pushed the wheelchair, looked into Tsushima Shuji's eyes, felt the subtle atmosphere between the two people, and a hint of confusion rose in his eyes.

I don't quite understand, but the relationship seems to be very good.

Finally, Amamiya Ruisei bought two more best-selling novels and left the bookstore with four books in his hands. After saying goodbye to Oda Sakunosuke, the young man looked at the time and said, "It's time for lunch. What do you want to eat, Shuji? Or you can go home and I can cook for you."

"Sir has been gone for the whole morning, so why don't you cook for yourself and just eat outside." As for going back to the Secret Service Department cafeteria to eat, Tsushima Shuji thought about it and decided to forget it. If he went back, Amamiya Reizo would definitely be busy with work again.

Amamiya Leisheng nodded: "Then let's eat outside."

Tsushima Shuji called the driver to pick them up, and while waiting, he whispered, "Sir, that Oda Sakunosuke just now..."

"Hmm? What happened to him?"

"No, I just feel that he is not an ordinary person." Tsushima Shuji has come into contact with many people, such as killers, criminals, and mafia, and can feel the difference. "I don't know why he works in a bookstore. Anyway, Mr. is not in good health now, so you should be careful."

Especially since Amamiya Reizo has a special identity, he is being watched by countless people. If he were not protected by the Secret Service, if Amamiya Reizo's current physical condition were to get out, he would probably be assassinated by the Mafia along the way.

Amamiya Leisei tilted his head and said, "I know, but Oda-kun looks very well behaved. He doesn't go out often anyway. Tokyo is so big, it's probably hard to meet him again."

The young man touched Tsushima Shuji's hair, glanced at the book in his hand, and said, "Instead of worrying about me, Shuji-kun, why don't you worry about yourself?"

"I said I would save you, and I won't give up." Amamiya Leisei laughed.

Tsushima Shuji clenched his fingers, helplessness written all over his face.

"gentlemen!"

After finishing his meal, Amemiya Ruisheng went to two more bookstores but still couldn't find the second copy of "The Complete Suicide Manual". He had already exceeded the time limit outside today, so he coughed violently a few times and had to go back.

On the way back, Amamiya Keisei took out the magical book first and read it with great interest, muttering to himself. Occasionally, he would go to Tsushima Shuji and say to him, "This method of suicide seems to be very painful. Shuji, you are afraid of pain, so don't try it."

Tsushima Shuji: “…” He swallowed.

No, he seemed to have only attempted suicide twice. The first time, he came out of the sea on his own initiative. How could I have started to anticipate how he would commit suicide?

…

Amamiya Reizo's abnormal behavior made Tsushima Shuji alert for several days. Even when he was using a knife to peel an apple, the other party would rush out to stop him, and he was so scared that he didn't even eat the apple.

"We can't go on like this, Ango. Do you have any good ideas? Give me some advice." Tsushima Shuji had a terrible headache, and while Amamiya Ruisei was taking a nap, he quickly ran to Sakaguchi Ango to ask his friend for help.

"I think the gentleman is worrying too much and is going crazy."

Sakaguchi Ango peeled apples leisurely, and after peeling one, he stuffed the apple into Tsushima Shuji's mouth: "What can I do about this? I can only wait for Mr. Amamiya to relax his guard. You know that Mr. Amamiya cares about you, but you still provoke him. You deserve it."

Tsushima Shuji took a bite of the apple flesh and said vaguely: "I don't know what to do... What I want is very important to me, and Mr. is also very important to me, so why can't I have both?"

"Do you think Mr. Amamiya will support you?" Sakaguchi Ango had a strange expression. "I think not only him, but also me and everyone who knows you will not support your behavior. I am really afraid that you will die suddenly one day. Do you want to see a psychiatrist?"

Tsushima Shuji looked at Sakaguchi Ango with resentment: "No one will support me when I say this. It hurts my heart too much, Ango."

No one supports him, no one understands him. He lives in this world like an alien, struggling alone.

Sakaguchi Ango wiped the fruit knife and sighed, "I'm really sorry, but I don't know what to say. You two are more than 20 years apart in age, but you act like the same age. Mr. Amamiya is childish, and you are not childish. If you try to neutralize the differences, it will only make things worse."

Tsushima Shuji said sullenly: "You sound like you are much older..."

"I'm sorry that you're underage, but there are still three years left, and it will be over soon." Sakaguchi Ango propped his cheek up, "I don't understand what happened between you and Mr. Amamiya, what misunderstandings and entanglements there are, but I think it's better to make it clear. You can go out with Mr. Amamiya to relax, find a good opportunity, tell him all your thoughts, and try to make him understand you."

He glanced at Tsushima Shuji and said, "I think you are hiding something from me, sir. Don't refute me. Don't I know you?"

Tsushima Shuji lay on the table, lost in thought.

"Okay... I'll give it a try then."