My father was scolded for most of his life, and Deng Yao has been scolded for more than 20 years. My parents still have sex occasionally. The yard is so small and they don't have any intention of hiding from others, so they do it in a messy way in the house. Sometimes, while Deng Yao was chopping a piece of pork that was bigger than him in the slaughterhouse, he would listen to the noises coming from the other room. He couldn't even remember how old he was, his body started to react at a very early age. The feeling was very chaotic and dirty, which made the little boy a little scared, but he also secretly wanted to take an adventure.
The father is what the police call a sex offender. When Deng Yao was a teenager, he saw his father hiding behind a public toilet and peeking, and he even took off his pants, doing what any man would do. One time his father saw him, fastened his pants, and slapped him. Deng Yao was already taller than his father at that time. No one knew what happened that day. Perhaps he was too excited to watch what was happening nearby, so he slapped his father back, knocking him to the ground. That was the first time that Deng Yao saw fear in his father's eyes. Somehow, Deng Yao felt a sense of freedom and comfort that he had never felt before.
He asked, "Dad, was it good just now?"
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Later he did the same thing as his father. Sometimes when they met, he didn't avoid her. The father and son would lie on the wall together, looking at the same strange woman.
Deng Yao was getting older day by day, and one winter, his mother unexpectedly suffered a stroke. The doctor said that it was because he ate too much fat, was too fat, and didn't exercise, so he collapsed all of a sudden. The strange thing is that his father now has to act according to Deng Yao's instructions, but Deng Yao dares not disobey his mother at all, even though she is paralyzed on one side. If she wanted to eat meat, Deng Yao would go and cut it; if she wanted to beat or scold him, Deng Yao would lie on the head of the bed and let her do it. For so many years, in Deng Yao's heart, his mother was the ruler and abuser of the family, and the only person he could not disobey was her.
However, Deng Yao had never had a woman until he was in his 30s. No one liked him. He had an unattractive family background and was ugly. He always stood there like an iron tower, looking weird and a little scary. There is also a paralyzed mother at home with a bad temper. No girl would jump into the fire.
It’s not like I haven’t asked someone to introduce me to someone for a blind date. Deng Yao had also seen the girl from a distance. She wasn't very pretty, she was too fat, with small eyes and a big mouth. Deng Yao thought that if he ever did that kind of thing with her again, he would have to close his eyes. But after the introduction, there was no further development. In the end, no one even thought about trying it with him. Deng Yao waited year after year, leaning on the wall of the public toilet and watching countless people, standing at the door of the dirty butcher shop and watching countless women pass by without even looking at him.
His hands became heavier as he worked; his face drooped lower and lower; he couldn't remember how long it had been since he last laughed. He couldn't remember when it started, but when he saw those thin, pale girls on the street, whose waists looked like they would break if he pinched them, he would feel resentment in his heart. He simulated it in his mind thousands of times, torturing them, making them scream, making them submit. Make them kneel down and lick him, worship him like a lord.
This thought is becoming stronger and stronger. Several times when he saw girls alone at night, he almost took action.
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Do you think that my soul is born as holy as yours? Do you think that I have to go through hardships and torture, and even have my soul torn apart by injustice, before I become a sinner?
No, from the moment I was born.
In the silence of my soul every day, in my numb and boring life.
I have sinned.
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It was by chance that Deng Yao met Zhao Feier.
Late that night, he was wandering aimlessly on the street as usual, and saw Zhao Feier walking out of Fenjinbao Company.
Deng Yao knew about that company. There were always girls coming in late at night and leaving in the late night or even early the next morning. Once, Deng Yao passed by a girl and smelled a heart-stirring scent on her.
In a trance, Deng Yao understood what happened in Fenjinbao Company. It excited him, it made him want it. So he would often stand outside the company and watch the girls walk by, as if by doing so he was also participating in their abuse.
But Zhao Feier is different. When the other girls came out, their faces were numb and looked completely devoid of any warmth. Only she was alive. She was crying, covering her face and crying very sadly. But when he deliberately passed by her, he was stunned for a moment and did not smell that familiar scent.
Deng Yao didn't know that Zhao Feier was not the target chosen by the poisonous snakes in Fenjinbao Company, so she didn't even have the chance to pay off her debt with sex. She filmed a nude loan video a few days ago, and now people are threatening to send the video to her family and friends. She was crying for her own recklessness and for getting stuck in the quagmire.
She should have a smell. Deng Yao thought.
She shouldn't cry. She simply looked down on men like him. She should just lie under a man and let him ravage her. Why was she crying?
Deng Yao suddenly became angry, unable to control his anger. Because of the tears of this strange girl, because she was not as depraved as he thought. Before he could react, someone had caught up with her and grabbed her shoulders.
Zhao Feier turned around and saw a strange, distorted face.
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After Zhao Feier's body was found, Deng Yao was so scared that he didn't go out for a whole half month. I didn't think too much when I abandoned the body. I was completely dominated by an excited emotion and everything was based on desire. Only after I finished it did I feel scared. Especially seeing that during that period, there were a lot more police on the streets, and everyone was talking about that woman. Deng Yao knew that this couldn't happen again. The body had to be disposed of and not be discovered.
After bringing the second girl back from the street, the father and son smoked and looked at her for a long time. They are butchers, and they can deal with a person with their eyes closed. The bones were buried in the yard and stepped on every day. As for the flesh and blood...it's easier to deal with.
That area is mostly populated by poor people, ants, or women who make a living in shady ways. Deng Yao couldn't tell who he had brought back. The police have compared the remains with missing persons cases in recent years for confirmation. But it is still shocking that the father and son were able to commit crimes in broad daylight without even attracting the attention of the police. Therefore, the disappearance process of those unknown girls also needs further investigation and confirmation by the police.
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At this point, this series of vicious cases that shocked Hunan Province seemed to have been solved and the truth had been settled as the real culprit had been arrested.
A year ago, a father and son killers appeared out of nowhere and attacked, imprisoned, raped, killed, tortured and abandoned Zhao Feier's corpse.
Afterwards, the father and son disappeared, committed crimes in secret, and unexpectedly escaped the police's attention one after another.
A year later, an identical body of Liu Yisha appeared. The police followed the clues and uncovered Fenjinbao Company's years of illegal lending, rape, and murder, abuse and abandonment of Liu Yisha's corpse. This malignant gang was wiped out.
An accomplice is holding policewoman Fan Jia hostage and is on the run. Under Fan Jia's persuasion, he decided to surrender. On the way to surrender, they met Deng Yao, who often wandered around the area late at night. The two were attacked and seriously injured, Fan Jia was abducted, and the accomplice escaped.
Fan Jia died.
The father and son killers were finally caught, and their dusty bodies were brought to light.
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