He drank.
Drink a lot.
So, he escaped again?
So, the shock and disbelief that You Mingxu felt after seeing You Yingjun suddenly turned into another more painful emotion, spreading in her heart. She looked at his innocent and ignorant appearance at the moment, and what emerged in her mind was his cold and angry appearance during the day. Two appearances lingered in front of her at the same time.
It’s all him, actually it’s all him, right?
But at this moment, the him in front of her is her You Yingjun. He is the man who has accompanied her through so many lonely days and nights, loving her with a simple heart, a love that is more important than life. You Mingxu choked up and said, "Why did you come just now? Why did you take so long to come?"
He was speechless and he was trembling. He seemed to have understood something, yet he seemed confused and understood nothing. So when You Mingxu saw him like this, his heart ached even more.
She thought I really owed him in my previous life, really. He is such a person, with such a brain, but he just wanted to provoke me and grab me as the last straw. Whether awake or confused, he won't let me go.
She sat on the bed and let him hold her in his arms. She didn't want to push him away, but she also felt dazed and sad.
However, what came next was his eager and violent kiss. He was so eager, so painful, and so happy. He wanted something from her. He pressed her on the bed and began to take off her clothes.
You Mingxu calmed himself down.
Her body welcomed his touch for the first time in a long time, which was both intimacy like You Yingjun and domineering like Yin Feng. She began to tremble as soon as he touched her skin.
But.
But.
But there was a voice in my head saying: This can’t be done… it can’t be done… after waking up, he will still be Yin Feng. In fact, it was still him. He was clearly...cheating...
She pushed him away and said, "Yingjun, listen to me, stop!"
He raised his head and said, "I don't want it."
You Mingxu's heart softened, he touched his face and said, "Don't be like this. When you remember everything, we can get back together, okay?"
He stared at her blankly, not knowing whether he understood or not.
But after a while, he stopped invading, and lay down, holding her tightly in his arms, and said: "Ash, never leave me. No matter what I become, you must remember that it is my soul that loves you. It is not anything external. I love you and adore you. I am willing to die for you. You must always love me, don't give up on me, and don't let me live alone in the dark."
You Mingxu suddenly burst into tears and choked with sobs. She covered her face with her hands, lowered her head and cried out loud. But at this moment he was so gentle, gently kissing away the tears on her face, touching her hair, and whispering: "This is my Ash, this is my...Ah Xu..."
You Mingxu nodded randomly and said, "Okay, I promise you...I will never leave you...forever."
He smiled with tears in his eyes and said, "I'll hold you while you sleep. I know you like to be held by me while you sleep."
You Mingxu hummed, and at this moment, she was like a child, being held tightly in his arms, with their limbs intertwined. He really didn't do anything else but hug her, hug her tightly.
But he probably drank too much, and after all this tossing and turning, not long after, You Mingxu heard the sound of even breathing coming from behind him. Her eyes were red, and she rested her head on his arm, pressing her head closer to him.
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When Yin Feng woke up again, he saw a little light coming in through the curtains. It was probably just dawn.
My head hurts, a hangover pain I haven't had in a long time. He knew that his brain injury had not healed and that he shouldn't drink. But yesterday, he still couldn't control himself.
After calming down, I saw that there was another person lying in my arms, and this was not his home.
It's her home.
It was the home they once had.
Her head was resting in his arms, she was wearing only a thin nightgown, and the flesh of her arms and thighs were pressed against his. She is still sleeping.
Yin Feng had already lost all memory of what he had done last night. Then he discovered that he was holding something in the hand that she was resting her head on.
He crumpled it open and saw that it was a piece of paper. The handwriting on it couldn't be more familiar, it was his.
It read: "Love You Mingxu forever. Love You Mingxu every day, every hour. Never make her angry or sad again. Never let her leave again."
He looked at it for a while, then clenched the note tightly in his hand.
The other hand was still on her waist. Yin Feng tried to put his hand down quietly, but she moved, turned over and opened her eyes.
Eyes met.
She had recognized who he was.
"Go away." You Mingxu's voice was a little hoarse, with unspeakable fatigue.
Yin Feng looked at her steadily. She had turned around and had her back to him.
Yin Feng got out of bed silently, picked up the clothes that were scattered all over the floor, dressed neatly, put the note into his pocket, walked back to the bed, and gave her a light kiss on the back of her head.
She didn't move.
Yin Feng walked out of the house and closed the door.
Then he put his hands to his face and closed his eyes for a long time.
What makes me lose control, what makes me escape. Is it because I want it too much? Since when did I become like this?
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