He said, "Ash."
You Mingxu forced himself to hold back his tears and subconsciously looked around, remembering that since Guan Jun was there, the police might not have noticed at all.
Even if she noticed it, there is nothing that cannot be told to others, so she should say what she should say.
A dialog box for typing appeared at the bottom of the screen, and she typed, "I'm here."
The screen was silent for a moment.
Then he said, "Everyone has judged me guilty, what about you?"
You Mingxu replied: "Maybe."
He was quiet again and said, "So what are you going to do?"
You Mingxu's nose felt sore and mist appeared in front of his eyes, but he typed out the words slowly and clearly, one by one: "Looking for evidence. Either I will clear your name, or I will arrest you and wait for you."
He said, “What if I can’t wait?”
You Mingxu: "Then I can't wait."
After a long while, he replied: "Okay, it's settled."
You Mingxu's eyes could no longer see clearly. He pressed his face with his hands, and tears dripped onto the screen.
On the other side, Yin Feng was sitting alone in front of the computer arranged by Guan Jun. If anyone saw him at this moment, they would find that this man, who seemed to have stopped shedding tears many years ago, now had deep eye sockets filled with the lonely water light under the entire starry sky.
He typed again: "Ash, listen. The biggest possibility now is that I have a second personality. He was the one who created the Punisher. I saw in the memory fragment that the person we have been looking for is me."
You Mingxu had already vaguely guessed the answer, but she didn't know what to say, so she just typed two words: "Understood."
Yin Feng looked at the screen and slowly gave a silent smile. He knew she understood, she always understood him. Even the filth and darkness in him.
Yin Feng said: "If it is finally confirmed that it was me, I will commit suicide. Then we will be even."
You Mingxu covered his mouth tightly and for a moment he saw his fingertips trembling slightly. She couldn't type a single word.
But he also said: "From now on, if you see someone with the surname Yin, just take a detour."
…If anything happens to you, I won’t forgive you. I won't commit suicide either. I'm not living for you. But from now on, I will never think of you again, never see Chen Feng and the others again, and never go to the villa again. I won't even mention you. I will never listen to the conclusions of criminal psychology behavioral analysis again. When I see someone with the surname Yin, I take a detour.
…
The angry words of the past are still ringing in my ears. It turns out he remembered it so clearly.
You Mingxu only responded with two words: "Enough."
He was silent for a while and said, "I'm sorry. It turns out there is another thing in this world that will make me commit suicide."
You Mingxu wanted to cry, but no sound came out. She had so many things she wanted to say to him, so many things she wanted to ask him, but she couldn't type anything out. She thought that from the first day she met Yin Feng, he was a bastard and he owed her something, and now he wanted to owe her forever. He said he loved her but then he forgot; he said he would never bother her again but then he hugged her and said he was a paranoid and wanted her to come back.
It was agreed that she was not allowed to have anyone else, but she was also told to avoid anyone with the surname Yin from now on.
You Mingxu slowly typed out a line of words: "Do you want to kill me?"
Yin Feng on the other side turned his head and looked out the window. The line of his jaw was as rigid as a stone sculpture.
The silent air seemed to spread silently across the screen. You Mingxu suddenly seemed to have lost all his strength and asked quietly: "Yin Feng, is this the outcome between you and me? Is this our ending?"
From Tibet to Guizhou to Xiangcheng, from You Yingjun to Yin Feng, from separation to companionship, we have crossed so many mountains, captured so many guilty people, and saved so many innocent people. Is this where we end up? After all, you are just a passer-by in my life. It turns out that you will not be with you forever, Ash.
After a long while, Yin Feng replied: "No, it's not. I don't want to admit defeat yet."
You Mingxu was stunned, tears rolling down his face, but he smiled foolishly. She knew that there was no way he would give in so easily. This was probably the result he feared most in his heart, and he told her so. But... uneasiness spread in You Mingxu's heart. Even if they didn't admit defeat, what else could they do? If the real murderer is really his second personality.
Yin Feng said, "I don't believe it."
You Mingxu: "What don't you believe?"
He said: "I don't believe this soul has already fallen. I don't believe I have been living in sin without knowing it. I don't believe that the torture and persistence I have endured all this time are just a joke. Most importantly, I don't believe that if there really is a 'him', I lost to him without any resistance. This is impossible."
You Mingxu's heart was shocked. It could be said that Yin Feng's words were purely his subjective will and belief, but she actually believed it. It was like a ray of light suddenly appeared at the bottom of a dark valley. The light was thin and bright, long and narrow like a crescent moon, but it made people want to reach out and grab it tightly, use it to tear apart the darkness and the valley, and return to the bright and clear world.
"Go on!" You Mingxu was even a little anxious.
Yin Feng on the other end of the phone also calmed down after hearing her words. But that smile still looked pale and silent.
He said: "Ah Xu, now all the evidence points to me. Including Chen Feng's witness, including the memory in my mind. But what if all this is slander?
You once said something to me that was very unreasonable, but also very reasonable - you said, if a certain assumption will lead us to an outcome that we don't want to see at all, why should we consider it? If everything was really done by my second personality, then everything is over and my life is a complete failure.
So I decided that no matter what reason and evidence told me, I would treat this hypothesis as not true.
Although Chen Feng saw it, Su Ziyi and I torturing Li Mingdi. I remembered myself standing with Yin Chen. But what if these are just appearances and there is something else going on? Or that’s what they want us to see and believe. If I don't have a second personality at all, then what is the truth? Ash, are you willing to continue investigating with me based on this hypothesis? ”
Reason says that this possibility may be very small, but emotion can't wait to follow it. You Mingxu blurted out: "Yes!"
When Yin Feng saw these two words appear, his heart was like a small, red flower blooming on a dilapidated ruin.
He fell silent.
That night, when he heard Chen Feng's accusations and glimpsed the unfamiliar self in his memory, they came suddenly, but they were foreshadowed and followed smoothly. His beliefs and reason almost collapsed and were unstoppable. The huge anger and pain were about to overwhelm him in an instant.
With red eyes, he saw Li Mingdi lying on the hospital bed.
This man seemed innocent and weak, but he hated him so much.
A voice suddenly said in my mind:
If we kill him, all the evidence will become invalid. .
Kill him and pretend nothing happened.
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