Chapter 74 But I don’t care.
Lu Qinyu didn't say anything. His glasses gleamed brightly under the light, obscuring the expression in his eyes.
"I really know I was wrong. I left before because I was blinded by Yun Weihai. But after I really left, I realized that it was you I really liked. For so many years, I thought about you almost every day and night..."
As Su Wen spoke, he really started to cry, and tears burst out of his eyes like a dam breaking.
It's not entirely false, but I don't know how much of it is true.
She cried so hard, probably to vent the grievances and unwillingness she had accumulated over the years.
Lu Qinyu still didn't speak. He looked at the tears rolling down Su Wen's face through the lenses, and a hint of annoyance flashed in his eyes.
cry?
What right does he have to cry?
"I thought we would never meet again in this life, but I didn't expect to meet again on a variety show. It must be God giving us a chance to start over, right?"
Su Wen cried and threw herself on him. Lu Qinyu raised his hand and pressed it against his shoulder to stop him from getting any closer.
"Don't, touch me."
The clear voice carried a hint of coldness.
Su Wen was stunned. He didn't expect him to be so resolute. He could only beg humbly.
"Ayu, you are still angry with me, right? I really know I was wrong. As long as you can forgive me, I am willing to do anything."
"Actually, I just saw you on the show and wanted to apologize to you, but I didn't know how to get your forgiveness. Yesterday, I thought about it for a long time before I finally got up the courage to apologize to you."
"Ayu...please forgive me...let's start over?"
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"Are you done?"
Lu Qinyu pulled the corner of his lips slightly, looking at the man in front of him whom he had loved wholeheartedly, his eyes full of mockery.
Su Wen nodded with tears in her eyes.
"Heh, have you been concentrating on accompanying your sponsor for so many years that you forgot to improve your acting skills? How fake..."
"Oh... I forgot, you're a singer."
The flat tone and ruthless words pierced Su Wen's heart like a needle. He could not refute it, and all that was left was a soft call of pleading.
"Ayu..."
"After being away for so many years, you still miss me day and night? Is it because Yun Weihai didn't have enough fun with you that you still have time to think about others? You don't want to compare me with him, do you?"
"I didn't... I really missed you..."
Su Wen hurried to clarify.
This sentence is true. Every night when he was tortured and in excruciating pain, the only figure in his mind was Lu Qinyu.
Good memories cannot soothe the pain in your body, they will only make the longing intensify.
"Well, do you know how many days we've been apart?"
"I……"
Lu Qinyu chuckled at himself.
"1145 days."
"Don't overthink it. I'm just naturally sensitive to numbers. I didn't remember it on purpose. I just want to tell you that since we're acting, don't put too much emotion into it. If you get exposed, it will only make people feel disgusted."
"Ayu...I really still love you..."
"Oh. Don't fool yourself. The only one you truly love is yourself."
"But I don't care."
After saying this, Lu Qinyu turned around and left.
Su Wen looked at the figure that was engraved in his bones, his body trembling slightly. He wanted to raise his hand to pull his clothes, but his hand finally stopped in mid-air.
He thought he could achieve his dream by playing with people's hearts, but in the end he found himself like a clown, ridiculous as hell.
There were too many emotions buried in his heart. He wanted to release them, to roar, to find a deserted corner to cry loudly, and to start over again, to return to the summer when he met Lu Qinyu.
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Lin Xingye was so angry at the pervert that he wanted to go crazy. He had no place to vent his anger, so he just went out and raced.
Anyway, the following parts have nothing to do with him.
When passing by the dining table, I saw only Ji Bai sitting there alone - poking steak.
He looks very unhappy.
The racing driver, who has never been very enthusiastic, took the initiative to talk for once.
"Do you want to process the steak into minced meat for dumplings?"
It's a not-so-funny joke.
Ji Bai came back to his senses and smiled awkwardly.
"Sorry, Brother Xingye, I didn't notice..."
"What's the point of apologizing to me? You didn't poke me."
Lin Xingye couldn't understand why he had the habit of apologizing all the time.
…
Ji Bai smiled even more awkwardly.
"Unhappy?"
"No……"
Ji Bai shook his head to deny it, but his eyebrows were drooping and he didn't look happy at all.
"Going out for a drive?"
Lin Xingye made an invitation while shaking the car keys at his fingertips.
Ji Bai looked hesitant.
"We're still recording the show, it's not a good idea..."
"Forget it."
Lin Xingye said and turned away.
It was a rare occasion when he was kind enough to ask casually.
"I'll go."
Ji Bai quickly stood up and followed.
Instead of sitting here feeling depressed, why not go out for a drive?
Ji Baibai doesn't like to be alone. He likes the hustle and bustle, and it's nice to have someone to talk to.
Lin Xingye glanced at him sideways, took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, then took out another one and handed it to him, asking vaguely.
"What do you want?"
"Forehead……"
Ji Bai was still hesitating when he saw that the man had already put the cigarette back.
He quickly reached out and grabbed the cigarette that was about to be withdrawn.
"want!"
Lin Xingye lit the cigarette himself and threw the lighter to him.
Ji Bai followed suit and lit the cigarette, but after taking a puff, he choked and started coughing.
"If you don't know how to smoke, just throw it away."
Lin Xingye exhaled a puff of smoke, his tone as arrogant as ever, with a hint of disgust.
Suddenly I felt a little regretful for being nosy. I hope he won’t vomit in my car later...
Ji Bai didn't want to be looked down upon, so he took another puff and continued coughing.
Pretty cool.
Lin Xingye saw it and laughed.
"This thing won't work and no one will say anything to you, so why are you still so excited?"
Ji Bai pursed his lips, looked at the older boy beside him, and smiled too.
"Brother Xingye, thank you."
I feel like race car drivers just look a bit fierce, but they seem to be pretty easy to get along with.
"Thank me?" Lin Xingye raised an eyebrow. "Then give me some reward."
"ah……?"
I have the impression that racing drivers are not short of money.
Ji Bai was a little confused.
For a moment, I didn’t know whether what Lin Xingye said was true.
"Brother Xingye, how about... adding me as a friend first?"
It is also more convenient to pay after adding friends.
I have been recording the program for several days, but he still doesn’t have the contact information of anyone other than Professor Lu.
"OK."
Lin Xingye took out his mobile phone, unlocked it and saw the newly updated wallpaper.
…
His face flushed and he quickly opened the social software, opened the QR code and handed it over.
The thought has gone astray.
I feel like I just didn't give that pervert two slaps, he was lucky! !
Don’t post kissing photos…post group photos! ???
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drop.
The sound of scanning the code was heard.
Ji Bai sent a friend request and looked up to see Lin Xingye's unnatural expression.
"Brother Xingye, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay." Lin Xingye pulled the corners of his lips stiffly. He took back his phone, locked the screen, and threw it in his pocket without even glancing at it.
"My hands are just a little itchy."
I guess I have to run a few more laps, otherwise the fire won’t be completely vented.
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