Chapter 65 Leng Yi Shushu, don’t always say things that make me unhappy…
Yan Shu's gaze was exceptionally sincere, and her clear eyes held a frankness that didn't seem fake.
Xiao Yu was slightly stunned, his dark eyes a little dazed.
He didn't know whether what the girl said at this moment was true or false.
Because in the previous life, when he imprisoned Shushu in Baohua Palace, she told him in person that Yan Guotai Zhu Xie Heng was her beloved.
Xie Heng is the true gentleman as elegant as jade, while he is just a lowly villain who poorly imitates a gentleman.
Even though she was immersed in the physical pleasure he gave her at that time, her eyes were full of hatred for him.
She likes someone else, and even if he imprisons her, he will never win her heart.
And when he saw her having a good chat with Xie Heng that day, that feeling of uneasiness instantly surged into Xiao Yu's heart.
He was afraid that the tenderness he had worked so hard to obtain in this life would disappear with the arrival of Xie Heng.
So that day in the palace he couldn't help but confirm Yan Shu's existence over and over again.
Even though she cried and said she was too tired and begged for mercy, he still didn't let go.
He doesn't want to let go.
He would never let go.
But Shushu has been avoiding him since that day. Xiao Yu even wanted to go to Baohua Palace to find her directly, but he was afraid of making her angry again and pushing her further away.
So he could only take advantage of the reception banquet for the envoys from the three countries to take a few more glances at her.
And just as happy as she was when she took the initiative to talk to him, Xiao Yu was just as angry when she pleaded for Yan Ruxue.
When he was a hostage of the State of Yan, he knew that Yan Ruxue had bullied her many times.
So his Shushu's plea was definitely not for Yan Ruxue.
If Yan Ruxue was really punished, besides herself, the only one who would be affected would be Xie Heng.
So his Shushu was not pleading for others, but for Xie Heng, the Grand Master of the State of Yan.
Endless anger and jealousy surged in Xiao Yu's heart at that moment.
He wished that Xie Heng and Yan Ruxue would die together immediately.
But at that moment he couldn't utter a word of refusal.
Xiao Yu knew that if Xie Heng really died because of him, Shushu would never forgive him.
He had already lost Shushu once, and he didn't want to lose her a second time.
So he let Yan Ruxue go that day.
But from that day on, Xiao Yuque was somewhat afraid to face Yan Shu again.
He was afraid that she would mention Xie Heng as soon as she opened her mouth.
So he wanted to delay their meeting until the queen's coronation ceremony, when Shushu became her queen and everything was settled.
At that time, Shushu could no longer escape.
During the past ten days, every night he would go to Baohua Palace to secretly take a look at his Shushu.
Then I used her little clothes to relieve my deep longing.
And tonight was clearly an accident.
Xiao Yu never thought that his Shushu would come to him on her own initiative on this rainy night with thunder and lightning.
So much so that when he was alone in the inner hall, letting his greed ravage her clothes, he did not immediately notice her breath.
When he saw Shushu, Xiao Yu, who had already been drinking tonight, even thought he was dreaming.
Until the girl fell into his arms.
I could feel the warmth and rich sweet fragrance of being truly nestled in his arms.
Xiao Yu suddenly realized that everything was not a dream.
His Shushu really came to see him.
So there is uncontrollable indulgence.
He embraced the girl in his arms and indulged himself in her again and again, and his passion for her was incomparable.
Only at this moment did Xiao Yu truly feel that Shushu belonged to him.
He thought this was reconciliation.
There is no need to say more.
But at this moment, the girl pointed out the thing that he cared about most in a straightforward and simple way, making it impossible for him to avoid it.
She said that there was nothing between her and Xie Heng, so he naturally believed her.
But the words from his previous life were like a brand that was deeply engraved on his heart.
Even though there was really nothing between Shushu and Xie Heng, since Shushu said that, it meant that there must be a place for Xie Heng in her heart.
Although it originates from emotion, it ends with etiquette.
But the two hearts must be incomparably close.
That was far beyond his reach.
His dark eyes just stared at the girl in front of him for a long time without saying a word.
Yan Shu's cheeks felt hot when Xiao Yu looked at her, but she didn't understand why he didn't ask, so she could only continue to explain.
"Your Majesty, why don't you ask me why I plead for Yan Ruxue?" Before Xiao Yu could speak, she pursed her lips again, as if a little aggrieved, "I feel that I have been wronged to death."
"What does your Majesty think? Do you think I'm asking for mercy because I love Master Xie?"
But Xiao Yu just paused his fingertips on the girl's arm, and then continued to apply ointment on her as if he didn't hear him.
Yan Shu was slightly annoyed, and she sat up and grabbed his fingertips, her dark almond eyes staring straight at him, not letting Xiao Yu escape.
"Your Majesty, don't you want to talk it out with me? What happened six years ago, and what's happening now, do you really not care at all?"
The girl's soft yet somewhat firm tone made Xiao Yu's pupils shrink.
The ink-black eyes were suddenly filled with moisture.
What happened six years ago is a hidden pain in the hearts of both of them.
He hated her for bringing her unique sweetness to his boring and bitter days, but when he was deeply in love, she destroyed this hope.
She was no different from everyone else. After she got tired of playing with him, she also felt that he was just a lowly body that could be toyed with at will.
But six years ago he nearly died in that snake den.
The moment he crawled out covered in blood, he vowed to take revenge.
But he couldn't do it in either life.
Even though they were so sweet and tender in the previous life, when Yan Shu still wanted to poison him, Xiao Yu still couldn't bring himself to do it.
He is so despicable that he wants to love her until his death.
There was an indescribable hint of obscurity in his dark eyes.
Xiao Yu didn't want to know her disgust and hatred for him, just like now.
Not piercing the covering gauze, allowing him to deceive himself and fantasize about a trace of warmth, is what Xiao Yu has been accustomed to for so many years.
"I've forgotten what happened back then." Xiao Yu turned away, unwilling to answer, and then put the box of perfume back into the bedside table. "It's getting late, Shushu should go to bed early."
The tone sounded ordinary, but it carried a hint of coldness.
How could Yan Shu believe him?
If Xiao Yu really forgot, why would he deliberately imprison her to take revenge on her in his previous life?
Although this life is different from the previous life, the events of the previous life did happen.
Although the cup of poisoned wine sent by Yan Wanqing was questionable, it was true that Xiao Yu pushed her into the Colosseum at the Paradise Banquet and imprisoned her later.
If Xiao Yu didn't want to avenge the snake cave in the past, Yan Shu really couldn't understand why Xiao Yu did this.
So Yan Shu really wanted to ask clearly, but Xiao Yu in this life was not the same Xiao Yu in the previous life.
Even if she wanted to ask more clearly, there was nowhere to ask.
Moreover, she couldn't easily reveal the fact that she was reborn. If she told Xiao Yu easily, he might think she was a lunatic.
But even though things in the previous life cannot be explained, the things in this life still need to be explained clearly.
Yan Shu really didn't want the misunderstanding to continue like this.
She had never dared to be so open with Xiao Yu before, because she was afraid that he was only attached to her body and would end her life when he got tired of her.
But after spending some time together, Xiao Yu agreed to make her the queen, which made Yan Shu gradually realize that Xiao Yu didn't just want her body.
He must have feelings for her.
Her plea at the banquet and Xiao Yu's forbearance and compromise made Yan Shu more certain of Xiao Yu's heart.
You can say that he is arrogant because of his favor, or that he doesn't know what is good for him.
At this moment, Yan Shu wanted to explain to him what happened in the snake cave. Although she pushed him, she really never had the intention to kill him.
So when she saw Xiao Yu looking like he was about to go to bed, Yan Shu immediately grabbed his hand with anxiety in her eyes.
"Why won't the king listen to my explanation?"
Hearing the girl's question, a dark color suddenly flashed across the young king's eyes.
The world suddenly spun around, and before Yan Shu could react, she was pinned firmly on the couch.
Seeing the darkness in his eyes, he looked like a storm was about to come.
Yan Shu panicked: "Your Majesty...you..."
But before she could finish her words, he grabbed her chin and lifted it up.
Those narrow eyes revealed a hint of coldness.
"We both know what happened back then. What's the point in bringing it up again?" Xiao Yu lowered his eyes, and gently pressed his slender fingertips against the girl's rosy, plump lips. His long eyelashes obscured the dark under his eyes. "Shushu, don't always say things that make me unhappy. Isn't it good like this now?"
This gloomy tone was completely different from the one he had just used.
The color drained away from Yan Shu's face in an instant, and her watery cat-like eyes froze in a moment.
For some unknown reason, a deep sense of grievance began to fill my heart.
Clearly, just now he and she were still so close and intimate, so sweet and tender.
But at this moment, his eyes and tone were so cold, as if there was no other possibility for the two of them except physical pleasure.
This was a cold reception that the girl, who was still happy, could not bear.
She rushed to Changming Palace in the thunderstorm in a fit of rage to see Xiao Yu, but he was so cold at the moment.
So the girl's enthusiasm was completely extinguished by the sudden pour of cold water.
Yan Shu looked up at him, her eyes suddenly felt sore and tears welled up in them.
Xiao Yu's eyes changed, and he saw tears as big as beans sliding down the girl's snow-white cheeks.
Like pearls on a string, they fell one after another, dripping onto his hand that was pinching the girl's chin, and soon soaked his palm.
As if he didn't expect Yan Shu to cry, Xiao Yu was a little flustered. When he wanted to wipe away her tears, the girl pushed his hand away fiercely.
He got up and ran out barefoot.
Xiao Yu's eyes suddenly darkened, and he grabbed Yan Shu's wrist and pulled her back into his arms.
"Let me go! Let me go quickly! I want to go back to sleep!" Yan Shu cried angrily and tried to pull Xiao Yu's arm away.
How could Xiao Yu let her go? He just hugged the girl in his arms, pressed her tightly against his chest, and let her tears wet his clothes.
Yan Shu couldn't struggle free and could only bury her head in his shoulder and wipe away her tears as if to vent her feelings.
"It's still raining heavily outside, how are you going back?" Xiao Yu's voice remained cold.
"Go back the same way you came! Some people don't appreciate it at all and just know how to be mean to me..." When Yan Shu heard his cold voice, she felt more and more aggrieved and started to cry again.
When he heard the girl's soft crying voice, the anger in his heart because she was about to run away immediately disappeared.
A complex look flashed across the young king's eyes. He lifted up Yan Shu's tear-stained face, lowered his head and kissed away her tears bit by bit.
After a long time, there was like a sigh.
"Tell me what you want to talk about back then."
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The author has something to say: Shushu thought that the conflict between them was only about the snake cave, but she didn't know that Xiaoyu had a misunderstanding from the previous life... In short, Xiaoyu thought that Shushu in the previous life wanted to kill her [dog head], but he still fell in love with her [kiss]
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