Chapter 13 You Are the Cleanest

I felt that there must be something between them, but I loved Shen Yanci too much, so much so that even though it was painful, even though I felt that they had something, when Shen Yanci said they had nothing, I chose to believe that they had nothing.

To please him even more, to cling to him, to try every possible way to win his heart back completely.

Whenever something happened between him and Su Yurou, I would be as scared as a frightened bird, afraid that I would really lose him this time, and when he came back, I would not be able to help but ask him over and over again whether he loved me or not.

I was so afraid of pain that I even cut my wrists just to beg him to come back from Su Yurou.

But in Shen Yanci's view, my pain and fear were just a fuss. So, not only did he not feel any sympathy for me after I cut my wrists, he felt that no matter what I did, I was just fussing.

I don’t understand what was in the diary. I don’t understand why he said he would not be with Su Yurou. There was nothing between them, but he treated me like this.

But now I understand that Shen Yanci did all the things lovers do with Su Yurou, but said that there was nothing innocent between them, not that there was really no innocence between them.

It's just that he doesn't want to admit it, doesn't want to make this matter public, and just wants a divorce. He doesn't want to divide the property with me equally. He wants to torture me to death and drive me crazy, so that if a madman accidentally gets into an accident, it will be much easier for him to lose his spouse.

To put it simply, it's just what I thought before, he wants the beauty and the whole kingdom.

Poor me, I used to think that just because he didn’t admit it, he still loved me. I often doubted myself and asked myself if I was really so careless and misjudged them.

Now there is a saying that I think is quite true, instead of wasting your energy and torturing yourself, it is better to go crazy outwardly. You can blame anyone but yourself.

So, I sneered, "My heart is dirty, so everything I see is dirty?"

"Why don't you just say you are nothing, wanting both the kingdom and Bai Yueguang!"

Without waiting for Shen Yanci to say anything, I immediately followed up with, "Don't let me say it, let the audience here say it, do they all think that they are a pair of star-crossed lovers, true lovers!"

As I said this, I looked at the ladies who had just spoken when Shen Yanci came in with Su Yurou, "Come on, Miss Li, Miss Song, Miss Zhang, tell me what you thought and said when you saw my husband coming in with my dear sister just now."

The faces of the ladies who were named suddenly changed. There are some things that can be said in private, and can be said in a low voice in front of others, but if they are brought up seriously on stage, they cannot be said at all.

So, even though what they said just now was very explosive, no one dared to speak out when asked to do so.

I laughed and said, "Since the ladies didn't say it, I will repeat it for you."

"I heard that Qiao Yi, the legitimate wife, was kidnapped together with Miss Su, and Mr. Shen chose Miss Su without hesitation. I didn't believe it at first, but now I do."

"Qiao Yi is nothing to Mr. Shen."

"She deserves this for not being loved and forcing herself between lovers."

"I heard that Mr. Shen and Miss Su grew up together. If Qiao Yi hadn't taken advantage of Mr. Shen's financial difficulties and forced him to marry..."

I repeated what they had just said in a classic way, and the faces of those rich girls turned even paler instantly.

I don’t know why I became so tolerant after falling in love with Shen Yanci. Anyway, I am still the same person now and I have always been an intolerant and vengeful person.

Especially, what they said worried my grandma.

"It's not just these few people. A lot of people were excited when they saw you and sister Rourou appear together. You said I have a dirty heart and everything looks dirty to me. Do you think everyone has a dirty heart, but only you two are clean?"

"The kind of pure chatting under a quilt that one can just lie in bed with?"

Someone in the crowd couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Shen Yanci's face suddenly became uglier.

"Qiao Yi, could you please not make such a scene?" He instinctively stepped forward to grab me, but I took several steps back.

I avoided him as if he were something dirty, and his face became terribly dark!

Before he could say anything, I suddenly looked like I was about to cry, "You always blame me for making trouble, and I feel dirty inside. Why don't you look at what you have done!"

"I am the only one who thinks you have a problem. That's my problem, but they all think so! Do we all have problems? Only you don't have a problem?"

"Don't you know how badly people say I am? How many people laugh at me?"

"If you really have nothing to do with Su Yurou, then you should tell everyone in front of everyone that you have no romantic relationship with Su Yurou! You don't like her at all!"

"Also, did I force you to marry me? It was clearly you who pursued me!" It was he who pursued me and made me fall in love with him so deeply that I couldn't extricate myself. After using me, he even wanted to dump me without paying a penny. He is a scumbag and shameless.

Now they say that I am the one who broke up their lovers!

They really get everything!

"Besides, when has it ever been wrong to go bankrupt to help someone? If you think that I used my money to force you to marry me and broke up the star-crossed couple, now that I have no power to do so, come and return the money to me with interest, and I will divorce you immediately to help you two star-crossed couples!"

"You don't want a divorce and a share of my property, but you want both, and you even say it's all my fault. I don't owe you anything, so why are you treating me like this!"

He doesn't want to divorce and divide the property and wants to drive me crazy, so I'll just go crazy and bring everything out into the open. I can't let this couple get away with it. I can't act like I'm a dirty, pretentious, crazy woman when it's obvious that they were the ones cheating on me, and be laughed at by everyone.

Everyone was shocked. Didn't they say that Qiao Yi, the divorced wife, didn't want to divorce no matter what? Why did she look like this? She wanted a divorce, but Shen Yanci didn't want to share the family property?

If that's the case...

Shen Yanci had indeed passed.

Feeling the change in the eyes of the people around him, Shen Yanci's face turned even darker. How could she think so?

Why are you suddenly so insistent on thinking that he doesn't want to divorce because he doesn't want to give her money?

There was really nothing going on between him and Su Yurou. What did she want him to say so that she would believe it?

He was really angry, angry that Qiao Yi didn't trust him at all.

But seeing her, who usually didn't cry, so tearful, as if she had suffered some great injustice, he couldn't get angry anymore. It was his fault that he didn't come with her to such an occasion today, causing her to suffer so much gossip.

Thinking of this, his tone softened a lot, "There's really nothing between Rourou and me, don't think too much, it's my fault for not accompanying you today, this is grandma's birthday party, don't make a fuss, it won't look good."

As he spoke, he touched my head affectionately.

Facing his gentleness, I know why I was so entangled and painful in the diary. I wanted to let go but couldn't. The person I loved so much, the person I didn't want to give up, if only he gave her a little gentleness and hope.

She wanted to hold on desperately.

Unfortunately, I am no longer that girl. I will not torture myself repeatedly in the hopeless hope he gave me. I sneered.

"Since there is really nothing, then you say it, you say it in front of everyone, you and Su Yurou have no affair, and you will never be with her in the future, tell them not to make up rumors anymore, and if anyone dares to say anything about me or make fun of me again, you will make them lose their lives!"

"Do you dare? If you dare, I will believe that there is really nothing between you and her!"

Since you insist on not admitting it, then deny it to the end.

Rats in the gutter should stay in the gutter!

Don’t think you can be a virtuous woman even if you’re a whore!

I thought that if I asked this, Shen Yanci would look unhappy, or even get angry and ask me to stop making trouble.

Unexpectedly, he looked at everyone without hesitation and said, "Rou Rou and I are just siblings who grew up together. We don't have any romantic relationship at all, and we are not a pair of star-crossed lovers who were separated."

"My wife will always be Qiao Yi."

"I hope everyone will stop spreading rumors and saying anything about my wife in the future. Otherwise, you are going against my words!"