Chapter 15 Maybe I should die in this water

But in the end, his running and anxiety were not for me. He jumped into the water without hesitation, then swam towards the shore with Su Yurou in his arms, without even looking at me, let alone hesitating.

I really don't know why this is happening. Why is it that I have clearly forgotten him and completely forgotten my love for him, but at this moment, it still hurts so much.

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Because my brother likes deep swimming, the swimming pool at home was built very deep. This made me very scared of being submerged in the water. I tried desperately to grab something, but I couldn't grab anything.

As I sank to the bottom of the pool, I heard my little white flower sister's anxious and weak voice, "Brother Yanci, please save me! Please save me!"

Then a cold voice sounded, "Ignore her, she can swim, she'll be fine!"

I was so scared of being drowned that I could barely breathe. When I heard this, I suddenly realized, "Yes, I can swim!"

When I was in college, I won the national college swimming championship! How could I have forgotten that I could swim? How could I have forgotten everything except fear as soon as I fell into the water?

I desperately tried to remember my swimming instinct and to swim up. I didn't want to die. I didn't want to die here after going through so much pain of broken bones and so many miserable lives.

But I tried so hard to think of how to swim up, but I did realize why I suddenly couldn't swim.

It was a rare occasion when Shen Yanci showed mercy and took me to the beach for vacation. It was originally agreed that it would be just the two of us, but later, he took Su Yurou over as well.

I was angry and didn't go to the beach with them.

It was dark and Shen Yanci had not returned yet. I was worried and went to the beach to look for him. I met Su Yurou, who said anxiously that Shen Yanci went to swim in the deep water and had not returned. She didn't know what to do.

I loved Shen Yanci so much, but when I heard this, I panicked and ran to the deep water like crazy to look for Shen Yanci. However, I swam and swam until I was exhausted, but I still couldn't find Shen Yanci. When I was in great panic, my lower abdomen suddenly bled.

Because of the mental stress, my menstruation was often irregular, and I didn’t even know I was pregnant. I lost the child I had been looking forward to for a long time but didn’t even have the chance to know about it.

After I woke up, Shen Yanci not only did not blame Su Yurou for deliberately misleading me, but also blamed me, saying that I was stupid and didn't even know I was pregnant, and killed my own child. He asked me why I didn't die in the sea if I was so useless.

At that time, I thought he was right. Why didn’t I die in the sea with him?

I never learned to swim again after that, and felt that if I fell into the water I would die in it.

I try very hard to stay alive. No matter how much pain I experience or how much physical pain I feel, I just want to stay alive. But sometimes, I can't help wanting to die.

I was in so much pain and so tired.

Maybe I'm destined to die in this water.

Just as I gave up the struggle and sank into darkness, suddenly a light swam towards me.

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When Shen Yanci picked up Su Yurou and was about to leave, he glanced into the swimming pool and saw that Qiao Yi had not swam up yet. He frowned, feeling something was wrong. No matter how good she was at swimming, she had to hold her breath in the water for too long.

Is she so angry that she doesn't care about her life?

Just when he thought more and more that something was wrong and wanted to put Su Yurou down and go to the swimming pool to take a look.

I saw a figure flying into the swimming pool and carrying the dying Qiao Yi up.

Seeing that something was really wrong with Qiao Yi, he hurriedly left Su Yurou behind and ran towards Qiao Yi.

Su Yurou looked at his anxious back and her hands hanging at her sides clenched unconsciously.

This Qiao Yi is really lucky. He can survive several attempts.

When the person who was rescuing Qiao Yi was about to perform CPR and artificial respiration on her, Shen Yanci pushed the person away with one hand and wanted to do it himself, but before he could touch Qiao Yi.

Qiao Yi spit out a few saliva and woke up.

Seeing her wake up, Shen Yanci asked angrily, "What's wrong with you? Are you so angry that you don't want to die?"

In the past, when he said this to Qiao Yi, she would either yell at him even more angrily, or lower her head and say in fear that she was wrong.

But now Qiao Yi didn't yell at him angrily, nor did she say she was wrong in fear and ask him to hug her.

She just looked at him coldly.

It's colder than the snow outside.

He was so cold that he couldn't help but feel a little scared and wanted to hug her regardless of everything.

But she dodged his embrace, grabbed the man next to her, and asked him to take her to the hospital.

He looked at her in astonishment, unable to believe that she did not look for him but begged a stranger to take her to the hospital when he was around. He was her husband, the person she loved the most!

What's wrong with her? Why is she getting more and more weird? What does she want? How did she become like this?

He strode forward and wanted to push the man away and carry Qiao Yi to the hospital by himself, but Su Yurou suddenly fell down at this moment.

Thinking about how Su Yurou has always been weak and would catch a cold if she was blown by the wind and be unable to get out of bed for a week, let alone falling into the water in such weather, while Qiao Yi has always been as healthy as a cow.

Even though something is a little strange today, she has a good foundation, so it should be fine.

He shouted to Qiao Yi, "I'll go to the hospital to see you later," and ran towards Su Yurou.

I laughed as I watched his back as he ran towards another woman so anxiously.

I hate my dirty heart even more. I don’t know what it is still expecting at this time.

Shen Yanci said he would come to the hospital to see me later, but he didn't come to see me until the next morning.

And I'm about to be discharged from the hospital.

Seeing me packing my things to leave the hospital, he hurriedly came forward and asked, "Are you going to be discharged now? Don't you want to stay in the hospital for observation?"

I looked at him and said nothing.

If I hadn't been afraid that falling into the water would have an impact on my previous injuries, I wouldn't have come to the hospital at all.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, he instinctively explained, "Rou Rou had a high fever last night, and she was dizzy..."

I ignored him and walked out.

I ignored him again and again, which made him angry. "Rou Rou is your sister. Why can't you tolerate her? You know she has been weak since she was a child. She..."

Before he could finish, he saw me smiling and walking towards a man.

"Professor Gu, I'm done here, let's go."

Seeing that I was about to leave with a man, he tried to grab me in anger, but I took a step back and dodged him.

Just as he was about to say something, I said impatiently, "Your dear sister Rourou is still waiting for you in the hospital with a high fever. Go quickly and don't bother me here!"

Shen Yanci thought I was jealous and angry, so he suppressed his anger and said, "Qiao Yi, I know you are angry, but no matter how angry you are, don't just follow a man! Can I take you home?"

I sneered and said, "Not good!"

"Also, I didn't just leave with a random man. He is my savior. Without him, I would have died a long time ago. How could I give you the chance to be so annoying in front of me?"

If Professor Gu hadn't rescued me in time, I would have really died in the water yesterday.

Shen Yanci knew that something was really wrong with me yesterday. Thinking that I almost died, his heart suddenly ached. His face changed again and again, and he looked at the man opposite him.

"Mr. Gu, thank you for saving my wife. I, Shen Yanci, owe you a favor. You can always come to me for anything in the future!"