Chapter 204 My Judgment of People Is Really Bad

I only have friendship with Song Yuan, so when he goes out to find women, emotionally speaking, I don't feel particularly uncomfortable.

After all, I have no love.

I just... just...

I don’t know how to describe my mood at this moment.

Maybe I have a really bad eye for people.

Before, I trusted Professor Gu so much and regarded him as a close friend. I thought he was a very good person.

But his kindness was all for a purpose, and he stabbed me hard without hesitation.

Now, I think Song Yuan is a nice guy. If I marry him, I should be able to live the ordinary yet fulfilling life that I want.

Can.

He is not what I thought he was at all.

I am not saying that Song Yuan cannot find a woman or anything. I am getting married for the second time. I have been married before, and it is normal for him to have had a girlfriend.

I don't care about that at all.

It would be fine if he didn't say that he liked me and that our union was purely based on interests.

But, we are going to get our marriage certificate tomorrow, and even though he keeps saying that he likes me, he goes to the bar and has sex with a prostitute.

This... this is really not a question of whether he had a woman before he got married.

It's a problem of character!

Also, just like Uncle Pei said, before we even got married, he already minded that I had been married before, he minded so much, and after we got married, his white moonlight filter for me disappeared.

Can our marriage really be as ordinary and fulfilling as I imagined?

Before, I thought Song Yuan was a very good person and I never thought about the dark side of marriage. Now, seeing how much he likes me madly and how he can do this even though he hasn't gotten me yet, I'm shocked.

Not to mention after marriage.

I finally made up my mind, but my firm resolve collapsed in an instant.

I don't know why this happened.

I just want to settle down, start a new life, and live like a normal person.

But it's just around the corner.

Become like this now.

"Don't think too much, and don't worry about not being able to find a marriage partner. Xiaoye's grandfather will take care of your company. I have already convinced his grandfather."

Pei Shen came here only after taking care of Pei Ye's grandpa.

I raised my eyes and looked at Uncle Pei, still not knowing what to say.

"Let's go back. It's too cold."

My mind was in a mess, but after hearing what he said, it wasn't so messy anymore. I didn't know what to think. Going home was indeed the first thing I should do.

As I was about to turn around and walk towards my car.

Uncle Pei grabbed me and said, "I'll take you home. You're not in the right mood to drive."

I thought that my thoughts were rather confused and I was not really suitable for driving. As someone who cherishes life very much, I didn't argue about anything.

Just as I was about to get in the car, Tangtang called me and said that her husband, a doctor, had arrived and asked me when I would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow.

I was silent for a while and said, "I'm afraid I won't be able to get the certificate."

Tangtang was surprised, "What?"

Coming to her senses, she instinctively said, "You are still thinking about Shen Yanci and can't let him go. Are you regretting it?"

"no!"

"Why is that?"

"I'll tell you when I get back." It's not easy to talk about this kind of thing on the phone, and I don't want to tell my feelings in front of Uncle Pei. Tangtang lives opposite my house now, and I want to tell her when I get back.

Tangtang knows me best and knows that something must have happened to cause me to behave like this. She said wait for me to come back and hung up the phone without saying anything else.

After getting in the car, I calmed down a little and thought of something, so I asked Uncle Pei not to leave yet.

Then he took out his cell phone and called Song Yuan.

I don’t know if Song Yuan is busy. In the past, he would answer the phone immediately when I called him, but this time he paused for a long time before answering the phone.

"all."

His voice is still so happy, gentle and lingering.

There is absolutely no sound that is different.

Thinking that he is hugging another woman now, he can still be so gentle and affectionate to me.

I for a moment.

The mood is so complicated that it is hard to describe.

I don’t know if men and women are born different or what.

As a woman, I believe that if I truly love someone, I will not want to hug any other woman except her.

Instead of being like him, loving so much, and feeling like I'm dreaming.

But he can still hug another woman.

Or in other words, Song Yuan never truly loved me.

Just thinking about it.

Love at first sight when he was young made him, who came from a good family and could get whatever he wanted.

I just can't get the girl I like.

This kind of loneliness made him think more and more about it and the more he couldn't let it go, the more he was obsessed with it.

"Yi Yi, what's wrong?"

Song Yuan's voice on the other end of the phone brought me back to my senses.

"Nothing, I just thought about going to get the marriage certificate tomorrow, and for a moment, I felt a little confused."

"Don't worry, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning!"

I lowered my eyes, "Can you come over tonight?"

"What?" Song Yuan was stunned.

"You know my good friend Tangtang. She knows that we are going to get married, so she asked her boyfriend to come over and get the marriage certificate with us tomorrow. I am in a bad mood and can't sleep, so I want to invite them to go to the hot spring together."

"Come here, the four of us will go to the hot springs together, and then go get the marriage certificate tomorrow morning."

Hearing what I said, Uncle Pei looked at me and raised his eyebrows.

It seems like he's saying, now that things have come to this, should I still give Song Yuan a chance and get the marriage certificate with him?

I lowered my eyes and did not respond to his look.

Just wait quietly for Song Yuan's response.

It was me who requested the certificate, so if I suddenly don't want to receive it, there must be a legitimate reason.

When Song Yuan on the other end of the phone heard what I said, he was struggling in his mind!

If I told him that I wanted him to come to my house and sleep with me, he would probably give up his plans for today without hesitation and come to me first.

Can.

I'm talking about going to spend time with friends and soaking in hot springs.

This made him not want to waste this night when he could finally find psychological balance.

Although our marriage was not based on love, when I decided to get the marriage certificate with him, I told him that I had only one requirement for marriage, which was loyalty, and I could not accept a cheating man.

In the future, if he doesn't want our marriage anymore and falls in love with someone else, he can tell me first and we can get divorced.

Don't find a woman behind my back!

He knows my personality. If we get married and he still finds another woman, that would be cheating.

If he cheats on me, I will definitely get a divorce.

I loved Shen Yanci so much, but I could give up on her, let alone him.

Therefore, no matter how unbalanced he feels, he cannot cheat after getting married.

So, tonight is his last chance.

So, after struggling again and again, he said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Yi Yi, I really want to accompany you, but something happened in the factory and I have to go and deal with it."

"Take Tangtang and the others to the hot spring first. Wait until I'm done! I'll come find you right away after I'm done!"

Song Yuan spoke very sincerely. Very sincerely.

He was so sincere that you couldn't tell he was lying.